Ji Youyan knew that no matter who heard her plan, she would definitely think she was good at calculating. It is understandable that Jingxiu suspects her. But this sarcasm came from Jingxiu's mouth, and Ji Youyan still felt heartache.
She choked her throat and couldn't help but ask Jingxiu, "Is that what you think of me?" She knew that she was not qualified to ask such a question.
Jingxiu rubbed the mouth of the cup and asked indifferently, "What do you think I should think?"
Ji Youyan's eyes were filled with deep hurt and disappointment, Jingxiu stared at her, and the five fingers holding the water glass gradually tightened. After two seconds of silence, she said again: "I know, you were sincere when you helped me clarify. No matter what I said beforehand, I still have to thank you for helping me."
Ji Yuyan's sad eyes suddenly lit up.
Jingxiu turned her eyes away and said calmly, "But your calculations now are sincere." Her emotions clamored for her to believe Ji Youyan, but her rationality shook her confidence. Such a comprehensive plan, if it is not really calculated, it cannot be said casually, right
Ji Yuyan's eyes darkened again. She looked at Jingxiu as if she had no emotion, clenched the earphone in her palm, suddenly approached Jingxiu, and admitted in a low voice, "Yes, my current calculations are true."
Jingxiu trembled his hand almost imperceptibly, looking at Ji Youyan with a stunned look in his eyes that he couldn't hide. She really admitted it, but Jingxiu was a little overwhelmed.
Ji Youyan pulled the corners of her lips and smiled bitterly: "Even if there is no Gu Lingfeng movie, I would be willing to take the lead for you. But I have selfishness now." She bit her lip and said generously: "My Selfishness is not Gu Lingfeng's movie, it's you. I want to act in this movie with you. "
Jingxiu frowned and looked at her, as if a little puzzled and amused.
Ji Youyan stared deeply at Jingxiu, and said softly, "Axiu, I didn't promise to film "Dawn" with you four years ago. I regret it to this day."
That year, the proposal that same-sex couples could apply for civil union just passed the first trial, and the whole society was paying attention to this matter, waiting for a referendum a year later to decide whether it would actually be implemented. Opposition is high, and polls show that at most 30% of those in favor are in favor, and there is little chance that the proposal will pass. At the cusp of such a storm, Jingxiu decided to play the role of a blind girl in the same-sex film "Dawn" by Jiang Shupei, a director in favor of Fang Fang, and encouraged Ji Youyan, hoping that she could play another heroine. If Ji Youyan is willing to act, she can lobby Jiang Shupei.
Jingxiu and Ji Youyan shared her considerations. On the one hand, Jiang Shupei is a well-known director, well-known at home and abroad, and the quality of the script of "Dawn" itself is also excellent, she is very optimistic about this film winning awards. The film industry attaches great importance to one's background. Ji Youyan has not yet participated in a movie. If the starting point can be directed by Jiang Shupei and she comes to play, even if there is no award in the end, Ji Youyan's film road has already achieved twice the result with half the effort.
On the other hand, Jingxiu feels that now is a critical period for canvassing for same-sex rights and interests. As public figures with a certain right to speak, as members of the same-sex group, they should stand up and assume certain social responsibilities for this group. Do your part. This movie is undoubtedly a good carrier to speak for this group.
Last but not least, Jingxiu's own selfishness. She and Ji Youyan have been spending less time away from each other, keeping secrets. She hopes to work with Ji Youyan and spend more time together. She also hopes that this movie will have a good response, so that they can get a certain amount of money both on and off the screen. CP fans, paving the way for the second half of the proposal after the passage of the proposal.
Of course, there are risks. This film may not be able to pass the review in China.
Jingxiu had great expectations for Ji Youyan's participation in the performance, but Ji Youyan hesitated for a long time, still cowardly, or refused.
She could not forget how disappointed Jingxiu looked at her at that time. Jingxiu asked her, "Even if we keep hiding like this, it doesn't matter to you, right?"
