My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 117

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The four of them returned to their accommodation, Yao Xiao and Lin Yue consciously brought their things into the kitchen, Jingxiu wanted to follow him, but suddenly turned a corner, ready to go back to the room first.

Ji Youyan stopped her, and said with great interest, "Axiu, has Xiaoxiao tasted your craft?"

Jingxiu stopped and said, "No."

Ji Youyan pretended to be exaggerating: "Wow, your boss is so harsh." She coaxed Jingxiu: "Then I think she will think a little bit, it's rare to have time tonight, should we satisfy her?"

Jingxiu laughed: "Do you think, or does she think?"

Ji Youyan pushed Jingxiu to the kitchen, and said with a smile, "If it's what I want, will you satisfy me?"

Jingxiu chuckled lightly and didn't speak, but his body obediently followed Ji Youyan into the kitchen. She was going to go back to the room to put away the safety buckle on her body, but after thinking about it, she promised to wait until she went back to look at it, so she probably didn't have any doubts. Jingxiu relaxed his vigilance and let Ji Youyan send Yao Xiao and Lin Yue out of the kitchen.

The two helped each other to tie their long hair, put on aprons, and were half busy and half romantic in the kitchen.

The induction cooker was still in use, Ji Youyan took a pot of water and connected the electric kettle. Jingxiu frowned, subconsciously reminding her not to, opened his mouth, and swallowed again.

She silently turned off the induction cooker and switched to the gas stove. The circuit of this house is aging, and it is easy to trip when two high-power appliances are used together. When she lived in her last life, it tripped more than once.

Ji Youyan looked at her sudden action of turning off the fire, slightly puzzled, and then his eyes touched the antique furnishings around the stove, thinking of something, his eyes sank.

But she didn't ask anything, pretending she didn't find anything.

Jingxiu is good at Western food, Ji Youyan is good at Chinese food, and the two made a few special dishes each.

Because the atmosphere was so good, Jingxiu also released Ji Youyan's drinking refrain. The four of them ate and chatted, chatting and laughing, so much fun that Jingxiu completely forgot about the safety deduction that he had just worried about.

After they were satisfied, Yao Xiao and Lin Yue wisely went to clean up the hygiene. Ji Youyan and Jingxiu went for a walk on the roof of the top floor to digest their food.

It was getting late, the four of them said good night to each other and went back to their rooms to rest. Jingxiu took out the pajamas from the closet, and his thoughts returned to the cage, and he remembered the safety buckle on his body that was like a ticking time bomb.

She pretended to inadvertently asked Ji Yuyan, "Do you wash first or I wash first?" She was a little worried about how she would refuse if Ji Yuyan wanted to wash with her.

Ji Youyan was pulling the curtains and answered her honestly, "It's okay, you can go in and wash, I'll go to the one outside."

Jingxiu was stunned for a moment, "Okay, then I'll go first." Her voice was light, she was relieved, but also somewhat lost.

This big arrogant. Ji Youyan heard her turning cold, and she was a little soft-hearted. There was a smile on the corner of her lips just now. Thinking of what she wanted to verify later, the smile faded again.

She stood outside the bathroom, closed her eyes, and stretched her ears to listen to the movement in the bathroom. Before the glass door of the bathroom was pulled, the faucet was opened first. All she could hear was the rushing water, but nothing else.

Ji Yuyan's throat tightened. They were so familiar with each other that she knew instantly that this was not Jingxiu's normal bathing order—Axiu didn't have the habit of washing her hair first in the washbasin. She imagined the structure in the bathroom, where Jingxiu might put the safety buckle temporarily, her heart trembled.

After a long time, she heard the sound of Jingxiu turning off the faucet, opening the glass door and then closing it again.

Ji Youyan gritted her teeth to suppress her frantic heartbeat, and comforted herself like a dying struggle, maybe... Maybe she really thought too much.

She took a deep breath, laughed, took off her coat and pants, and pushed open the bathroom door, clutching the doorknob.

Jingxiu was standing naked under the shower, raising her head and stroking her neck, water droplets sliding down her bumpy body. Under the light, her skin became more delicate and soft, like fine silk and satin. Her whole body was as holy as Venus in water, and the red roses running up her waist added a bit of holiness to her. flirtatious.

Ji Yuyan couldn't take his eyes away.

When Jingxiu heard the sound, she instinctively took a half step back with her hands around her chest. When she saw that it was Ji Youyan, her cheeks, which were already flushed by the steam, turned even redder, "Get out!"

Although the tone is cold, there is more shame in the tone, and there is no deterrent at all.

Ji You didn't retreat, but went forward, closed the door smoothly, walked in, untied his bra with his backhand, and threw it on the ground in a charming way.

She stood by the glass door, put one hand on the glass door and the other on her lace panties, and opened the glass door in harmony with Jingxiu's heartbeat.

"Do you really want me to go out?" She stepped into the door and stared into Jingxiu's eyes, her voice soft and provocative.

Jingxiu's throat moved, but he didn't answer.

Ji Youyan laughed and pulled back the glass door. She gently pulled the laces on both sides of her panties, and the fabric slowly slipped under Jingxiu's scorching gaze.

"Do you really want me to go out?" She leaned forward, almost touching Jingxiu's lips, and asked again slyly.

Jingxiu's eyes were full of coquettish annoyance and doting, unable to resist, he raised his hand and clasped the back of Ji Youyan's head, bit her red lips lightly, and sealed it with a kiss.

