Despite the thick clothes, Ji Youyan still felt that the heat on Jingxiu's body penetrated into his own skin so real and scorchingly.
Every pore seemed to be rejoicing, and even the cold air became warm and eager.
She was in his arms, so fit, Ji Youyan was sour with contentment.
After the breakup, the sense of lack that had tormented her for a long time, the bleeding hole, was finally filled perfectly. She had longed for such a complete feeling for far too long.
In the last life, she relied on alcohol to numb herself, so that she could relive her old dreams in a drowsy fantasy.
Ji Youyan couldn't help but tighten the arms that were wrapped around Jingxiu's waist.
"Axiu, am I dreaming?" she whispered.
Jingxiu's body trembled imperceptibly with her breath, and her whole body was stiff and her legs were soft. She didn't hug Ji Youyan back, her right hand was hanging down naturally, she pinched the pulp of her finger with her nails, and the pain came violently.
Not a dream. She answered Ji Youyan in her heart and answered herself.
She didn't push herself away, and was willing to hug her so meekly, Ji Youyan was already satisfied. Like a big golden retriever that has been groomed, she comfortably buried her face in the fluff of Jingxiu's coat and hat, rubbed it, and said softly, "Happy."
Jingxiu's brows and eyes softened: "Are you at ease?" Her voice was low, but her body relaxed a little.
Ji Youyan was afraid that Jingxiu was going to let her go, so she said, "It will take a while."
Jingxiu couldn't see through her thoughts, the corners of her lips had a faint curvature. She indulged Ji Youyan's coquettish coquettishness, and said unhappily, "Now I know I'm afraid? What happened just now?"
Ji Youyan euphemistically said: "Actually, I don't know what's going on. I was changing my shoes just now, and I heard some crying outside, so I opened the door and went out to see. After that, I saw Gu Zinan showing up from Xiao Die's room in a disheveled manner. Die dragged her back again. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I went over to negotiate, but Xiao Die refused to let him go, and even ranted, trying to drag me in too, and we got into a fight. "
Jingxiu's heart skipped a beat.
She thought of how Xiao Die was holding Ji Youyan wildly just now, she was afraid and angry, and her tone was not very good: "You really don't know? If I guessed correctly, you recognized it at the beginning, and Xiao Die The person who went back to the room together was Gu Zinan. Since Gu Zinan voluntarily followed Xiao Die back to the room, doesn't he know what will happen when he goes in? "
Xiao Die had already moved on the road, and Gu Zinan's acquiescence was obvious. There are a lot of things like this in the circle, and if she doesn't think too much about it, she can piece it together.
She knew that she shouldn't blame Gu Zinan, Gu Zinan was also a victim. But thinking that Ji Yuyan was almost in danger with her, she couldn't control her anger.
Ji Youyan wanted to help Gu Zinan to cover up something, but Jingxiu exposed it, and made an embarrassed "uh". "Axiu, no matter what, it shouldn't be forcing people. I can't see death without saving me."
"Aren't you afraid? In today's incident, in the final analysis, no matter whether you can rescue Gu Zinan or not, you will be on your own. Although he can't cover the sky with one hand, if he wants to take revenge on you, he can stumble you a few times. You have a big somersault." No matter in this circle or in this society, most people are exquisite egoists, and they are so-called "smart people".
If it was Liang Zhen, Su Lihang, or even Chen Desheng, they would probably just pretend not to hear about this matter.
"Of course I'm afraid." Ji Youyan smiled bitterly: "But, I couldn't think about it too much at the time, so I wanted to help her. I don't know what would happen if I helped her, but if I don't help her, my conscience may be in the rest of my life. It will be uncomfortable. Axiu, if you found out first, you would definitely help her, wouldn't you?"
Jingxiu sighed. She felt sorry for Ji Youyan's foolish bravery, but she had to admit that from the beginning, she was attracted to herself by such qualities.
She was reluctant to blame Ji Youyan, and said in a slow tone, "I didn't say you were wrong to help her. But don't be so impulsive next time."
"At least, you can rely on others more."
This time Ji Youyan was very polite, and asked with a smile, "For example, are you?" The tone was gentle and provocative.
Jingxiu moved his lips involuntarily. Just as he was about to answer, there was a beeping sound of card swiping outside the door, and then the door was slowly pushed open...
Jingxiu and Ji Youyan looked at each other, and they both bounced off subconsciously, standing side by side.
Yao Xiao leaned out from the crack of the door carrying the ice pack and the hot egg, and caught Ji Youyan and Jingxiu's silhouettes as they stood away with sharp eyes, and was stunned on the spot.
It's not the right time. Yao Xiao wanted to die.
The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
"What are you doing standing?" Jingxiu reacted first, sat down on the sofa to ease the embarrassment, and greeted calmly.
Ji Youyan also sat down and calmly waved to Yao Xiao. "Xiaoxiao hasn't slept yet?"
As expected of all the actors. Yao Xiao slandered. She entered the door and put the ice pack and hot eggs on the coffee table, and replied, "Well, Teacher Jing asked me to bring things up." She asked curiously, "What do you want these for?"
Jingxiu had no intention of telling more people about Gu Zinan's privacy, and only vaguely said, "It's useful." She changed the subject and said, "Xiaoxiao, help me book a flight back to Beicheng tomorrow."
Yao Xiao turned the page with interest, "Did Sister Jiang arrange a new itinerary?"
"No, it's a private trip." Jingxiu saw Ji Youyan followed suit with a curious expression, and explained, "Go and visit my grandfather."
