My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 5

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After Jingxiu finished saying those words, she turned around and left, leaving Ji Youyan with an arrogant back.

Ji Youyan stared at the door, sadness gradually revealed between his brows. She washed her hands mechanically and kept replaying what Jingxiu had just said in her mind.

What does Axiu mean

Is she disgusting her posture at the wine table? Ji Youyan stared at the mirror, tried to bend her lips, and suddenly felt that the smirk on her face in the mirror was terrifyingly strange.

It's ugly, and she hates herself like this. Ji Youyan pursed her thin lips into a line and drew a big X in the mirror.

It's just... After she escaped from Jingxiu's calm protection in the last life, she understood how cruel this circle was.

In this circle, on such occasions, it is a fluke to be able to socialize with just a few glasses of wine. Wei Yizhen, the agent, is already very upright and takes good care of her, but she can only help her, minimize unnecessary entertainment, and will never let her be like those two young men and women, after dinner, still Laugh and continue to "entertainment".

After all, she still doesn't have the confidence to stay out of the way like Jingxiu.

Ji Youyan's eyes were sad, his thoughts were surging, and he recalled many unpleasant past events for a while. But soon, she stopped her thoughts that she was about to feel self-pity, and turned her thoughts to comfort herself: No matter what, this is Jingxiu taking the initiative to pay attention to her.

She finished her makeup, stood where Jingxiu had just stood, closed her eyes, felt the almost non-existent fragrance left by Jingxiu in the air, stretched out her hand and made a hug, revealing a slightly Pure smile.

"Cough..." There was an embarrassed voice clearing suddenly from the door.

Ji Youyan trembled all over, and opened his eyes before he could hide his shock, and saw Yao Xiao's uncontrollable smile, walking in and asking her innocently, "Sister Ji, what are you... doing?"

Rao is Ji Youyan who is used to covering up, and can't help but feel flushed. She cleared her throat to ease the embarrassment, then lifted her up and down with her arms clasped, and said naturally, "Oh, nothing, I'm just doing some exercise to sober up."

Yao Xiao pouted, his eyes were obviously amused and suspicious. Movement joints you smile so rippling

Ji You glanced at Yao Xiao without saying a word, and his face became more and more hot. As if she couldn't see Yao Xiao's teasing, she picked up her bag and pretended to be calm: "Then I'll go over first."

She took two steps, as if thinking of something, changed her mind again, and added: "Don't tell anyone about this."

Yao Xiao laughed "Puchi" and answered seriously, "Okay, I won't tell anyone."

She promised so sincerely, but Ji Youyan felt a little regretful. She turned around and walked towards the box, complaining and slandering: Yao Xiao is just not good at this, so sincere! Don't you know what you want to cover? ! Is your sister Jing someone else? stupid!

Because he couldn't figure out what the hidden meaning of Jingxiu's words just now, Ji Youyan returned to the wine table, and did not dare to condone the toasts of others as before.

After several resignations, she casually glanced at Jingxiu, and unexpectedly found that Jingxiu's facial lines that had been tense since we met today seem to have eased a lot, and the cold aura around her body has also softened a lot. .

Ji Youyan looked at the hairy crabs in Jingxiu's bowl, and then looked at the profile of her jade-carved ice sculpture, with tenderness and doting flashes in her eyes.

Really happy to eat.

"Xiaoyan, you can't push this glass of wine from Brother Wang." With a wine burp, the annoying male voice like a fly read Ji Youyan again.

The man seemed to be really drunk and was about to get drunk. He even stood up and walked around to Ji Youyan's side, but Wei Yizhen calmly stopped him.

"Mr. Wang, you need to taste good wine, as well as good dishes. Slow down the wine and try the special sauce I just made for you." Wei Yizhen smiled and helped him pick up a piece of white-cut mutton with his chopsticks. , dipped in the sauce, and delivered it to his bowl in person.

As expected, the man stopped getting up, picked up the mutton sent by Wei Yizhen in a useful way, and said, "Then I'll have to try it," while his eyes were still on Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan couldn't bear the trouble, and rolled her eyes several times impatiently in her heart.

She turned her head sideways to avoid her gaze, and accidentally collided with Jingxiu's sideways gaze.

Before he could discern the emotion in Jingxiu's eyes, Jingxiu lowered his head calmly and continued to taste the food on his plate.

Is she looking at me? Ji Yu hesitated. She turned around and saw that the surnamed Wang finished eating the mutton, raised his glass, and was about to come again.

Wei Yizhen sent Ji Youyan a helpless look, saying that he couldn't help. Ji Youyan frowned, and out of the corner of the eye once again swept to Jingxiu who was indifferent beside him, bit his lip, and suddenly had an idea in his heart.

Before Wang Yong said more persuasion, she gave a soft smile, half helpless and half joking, "Mr. Wang, I really can't drink any more, I'll fall down if I drink it any more. Hey, I drink it. It doesn't matter if you're drunk, it's just that my wine isn't very good, if there is a commotion in the middle of the night, it's not good if it disturbs Teacher Jing."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Jingxiu, who was staring at her because she was mentioned. Under Yanyan's mask, there was an uneasy heart. She and Jingxiu looked at each other, and after confirming that there was no boredom or disgust, she continued to make a tentative joke: "You don't know, I used to participate in the show and shared a dormitory with Teacher Jing. If Teacher Jing didn't sleep well, it would be special..." She deliberately sold off.

The young investor couldn't help but continued: "What's so special?" He was very interested in this cold beauty.

