My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 135

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Gu Lingfeng and Ji Youyan said a few words, and returned to the monitor with a radiant face. The scene management and props team asked the director for instructions, entered the scene and began to organize the scene, Lin Yue trotted to Ji Youyan's side with a small electric fan.

Ji Youyan was still resting beside the bed, Lin Yue blew the electric fan on her, her mouth opened and closed, with a look of admiration and excitement. Ji Youyan took the ice water she handed over and held it in his hands, looking up at Lin Yue with a light expression, and the smile did not reach his eyes.

It seems that the emotions have not been pulled out, like depression, but also like Ji Yuyan in the past. Jingxiu's eyes dimmed for a moment, then walked towards her through the crowd.

She squatted down in front of Ji Youyan, lifted Ji Youyan's skirt that was hanging by the bed, revealing her thin white calf.

Ji Youyan subconsciously glanced at the cigarette butt on the ground before she could pick it up, and squeezed a soft and cramped smile at Jingxiu.

Jingxiu felt a little relieved that the gauze covering the wound did not ooze blood. She raised her head with a faint smile, sat beside Ji Youyan, and asked casually, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Ji Youyan blinked his eyes, like a bad student who was caught by the dean for doing something wrong, he lowered his head and whispered, "There was a period of time when I was very unhappy. I don't know how... I learned it." .

In this circle, how beautiful the outsiders look, the pressure on the people inside the circle is. Tobacco and alcohol are the most basic ways to relieve pressure for many people, but Jingxiu is an outlier in this circle. It's not that there is no pressure, but she has amazing self-discipline. During the years when Ji Youyan was with her, she always demanded the same standard of herself. Until the two separated, she was completely lost and completely out of control.

She was afraid that Jingxiu would be unhappy, but Jingxiu was only silent for a few seconds, and asked her softly, "Would you like a piece of chewing gum?"

Ji Youyan looked at her and was sure that Jingxiu and her looked at each other with only tenderness and no low pressure. She showed a relaxed smile and nodded: "Yes."

Jingxiu took out a piece of chewing gum from her handbag, unpacked half of it and handed it to her. Ji Youyan lowered her head, pulled her loose hair behind her ears, stuck out her tongue and rolled the chewing gum into her mouth.

Jingxiu looked at her bright red tongue and swallowed for no reason. She turned her eyes away and asked Ji Yuyan in a normal voice: "Are you going out for dinner at night? There is a shop near here that tastes sweeter and lighter. I used to think when I went there, you should like it."

Apart from this movie, Jingxiu has never filmed any other works here. Naturally, it was when she filmed here alone in the last life. The two were silent.

There was a genuine smile in Ji Youyan's eyes, and she leaned in front of Jingxiu and said, "Oh~ Axiu, you always remember me."

Jingxiu was suddenly punctured, glanced at Ji Youyan, but didn't respond, just turned his head away and looked around, as if he didn't hear those words.

Ji Youyan's smile deepened in his eyes, he grabbed Jingxiu's hand and put it in his palm, ready to tease Jingxiu again, when suddenly he heard Jingxiu's unsalty voice: "Is this the first time you know about this? ?"

What's up? Ji Youyan reacted to the meaning of Jingxiu's words, and his heart was sweet. But Jingxiu didn't give her time to relax, stood up and commanded, "Let's go, go and change your clothes."

Ji Youyan put aside the remaining dull thoughts, grabbed Jingxiu's hand, shook her coquettishly and said, "Pull me, my legs hurt so much that I can't stand up."

Jingxiu turned her head and hated her, and her disgust was beyond words, but seeing Ji Youyan's brows and eyes were full of smiles, her heart was much lighter, and in the end she couldn't hold back her lips and played this boring little trick with Ji Youyan.

Lin Yue put away the small electric fan silently, and it was really difficult to connect the two people in front of her with the former Leng Mianjing teacher and steady sister Ji.

