My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 107

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Ji Youyan opened his eyes, and there was terrifying darkness in front of him. For a while, she was still immersed in the scene of awakening the prospect of Xiu's fall, her headache seemed to explode, and her tears overflowed as if the floodgate could not be closed.

In her panic, there was a faint sound of breathing in her ears.

Ji Youyan turned her head and saw that her sweetheart was lying on her pillow, frowning slightly, and she didn't seem to be sleeping peacefully.

The sense of unreality gradually faded, and Ji Youyan's consciousness returned to the cage, reflecting that he should be dreaming again. Her sleep talk disturbed Jingxiu, but Jingxiu was really tired tonight, so she moved her eyes and didn't wake up immediately.

Ji Youyan reached out and caressed Jingxiu's back, coaxing her to approach him unconsciously, relaxing his brows and falling asleep peacefully.

Ji Youyan stared at Jingxiu's soft sleeping face, thinking of her haggard and embarrassment in the dream, her nose became more and more blocked, and her breathing was heavy. Is it just a dream? Why do you think everything is so terrifyingly real? The previous wedding scene did not differ from her memory.

She frowned and pondered, as if she had been having these strange dreams since she broke her head. Is it a coincidence? Or... because of the collision, she accidentally remembered the forgotten memories of her rebirth

She always knew that when she was reborn, she seemed to have forgotten part of her memories of her existence as a soul after death. Except for knowing that Jingxiu had stopped the wedding to send her off and was crying beside her, many of the other memories were vague. It was so fragmented that during the period of her rebirth, she couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality. It wasn't until many things progressed exactly as she had imagined that she was really sure that she had died and was reborn again.

Then if what you see in the dream is not just a dream, but a real life that happened, what does it mean that Axiu asks not to be cremated and wait a few more days

What does she want to do

Ji Yuyan's heart suddenly tightened. Is her rebirth related to Axiu? !

But no matter how you think about it, it feels like a fantasy. Jingxiu grew up in the West and respected all religious philosophies. In fact, he was a staunch materialist. People die like lights go out, what can Axiu do? But if it wasn't for Axiu, how would he explain his inexplicable rebirth, how would he explain Axiu's strange request in the dream

But dreams can also be really just dreams.

With so many things going on, Ji Youyan couldn't sort it out for a while. She slid down and put her ears on Jingxiu's chest, listening to her heart, beating gracefully.

The heart slowly calmed down.

Ji Youyan took a deep breath and told himself to be patient and give everything to time. If it is really a forgotten memory, maybe slowly, she will be able to remember everything.

There will be answers. She nestled into Jingxiu's arms and comforted herself like this, but she still fell asleep until dawn.

When I woke up again, it was already bright. The phone at Jingxiu's bedside vibrated frantically, Ji Youyan thought it was an alarm clock, sat up and stretched out his hand to take it and ready to press it, the word "Wen Yan" appeared on the screen again.

"What's wrong?" Jingxiu was also awakened, and asked lazily and hoarsely.

"Your phone number." Ji Youyan handed the phone to Jingxiu and replied with a smile.

Jingxiu rubbed his brows and sat up with his arms supported. She took the phone, and the moment she saw the caller ID, her brows seemed to frown even more.

But she didn't avoid Ji Youyan, and answered the phone in front of Ji Youyan, "What's the matter, so early?"

Ji Youyan calmly observed Jingxiu's expression carefully. Jingxiu's expression was indifferent, and his tone was a little displeased when he got up at first, and then he was always polite and estranged when dealing with outsiders.

It doesn't seem to be very enthusiastic. Ji Youyan couldn't imagine what Song Wenyan did in the last life to get Jingxiu's last nod.

Just thinking about it made her heart hurt. She clenched her fists and forced herself to calm down. Now and then. Song Wenyan was destined to be cannon fodder.

Jingxiu hung up the phone without saying a word. Ji Youyan restrained her emotions, and asked knowingly, "Who called so early, is there something important?"

Jingxiu pinched her sore neck, and said angrily to Ji You: "It's getting late, it's almost twelve o'clock." When she had just scolded Song Wenyan for being "so early", Song Wenyan's words silenced her.

"It's a friend who just returned to Beicheng from a business trip yesterday and said that he wanted to invite me to dinner and celebrate. I refused." Jingxiu explained calmly.

"Do I know each other? Boys or girls?" Ji Youyan raised his eyebrows and teased half-truly: "Is it another rival in love? I feel so dangerous, I'm going to be jealous."

Jingxiu was stunned for a moment, and there was a wave in his heart, but there was nothing on his face. She sorted her mind, looked at Ji Youyan, and asked half-jokingly, "If you have a sense of crisis, would you behave better?"

Ji Yuyan couldn't see anything from her expression. In her heart, she actually wanted to ask for more information about Song Wenyan, but the topic had already changed, and she would be deliberate if she went to the bottom of the question.

"You mean I'm not acting well enough now?" Ji Youyan sat up on his knees, squeezed one leg between Jingxiu's legs, his fingertips climbed up Jingxiu's thigh, his eyes were ambiguous.

The memory of last night swept into Jingxiu's mind all at once, her ears flushed red when she thought of how she let Ji Youyan do whatever she wanted last night. Like being stung by something, she patted Ji Yuyan's hand away, lifted the thin quilt and got out of bed, pretending to be indifferent: "There is still a lot of room for improvement."

