My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 108

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When Jingxiu heard the question, the hand holding the steering wheel froze. She pretended not to hear the question clearly, frowned and replied "Huh?" in a nasal voice, trying to avoid the topic.

"I mean, do you think things like previous lives are real?" Ji Youyan stared at Jingxiu and asked again persistently.

Jingxiu was in shock in his heart, but his face was unmoved. She looked sideways at Ji Youyan and asked without answering, "Why are you asking this question suddenly?"

Ji Youyan replied nonchalantly: "On a whim." She shook her phone and explained: "I just saw a post saying that there is an audio that can be hypnotized and can dream about my past life. Then I suddenly thought of what I did before. about your dreams."

"Tell me, could the you I dreamed of be the you from the previous life?" Ji Youyan tentatively asked jokingly.

Jingxiu's red lips pursed instantly. Ji Youyan noticed her mood swings, and her heart sank.

However, Jingxiu quickly teased her lightly: "It's just a dream, isn't your imagination a little too rich?"

Her tone was so ordinary that Ji Yuyan suspected that what she had just captured was just an illusion.

"But I always have a dream, and this dream makes me feel very uneasy." Ji Youyan further confided what was true and false.

"What kind of dream?" Jingxiu looked ahead without looking sideways.

Ji Youyan bit her lip and said straight: "I always dream of the scene where you marry a man. It's the same time and time again. It's as real as what I saw with my own eyes."

As soon as the voice fell, the speed of the car suddenly accelerated a lot. The speed on the highway was already fast, Ji Youyan said nervously, "Axiu?"

Jingxiu let out a low snort and quickly slowed down. She couldn't figure out Ji Youyan's intention, she clenched the steering wheel tightly, and barely found her normal response: "Are you going to accuse me of cheating in your dreams?"

She glanced at Ji Yuyan with a heavy gaze.

There was too much emotion in that look, like stunned, shocked, and a little sad.

Ji Youyan couldn't tell the difference for a while, was Jingxiu's eyes because he knew something, or was he sad that he questioned her for such an unwarranted dream

"I'm not..." Ji Youyan held her balance, suppressed her doubts, and did not dare to take the risk to ask the truth. She pretended to joke naturally, "Not even in a dream, Axiu, I just can't help being jealous."

Jingxiu's pounding heart slowly calmed down. She was not sure whether Ji Yuyan really dreamed something, and whether she would slowly dream more truths in the future. But in any case, that wedding was her eternal pain. Not being able to explain to Ji Youyan in person is her eternal regret. But these pains and regrets, she can bear it alone, she only hopes that Ji Yuyan can be happy now.

She lowered her eyelids to hide the pain in her heart, "Yanyan..."

Ji Yuyan showed a serious listening attitude.

Jingxiu reassured her: "It's just a dream. Step back 10,000 steps, even if it's a real thing like you joked about, it's in the last life. No matter what the possibility is, you'll be jealous It doesn't make sense."

She explained it gracefully, as if she really didn't know anything, and Ji Youyan's doubts were relieved a little. "It still makes some sense." She relaxed a little and teased with interest: "Aren't you kidding me?"

Jingxiu sneered in disgust, but he still put his hand on Ji Youyan's lap and spread his five fingers upward.

Ji Youyan tacitly put his hand on it. Jingxiu went through her fingers and intertwined with hers.

"Yanyan, if we still can't get to the end..." Before she could finish her words, Ji Youyan clenched her five fingers and interrupted: "We can."

Jingxiu smiled: "I believe in you." Her voice was not loud, but she was firm: "Human's ability to recover from trauma is limited. If we keep repeating the same mistakes, then I will never talk about feelings again." In the end, Ji Youyan was her only one. It was in the previous life, and even more so in this life.

"If the person who walked into the wedding with me wasn't you, it couldn't be anyone else. Do you believe me?" It was difficult for her to say such straightforward words on weekdays, but Ji Yuyan's unease also made her uneasy.

Ji Yuyan's heart was trembling. In fact, there is no need for Jingxiu to promise her such a thing. After the relationship between the two ended, Jingxiu started a new life. It was her freedom to choose anyone, and she had no right to care about it.

Ji Youyan was moved, she lifted the back of Jingxiu's hand and kissed: "I believe in you. Me too."

Jingxiu suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart, withdrew his hand and held the steering wheel to turn a corner, "So you don't need to be disturbed by such a dream. Instead of caring about these ethereal things, it's better to live your life now, right?" She is speaking to Ji Youyan now, and also to Ji Youyan who may know more in the future.