"What are you thinking? Pack up and go." Ji Youyan played Lin Yue happily.

Lin Yue covered her forehead aggrieved, looked up and saw Jingxiu staring at her coldly, causing her to tremble inexplicably.

"Help me call Xiaoxiao over and let's go to dinner together." Jingxiu pushed Lin Yue away with no emotion.

Lin Yue nodded, and ran away without the air. She was wrong. Sister Ji was not the steady sister Ji, and Teacher Jing was still the cold-faced Teacher Jing.

She didn't hear it, and after she left, Jingxiu educated Ji Youyan in a colder voice: "In the future, don't do anything."

She has endured it several times.

As soon as these words came out, the unstable Ji Yuyan laughed even more erratically. "Do you even eat Yueyue's vinegar?"

The cold-faced Jingxiu's face became even colder, and she shook off Ji Youyan and strode out, so happy that Ji Youyan had no emotions other than sweetness, and chasing after it was either behaving nicely or acting stupidly before coaxing him.

After twelve o'clock at night, Ji Youyan opened her eyes again after Jingxiu fell asleep, staring at Jingxiu without blinking, confirming her well-being.

From the information disclosed by Jing Shurong and herself and the two pain attacks she witnessed, she concluded that Jingxiu's severe pain probably occurred in the middle of the night. Since Jingxiu drowning, she has become a bird of fright. Her body's biological clock is more punctual than an alarm clock. As it approaches zero, her nerves are completely unable to relax, and her emotions are completely out of control.

Coupled with the news about Dao Kong from Zhuo Rin, the fear of loss struck every night, making her unable to sleep peacefully.

What is going to happen, so that her Axiu can be safe and smooth. Why should Jingxiu bear all the faults of her previous life, and why Jingxiu could still sleep peacefully when she endured the pain? She even felt that her well-being was sinful and shameful. She knew that her state was wrong, but she couldn't adjust it.

She restrained her desire to bite her hand and tenderize the wound on her leg, got out of bed with bare feet, and went out to the living room.

She took out the lady's cigarette and lighter that she brought back from the studio during the day from the drawer of the coffee table, opened the cigarette case, bit one, put it between her lips, turned on the lighter, lowered her head to cover the fire, lit it, closed it with a clatter, and listened to the sound After a few seconds of absent-mindedness, he gently put the cigarette and lighter back in the drawer.

She turned and stood by the window, opened it, put her elbows on the window frame, and stared faintly at the silent night in the distance. The slender cigarette was caught between her long fingertips. She only took a puff. Thinking of Jingxiu, she restrained herself from taking another puff. The curling white smoke fluttered along the wind, not knowing where it was going.

The most is that it drifted away before it drifted away... Ji Youyan watched in fascination.

A pair of slender arms embraced her waist from behind, Ji Youyan froze, and the moment she instinctively struggled, she smelled the familiar fragrance that was vaguely familiar, her body relaxed, but her mind became tense .

She tried to hide the cigarette in a panic, but there was nowhere to hide it.

"Will you be happier after smoking?" The woman's cold voice came from behind her.

She knows Ji Yuyan too well. Jingxiu knew better than anyone that Ji Youyan was in a wrong state these days. She vaguely knew what Ji Yuyan was unhappy about, but she didn't have an answer to this question herself. She didn't know how to convince Ji Yuyan to make her feel at ease.

"It doesn't seem to be." Ji Youyan smiled bitterly, pinned the cigarette on the window frame, and with Jingxiu's arms around her, turned around and prepared to admit her mistake.

Almost at the same moment, Jingxiu raised his head and kissed her, "So what? Will it make you happier?"

Unprepared, Ji Youyan was surprised and delighted. She licked her lips to feel the residual warmth between them, and then she bent her eyes and reminded: "Axiu, it smells of smoke."