"Oh, okay, I see." Yao Xiao said cheerfully.
After Yao Xiao left, Ji Youyan asked Jingxiu worriedly, "Is it for tonight?" She was referring to the fact that Jingxiu went back to see his grandfather on purpose.
Jingxiu raised her eyes to stare at Ji Youyan, and asked indifferently, "Do you mind if I intervene in this matter?"
Ji Youyan defended: "No, I just think, is it causing you trouble?"
Jingxiu said lightly, "What if I don't find it troublesome?"
Ji Youyan opened his mouth, but stopped talking.
Here again, doubts arose in Jingxiu's heart. Is Ji Yuyan's change really a change? "I'm not helping you in this matter, I'm helping myself." She lowered her long eyelashes and said in a low voice, "I asked Zhao Yi to fight people, and it would be very troublesome for me if I didn't solve it. How do you solve it here, you Contact your agent and Tao yourself, I won't interfere."
Ji Yuyan's worry lingering in her throat was blocked by her again.
She was not afraid to trouble Jingxiu, but she was afraid that Jingxiu's family would find her troublesome. Ji Yuyan was sad.
Jingxiu took a deep breath, got up and went back to the room to get Ji Youyan alcohol and a Band-Aid.
"Mr. Ji..." Gu Zinan came out of the shower, clutching his trouser legs with both hands, and called timidly.
Ji Youyan looked into the distance and was shocked by the high and swollen five finger prints on her face.
"It's too heavy to start."
She stepped forward quickly, pulled Gu Zinan to sit beside her, frowned and said, "What about the body? Did you see it when you were taking a bath? Do you really not want to go to the hospital?"
There are bruises from being punched and kicked, and... bruises from foreplay. Gu Zinan was so cared by Ji Youyan, ashamed and ashamed, "It's okay, no need. What about you, Mr. Ji? Are you hurt?"
"I'm fine." She stretched out her wrist to show Gu Zinan and reassured her, "It's just scratched here, and Teacher Jing gave me medicine."
Jingxiu came out with the alcohol, and after hearing the words, he added, "There are still feet."
Ji Youyan looked down, only to find that there were still broken skins on her feet.
Looking at other people who are nervous, and he doesn't know where he is hurt, Jingxiu is a little sour.
"I called a private doctor here, and you all have a detailed examination when we arrive." She handed Ji Youyan the alcohol and Band-Aid, and handed the ice pack and hot eggs to Gu Zinan: "You can apply it."
"Thank you, Teacher Jing." Gu Zinan whispered thanks.
Seeing that her condition was much better, Jingxiu asked her calmly, "Do you mind if I ask you about tonight? Of course, if you don't want to, you can leave it alone. However, if you need me to help you deal with the aftermath, I will I hope you can communicate with me."
Gu Zinan was flattered, and tears gradually welled up in his eyes. Jingxiu was willing to help her... She thought that Jingxiu didn't like her and would even look down on her.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Teacher Jing." She apologized in a nasal voice.
Jingxiu was inexplicable.
"I... In the evening, no, during the daytime recording, you criticized me. In the last episode, you criticized Jia Jia, and Jia Jia was eliminated. Today, I suddenly panic... " She was very confused and her words were very It was confusing, but Jingxiu understood what she meant.
"I'm a mentor, it's my job to criticize and guide you, to be right with others." Jingxiu said with a frown.
"Yes, Zinan, you think too much. Among the players still on the stage, how many have not been criticized by Teacher Jing?" Ji Youyan spoke to Jingxiu.
"I know, I know I'm wrong." Gu Zinan said with a weeping voice: "Mr. Jing, Teacher Ji, I am... Xiao Die helped me today. After the show, he came to me and promised me that he would definitely Can help me enter the circle. I think about Zhang Weiye and Ruan Ningwei, and think about your criticism of Mr. Jing, and I feel flustered. I just feel that this show is not fair at all. Waiting for this opportunity for too long, I convince myself that it's just a sleep, it's no big deal, I thought I could do it... As long as I get a sleep, I can have everything..."
Her voice was getting weaker and weaker, and at last she was almost sobbing. "But I finally found out that I couldn't pass my own level, I couldn't pass..."
Almost exactly as they guessed.
Ji Youyan has also experienced such temptation, so she does not understand and understands Gu Zinan's choice. She kept the bottom line, but Gu Zinan didn't. But sometimes, some things may be just a matter of thought.
She patted Gu Zinan on the back, comforting her silently, and also worried about Jingxiu's reaction for her.
The weak side of human nature, she has never been ashamed to expose it in front of Jingxiu.
She was afraid that Jingxiu would not be able to accept it.
But Jingxiu was more forgiving than she thought. She just sank her eyes and agreed, "Zi Nan, I understand you, so I can help you this time."
"However, if you make a mistake, you should remember the lesson. Next time, there is such a temptation, can you keep your heart?"
Gu Zinan nodded like pounding garlic.
Jingxiu smiled, a rare tenderness.
Ji Youyan looked at her smile, her heart was wet.
"Zi Nan, I don't know if I'm qualified to say this to you, but I hope that after this incident, you can figure out what you want most." Ji Youyan said in a low voice.
"There is no right or wrong choice in itself, but regret is wrong."
She stared at Jingxiu, her eyes were like water, and she said, "Because of regret, the price is too high."
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Jingxiu shook his head, the pain that was so fine and bone-biting last night seemed to be entangled in his heart again.