Maybe it was from that time that Jingxiu really became disappointed with her, and their two hearts went further and further away.
Ji Youyan mentioned "Dawn", and after saying regret, there was an imperceptible vapor in Jingxiu's eyes. She lowered her neck, blinked her frailty, and deliberately stabbed Ji You and said, "Do you regret missing out on multiple nominations?"
"Dawn" finally broke through all resistance and was released, and swept various awards. She was played with a newcomer discovered by Jiang Shupei, who also won a best newcomer.
Ji Youyan saw through Jingxiu's sad but pretended indifference, his nose was slightly sour, and said in a low voice, "You know it's not like this."
"Axiu, I regret that I missed your expectations." The deep affection in her eyes was like the sea, making Jingxiu almost fall.
Jingxiu didn't dare to look any further, her thin lips pursed into a stubborn line. A few seconds later, she reminded Ji Youyan: "Don't waste your time, Gu Lingfeng has already selected the actors, and it is impossible to change them."
Ji Youyan hesitated and explained, "I know, now Gu Lingfeng has chosen Ji Yumi to play another heroine."
"How did you know?" Jingxiu wondered. She was a little strange just now, how did Ji Yuyan know that she was participating. Gu Lingfeng probably hasn't spread the news yet.
Ji Youyan said unnaturally: "I heard what Sister Wei told me."
Jingxiu was skeptical.
Ji Youyan continued: "Ji Yumi is now in a relationship with a wealthy businessman and has reached the stage of marriage. The wealthy businessman hopes that Ji Yumi can quit the circle and become a wealthy wife with peace of mind after marriage. Ji Yumi agreed. At the latest By Christmas, they should announce their marriage."
"Can Wei Yi really know about such a private matter?" Jingxiu was alert.
Ji Youyan lowered her head and didn't dare to look directly at Jingxiu, and replied in a weak tone: "Sister Wei seems to be very good with Ji Yumi's manager. Recently, her manager seems to be quite worried and complaining to Sister Wei."
Jingxiu looked at Ji Youyan sharply, obviously suspicious of her words. Ji Yumi's manager doesn't seem to be such a big mouth person, but if he didn't get the news from Wei Yizhen, where would Ji Youyan know
"Even if Ji Yumi doesn't play, Gu Lingfeng still has many choices. For example... Fang Shan isn't it?" Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan with complicated eyes and asked tentatively.
Ji Yuyan's heart beat abruptly. She stared at Jingxiu blankly, trying to confirm what she meant by this sentence.
"Sister Ji, Teacher Jing, you are all so early." A pleasant female voice suddenly barged in, and it was Lin Yue who followed the dining car into the door.
Ji Youyan and Jingxiu both ended the conversation tacitly. Jingxiu sat on the sofa with the water glass in his hand, and calmly responded to Lin Yue, "Yes."
Lin Yue looked at Jingxiu who was sitting and Ji Youyan who was standing, and felt that the atmosphere was weird. She glanced at Ji Youyan again, and suddenly said with concern: "Sister Ji, what's wrong with your hand?" The remaining four fingers of Ji Youyan's right hand were curved, but the index finger was straight, as if it was a bit deliberate.
Ji Youyan looked down at his hand, and then he remembered that there was still a thorn to pick out. She glanced at her finger and said back to Lin Yue, "I was stabbed by a cactus just now, and a thorn can't be picked out. Do we have sewing needles? We should use a needle to pick it out."
Jingxiu frowned calmly, and Lin Yue nervously leaned over to check: "It seems there is, Sister Ji, wait, I'll go to your room and look for it."
She ran into Ji Youyan's room like a wind. Ji Youyan laughed and took a seat on the single sofa next to Jingxiu.
"When did you buy this small potted plant, did I not notice it a few days ago?" Ji Youyan asked for words.
