My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 8

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When there is work, Ji Yuyan always gets up early and sets aside half an hour because of the need for makeup and other preparations. Because he remembered that he might have the opportunity to have breakfast with Jingxiu when he woke up early the next day, when he fell asleep at night, Ji Youyan even set the alarm clock half an hour earlier.

The alarm clock went off as scheduled, and Ji Yuyan was still dreaming. Because she slept late and didn't sleep well, her whole brain was drowsy when she was woken up. She grumbled, her whole body resisting getting up. But when you closed your eyes, the name Jingxiu suddenly fell into the calm lake like a pebble, making a sound and ripples.

Ji Youyan's mind suddenly became clear, and he sat up immediately, rolled over and got out of bed.

She put on a coat with her gloves, went to the bathroom to wash, and after a little grooming, she couldn't wait to open the door and go out.

It was quiet outside. On the sofa, Lin Yue was raising his head and closing his eyes. Through the window with the curtains open, you can see that it is still early outside, the morning light is faint, and the breeze is gentle.

Hearing the movement, Lin Yue looked at the source of the sound, grinned and said, "Sister Ji, it's so early, can't you sleep well?"

Ji Youyan frowned unconsciously, approached a little and said in a low voice, "Be quiet, don't disturb Teacher Jing."

Lin Yue stuck out her tongue mischievously and replied with a smile, "I know, but Teacher Jing has already gone out."

Ji Youyan's body froze for a moment, and he looked at Jingxiu's door subconsciously - the door was tightly closed, and it was impossible to see if anyone was inside. The light in her eyes gradually dimmed, and she murmured, "It's so early..."

"Well, when I came up, Mr. Jing happened to be out, and I was surprised at the time. Mr. Jing said that she didn't reverse the jet lag, so she went to the gym to run for a while as a morning exercise. It's been a while." He asked Ji You for the clothes beside him and said, "Sister Kai matched it up last night for me to bring it up. Sister Ji, can you take a look at it?"

In the past at Dingfeng, Ji Youyan had only one assistant by his side, and the rest were shared with other artists. After signing the contract with Ran Wen, Tao Xingruo generously assigned her a team with complete services. In her previous life, she worked with that team for three years, and they complemented each other. Coincidentally, the contract was signed a year earlier in this life, and Tao Xingruo had assigned her the same team members. The dressmaker and hairstylist, Sister Kai, was still unknown at this time, and she didn't know where Tao Xingruo dug up the gold.

Ji Youyan took his mind back a little, glanced at it, and nodded in agreement.

"Since you're awake, Sister Ji, I'll go down to see the dishes, and then notify the hotel that the meal will be delivered." Lin Yue put her clothes on Ji Youyan's bed, and seeing that the kettle was empty, she helped Ji Youyan pour the water and boil it. He added as if talking to himself: "Sister Xiaohua can also prepare." Xiaohua is a makeup artist.

Ji Youyan gave a soft "um", his eyes fell on the white mist rising from the kettle, and he was a little lost...

There is a gym in the suite, so why go out? Yes... After what happened last night, don't you want to meet with yourself again

The water in the kettle began to heat to the boiling point, making a plopping sound.

Ji Youyan remembered Jingxiu's unequivocal "no" last night, and his heart was a little cold to freezing in the thumping sound of boiling.

Shouldn't she have a little self-knowledge as an ex? A qualified ex should be like dead.

However, she would always think of the dream-like past life, the mournful and nostalgic Jingxiu in the mourning hall, the light kiss that fell on her ice coffin, as if it could burn her soul...

No, she doesn't seem very happy when you die. Ji Youyan looked at herself in the mirror, bit her lower lip, and forced a smile to cheer herself up.

It wasn't until Ji Youyan was about to finish his breakfast that Jingxiu came back with Yao Xiao.

Ji Youyan hurried out of the restaurant when she heard the door open, but still only saw Jingxiu's back slamming the door neatly and Yao Xiao's slightly embarrassed smile.

She waited and waited, but did not wait until Jingxiu came out of the shower and went to the exercise room together. Lin Yue reminded her that it was time to go to the dressing room to make up, and Ji Youyan had to leave.

Lin Yue went out ahead of time to help her press the elevator, and Ji Youyan walked behind her.

Before leaving, Ji Youyan still turned his head, took a business card from his bag and handed it to Yao Xiao, helplessly and gently: "Mr. Jing has an old injury, I'm a little worried. If something goes wrong during the rehearsal , can you tell me if it's convenient?"

Yao Xiao didn't expect Ji Youyan to come here, looked at her in surprise, and was taken aback. After seeing the complete concern and tenderness in Ji Youyan's eyes, Yao Xiao adjusted his glasses, sighed in his heart, and took Ji Youyan's business card.

No matter how much Ji Youyan has changed in recent years, she still believes that Ji Youyan is different from others after all - her care and tenderness for Jingxiu is not fake. It's just that there are too many ups and downs in life.

"Don't worry, I will pay attention." Yao Xiao replied cautiously. It did not say that it would be notified, nor did it say that it would not be notified.

Ji Youyan understood Yao Xiao's embarrassment, accepted a little kindness from Yao Xiao, and smiled back at her: "I know, actually..." Her smile was a little lonely, but her words were generous and sincere: "Actually, I'm taking care of you. You've always been better than me in her aspect. I just can't reassure myself if I don't say it."

"Isn't it a lot of this," she laughed to herself.