Ji Yuyan settled down. At this moment, Jingxiu didn't know anything. Regardless of whether the rebirth has anything to do with Jingxiu, all she can cherish is the present moment. Live well in this moment and in this life, so that you can live up to yourself and Jingxiu in the previous life.

"Follow the commander's teaching." Ji Youyan was persuaded by Jingxiu and gave an exaggerated salute.

Jingxiu breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at her, and asked casually, "Besides the dream last time, and the dream I talked about today, what other dreams do you have about me? Why don't you settle it all at once?" She wondered. How much did Ji Yuyan dream about

Hearing her cool tone, Ji Youyan was full of desire to survive, and coaxed her: "That's not the end of the story. Axiu, do you know an idiom?"

Jingxiu raised his eyebrows in puzzlement.

"Dreams haunt me." Ji Youyan said in a low judo: "My dreams have always been about you."

Jingxiu felt that it was numb and useful, and the corners of her lips raised a shallow arc. She hummed softly: "Speaking is better than singing."

Ji Youyan pretended to be dissatisfied: "You are insulting the season. How can you say that a singer speaks better than sings."

Jingxiu's smile deepened. With Ji Youyan's tongue blossoming in her ears, she fired sugar-coated cannonballs one after another.

At sunset in the evening, Jingxiu and Ji Youyan arrived at the pier where the Pujia yacht was moored. Handing over the car to the parking clerk, Jingxiu called Pujia.

Pu Jia personally disembarked to meet them. She has a charming big wave, wearing a waist-length evening dress that opens to the bottom of the legs, and stiletto heels are very charming. Before anyone arrives, the voice comes first: "Yo, our hero is here too."

Ji Youyan and Pujia have met a few times and know a little about Pujia. She is a few years older than Jingxiu. She is the daughter of Jingxiu's Guangyu Media. Her mother and Jing Shurong have a very good personal relationship.

Pujia and Jingxiu are completely two types of people, Ji Youyan was surprised and even disturbed at one time, Jingxiu and Pujia can be good friends - because Pujia is the most common type of capitalist in the circle, a princess of flowers, a rambunctious and arrogant person, who is very fond of Israel. The behavior of exchanging resources is accustomed and entertained, and the male and female partners are more diligent than clothes.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but when Ji Youyan first saw Pujia, she felt that Pujia's eyes made her uncomfortable, as if in her eyes, she was to Jingxiu, just like Pujia's bed companion to Pujia. the same relationship. Ji Youyan felt embarrassed, and there was no way to tell Jingxiu directly, so he could only sullenly and respectfully stay away.

But today, Ji Youyan held Jingxiu's hand, looked directly at Pujia, and calmly replied to her teasing: "Sister Pu, where is the hero you said? There are no heroes here, but there is one who fell into a bear." She He shook his forearm, which was still in plaster.

Just like Ji Youyan used to think that Pujia despised herself, Pujia always felt that Ji Youyan was fake and arrogant, like a Taoist priest. In addition, after thinking that Jingxiu really made a mistake, Pujia didn't have a good impression of Ji Youyan. Ji Youyan would take the initiative to answer her words, and Pujia was obviously a little surprised. She asked Jingxiu with her eyes, "Is the sun coming out of the west today?"

Jingxiu smiled but said nothing.

Following his usual vicious tongue, Pu Jia replied lazily, "Long time no see, Xiao Ji, you are in a lot of energy because you fell on your head?"

Those who are familiar know that she has a bad mouth, but those who are unfamiliar will only feel that she is holding a gun with a stick. Jingxiu frowned and wanted to maintain it, but Ji Youyan patted her hand to signal that she was okay.

She didn't care about Pu Jia's sarcasm, and changed the subject: "It's been a long time since I haven't seen you. Sister Pu, you seem to be more radiant than in previous years." After finishing what she found, she flattered: "Sister Pu, your The bracelet looks so chic."

She had an impression of this bracelet because the relationship between Pu Jia and Xinjin Xiaohua, a newcomer in the circle, was kicked out next year. When the media took stock of the couple's items that the two had appeared in, this bracelet was listed in the front row. She heard Lin Yue gossip with her, and everyone in the circle said that Pujia was really wrong this time. Usually, Pujia acted on the scene and turned her face ruthlessly. This time it was the other way around. After stalking and beating, it was not easy to hold the beauty back.

It's always right to praise this.

Sure enough, when Pu Jia heard Ji Youyan boasting about the bracelet, the corners of her brows and eyes were filled with joy that could not be hidden. "Have vision." She touched the bracelet, glanced at Ji Youyan approvingly, and calmed down: "Listening to Xiuxiu that you are preparing an album, just in time, I will introduce you to some new friends tonight."

