Jingxiu's mother was somewhat similar to Jingxiu, and even Tao Xingruo, especially when she didn't smile, she was exactly the same, and her aura was terrifying. Seeing Ji Youyan, Jingxiu's mother's movement of bringing the door closed slightly.
Even though he didn't say anything, Ji Youyan felt that he had seen dissatisfaction and doubt in Jingxiu's mother's expression. Yes, in this matter, she was completely implicated by Jingxiu.
Back then, Jingxiu's mother's words made her feel ashamed. Today, the shadows still haven't dissipated. It was almost a conditioned reflex, and the sense of shame made Ji Yuyan have the urge to disappear immediately. However, no. She froze in place, reluctant to lift her foot.
She was weak once and regretted once.
Ji Youyan stabilized her mind, looked directly at Jingxiu's mother, and said calmly, "Auntie, how is Axiu?"
Jingxiu's mother stared at her for a few seconds before she said, "Xiaoyan, we meet again at this kind of place."
Ji Youyan didn't dare to speak, and his face was as helpless as two years ago.
However, it seems that he is a little braver than before. Jing Shurong turned her eyes away and replied to Ji Youyan, "I just arrived, and I was going to ask the attending doctor in detail."
Tao Xingruo immediately said enthusiastically, "Auntie, let me take you there."
Jing Shurong nodded.
Ji Youyan was worried and wanted to go with Jing Shurong to hear what the attending doctor had to say. Tao Xingruo winked at Ji Youyan and motioned her to go in and find Jingxiu directly.
In the huge aisle, only Ji Youyan was left. She turned around and held the doorknob, her hands shaking involuntarily.
Over the years, she has often dreamed of such a scene: when she opened the door, Jingxiu lay bruised and bruised, looking at her with lifeless eyes, as if she was announcing all the evil deeds she had done to her. . Now it's all like a repeat of a previous nightmare. But every time, in her dream, she still pushed open the door. Even if he could only look at Jingxiu one more time.
Like, at this moment she still twisted the doorknob and pushed open the door.
With just one glance, she saw the figure facing her on the side of the hospital bed. The pain and panic from the past came overwhelmingly in an instant, Ji Youyan suddenly softened his legs, and tears fell.
When Jingxiu heard the voice, he slowly turned his head and looked towards the door.
This time, she didn't inform Ji Yuyan, but Ji Yuyan came much faster than the last time. She had mixed feelings in her heart, but when she saw Ji Yuyan's tears, her heart softened.
"Standing as a doorman?" she said hoarsely.
It was different. This time, it was real life, not the nightmare that trapped her. Axiu is fine, Axiu is still there, Ji Youyan burst into tears and laughed.
She closed the door with her backhand, trotted to Jingxiu's bed, squatted down, and buried her head on Jingxiu's quilt.
A person who has always been stable, but now loses his temper like a child.
"Axiu, Axiu, Axiu..." She whispered in a low voice, with a cry.
For the rest of his life after the catastrophe, Jingxiu couldn't hold back the affection in his heart, so he answered her in a rare gentle way: "I'm here."
Ji Youyan calmed down a little, and was willing to raise his head. She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the gauze on Jingxiu's head and the immobilizer on her neck, stretched out her hand, but retracted it worriedly. "Does it hurt? What did the doctor say."
The pain in her eyes was clearly visible.
"It's okay, the stitches will be removed in a few days. It's all skin injuries." Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan's forehead, and frowned, "What's wrong with your forehead?"
"I accidentally hit the glass while walking." Ji Youyan dialed his bangs, trying to cover it up.
"Where else is it hurt? Are you dizzy? Have you ever taken a film? Did the doctor say anything? Next..." she asked in a barrage.
Jingxiu made a zipper motion towards Ji Yuyan's mouth, and Ji Yuyan was dumbfounded.
"It's okay, don't worry."
Such a big person, rash and reckless. Jingxiu went to touch the phone, called Tao Xingruo, and asked her to call a doctor to check Ji Youyan.
"A little bit of redness, it'll be fine if you apply the medicine and rub it, you don't need to make such a fuss." Ji Youyan heard Tao Xingruo's complaints with sharp ears.
"It's alright, no need." She said embarrassedly.
Jingxiu didn't accept the suggestion and asked her, "Have you eaten yet?"
Ji Youyan was full of Jingxiu on the plane and couldn't eat anything at all. She shook her head frankly.
So, Jingxiu ordered again, "Tao, bring me another meal."
