My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 141

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They have been begging for the truth for so long, and now that the truth is revealed, Ji Youyan is even more sad. Sure enough, there was no unprovoked pain, and the thing she was most worried about happened. And the source of all Jingxiu's bad luck came from her.

"This bracelet is not mentioned in the letter." After reading the letter, Jingxiu raised his hand to face Ji Youyan, frowning slightly, "Yanyan, is the jade the piece of jade I gave you? Why did it change color?" Before, in case of emergency, Ji Youyan took away the two safety buttons, one red and one white.

There was no blame in her words, only unconcealed worry, Ji Youyan's heart was warm and painful. She stretched out her hand to support Jingxiu's wrist, and stroked the safety buckle and the black string next to her with her thumb, "It's the jade you gave me."

"When the master's apprentice handed the letter to me, he was entrusted by the master on his deathbed to help perform magic on this piece of jade." She said it clearly and calmly: "The jade is soaked in water that was drawn with my blood. I have passed it, so it has changed color. The bracelet next to it is woven with my hair. The master said that this jade is contaminated with my breath, and you can carry it on your body to warm your body and relieve pain."

Jingxiu's eyes sank, and he asked Ji You, "Will it hurt you?"

Ji Youyan was moved, took Jingxiu into his arms, and coaxed her with a bit of astringent voice: "Silly girl, what can you do to me, I just shed a little blood."

She puts it lightly, but in fact, it was not easy to make this bracelet.

Daokong only left two pieces of paper and the motto "But doing good deeds, self-cultivation is life-cultivation" for them. Daokong's apprentice said that if they were destined to meet, the bracelet should have been the last thing Daokong did for them. But heaven and earth have fate, Ji Youyan spent time on the road to save people, Daokong lightened the punishment imposed on him by the way of heaven because of her great wisdom in saving people, so he suffered less pain and reached bliss early. The two missed it.

They saved his life in the last life, and now he has given them back. It's good that the cause and effect of the past ends between the three of them. Therefore, Daokong did not teach his disciples how to make bracelets, nor did he ask his disciples to protect Ji Youyan. He only wrote the method on paper and handed it to Ji Youyan along with the letter.

If Ji Youyan is sincere enough, and the world is merciful, she will be beautiful as an adult.

Ji Youyan immediately borrowed a meditation room from Daokong's apprentice and tried it alone in the room. Jade's color changed because of Ji Youyan's blood, but it was not painted on the talisman at will as she said. It was a drop of blood that had been forced out of his heart from his fingertips.

The period of time when the blood flowed from the heart to the fingertips was short and long, Ji Youyan's teeth were shaking in pain, but he didn't dare to stop the whispering in his mouth. The scenes of the past flashed before her eyes, and Jingxiu's face became even more beautiful in the pain.

The jade in the cup changed color when it touched the blood, Ji Youyan breathed a sigh of relief, and fainted out of strength.

This twilight lasted for several hours. When she woke up again, she knitted the hand rope, opened the door and went out, and heard Lin Yue tell her that Jingxiu was in a hurry when she couldn't reach her.

"In the future, unless necessary, will you wear it close to your body?" Ji Youyan asked gently.

Jingxiu felt relieved and nodded in agreement.

"Axiu, it's me who implicated you again." Ji Youyan still blamed herself.

Jingxiu leaned in her arms and sighed in a low voice: "Why do you always say things I don't like to hear?" She straightened up, turned to face Ji Youyan, and said word by word solemnly: "Yanyan, It's not a liability, it's a success."

She said: "It's not controlled by my mind, but I'm glad I protected you. What's the point of me returning to a world without you unharmed. Even, I should thank you for being here with me. ."

Daokong explained that the monks were merciful, and he found out that Jingxiu's three souls were damaged at that time, and it would be difficult to live a full life without Ji Youyan. In every future life, this mark will guide Ji Youyan to find Jingxiu in the dark.

If they could fall in love as they do now after reuniting in every life, Jingxiu might escape the doom, and even make up for the damage in the rest of his life. His lifespan was more than half shorter than that of the previous life, which was the punishment for him to draw this mark.

"Life after life, it's such a beautiful word, isn't it? I've already received an extra reward." Jingxiu murmured.

She never looked forward to the afterlife. Are they still the ones who have changed their skins and changed their experiences? It sounds fascinating to be able to meet again in life after life.

Ji Yuyan was moved.

"Axiu, I will give you a long life." She sat up on her knees and kissed Jingxiu's forehead, and a tear was burning on Jingxiu's lips.

"I believe you."

"Life after life," she promised.