Ji Youyan smiled even more, and asked Jingxiu flatly, "Mr. Jing, will it spoil your image too much?"

Jingxiu knew that Ji Youyan was a measured person, and being able to tell it was nothing but an innocuous anecdote. She was just surprised, surprised that Ji Youyan would take the initiative to mention herself in order to relieve the siege.

She withdrew her gaze from Ji Youyan, shook the cup in her hand, with a vague smile on her lips, and replied with great interest: "Tell me, I'm also curious, in your eyes I don't What does it look like when you sleep well?" It's a face to Ji You.

When Ji Youyan saw her cooperating with him, she suddenly felt a little hot in her heart.

It will be very cute, like a little cat with fried fur, which makes people want to lick it and smooth its fur. She answered Jingxiu in her heart, but on her mouth she replied, "It will be very... sturdy."

She described vividly: "I don't know if Teacher Jing still remembers. When we first started recording the show, everyone was not familiar with it. The next dormitory didn't sleep in the middle of the night, and all of our dormitories were woken up. Everyone was embarrassed to go. Reminder, only Teacher Jing sat up and knocked aggressively on the door of the next dormitory, screeching a long string of French, which scared the next dorm to silence."

The past is still vivid in his eyes, and Ji Youyan's eyes have real nostalgia.

"Hahaha, are you so angry that you speak your native language?" The investor surnamed Pan laughed.

Wang Yong's eyes finally turned away and went to Jingxiu: "I can't see that Teacher Jing still has such a time."

Jingxiu was noncommittal. She glanced at Ji Youyan, a light smile bloomed on her face, like a flash in the pan, which was amazing.

She held her chin and jokingly said: "Then she may not know that I am more sturdy now. If she wakes me up now, I may hit her with a pillow."

As if seeing the melting of winter snow, Ji Youyan's heart was wet with the tenderness and tolerance hidden under Jingxiu's icy exterior.

She suppressed the sourness and emotion in her heart, squeezed out a smile, and exaggeratedly clasped her hands together to beg for mercy: "Everyone heard that, Mr. Wang and Teacher Jing have given me vaccinations, I really can't drink it, everyone. Be merciful and leave me a little life."

No one could bear the soft words of the tender face, and the wine table suddenly burst into laughter.

Jingxiu cooperated with Ji Youyan's words, and his attitude to help Ji Youyan to stop drinking is evident. It's not that you can't afford it, it's just unnecessary.

The men who knew Jingxiu's background comforted themselves in their hearts, forget it, there is nothing else to play with. They had concerns in their hearts, and after that, no one tried to persuade Ji Yuyan to drink alcohol.

The hour hand pointed to ten o'clock.

Jingxiu didn't drink a drop of alcohol throughout the meal, and was most sober. After the banquet was over, Ji Youyan was still at the door accompanying Wei Yizhen and several investors to say goodbye. Before he could ask Jingxiu if he needed a ride, Jingxiu helped Yao Xiao, who was a little drunk, to take a step ahead.

Ji Youyan's mouth complied with Wei Yizhen's laughter beside him, but his eyes stared at Jingxiu's retreating back for a moment, a little lost.

When he got into the car, Wei Yizhen took off her glasses, rubbed her temples, and wanted to have a few words with Ji You, only to realize that she seemed to be absent-minded since Jingxiu left.

"What are you thinking about? You're not alone." Wei Yizhen took out the glasses cloth from his bag and asked casually.

Ji Youyan calmed down, shook his head, and said perfunctorily, "It's nothing, maybe I drank too much and had a headache, so I let it go for a while."

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Wei Yi didn't force her, and said casually, "Then you have to thank Jingxiu, or your head might hurt even more now."

After speaking, she remembered the rumors she had heard, and felt that she might have said the wrong thing, she coughed awkwardly, and remedied: "I have communicated with Chen Desheng in the afternoon, the accommodation arrangement this time is only limited by the environment, and it is a last resort. Because of this. None of the three of us intends to fry you and Jingxiu. You can see that the media has been calm. After the program starts, there will be no relevant announcements, but it may be inevitable that it will be spontaneous. There are some rumors, but don't worry, we will suppress it here."

Ji Youyan looked at the rapidly regressing night scene outside the window, pursed her lips, was silent for a few seconds, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, we don't take the initiative to fry, and the rest doesn't have to be too deliberate."

Wei Yizhen was stunned for a moment, stopped wiping his glasses, and looked at Ji Youyan in surprise.

Ji Youyan saw Wei Yizhen's eyes from the reflection in the glass window, turned his head and smiled lightly, "Why do you look at me with such eyes?"

Wei Yizhen hooked his lips and replied: "If you don't mind, it's better to block it. Anyway, it can't make a big storm. If the direction is correct, it can bring you some heat. It's just... "

She said frankly: "When I took over you, I did a relatively in-depth investigation and understanding of you. As far as I know, since you officially debuted, you have been deliberately trying to separate the relationship between you and her. Mind the rumors that the outside world is holding your thighs and rubbing off on you. You have really lost touch in the past two years, and you have frequent scandals with male stars, which has almost completely faded out of everyone's memory. Now, don't worry about it. Shen, has the past been revealed again?"

Ji Youyan turned her face away and stared out of the window in a daze. In the dim light, she seemed to see Jingxiu's smiling face again and again at that time.

My heart started to ache again.

After a long while, Wei Yizhen heard her wry smile, full of self-deprecation and sadness: "That's how stupid I used to be."