Jingxiu replied, "Ning Wei gave it to her the day before yesterday." He said that he brought it with him. The dormitory was too messy and inconvenient to put it in, and he felt very similar to her, so he gave it to her. Is she like a cactus? Does that mean she's covered in thorns? Jingxiu almost lost his face at that time.
Ji Youyan looked at the cactus and then at Jingxiu, and couldn't help but sigh, "Ning Wei has a good eye."
Jingxiu glanced at her and said, "What do you mean?"
Ji Youyan blinked, her desire to survive made her decide to speak cautiously. Just as Lin Yue found the needle, Ji Youyan quickly changed the subject and said, "Yueyue, help me pick, I'm not good at picking with my left hand."
Lin Yue looked flustered: "Sister Ji, I don't dare, in case I hurt you." The thorn can see a small black spot now. If you want to pick it out, the needle will pierce the flesh. Dare to start.
Jingxiu stood up and went back to the room without saying a word.
Ji Youyan was disappointed, and continued to coerce and seduce Lin Yue: "I won't blame you, just pick."
Lin Yue held the needle and swallowed.
"Disinfect it." Jingxiu came out again and handed the alcohol to Lin Yue. Her face was cold, but Ji Yuyan's heart suddenly warmed up.
"Mr. Jing, or you can help Sister Ji choose. I really don't dare." Lin Yue rolled her eyes and quickly pushed the errand out. She pointed the needle sideways at Jingxiu, as if expecting Jingxiu to pick it up immediately.
Jingxiu pursed his lips and remained indifferent.
Ji Youyan didn't want to force Jingxiu, nor did he want to embarrass Lin Yue. She reached out and grabbed Lin Yue's needle, disinfected it with alcohol, and pretended to be relaxed: "Yueyue, your courage is really smaller than the eye of this needle."
She turned sideways, facing the light, pinching the pulp of her thumb with her right thumb, holding a needle in her left hand, clumsily stirring into the flesh next to the thorn in her hand.
One time, another time, Ji Youyan frowned slightly, but no sound came out. Lin Yue seemed to be in more pain than Ji Youyan, and breathed in from time to time.
Jingxiu's heart was numb when he heard it. She glared at Lin Yue, took a step forward and pinched the needle between Ji Youyan's fingers, and said in a bad tone, "You can leave this hand alone."
Ji Youyan stared blankly at Jingxiu's face so close, the corners of her lips gradually rose. She pinched her fingertips with Jingxiu's cold fingers, and returned to Jingxiu with bright eyes, "I still want it."
Jingxiu raised his eyes and glanced at her, then lowered his long eyelashes expressionlessly, and seriously helped her pick on the thorns.
Ji Youyan was reluctant to blink and stared at Jingxiu, watching her long eyelashes glow in the morning light, thick and curled, so cute that she softened her heart.
She suddenly said to Lin Yue, "Yueyue, go to the restaurant and help me warm up the soup, it may be cold."
Lin Yue let out an "oh" and turned around to go to the kitchen. Halfway through, she suddenly felt that something was wrong. She didn't order soup in the morning. She stopped and turned around, and heard Ji Youyan smiling and said softly, "I suddenly thought that it would be better if I pierced a little more."
Jingxiu stopped, frowned and glanced at Ji Youyan, as if he wanted to be ruthless, but in the end he couldn't bear it. She put the needle horizontally and was about to let it go. She said coolly, "It doesn't seem like you are in great pain."
Ji Youyan accepted it as soon as he saw it, and hurriedly said in a soft voice, "It hurts..."
Jingxiu was silent for two seconds, then lowered his head and continued to help her pick.
The author has something to say: Lin Yue has no eyes to see: No wonder Sister Ji wants to let me go. Sister Ji, don't deny it, you are a 0.
Jijie became angry: do you look so bad? ! I'm going to deduct your salary!
Teacher Jing is light: I will make up for you twice.
... Sister Ji's mentality collapsed.
I think I'm a little sweet today too (〃'V'〃)