My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 106

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During the last performance of "Thunder", Jingxiu's father also came to China, Ji Youyan accompanied Jingxiu's parents to the scene to support Jingxiu.

After the performance, the family of four chatted and laughed and went to the restaurant to have a celebratory supper. Because it was getting late, Jing Shurong and her husband stayed at the hotel directly, and Ji Youyan and Jingxiu went home by themselves.

After getting in the car, Ji Youyan kept staring at Jingxiu's face that was flickering under the streetlights. At first, Jingxiu wanted to pretend not to notice, but after she stared at it for a long time, she couldn't help laughing: "What have you been looking at me for?"

Ji Youyan tilted her head and said indifferently, "Have I been looking at you?"

Jingxiu raised her eyebrows with interest, and Ji Youyan leaned towards her, "I didn't keep looking at you, I was dumbfounded."

"I blame you for being too beautiful." Ji Youyan said with a low smile, "I have endured it for a long time."

Before Jingxiu could understand the meaning of her words, the hot breath sprayed on her skin, and Ji Youyan's soft lips took away all her sanity.

Jingxiu's enthusiasm was ignited by her, and she instinctively wanted to cater to her, but just as he lightly opened his lips, a sharp police car whistle suddenly sounded outside the car. The whistle gradually approached, whistling past their car.

Jingxiu was distracted by the sound of the whistle, and returned to the cage rationally. I don't know why he thought of the emoticon package of "green Internet police, catching chickens online", and he was suddenly poked and laughed. .

In fact, she didn't use emojis very much before, because Ji Youyan always had some strange emojis. In order to respond to Ji Youyan, she regularly asked Ruan Ningwei for recent popular emojis.

Ji You's words were still unfinished, angry and loving, and he pouted and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Jingxiu looked back at her, emojis filled his mind, which automatically brought into Ji Youyan's face, and he couldn't help but smile even more.

Ji Youyan saw her smiling happily, and her heart softened. She lightly bumped Jingxiu's head with her head, pretending to be dissatisfied, and hugged Jingxiu dotingly and leaned into her arms.

Jingxiu leaned on Ji Youyan's shoulder with peace of mind, Gu Zi smirked for a while, and finally calmed down. "Did you hear the siren just now?"

Ji Youyan said honestly, "No." She kissed the top of Jingxiu's hair and said softly, "When I kissed you, I couldn't hear anything except your voice."

Jingxiu throbbed, straightened up and stared at Ji Youyan with gentle eyes.

Ji Youyan stretched out her hand to help Jingxiu tuck her fine hair behind her ear, and said ambiguous: "You actually didn't pay attention when kissing me, tell me, how should I punish you?" Jingxiu shuddered.

Out of the corner of Jingxiu's light, he glanced at the driver who was doing his duty as a transparent person in front of him, and his ears were hot under Ji Yuyan's lips. "Wait until you get home, okay?"

Ji Youyan saw through her shyness, and wanted to tease her even more maliciously: "Is it what I want when I go home?"

The driver coughed twice as if he was choking on saliva.

Now Jingxiu blushed to the neck, covered Ji Youyan's mouth in shame, and commanded silently with his mouth shape: "Shut up."

Ji Yuyan smiled provocatively. She obediently shut up, pulled Jingxiu's hand down on her lap, and wrote stroke by stroke in her palm.

"It's been 2 days." After writing, she looked at Jingxiu, Wu Liang's eyes were full of scorching affection.

Jingxiu understood her suggestion, and the numbness that had just slid across his palm with his fingertips seemed to travel from his palm to his heart in an instant. She held Ji Yuyan's index finger in her palm and didn't look out of the car window.

In the reflection of the car window, Ji Youyan still stared at Jingxiu's profile with affection.

"As you like." After a long while, Ji Youyan heard Jingxiu promise her almost inaudibly.

Ji Youyan smiled instantly.

When the two returned home, they tacitly separated and went to take a bath. When Ji Youyan returned to the bedroom after taking a bath, Jingxiu hadn't come out yet.

She took the time to turn on the stereo, played lazy and seductive music, switched to the dim and sentimental lights, and prepared to wait for Jingxiu to come out, loosen her bathrobe, and dance to the music.