Apparently it's time to introduce her to resources. Ji Yuyan didn't falter, and responded with a surprised expression. Jingxiu's heart was overwhelmed when she saw Ji Youyan's unremarkable appearance. As she boarded the boat, she thanked Pu Jia for Ji Youyan and said, "I'll invite you to dinner another day."

"Eating is too cheap, right? When I go to France, take me to your wine cellar to choose a bar." Pujia joked. Jingxiu's father owns a world-renowned wine estate.

Jingxiu said, "Is it too expensive to pick wine?"

Pu Jia raised his eyebrows and said angrily, "Xiao Ji, listen to me, does this sound like a good word?"

Ji Youyan continued smoothly: "Sister Pu, don't worry, I'll help you blow the pillow wind." She immediately came up, stood on the deck, stomped at Jingxiu, pouted, and shook Jingxiu's arm Jiao Di Di said, "Axiu, is there anyone who is more expensive?"

"Hahaha...", "Yo! What kind of play is this playing?"... Laughter and laughter came one after another.

Ji Yuyan's body suddenly froze. She looked up and found a circle of people standing by the fence on the stairs, including Guan Yimei, Tao Xingruo, and Ruan Ningwei.

Rao is Ji Youyan's thick skin and couldn't help but blushed.

Jingxiu stood in front of Ji Youyan and helped Ji Youyan out of the siege: "It's not a good habit to eavesdrop on the corner."

However, as soon as she finished speaking, everyone "puchi" and laughed even louder.

Guan Yimei said sadly: "Xiuxiu, is your voice worthy of your sassy dress today?" It was quite like that, and I was feeling a little bit of relief from an old mother, thinking that I was a cabbage cabbage. I didn't expect..." She said, wiping bitter tears seriously.

The laughter broke out again, and even the unsmiling Tao Xingruo was amused by it.

Jingxiu blushed to the point of his neck, forced a calm expression on his face, and gave Cui Ran a look. The cold wind whizzed, Cui Ran was counseled, and shouted to others: "Let's go, let's go in and play."

Everyone is a measured person, and they all slipped into the cabin hall.

Jingxiu let out a helpless laugh. She turned her head and stretched out her hand to hold Ji Youyan. She didn't look at the coldness just now, and said softly with some apology: "They are a little troublesome."

The afterglow of the setting sun shrouded Jingxiu's tall and slender figure, her long seaweed-like hair was flowing with the sea breeze, and her smile was softer and more beautiful than the sunset. .

Ji Yuyan used to think that these people were too noisy. Because she always felt that the excitement was theirs, she forced herself and Jingxiu to stand as two worlds at this time.

But at this moment, she shook her head in relief, and said sincerely, "It's okay, the fun is ours, I enjoy it very much." She reached out to hold Jingxiu's hand, stepped up two steps, and stood shoulder to shoulder with Jingxiu, Entering the painting, standing in Jingxiu's world.

When she used the word "we", Jingxiu's eyes rippling with tenderness. She fluttered Ji Yuyan's hair that had been ruffled by the wind, and was about to say something.

"Otherwise, you let me go first?" Pu Jia, who was stuck below, couldn't bear it any longer.

Only then did Jingxiu and Ji Youyan realize Pujia's existence. Seeing Pujia's aggrieved face, Ji Youyan fell into Jingxiu's arms with a smile. The two let out the passage and followed Pu Jia upstairs.

There were about ten people sitting in the hall on the top floor. Most of them were friends that Jingxiu had introduced, and there were a few new faces. Ji Youyan guessed that it should be the new friend that Pujia said he was going to introduce to her.

As she expected, after a few words of greetings with the familiar, Pu Jia began to introduce her. The blue-eyed bearded, French, world-award-winning master arranger; the man with the ponytail, the founder and gold-medal music curator of Mu; and a few punk-clad, burrowing in the corner The players in the game are members of the soul band who have become famous in recent years.

Pu Jia introduced them one by one, until there was only the last long-haired woman with half of her temples shaved.

The woman didn't notice anything, and focused on customs clearance. The drummer next to him snatched the game console from the woman's hand, and the woman looked up unhappily.

The moment they saw each other clearly, Ji Youyan and her were stunned for two seconds, and they said in unison:

"Xiaoyan?!"

"Zhuo Rin?!"

The author has something to say: I have seen a little cute sentence in the comments before, similar to the beginning of the rebirth text, the story that really belongs to them has ended.

From this point of view, will the double birth be more complete