At six o'clock, the alarm clock urged Ji Youyan to wake up from the dream. She quickly turned off the alarm clock and subconsciously looked to see if Jingxiu was also woken up, but turned her head to find that there was nothing around her and Jingxiu was not there.
Ji Youyan panicked for a moment, jumped up and sat up, and called out with a tight throat: "Axiu?!"
The rest of her sleepiness dissipated, and she got out of bed with bare feet and ran out.
It was already dawn, but it was still quiet all around, and the sound of her hurried footsteps was particularly abrupt in the house.
Jingxiu frowned slightly, raised his head from the manuscript paper and looked out, and saw the door of the study, Ji Youyan with her hair loose, looked at her deeply, without blinking, and then slowly smiled at her. .
"Why do you run so fast without wearing shoes?" Jingxiu was inexplicable.
Ji Youyan pinned her hair behind her ears, approached Jingxiu, stood beside the chair, hugged Jingxiu's head between his waist and belly, and whispered after a while, "I didn't see you when I woke up, I thought it was another time. It was a beautiful dream to wake up."
After knowing that Jingxiu paid the price to get her back to the present, the unease in her heart that had subsided for a long time came back again, and she would sting her again if she didn't pay attention.
Jingxiu's heart trembled for a moment, and he softened his voice and scolded her: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
She broke away from Ji Youyan's embrace, brought the slippers under her feet to Ji Youyan's feet, crossed her legs and told Ji Youyan: "Put on your shoes, and go wash up." Ji Youyan has a strange disease, and it is easy to cause skin allergies when she steps on the ground with bare feet. Blisters, but she always takes it seriously.
Ji Youyan looked at Jingxiu's rare and unrefined sitting posture, laughed softly, kissed Jingxiu's forehead, put on Jingxiu's slippers with kindness, and turned around and went out.
Soon she came back after washing up, holding Jingxiu's slippers in one hand and turning the computer chair in the other, turning Jingxiu to face her. She squatted down, held Jingxiu's ankle naturally, and asked Jingxiu, "Why do you get up so early?"
Today is the first day, and there are not many shots to be taken, so the time requested on the notice is not early, and she thinks she has woken up early enough.
Jingxiu curled up his toes without a trace to feel the body temperature left by Ji Youyan, and explained in a low voice, "I want to study Director Gu's storyboard before shooting." .
Ji Youyan pulled the chair and sat down beside Jingxiu. The probe and Jingxiu looked at the artwork in her hand and asked curiously, "Axiu, are you interested in the director?" , the actor can meet the director's requirements for the picture, but for most directors, the storyboard is very important.
Jingxiu didn't hide it: "Well, I've talked with Guangyu recently, and the studio is already under construction. Sister Jiang received a project, I'm very interested, and I'm thinking about directing it myself."
"Are you directing yourself?"
"No, only the director." Jingxiu said without hesitation.
Ji Youyan's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and tentatively said, "Then the focus of your work in the future, is half of your work going to be behind the scenes?"
Jingxiu's throat moved, and he denied it a little: "It should be most of them."
This is something she has been considering since she built her own studio, and it is a way out for herself and Ji Youyan. The marriage law can be passed on a rational basis, but there is still a long way to go to change the people's ideas. She must consider the worst situation that she and Ji Yuyan may face after coming out of the closet.
Besides... If the glory has no longer favored her, she must also be responsible for every team that invites her and places high hopes on her.
Making this decision is not an easy task, but it is not too difficult. Still in this circle, engaged in the film and television art work that I like, just in a different way.
Ji You was hesitant to speak, and his expression was obviously stunned and regretful.
Jingxiu put his hand on hers and reassured her: "But if there are good and interesting characters looking for me, I will still consider it."
For a moment, Ji Youyan wanted to persuade Jingxiu to think carefully, because she was too aware of the artistic achievements that Jingxiu would achieve in the next two or three years, or even the next twenty or thirty years. Jingxiu's outstanding talent is obvious to all.
But this, Jingxiu knew the same. Since she chose to make such a decision, she must have weighed it again and again. Ji Youyan clasped her five fingers with her backhand, bit her lip and asked, "Is this what you want to do more and make you happier?"
Jingxiu smiled slightly and said, "Well, yes. I have planned for a long time."
Ji Youyan felt relieved when she saw that she was serious. Excellent conditions should allow people to have more possibilities for free choices, rather than becoming a burden and restricting people's freedom to make choices.
She said with relief, "Then I support you, as long as you want to do, I will support you."
After speaking, she eased the atmosphere, half-truth and teasing: "Hey, just as your fan, I feel a little empty in my heart, it's not a taste."
Jingxiu sneered and said indifferently, "When did you become my fan?"
"I've always been." Ji Youyan grabbed Jingxiu's hand and pressed it to her heart, showing her loyalty, "Axiu, I can memorize almost all of your movie lines..." As she spoke, she started The classic lines of the roles played by Jing Xiu are vividly and vividly performed.
Jingxiu was coaxed by her to the point where his heart was rippling, but he still pulled his hand back and pretended to be indifferent: "So energetic, recite the lines at noon."