Two sudden text messages were inserted into the music, Ji Youyan subconsciously turned his head to look at the source of the sound, and the screen of Jingxiu's mobile phone on the bedside table lit up.

The word "Wen Yan" in the pop-up window at the top of the screen caught Ji Youyan's eyes off guard.

Ji Yuyan's mood sank in an instant.

There is no surname remark, indicating that Axiu and him are acquainted. She is flustered, what is the relationship between Axiu and him... After their marriage was announced in the last life, Song Wenyan revealed in an exclusive interview with the media that Axiu and him started their relationship when he was filming "Sunflowers in the Night" in the second half of this year. Go on a tour.

Ji Youyan stared at the void absentmindedly, the scene of Jingxiu and Song Wenyan's wedding in the previous life, as well as the scene of their conversation at the charity dinner, his hands clenched into fists, his heart was numb, and his ears were ringing.

"What are you thinking, you're so ecstatic?" Jingxiu didn't know when he came out, standing under the colored lights, the corners of his lips curled slightly.

Ji Youyan raised her eyes to look at her, her expression was too late to hide the confusion and melancholy.

Jingxiu was stunned for a moment, her eyebrows knitted tightly, just about to worry about what happened, Ji Youyan grinned, got up and walked towards her as if nothing had happened, teasingly said: "Axiu, do you know what it means for a concubine to go out of the bath? ?"

Jingxiu was unmoved and insisted on asking her, "Are you unhappy just now?"

Ji Youyan hugged her, buried her face in her neck, and said softly, "No? I don't know if the music is too hypnotic. I was just so sleepy, I was a little dazed."

Jingxiu was dubious, and followed her words: "It's quite late, then let's go to bed today."

When Ji You said that he was willing to obey, his hand has been dishonestly poking into Jingxiu's bathrobe, and he said in a coquettish tone, "It's not too late, the night is still long."

She put her arms around Jingxiu's waist, while leading Jingxiu to shake her body lightly, while kissing from Jingxiu's neck to Jingxiu's earlobe, "Axiu, let's do something interesting."

Jingxiu was hot all over by her teasing, and unwilling to be outdone, she lightly tugged at Ji Youyan's belt, and asked knowingly, "What interesting things are you doing?"

Ji Youyan kissed the tip of her nose with eyes like water, "Let's dance."

"Striptease..." The last half of the syllable disappeared into Jingxiu's plunder.

The fragrant tongues greedily grabbed each other's breath, the air seemed to become sticky and damp, and the two's bathrobes had already slipped to the ground, overlapping with ambiguous ups and downs.

Jingxiu surrendered. Her legs were weak, her eyes were wet, she panted and begged, "Go to the bed."

Ji Youyan's eyes were also foggy, he half hugged Jingxiu, and pushed her back toward the hotbed while kissing.

Jingxiu endured her love, and was still worried between the kisses: "Your shoulders... shoulders..." As she spoke, she had no choice but to fall back on the bed.

Ji Youyan knelt down on one knee, put her hand beside her head, licked and kissed her forehead, eyes, nose, and her eyes were full of deep affection.

"So, how hard you have to work tonight." She coaxed Jingxiu softly.

Jingxiu moved his throat, biting his lip and acquiesced to her.

Even if it is inconvenient to use one hand, the fit of the body is still there. Ji Youyan always knows how to make Jingxiu the most comfortable. Jingxiu also forcibly held back her shame and let Ji Youyan play with herself and ask for anything.

I don't know if it was the first time, but Jingxiu couldn't take it anymore. She pulled Ji Youyan's hand behind her back and said hoarsely, "Yanyan... don't... want..."

Ji Youyan coaxed her: "Is the last time okay?" She knew that Jingxiu was tired, and she knew that she should stop. But her heart seemed to be punctured by that name, and she was frightened and uneasy, as if she could only confirm that everything was different from the previous life in this extreme joy again and again, and that Axiu truly belonged to her. of.

The past, the present, and the future belong only to her.

Jingxiu was soft-hearted and silently indulged her.

