My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 3

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"What's the matter? Are you looking at the scenery at the door?" The woman's clear and bright voice sounded like the sound of heaven, accompanied by the sound of high heels tapping the ground, beside Lin Yue's ear.

Lin Yue was leaning against the door at a loss, as if she had been saved when she heard the sound, she ran to Ji Youyan's side in small steps, and grieved and mourned, "Sister Ji..."

The male assistant also reacted, and followed Lin Yue slowly to greet him. He was a little surprised: "Sister Ji, why... why are you here?"

He just called the assistant director to explain the situation. The assistant director said that he came up to communicate. Why did Zhou Kangcheng not come up, but the victim came up directly.

"It's alright, don't panic." Ji Youyan patted the assistant on the shoulder to appease, and then answered the male assistant calmly, "Director Zhou has gone to pick up Mr. Liang and Mr. Su, and Director Chen and my agent are discussing things. If I don’t leave, I volunteered to come up.”

When the male assistant called, Ji Youyan was sitting with the two directors and listened to everything.

Chen Desheng was afraid of offending Jingxiu, and he didn't want to offend Ji Youyan, so he just smoothed things out first, saying that there seemed to be some misunderstanding between Jingxiu and Lin Yue, and Lin Yue could not enter for the time being. Ji Youyan knew in her heart that there could be any misunderstandings with Jingxiu that could happen to Lin Yue. It was only because she used Lin Yue to express her dislike for herself.

But in Ji Youyan's heart, she felt a little relieved because of this.

When he heard that Jingxiu was willing to live with him just now, Ji Youyan was half surprised and half disturbed. The surprise is naturally the building near the water, and the uneasy one is... Did Jingxiu appear too calm and calm about his appearance

She was not afraid that Jingxiu hated her and blamed her because of the past, but she was only afraid that Jingxiu would really let go of everything and could naturally become the stranger she knew best.

Fortunately, Jingxiu told her with action—she was not very calm either.

Maybe agree to live together, just don't want to cause trouble to the show team

Ji Youyan smiled and pretended to be calm as he walked to the room: "It's nothing major, Teacher Jing may just be joking with you, or you haven't reacted since you fell asleep. "

She deliberately did not ask the director to come up to mediate, and now she deliberately uses a brisk tone to appease the two of them, just wanting to make big things into small ones, so as not to implicate Jingxiu when there are rumors of playing big names.

The familiarity and disapproval in her tone really relieved Lin Yue's disgust at Jingxiu's rudeness, and also made the male assistant beside him inexplicably convinced and settled down. Only Ji Youyan knew how her heart was beating like a drum at the moment.

She led the two assistants who followed her step by step, and finally stood still in front of the thick wooden door. This was the closest distance between her and Jingxiu in the past few years—a door apart.

Ji Youyan's hand tucked into the sleeve of the trench coat was tightly clenched into a fist to suppress the involuntary trembling of his fingertips. After a long while, she adjusted her best smile and reached out and knocked on the door.

"Axiu, it's me, Ji Youyan." She squeezed these words out of her throat. When the words came out, she realized how hoarse her throat was.

She stood at the door with a smile on her face, anxiously waiting for the response from the door, as if waiting for an unknown trial.

Fortunately, the people inside the door seemed to know her torment, and the door opened in time as soon as she finished speaking.

"Sister Ji, long time no see, please come in." This time, what appeared in the door was not the stunning face that made Ji Yuyan fascinated.

It was Jingxiu's assistant Yao Xiao who answered the door. She wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses with a calm professional smile. She glanced at Lin Yue who was behind Ji Youyan, and greeted Ji Youyan while explaining to Jingxiu: "Sorry, Sister Ji, Sister Jing was just catching up with jet lag when she was woken up suddenly, feeling a little irritated when she got up, and neglected you. Assistant, I hope you don't take it to heart."

Yao Xiao is an assistant who has been with Jingxiu since his debut, so the matter between Ji Youyan and Jingxiu can't be more clear. Once upon a time, Ji Youyan and her could also have a heart-to-heart friendship.

"Where is it, Xiaoxiao, although I haven't seen you for a long time, you don't have to be so unfamiliar." Ji You joked warmly, but there was a bit of bitterness in his smile.

Yao Xiao smiled, noncommittal.

When Ji Youyan saw it, he didn't force it. He just changed the subject and joked to Lin Yue next to him, "Look at what I just said, you guys are ignorant, it's really disturbing people's dreams."

After that, she turned around and said to Yao Xiao, "We're sorry to disturb Teacher Jing's rest." After a pause, she said thoughtfully, "Is Teacher Jing still resting? Is it convenient for us to check in? If it's inconvenient..."

Before she could finish speaking, she heard a cold question from the door: "Xiaoxiao, who is it?"

For a moment, Ji Youyan stiffened involuntarily, looked past Yao Xiao, and looked straight into the door.

Yao Xiao stepped back a little, turned around and promised, "Sister Jing, it's Sister Ji and the others who are here. I just prepared refreshments for you in the restaurant, and you slept in a daze. It's closed."

Ji Youyan stared at the room eagerly, and the five fingers hidden in the pocket of the windbreaker trembled lightly. She couldn't wait for the people in the room to respond, and she couldn't wait to follow Yao Xiao's backed body one step further.

In the next second, her anxious gaze finally found the figure she was looking forward to.

A tall woman with long hair and a shawl is holding a clear bone china cup.

When she saw Ji Youyan, she frowned as if imperceptibly.