There were ripples in Jingxiu's amber eyes, and she approached Ji Youyan, her slightly cool lips pressed against Ji Youyan's thin lips again. "I do not mind… "

This time, she stretched out her tongue to tease Ji Yuyan, and the kiss was gentle and long.

Like being claws away by a habitually arrogant kitten, stepping on her heart with fur and exposed pads, earnestly pleasing, Ji Youyan's heart is itchy and soft.

She hugged Jingxiu back, eagerly, eagerly, and even a little reckless, as if she wanted to melt all the unease and nostalgia in her chest into this kiss.

Jingxiu circled her neck, stroked the back of her neck, and contained everything about her.

As if the floodgates of the reservoir had been opened after the rainstorm, and the desire was as turbulent as water, Ji Youyan couldn't help pressing Jingxiu to retreat, picked up Jingxiu and sat on the armrest of the sofa.

When the gun was about to go off, Jingxiu's stretched toes accidentally kicked Ji Youyan's calf injury. Ji Youyan was caught off guard and took a breath of cold air, and the two finally woke up.

Jingxiu pushed her to go down to check her injury, Ji Youyan's eyes were wet, whether it was from urgency or pain, and whispered to her, "It's alright."

But Jingxiu was still worried, insisted on getting off the sofa, turned on the lamp beside the coffee table, and squatted down to check it in person before he was relieved.

She stood up, Ji Youyan hugged her, poked Jingxiu's shoulder with his chin, and sighed long and sadly.

Jingxiu laughed: "What's wrong?"

Ji Youyan asked in a low voice, "Can I continue after returning to my room?" It's been a long time since I was a vegetarian.

Jingxiu's throat moved, and she said indulgently, "Also... it's not impossible." If she could sleep peacefully.

Ji Youyan's eyes suddenly lit up, and she was overjoyed and wanted to say something. She paused, but she restrained her expression and sighed, "Forget it." She is not a person who does not care about importance. . Jingxiu doesn't like to make a sound, and it's easier to hoarse it when it's in his throat, and his state will definitely be affected tomorrow.

"That's enough, I'm already very happy." Ji Youyan pecked and kissed Jingxiu, and the big hole in her heart that was tormenting her seemed to be filled little by little in Jingxiu's body temperature.

Jingxiu looked at Ji Youyan's expression, and could see that she was still somewhat disappointed. Feeling distressed after all, Jingxiu grabbed her earlobe and said ambiguous, "I'll rest on the weekend."

A film crew is no different than a TV drama crew. Every shot needs to be meticulously crafted every second, not only the full state of every actor, but also the good state of every staff member. Therefore, the film crew usually does not work overtime, and the Gu Lingfeng crew even arranges one or two days off each week.

It's self-evident what to do when you have a weekend off. Ji Youyan smiled brightly, suddenly holding Jingxiu's slashed shoulders, bent over to embrace Jingxiu's knees, and hugged Jingxiu horizontally, "Then I'll rehearse for a few minutes first."

Jingxiu turned pale in shock, and wrapped her arms around Ji Youyan's neck, coercing and enticing Ji Youyan to put her down, but it was of no use. In the end, the two laughed and fell on the big bed together.

It is rare that Ji Youyan did not have nightmares and slept peacefully until dawn. When the light of the sky first appeared, Jingxiu kissed Ji Youyan and slid into her arms and fell asleep in peace.

On Friday, Xi Jingxiu proposed to drive back to Beicheng, saying that he wanted to sleep comfortably at home at night. Ji You didn't doubt that he was there, but thought that Jingxiu felt that Yao Xiao and Lin Yue were living next to him in the crew and couldn't let go.

Unexpectedly, in addition to "lifting the ban", Jingxiu actually prepared other surprises for her.

The author has something to say: today is also sweet~

Jijie played Yueyue's head.

Jing Miao Miao: stare~

Yueyue's back is cold: woo woo woo, people are just tools for not feeling affection.

Teacher Jing, leave a red envelope under the knife!