Ji Youyan sighed contentedly from the bottom of her heart, her nose was sore, and she almost burst into tears. She took advantage of the situation and pushed Jingxiu against the wall, gently comforting and pleasing Jingxiu.

Surrounded by smooth walls, Jingxiu couldn't find a fulcrum, so he could only hug Ji Yuyan like a koala. They went back to the room from the bathroom. Ji Youyan didn't know if it was because of drinking. The taste of alcohol was very bad, and it was very annoying. Jingxiu couldn't bear to hum, and she was bad in Jingxiu's ear. Mindfully reminded: "Axiu, you said that the sound insulation of this house is so poor, can Xiaoxiao and Yueyue hear it?"

Jingxiu's body stiffened, and he forcibly held back his voice. When Ji Youyan saw this, the teasing became more and more excessive, and he talked so much that Jingxiu even curled up his toes in shame.

I don't know if it's because I'm too afraid of being heard, the environment is too exciting, the more restrained, the more emotional, Jingxiu is much more sensitive than usual.

Ji Youyan couldn't put it down, and coaxed Jingxiu to come again and again.

Jingxiu was bullied so badly. After the last time, she was exhausted. She couldn't wait for Ji Youyan to clean up for her, so she fell into a deep sleep.

Ji Youyan gently helped her clean up, sat beside the bed and stared at her peaceful sleeping face for a long time, leaning over to place a tender kiss on her forehead.

She turned off the light, stood up, and walked heavily to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Jingxiu's changed clothes were neatly placed on the marble table. Ji Youyan almost hopelessly picked up the clothes and put them into his pockets.

Sure enough, the pockets were clean and empty.

Ji Youyan put back his clothes, and following the guesses he had just rehearsed in his mind, he opened the cabinets above the sink one by one, the drawers, cabinets, and even the trash cans that came with the sink...

nothing.

Ji Yuyan's heart was beating very fast, as if she was lucky to escape from birth, but she also had rational anxiety and doubt, which made her unable to believe that Jingxiu really didn't lie to her, that she really didn't bring those two pieces of jade.

She uneasy followed the places she had looked for and looked again, but still found nothing. Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she fell on a bottle of makeup-removing water that was generously placed beside the cream on the sink. She turned her head and stepped on the trash can. Inside the trash can, the cotton pad that Jingxiu had used lay quietly.

When she and Jingxiu placed cosmetics, one person took up half of the position, almost symmetrically. What about the makeup remover cotton that Axiu put next to it

Ji Youyan thought back carefully, and seemed to have seen it in the bottom drawer just now. She thought it was a spare at first.

She squatted down, her heart seemed to jump out of her throat, she opened the drawer, and took out the box of cotton pads.

She opened the cardboard box, poured out all the cotton pads in the box, and with trembling fingertips, spread out the cotton pads on the marble table.

Finally, the bright red was revealed in the eyes of white, and it entered Ji Youyan's eyes. Ji Youyan picked up the piece of ruby and looked at it carefully under the light - the texture, the black spot with the flaw, were exactly the same as the piece she disappeared.

The conjecture she least wanted to believe had come true. Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Ji Yuyan shook her body, tears welling up in her eyes.

She can no longer escape, can no longer deceive herself. How could she still be at ease as if she didn't know what to do

Why did Axiu lie to her that she didn't bring it, and took great pains to hide it? The answer was obvious—she was afraid of what she would discover.

In her mind, Jingxiu's bloody arm in the dream appeared again, and the pain was like a cone. Is it... Is it really the jade that Axiu's blood stained red

The monk who gave the jade, the Sanskrit sound in the dream, A Xiu said there is no way to be cremated, A Xiu's blood... Ji Youyan's head was buzzing. Ever since she suspected that Jingxiu was also reborn, she has always had a conjecture. She guessed that after she died, Jingxiu got the safety buckle in her hand, remembered the monk they had rescued, went to the monk, used some method, paid some kind of blood The price they paid in exchange was for them to do it all over again.

But what method and what price? According to the dream, she should always follow Jingxiu after her death, and she should know everything. Why can't she remember, why? ! Ji Youyan slapped his useless head fiercely, his blood attacked his heart, and his chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe.

Warm nosebleeds poured out uncontrollably, running down her chin and dripping onto the ruby in her hand. Jade became hot in an instant, and the light in front of Ji Youyan's eyes began to lose focus, black and red, with a splitting headache...

She held the Dali Terrace with difficulty to stabilize her body, closed her eyes, and opened them again, as if images were shaking in her mind...

It was Jingxiu’s thin figure kneeling outside the ancient temple where it was raining heavily, and it was Jingxiu who kowtowed reverently in the dojo full of prayer reels, saying “disciples don’t regret” one after another, and Jingxiu raised his head and drank the talisman water. The weakness that spit out a mouthful of blood, it was Jingxiu who cut the blood, clenched his fists, and walked firmly into the darkness of nothingness, until he fell down...

Ji Youyan slumped out of strength, knelt on the ground, and burst into tears.

It turned out that all the blessings she was fortunate to be from someone behind her back. But why, all her faults were ultimately shouldered by Jingxiu for her.

It is not enough for her to bear her for ten years, but also bear her for the rest of her life. She is so unbearable, why is it worth Axiu to treat her with such kindness and follow her life and death

She is not worth it, she is sorry for Jingxiu.

The author has something to say: the forecast is accurate, this chapter has been successfully dropped.

Showdown in the next chapter.

Today is a day for Jing Miaoliu. Not only is he tired, but he also falls off his horse.

awful.