Ji Youyan spoke in a dignified manner, Yao Xiao rubbed the business card between his fingers, not knowing how to answer properly for a while. She caught a glimpse of Ji Youyan's sadness hidden under her laughter, licked her lips, and couldn't help but ask, "Sister Ji, did you sleep late last night? Sister Jing went out to exercise because she was afraid of waking you up."

Ji Yuyan's action of turning around suddenly stopped.

"Is that so..." After two seconds of silence, her almost murmured voice sounded softly.

The tone of voice was calm, but Yao Xiao saw that Ji Youyan's face was facing her sideways, and the corners of his lips could not be restrained.

Anyone can see her smile before and after, which one is really happy.

"Sister Ji, the elevator went down again before you waited for you." Lin Yue didn't wait for Ji Youyan to appear for a long time, and turned back again. Seeing Ji Youyan's rare and genuine smile, Lin Yue stammered.

"What's wrong? Sister Ji... Are you so happy? "

Ji Youyan fluttered the curly hair beside her ear, lowered her head to hide her smile, and showed a little coquettishness. Soon, she looked back at Yao Xiao and said briskly, "Yueyue, I will learn more from your sister Yao in the future."

"Ah?" Lin Yue didn't know why.

Ji Youyan nodded to Yao Xiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, thank you. Then I'll go first."

Yao Xiao touched his nose embarrassedly and nodded.

Ji Youyan turned around, put one hand in his pocket, patted Lin Yue's shoulder with the other, and made fun of Lin Yue as he walked out: "Learn from your sister Yao, how to look at problems from a different perspective."

Lin Yue looked at Ji Youyan, and then looked at Yao Xiao when she brought it to the door, with big doubts on her small face: "???" What a riddle.

Yao Xiao looked at their backs and sighed, not knowing if he was talking too much.

The exercise rooms of the four instructors are separate, one for each person, and they are arranged in sequence along the elevator entrance. The whole floor is divided into many rooms, and each room is not very large, which is convenient for later use as a training room for students, for some students to practice after returning to the dormitory.

When Ji Youyan arrived, there were already an instructor and a few staff members waiting in the exercise room, as well as an actress who was playing with her—the traffic Xiaohua who had just entered the circle for two or three years, Yang Anran.

The opening mentor show arranged by the director was her first role in filming many years ago. The background is the entertainment industry, and the scene is that, as a poor, beautiful, and talented heroine, in the early days of entering the circle, she disdainfully made things difficult for the hypocritical female second, and retorted and defended the dream of Su Shuang's plot.

Although it has been several years, when Ji Youyan saw the script yesterday, he couldn't help feeling chills all over his body, and goosebumps fell.

That year, the main characters of the show were all newcomers from Dingfeng, handsome men and beauties, with Su Shuang in the storyline, and the three views were quite positive. But one day many years later, in an interview, the host and her reviewed the journey along the way, and put a clip of it. Ji Youyan looked at himself on the screen, staring and crying awkwardly.

I don't know if I should thank the director and give her a chance to prove that she is different from the past. With her current acting skills, it is naturally easy to interpret this segment again, without any difficulty.

So when it comes to rehearsals, Ji You speaks with ease. In addition to pondering her own performance, she also considers her aura, and gives Yang Anran, who has no acting skills, a thing or two from time to time.

Compared with the ease of her role, Jingxiu's script is much more difficult.

She was performing an action scene in "Domination". She had to fight with a long gun and the actors who took the show, and then she looked down on the defeated generals and said the sentence that was regarded as a classic back then, "In this world, who said that only men fight Yes? Since you have no objection, please remember in the future that what a man can do, a woman can do too!"

Although it is a live performance, more attention is paid to the overall interpretation, and the requirements for martial arts movements are not too strict. Compared to others, the difficulty is obvious.

What's more, Jingxiu has old injuries on his back and hands...

During the few minutes of rest, Ji Youyan's thoughts were centered on Jingxiu, and he was very worried.

She was worried that Jingxiu was too stubborn, and even if there was any discomfort during the rehearsal, she would just grit her teeth and hold on. She was even more worried that if there was something reluctant, Wu Zhi and Yao Xiao would not be able to find out and stop in time.

Just as I was worried, there was a sudden loud sound of chairs overturning from the outside.

Ji Youyan's heart suddenly "squeaked".

The next second, the voice she was most afraid of sounded: "Sister Jing!" It was one after another of exclamations.

Yang Anran also heard the sound. She put down the mineral water around her mouth and wanted to ask Ji Youyan if she wanted to go over to see what was going on, but when she turned her head, she realized that there was still Ji Youyan beside her.

"Ji... sister?" Her final voice was suppressed by Ji Youyan's messy footsteps and the rude door opening.

The author has something to say: Ji Youyan: Did Axiu not want to see me before going out? woo woo

Yao Xiao: Sister Ji, are you stupid, don't you know that I feel sorry for you

Jingxiu became angry: Xiaoxiao, you are not allowed to speak!

Yesterday, there was a sentence in the little cute comment of crystal_nqy, which I think is very good. Share with you:

The two people who used to care about them will eventually part ways. To get to the bottom of it, every time they quarreled and reconciled after the Cold War, they never let go of their knots and grievances. Even if they were reconciled, it would only be peaceful for a period of time, and soon after, they would quarrel and fight again because of the same problem, again and again.

How can we expect the feeling of recovery from loss to remain forever.

I really feel the same way.

Little cuties, happy Christmas Eve (*^▽^*)