Ji Youyan couldn't see that she was pretending. She didn't dismantle Jingxiu, she scratched the bridge of Jingxiu's nose, stretched the ending and joked: "Okay, Teacher Jing taught me."
"Sunflowers in the Night" is a female-led growth emotional film. From the perspective of female narrative, it delicately and deeply explores the subtlety and sensitivity of girls' friendship and the invisible shackles that exist between people's relationships.
In the film, Ji Youyan plays Shen Yu from a good family. When he moved from the south to the north with his parents' work at the age of eight, he met Qiao Yue played by Jingxiu. Qiao Yue's father was a murderer who committed suicide after taking drugs. Her mother left her after her father took drugs. She was raised by her grandmother. All parents will sternly warn their children not to play with Qiao Yue.
Soon after Shen Yu moved with his parents, it was New Year's Eve. After the New Year's Eve, the children of the residents went to the yard to watch fireworks in groups, playing with small fireworks in their hands. At that time, she was unfamiliar with those children, so she was embarrassed to get together to play together, and accidentally saw Qiao Yue who was alone like her in a corner not far away.
The girl stood in the darkness, striking the matches one by one, igniting a little bit of fire, faintly indistinct, Shen Yu saw that the girl was delicate and beautiful, dressed cleanly, and seemed to get along well.
She mustered up her courage and approached Qiao Yue on the pretext of borrowing matches from her, saying hello to her. From then on, just like the gorgeous little fireworks that drove the darkness away from the hands of the two, depression illuminated Qiao Yue's dark life.
Qiao Yue looked up at her, admired her, envied her, and regarded her as her own sun.
Shen Yu enjoys her admiration, bears her expectations, and tries to pretend to be her sun.
But if the sun is not the real sun, the light will dim one day; if the sunflower is not the real sunflower, the sun will disappear one day. The bond will be broken sooner or later.
Shen Yu was afraid and insisted, and in the end, he could only admit his powerlessness in the face of the cruel reality - Qiao Yue, who had been following her, was actually a more talented person than herself. The self who has always been pretentious and bound to her is actually a drag on her existence in the eyes of discerning people.
She was secretly lost, inferior, and jealous.
Qiao Yue was unwilling to abandon Shen Yu's solo development. In order to get the opportunity for the two of them to succeed together, she accepted the pursuit of a resourceful middle-aged man. Shen Yu seduced the man and was raped by Qiao Yue.
The last bit of the sun's light finally dimmed. Qiao Yue was extremely disappointed and parted ways with Shen Yu.
Later, Qiao Yue developed very well, and after Shen Yu accepted the support of the man for two years, he disappeared.
Many years later, Qiao Yue held a concert on stage, and Shen Yu and friends listened to it offstage. After the concert, the two walked out of the venue together, and a friend asked her what was the difference between the feeling under the stage and the feeling on the stage with Qiao Yue back then.
Shen Yu smoked a cigarette, looked at the vast night ahead, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, rolled it slowly with his toes, smiled and said, "I'm freer."
The overall picture of the film is very Gu Lingfeng's style, with clean tones, subtle and restrained, even the climax of the quarrel after catching a traitor is calm and restrained. In terms of the filming structure, after all the audience thought that Qiao Yue and Shen Yu had quarreled, the reversal was revealed when Shen Yu broke his heart and left Shen Yu - in fact, it was Shen Yu who made the choice.
She knew that Qiao Yue had an interest relationship with that man, she didn't need Qiao Yue to sacrifice like this, and she didn't want to continue to pretend. In fact, she was never a sun, she was just an arrogant sunflower, longing for Qiao Yue to shine on her like the sun with her upward gaze.
She used her vanity and arrogance to restrain Qiao Yue for more than ten years, forcing her to gather her radiance and dare not show her true talents; why didn't Qiao Yue use her expectations and longing to restrain her for more than ten years, and let her be Forced to wear a mask to become a role model in her eyes.
Opportunity ahead, Qiao Yue's patience will reach the limit; self-torture, gloomy patience will also reach the limit. She handed Qiao Yue a handy knife, cut off the fetters, and released each other.
The sun of the sunflower, shines on the sunflower, and binds the sunflower. Sunflowers that are not blessed by the sun in the night may be able to grow truly freely.
Speaking in a succinct manner, the aftertaste is long. When Ji Youyan saw this movie for the first time, all kinds of tastes came to his heart, and his throat was choked up. She likes this movie so much that she has watched it no less than ten times. Whether it's the words of depression or Qiao Yue's words, she knows them all by heart.
Jingxiu won another actress with this film, but Fang Shan, who played the opposite role, did not perform well, and was overwhelmed by Jingxiu. Ji Youyan has imitated many times. If she and Jingxiu played this opposite scene, how would she act.
She is very confident that she can act well, like Fang Shan to make Jingxiu satisfied.
But she never expected that when she actually entered the set to perform, she was stopped by Jingxiu frowning: "Mr. Ji, I don't think you seem to be in the state."
The author has something to say: at the last minute! here I come~
Sister Ji woo woo: Axiu is killing me! I'm counting!
Jing Miao Miao: ? ?
after a long time
Jijie wants to give it or not, smirk: Teacher Jing, do you see that I am in a state today
Jing Meow Meow:…
Two seconds later, Sister Ji was kicked out of bed.