Ji Youyan couldn't see Jingxiu's shyness, he followed her out of bed, and asked shyly, "Please, sir, where can I improve? Yes..."

Before she could finish her words, Jingxiu went into the bathroom, turned around and said calmly, "You don't need to know that clearly." She stared at Ji Youyan's shoulder, leaned closer to Ji Youyan's ear and said hoarsely, "Wait until your hand can grasp it. The sheets are out, and I'll let you know."

After speaking, she backed away and ruthlessly closed the bathroom door.

Ji Youyan came back to his senses, pressed his forehead against the door panel, and let out a low laugh. In fact, she didn't care whether she was above or below, just be happy. But she would deliberately tease Jingxiu every time, because she felt that Jingxiu, who could not be satisfied and could not compete with her, was too cute. This kind of argument was really fun.

Jingxiu was still taking a shower, Ji Youyan went to the kitchen to squeeze the whole grain and soy milk, fried eggs, made two sandwiches, and made a fruit and lettuce salad. When Jingxiu came out, the two simply resolved their late breakfast.

It was nearly one-thirty, Ji Yuyan took the time to take a shower, then put on makeup and changed clothes and was ready to go to the party.

Since Ji Youyan was inconvenient with one hand, Jingxiu was responsible for Ji Youyan's makeup and hair. Helping each other with makeup is something they haven't done before. Ji Youyan still trusts Jingxiu's methods very much.

Before putting on makeup, she cooperated with Jing · stylist · Xiu's inquiry and put forward her own appeal: "I want to wear a shirt today to be more handsome, so make up also help me to be more handsome."

Jingxiu hooked his lips and agreed without hesitation: "Okay."

In the end, after blowing her hair and putting on her makeup, Ji Youyan turned her head to look in the mirror, confused - who is this virtuous and angry girl? !

"Axiu, doesn't this make-up fit with a shirt?" Ji Youyan reminded politely.

Jingxiu took the clothes out of the closet, and returned to her with a faint smile on her brows and eyes: "Well, it doesn't fit well." She handed the chiffon dress in her hand to Ji Youyan, and said calmly, "So you wear this."

Ji Youyan said: "??!" She touched the very popular skirt in her hand, and said with difficulty: "Otherwise change the makeup a little bit?"

"It's too late." Jingxiu vetoed.

Ji Youyan looked up into Jingxiu's eyes, saw her sly smile, and finally reacted - she was slapped by Jingxiu!

"You had a plan, didn't you?" Ji Youyan was angry and funny. childish! But childish is cute.

She resignedly hugged her skirt and got up, Jingxiu sat down and put on makeup for herself, but did not smile.

Sure enough, Jingxiu put on a super heroic makeup for himself. Exquisite facial features, cool temperament, only with a simple blue denim shirt, black vest and slim jeans, it is already completely eye-catching, beautiful and handsome.

She looked at herself and Ji Youyan who was very aggressive in the mirror, flipped her hair up, and said with satisfaction, "Let's go."

Well, she'll be happy. Ji Youyan gave a doting "um" and walked towards the entrance with Jingxiu's fingers interlocking. In the process of walking, she looked sideways at Jingxiu's very heroic profile, and finally couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Jingxiu turned around and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Ji Youyan smiled and said, "It's nothing."

Jingxiu stopped and stared at Ji Youyan with a frown, obviously he must get the answer.

Ji Youyan took her to the door, and replied as he walked, "It's useless for you to wear it like this." After saying this, she closed the door, imitating Jingxiu's voice, and explained hoarsely: "If you open your mouth, Exposed."

Jingxiu pursed his lips, and his expression was as calm as water.

After a while, she turned around and entered the password "dididi".

Ji Youyan laughed out loud, hugged Jingxiu by the waist, and repeatedly confessed, "No, no, Axiu, I lied to you. It's not that exaggerated, really."

Jingxiu actually just felt a little embarrassed—it was inevitable that he would be teased by his friends again. But seeing Ji Youyan nervous, he felt sweet, so he deliberately pretended to be angry, tricked Ji Youyan into saying a lot of good things, and followed Ji Youyan downstairs to the party as if he had been coaxed.

The party was arranged on the private yacht of Jingxiu's friend Pujia. In order to facilitate the conversation, Jingxiu did not bring a driver and drove there in person.

On the way, Ji Youyan listened to the song and blew the wind, so she felt very comfortable. She flipped through her phone, lurked in various Douban groups, and shared some interesting posts and gossip with Jingxiu from time to time.

Inadvertently, she spotted a post titled "Has anyone tried the hypnotic recording that is said to be able to see past and present lives?" Out of curiosity, she clicked in.

In the post, a lot of people said it was like that.

Ji Youyan thought of the dream she had last night again.

She locked the screen, and clenched the palm of her hand involuntarily. After being silent for a long time, she turned her face to the side and asked Jingxiu tentatively, "Axiu, do you believe that people have past and present lives?"

The author has something to say: Sister Ji made 0 with tears in her eyes, and tried frantically on the verge of losing her horse.

There really is this hypnotic audio, but I haven't tried it. If you really believe in this aspect, don't try it lightly, because it is said that it may hurt the yang energy TvT.