She was so thorough with herself, just as she was in the past, Ji Youyan felt sweet and ashamed in her heart. She thought of the grievances she had caused Jingxiu before, and the distrustful eyes of Jingxiu's mother, and she became depressed.
Jingxiu hung up the phone, sensitively aware of Ji Youyan's mood change, just about to ask something, Ji Youyan subconsciously covered up and said, "Axiu, have you eaten yet?"
"Ate."
"Then... do you want to eat oranges?" Ji Youyan went to pick up the oranges in the fruit basket on the bedside table.
Jingxiu frowned and did not answer.
Ji Youyan grabbed the orange, didn't hear Jingxiu's answer, and looked at Jingxiu suspiciously. Only then did I realize that Jingxiu's gentleness was much lighter.
"What are you thinking?" Jingxiu asked, staring at her.
Ji Youyan's long eyelashes trembled, and it was Jingxiu's familiar dodging appearance.
Jingxiu felt a dull pain in his head for a while. But she saw the real tenderness in Ji Youyan's eyes, and she was reluctant to say the cold words.
"My head hurts a lot now, I can't guess, and I don't want to guess what you're thinking, can't you tell me?" Jingxiu calmed down.
Ji Youyan gritted her teeth and tentatively held Jingxiu's hand. Jingxiu allowed her movement and let her fingers interlace.
Ji Yuyan gained courage. She stared at Jingxiu and said, "Axiu, I'm thinking, I'm hurting you again."
"I'm so remorseful, guilty, and ashamed. Without my antecedents, there wouldn't be the consequences of you lying here now. Even before, without me, you wouldn't be unhappy and unhappy for so long. I can't help thinking, maybe what you said yesterday is right. Are we really not suitable to be together." The more she said, the less confident she became.
When she saw Jingxiu's mother, she remembered the past, and all the hesitation and lack of self-confidence reappeared like crazy.
But this time, she chose to be honest with Jingxiu. She was afraid that her shaking would make Jingxiu even more shaken, but she was even more afraid that her dishonesty would disappoint Jingxiu.
She said that she would learn to confess and learn to communicate.
This answer was unexpected to Jingxiu. Ji Youyan was also shaken, and Jingxiu said it was fake that he didn't shake a little bit. But the next moment, she was more relieved.
At least, Ji Yuyan said it. If the problem is not mentioned, it will always lie there. It's a pity that she always needs to push a little bit, and Ji Youyan only said a little bit.
"You still swore that last night, but today you're going to back down?" Jingxiu sighed softly.
Although it is a question, but the tone is not severe, even with an indistinct gentleness, Ji Youyan hears it with ecstasy.
Axiu, is this encouraging her
"I don't." Ji Youyan quickly denied, "I just feel sorry for you."
What else was she going to say, there was a knock at the door, "Is it convenient to come in?" It was Tao Xingruo.
Ji Youyan moved his fingers.
"Come in." Jingxiu said quietly. No intention to take back.
Ji Youyan smiled happily, sat on the edge of the bed with peace of mind and continued to hold Jingxiu's hand.
However, it was not only Tao Xingruo who came in, but also Jingxiu's mother and a female doctor.
Jing Shurong stared at Jingxiu and Ji Youyan's hands for two seconds, frowning slightly. provocative
Ji Youyan was a little flustered, but he still didn't let go.
Jingxiu looked at his mother calmly, with a hint of pleading. Jing Shurong restrained his aura.
Tao Xingruo eased the atmosphere and said, "I brought the doctor here. The meal will be delivered in a while. You Yan, come over and show the doctor first."
Ji Youyan asked Jingxiu with his eyes, and Jingxiu withdrew his hand.
Ji Youyan held up her five fingers, trying to keep Jingxiu's remaining warmth. She got up reluctantly, nodded to Jing Shurong and Tao Xingruo, and then went out.
When Ji Youyan finished taking the medicine and returned to the ward again, Jingxiu was the only one left in the ward again.
"Let's go eat." Jingxiu said, looking at the lunch box on the coffee table.
Ji You's words are as good as they are. When she smelled the food, she realized that she was actually very hungry. But the consistent good tutoring still made her eat slowly.
During the period, she asked Jingxiu the details of the morning's affairs, Jingxiu patiently answered questions and the atmosphere was harmonious.
Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished eating, Jingxiu chased her ruthlessly: "It's almost time, you should go back."
Ji Youyan was stunned for a while, then cautiously said, "I... can I stay with you?"
"No need." Jingxiu refused, "Go back and rest. Do you still have work tomorrow?"