Jingxiu smiled and kissed her tearful eyes, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

The next day, Ji Youyan got free time and contacted a friend to ask about donating to repair the temple and establishing a charitable foundation. Jingxiu only knew that she wanted to repair the temple and expressed her willingness to contribute.

Three days later, Ji Changsong underwent surgery, passed the dangerous period, and recovered smoothly.

Jingxiu and Ji Youyan went in and out of the hospital every day, no matter how cautious they were, they were still caught by passers-by and posted online. However, in view of the way Jingxiu handled Ji You's rumors and the particularity of the incident, this time the media people chose to be "public relations", not to follow up, and to deal with it coldly.

Ji Youyan's father was seriously ill, and at this time, they guessed their feelings with rhythm. Ji Youyan and Jingxiu could easily clarify, and they could also stand on the commanding heights of morality, causing the public to resent and criticize the media for eating human blood and steamed buns.

However, Ji Youyan and Jingxiu, considering the fans' position in the future, still asked Wei Yizhen and Jiang Chun to contact the senior management of the support club, and gave them hints to let them do their fans' ideological work and try their best to guide organized fans to maintain the scandal between the two. , to ease the wording, leave room for it, and subtly expand the acceptance of fans on both sides if the two are really in love.

After Ji Changsong's situation has stabilized, Ji Youyan and Jingxiu are going back to Beicheng to deal with work. Before leaving, the two went to the hospital to greet Zhong Qingyu and Ji Changsong. Ji Changsong was reading the newspaper and just nodded, Zhong Qingyu routinely told them to pay attention to safety and take care of their health.

When the time was almost up, the two of them turned to leave, and Ji Changsong suddenly called Jingxiu: "Jingxiu."

This was the first time he called Jingxiu's name, and Jingxiu and Ji Youyan were both stunned and nervous.

He also seemed a little nervous, and took off his reading glasses: "Yan Yan has no work arrangements for the Spring Festival, do you have any?"

Jingxiu shook his head subconsciously.

"Returning to France for the Chinese New Year, or at a relative's house here?" he continued.

If Jingxiu couldn't hear his overtones again, it meant that he had low emotional intelligence. She curled her lips a little and lied to him: "France is not a new year, and I live here by myself."

Ji Changsong found the steps, nodded with satisfaction, and invited: "It's a deserted New Year alone, if you don't mind, come back with Yanyan." After a pause, he unconsciously opened and closed his glasses and added. : "Her mother and I will tell relatives and friends that we have been to Beicheng this year, and no one will disturb us during the Spring Festival."

Ji Youyan and Jingxiu looked at each other, and could not hide their smiles from each other's eyes.

"Okay, then I'll thank my uncle and aunt for the hospitality in advance. Uncle has been inconvenient to go out recently, and auntie, you are also busy. Then you don't need to prepare the New Year's goods. I will have them delivered to your home in a few days."

Zhong Qingyu looked at Ji Changsong teasingly, and it was also a little funny. This stubborn old man, the sun is really coming out of the west. She declined: "No, you don't need to prepare anything, just bring someone back."

Ji Changsong couldn't bear the face of Zhong Qingyu, so he put on his reading glasses again, glanced at his watch, and urged in an old-fashioned manner: "Okay, it's almost time, I won't leave you. Let's go."

Ji Youyan couldn't help laughing out loud, and Ji Changsong gave him a stare.

"Okay, uncle and aunt, let's go first." Jingxiu accepted it when he saw it.

The two restrained themselves and left the ward, and finally showed their joy recklessly.

"Your father is actually quite cute." In the elevator, Jingxiu sighed with emotion.

Ji Youyan took her hand, intertwined his fingers, and joked, "In the future, it will also be your father."

Jingxiu chuckled softly with a tone of voice, and kicked back Ji Youyan without refuting.

If possible, she also hopes that this justifiable future can come sooner. But in no hurry. Jingxiu warned himself.

After returning to Beicheng, both of them devoted themselves to their busy work. Jingxiu has to take care of the studio and study the director. In addition to taking care of the studio, Ji Youyan is also busy with the promotion of the upcoming TV series "There is a Letter in the World" and the production of the album. There is no way for the two to meet every day.

On the first night of Jingxiu's menstrual period, Ji Youyan was still at the event, and suddenly felt a little stuffy in her heart. She thought of something. After the event, she immediately asked the driver and Lin Yue to take her to Jingxiu's place under cover.

Sure enough, Jingxiu felt uncomfortable at night. But because Ji Youyan was by her side, her pain quickly eased. Ji Youyan hugged Jingxiu who had fallen asleep, feeling distressed and at ease. She found that the bracelet seemed to have an omen ability that Dao Kong didn't say clearly.