In the midst of the ups and downs, Jingxiu unconsciously thought, is it an illusion? Yan Yan seems to be extraordinarily enthusiastic tonight, there is a kind of…

She pondered vaguely for a long time, and before she was extremely sleepy and lost consciousness, she found a suitable description - the smell of lingering to death.

After Jingxiu fell asleep, Ji Youyan's hands were so soft that he could barely lift them. She looked at Jingxiu's red marks and sweat, feeling distressed and satisfied, wanting to laugh and cry.

She helped Jingxiu clean up as gently as she could, returned to the bed, and kissed Jingxiu's forehead with nostalgia, tears fell with the kiss.

"I'm sorry, I love you." She whispered silently.

She and Jingxiu were on the same pillow, looking at their long hair tangled together intimately, she thought with relief: No matter what happened in the past life, it is herself who has her at this moment.

In this life, Axiu can only be her wife.

Drowsiness gradually came, and Ji Yuyan's consciousness began to be confused. The dark night around him suddenly lit up for some unknown reason. The clear blue sky, the green lawn, and the cheers and applause, Jingxiu once again wore her wedding dress and appeared in front of Ji Youyan holding Song Wenyan's hand...

No, no, it shouldn't be like this! Ji Yuyan was heartbroken in pain. She tried hard to pull Jingxiu's hand, but the scene suddenly changed to an empty and cold conference room.

In the conference room sat her mother, aunt, cousin, relatives, as well as Lu Fang, Wei Yizhen...

"Don't worry, Auntie, I've already contacted the funeral home to arrange the cremation. A car will be sent to pick you up after the memorial service." Wei Yizhen said calmly.

Ji Youyan's head is dull, why do they sit together

Zhong Qingyu forced her spirits and thanked Wei Yizhen in a hoarse voice: "Thank you, Miss Wei, for your help these days. Otherwise, we are not familiar with each other here, and we don't know what to do."

"Auntie, you're welcome. It's all right for me and Yu Yan's friend." Wei Yizhen's eyes were a little red.

Ji Youyan suddenly reacted, is this the situation after her death in the last life? Before I had time to think about it, there was a sudden loud noise at the door, and the door was slammed open.

"No cremation!" A female voice that was familiar to her bones came.

Everyone's eyes followed the sound, including Ji Youyan-Jingxiu standing at the door, clenching his fists, his body was thin, and his face was haggard like Ji Youyan had never seen before.

"No cremation!" She walked closer to the room step by step, and reiterated, "There is still a way, there is a way, and she really won't be able to come back after being cremated."

Her eyes were bloodshot, staring at everyone in the room, her eyes cold and fragile.

Ji Yuyan felt that he could hardly breathe in pain.

No one would believe Jingxiu's words like this. Zhong Qingyu's fragile nerves seemed to be stimulated by her words, she rolled down tears, stood up and yelled at Jingxiu: "You go out! Go out! This is our own family business, what does it have to do with you! You go out to me!" She Trembling with excitement.

Seeing that Zhong Qingyu was not in good condition, Lu Fang quickly walked to Jingxiu and said coldly, "Miss Jing, please take a step to speak."

Jingxiusen stared at him coldly, only to reiterate: "No cremation is allowed. At least wait for me for a few more days."

Cousin seemed to be unable to bear Jingxiu's nervousness and stubbornness, and rushed directly to Jingxiu, rudely grabbing Jingxiu's hand and trying to pull her out: "What does it have to do with you? Do you think you are Who is it? Why are you pointing fingers here? Get me out!"

There were tears in Jingxiu's eyes, struggling not to leave: "You let me go! Let me go! If you really care about her, why did you show up now? Why didn't you know to take care of her before? Why can't you wait any longer? Wait?"

Ji Youyan had never seen her so embarrassed, and her heart was broken into pieces. She followed Jingxiu and yelled at her cousin, and patted his hand in distress, but she could only pass through his body again and again, to no avail...

Wei Yi couldn't stand it any longer, and just as he was about to stand up to protect Jingxiu, Jingxiu suddenly fell down while struggling.

Ji Youyan's heart was broken, and he reached out to hug Jingxiu, but he still fluttered.

"No!" she cried out.