She didn't like Ji Youyan staying in the hospital, and she didn't like Ji Youyan lying on a pale and horrible hospital bed alone like a sick person.
"I can let Sister Wei coordinate." Ji Youyan struggled.
"The program team and I have taken leave, and we will go back to France tomorrow." Jingxiu informed.
Ji Youyan couldn't be cheeky and said, I'll go to France with you.
She opened her mouth and asked for the next best thing: "Then let me stay with you for one night, okay?"
Before Jingxiu could answer, Ji Youyan's cell phone rang.
The call is, Wei Yizhen.
Ji Youyan could probably guess why Wei Yizhen called, afraid that if he didn't answer the phone, he would add fuel to the fire, so he had to answer.
As soon as he answered the phone, Wei Yi was really angry and burned down the loudspeaker, "Ji Youyan! You are really out of control, aren't you!"
Jingxiu frowned.
Ji Yuyan stood up embarrassedly and went to the ward to pick up the phone.
Wei Yi is really hot. This brand is an international big name, and many people can't win it with all their hard work. She finally helped Ji Youyan win it. As a result, for the first event, Ji Youyan gave others an early leave? Ji Youyan became an uncle, and she wanted to be a grandson for others to laugh at. Worrying about things one after another, endlessly, Wei Yi's lungs are going to explode with anger.
Ji Youyan knew that he was wrong, and apologized in a low voice. Wei Yizhen asked her to go to her house to see her immediately, immediately, Ji Youyan said anything and everything, but Wei Yizhen gave in and said that she would come to the hospital to pick her up at five o'clock tomorrow morning.
The news of Jingxiu's hospitalization will definitely spread tomorrow, and it will be too dazzling to leave the hospital later.
After answering the phone and coming in, before Jingxiu could speak, Ji Youyan grabbed the lead.
"I told Sister Wei to come pick me up at five o'clock tomorrow morning." There is quite a posture of killing first and then playing.
Jingxiu: "… "
"Then find a place to sleep yourself." Jingxiu was unwilling to compromise.
Ji Youyan tried hard to arm his face, blushing and cheating. She moved a small stool next to the coffee table, sat beside Jingxiu's bed, lay on the edge of Jingxiu's bed, and whispered, "Just lend me this seat."
Jingxiu: "… "
The two were deadlocked for a moment, Ji Youyan was lying on his stomach and quietly acted, as if he was about to fall asleep.
Axiu's heart softened, she pondered.
Jingxiu believed it to be true, and was both angry and funny, so he could only relax and say, "Come up and sleep."
Ji Yuyan was so happy that he was about to reveal his secrets. She originally just wanted to coax Jingxiu into adding a bed, but she didn't think that Jingxiu would let her go to bed directly.
Unexpected joy!
She rubbed her eyes and "awake" numbly. After going to the bathroom to wash up, she climbed into Jingxiu's bed wearing leggings and thermal underwear.
The hospital bed is no bigger than the big bed in the hotel, and the two of them inevitably stick to each other.
But Ji Youyan's eyes were bloodshot with exhaustion, and Jingxiu felt distressed and had no intention of tossing her. She turned off the light and whispered, "Good night."
Afraid of crushing Jingxiu's injury, Ji Youyan kept his hands and feet very orderly. She looked at Jingxiu's side face close at hand, and said with satisfaction, "Good night."
After a few seconds, in the darkness, Jingxiu heard Ji Youyan say: "Axiu, I have many shortcomings, many strange burdens, and I have done and missed many things. In the eyes of many people, even in my own eyes, I am still the same. Not the best person for you."
Some words, as if she could speak better only when she couldn't see each other's faces clearly.
"But I must be the person who wants you to be happy the most. If you are the screw with the most unique pattern in the world, then I am willing to polish myself into the screw cap that best matches you and can hug you tightly."
"The effect of force is mutual." Jingxiu said coldly. When the nut is put on the screw body again and again to polish itself, the screw is also worn out by the nut.
A perfect match is a process of running in with each other. She also doesn't need Ji Yuyan to accommodate her completely unilaterally.
Ji Youyan was stunned for a moment, understood what Jingxiu meant, and laughed softly.
Jingxiu silently curled the corners of his lips in the darkness. "Go to sleep."
"it is good."
I don't know how long it took, the sound of Ji Yuyan's even breathing came from his ears. Jingxiu listened quietly, her nose sour in peace.
She reached out and lightly brushed Ji Yuyan's bangs.
Ji Yuyan was sound asleep.
Jingxiu stood up, placed a kiss on the red and swollen forehead, and whispered, "It won't hurt tomorrow."