Many times, Jingxiu felt uncomfortable and feared that she would be worried, so she would only endure it by herself. This is very good, Ji Youyan secretly wrote it down, preparing to sort out the rules in the days to come, so that she can spend full time with Jingxiu in these time periods.

On the twenty-seventh day of the lunar new year, Ji Youyan returned to Beicheng alone. On the twenty-ninth year, Jingxiu landed in the middle city from Beicheng. With a trunk full of gifts, he drove from the expressway back to Ji Youyan's home in Yanzhou.

Contrary to the first visit, this time, not only did Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu not allow her to "repair the water pipe", but they didn't even let her fight.

On the evening of New Year's Eve, three women are preparing a New Year's Eve dinner in the kitchen.

Zhong Qingyu was frying while stewing, and asked Ji Youyan to take the scallops from the freezer. Jingxiu stood beside the refrigerator, getting closer, turned to open the refrigerator, and wanted to help take it out.

Zhong Qingyu turned over the fried fish in the pan, and when he saw Jingxiu's movements, he said nervously, "Yanyan, you go get it."

Jingxiu was inexplicable, and heard Zhong Qingyu's words earnestly exhorting: "Xiaojing, I said that you are cold. It's cold now, you have to pay more attention, and try to touch as little as possible cold things."

Ji Youyan hurriedly walked over in two steps, bent down and opened the refrigerated drawer, "I'll come." She took the scallops, raised her hand and scratched the bridge of Jingxiu's nose: "Axiu, my mother is entering the role of a mother-in-law, and I feel distressed. daughter-in-law."

Jingxiu's ears were reddened by the jokes, but Zhong Qingyu took the opportunity to answer the question, and jokingly said: "I am entering the role, when will you officially enter the role? I heard that the new law will announce the results on Valentine's Day. Not all media Guess the announcement on this date should be a good result."

She sighed: "I think it's not easy for Xiaojing to come here now. It's too hard to go around."

Although the object has changed gender, the marriage reminder will still not be absent. Ji Youyan was a little helpless. She knew that Jingxiu didn't have this plan at the moment. She was afraid that Jingxiu would be embarrassed.

"Auntie, we're thinking about it, but it's not the right time yet." Jingxiu lowered her eyelashes, widening Zhong Qingyu's heart.

Ji Youyan is actually not sure when Jingxiu thinks the right time. Although she desperately hopes to have an identity, so that she can appear by her side in every moment when Jingxiu needs her. But making it public is a matter of two people, and now Jingxiu still has concerns, she doesn't want Jingxiu to have the slightest reluctance, so she is willing to wait for Jingxiu to be really ready.

Zhong Qingyu clicked until: "It's fine, just make up your own mind. Hey, forgot to ask, does Xiaojing eat coriander?"

"Don't eat." Ji Youyan cooperated and changed the subject.

For the New Year's Eve dinner, this is the third time that the four of us have eaten together at the same table. It is not as restrained as the previous two, but it can be regarded as getting better.

Yanzhou has a tradition of setting off firecrackers at zero o'clock. Ji Changsong's body can't stay up all night, so after watching the Spring Festival Gala halfway through, he went back to his room to rest first, leaving Ji Youyan and Jingxiu to deal with Zhong Qingyu and point to a certain star from time to time to ask questions. They watched the whole thing without knowing each other.

At twelve o'clock, Zhong Qingyu went downstairs with a small firecracker, ready to set off at the designated place in the community.

After choking the time, before Jingxiu could react, Ji Youyan turned sideways and covered Jingxiu's ears.

The next moment, the deafening sound of fireworks and firecrackers rang out one after another, resounding throughout the world.

Jingxiu was stunned for a while, his eyes overflowing with a smile, he also turned his body to face Ji Youyan, and reached out to cover Ji Youyan's ears as well.

It lasted for about two minutes, and the sound of firecrackers and fireworks stopped one after another, and the surroundings became silent again.

Ji Youyan slid his hands from Jingxiu's ears and turned into a gesture of holding Jingxiu's cheeks. Her throat moved, and she couldn't help leaning over to kiss Jingxiu: "Axiu, this is the first time since I was 20 years old that I have truly celebrated Chinese New Year at home."

This was her first year with Jingxiu after she was twenty. She also spent the New Year here last year, but there was no Jingxiu by her side at that time. Home is not a complete home.

Jingxiu understood what she meant.

She kissed Ji Youyan back and said softly, "Then I thank you for letting me have a family for the Chinese New Year in far away China."

The author has something to say: here I come~

Ji Wang and Jing Miao were completely locked, and the key was lost by the master.

The first Lily Awards, congratulations to the master for mentioning the Best Male Supporting Award.