Ji Youyan felt a pain in her heart, and the calm and calm she had just pretended to be disintegrated in an instant.

But no matter what, she was reluctant to look away, and only stared at Jingxiu's calm eyes with nostalgic eyes greedily and greedily.

Jingxiu looked at her without saying a word, water ripples in his amber eyes, and soon disappeared without a trace.

"Sister Ji?" Lin Yue called out hesitantly, seeing that Ji Youyan had not moved for a long time.

Ji Youyan's throat slid awkwardly when she heard the sound, and she got out of her gaffe. She bit her tongue hard, using the pain to calm herself down. Then, she lowered her head and blinked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, adjusted a soft smile, raised her head to face Jingxiu, and said from her heart, "Long time no see, Axiu, we... finally meet again."

It was finally a harmonious scene where old acquaintances met.

"It's been a long time indeed." Jingxiu took all the emotional changes of Ji Youyan into his eyes, and calmly suppressed the surprise. She rubbed her thumb lightly at the mouth of the cup, her smile not reaching the bottom of her eyes.

"Come in first." Ji Youyan turned to greet Lin Yue as a master, and then politely said to the male assistant, "Thank you, it's alright here, please let Director Zhou rest assured."

Jingxiu gave Yao Xiao a look, and Yao Xiao followed Lin Yue to the arranged Ji Youyan's room.

Ji Youyan politely sent off the male assistant, and the forced smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared the moment he closed the door.

She didn't know, until only the two of them were left in the huge living room, and she couldn't see Jingxiu with her back to it, so Jingxiu bit her lip and indulged herself to give her a deep look.

When Ji Youyan turned around, Jingxiu sorted out all his emotions and walked to the coffee table with the cup in his hand.

She pulled up her skirt and sat down, took a sip of hot milk tea, and then casually asked Ji Youyan, "Would you like to catch up?"

Ji Youyan stared at Jingxiu with undisguised gloom and tenderness in his eyes. She regained the gentleness that Jingxiu was familiar with, and walked slowly to the single sofa beside Jingxiu to sit down.

"Drink something? The afternoon tea Xiaoxiao just prepared for me." Jingxiu raised the glass pot beside him, poured out a cup of hot milk tea, accompanied by a small piece of cake, and pushed it to Ji Youyan.

Her attitude as if they were really just reuniting old friends made Ji Yuyan even more nervous.

Seemingly gentle, but actually alienating, this is Jingxiu's defensive attitude towards unfamiliar people. In the past, Ji Yuyan only felt fortunate that he had enjoyed Jingxiu's gentleness all by himself. I never thought that one day, I would face such an inaccessible her.

She stared at Jingxiu's quiet profile, her hands resting on her thighs were clenched and loosened, she mustered up her courage and said, "Axiu, I..."

"Jingxiu." Jingxiu suddenly turned his head and corrected it seriously.

Ji Youyan took a breath, and her open mouth solidified into a ridiculous look.

Jingxiu looked at her with heavy eyes, the emotions in his eyes were complicated and obscure that Ji Youyan couldn't distinguish.

After a long while, she sneered, as if she was talking to herself: "Forget it, what is there between us that is worth talking about." After that, she stood up and said in a flat voice: "It's all dusty, and I'm in a hurry. I'm making up my sleep, so I'll excuse myself before I can freshen up."

Thousands of words were blocked by Jingxiu's calm and indifferent attitude. Rao was Ji Youyan who was mentally prepared to be cheeky, but was still choked and turned pale.

She watched Jingxiu's figure disappear behind the wooden door, looked down at the hot milk tea and the black forest cake that looked extraordinarily dark in front of her, touched her forehead, and her face became depressed.

Yao Xiao settled down on Lin Yue and took the door out of the room. As soon as she arrived in the living room, she saw that there was only Ji Youyan left by the coffee table, and then looking at Ji Youyan's expression, she guessed that Ji Youyan had probably been frozen by the Siberian cold.

"Sister Ji, you still don't like chocolate so much? It's not bitter, but it's actually quite delicious. Sister Jing really likes this one." After getting to know each other, Yao Xiao couldn't help but kindly help her warm up.

It's normal for Axiu to be bored with her scumbag ex now, Ji Youyan comforted herself.

She took a deep breath, looked at Yao Xiao sadly, picked up the knife and fork, and said, "Ah..."

She paused for a second, her eyes darkened, and she changed her voice: "Didn't Jingxiu like the taste of matcha before? Don't coax me, she is also terrible and bitter."

Yao Xiao's face sank, and he pointed out: "You said it was in the past, Sister Jing these few years..."

When she got to her lips, she felt that she had overstepped again, and changed the subject: "Forget it, it's nothing, I'll go to Sister Jing first."

Ji Youyan listened to the sentence "You said it was in the past", and the mood that had just eased up began to rise and fall again.

Yes, time has passed. In fact, his wishful thinking now that he wants to restore the old good, is not a rogue entanglement.

Her eyes became more and more sad, and she mechanically cut a small piece of cake, chewing it slowly.

However, before the funeral, Jingxiu cried beside her for a long time, crying so much that her heart ached as a dead person. Is it just a dream

The bitterness of the cake seems to spread from the tip of the tongue to the heart...

The last sip, with the sweet milk tea, Ji Youyan's nose was still bitter.

The author has something to say: Jingxiu raised his eyebrows: Is it delicious

Ji Youyan dog leg: It's delicious! sweet!

Yao Xiao scorned: That's not what your expression just said...

Ji Youyan is unfathomable: You don't understand the single dog of your mother and child.

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