My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 90

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Xu was because he was too nervous while eating, and caught a cold when he went out. Jingxiu had indigestion and stomach pain so he couldn't sleep. After twelve o'clock, the body became colder and colder, and the pain seemed to be magnified exponentially.

Jingxiu's hands were shaking from the pain, so he took out the painkiller from the bag, twisted it several times before unscrewing the cap, poured out the medicine and swallowed it with mineral water.

The painkillers were slow to take effect, and Jingxiu curled up in the cold blanket, trying to ease the pain in his stomach. With her eyes closed, she was full of emotions. Her ears were intertwined with Ji Youyan's warm words, Ji Changsong's sharp words, and the hypnotic wooden fish and chanting sounds of the old monk.

Both mind and body miss Ji Yuyan's warm embrace. How precious it is that they can hug each other intimately again, how could she be willing to let Ji Yuyan go.

However, she was a little shaken by what Ji Changsong said. The more she knew about Ji Yuyan's family and past, the more she felt sorry for Ji Yuyan, and the more she understood why she used to attach so much importance to her career and why she was so proud and self-respecting. She once hoped that Ji Youyan could be as magnanimous and brave as herself, is it too selfish and too strong

Jingxiu likes Ji Youyan's high-spirited appearance now, but does Ji Youyan's calm and confident confidence come from her current career is going smoothly, or is it because she can really face gains and losses calmly and not be surprised

Jingxiu was not sure.

The effect of the medicine finally came up, the pain eased a little, and Jingxiu's consciousness gradually became dizzy. In the confusion, she kept thinking, for Ji Youyan's sake, should their relationship be as cautious and low-key as before

Back in Beicheng the next day, Jingxiu received a message from Ji Youyan as soon as he got off the plane and got in the car, "I received a call from my mother early in the morning."

Jingxiu's heart lifted.

"Strangely talking about things, I thought she was going to say something, but in the end, it turned out that I asked me if I can go back to visit the tomb to worship the ancestors in Qingming? You tell me why this little old lady is so arrogant."

Jingxiu bit his lower lip lightly, not knowing how to answer for a while. It seems that Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu really don't want Ji Youyan to know what they saw yesterday. Zhong Qingyu called Ji Youyan early in the morning, probably to test whether Ji Youyan knew.

She didn't answer Ji Youyan, Ji Youyan thought she was busy and didn't look at her phone, so she continued to leave a message on her own: "Unfortunately, I have already finalized the schedule for this year, it is not easy to adjust, so I will not go back."

She teased: "I want to set the Qingming schedule for my baby, a busy person, a year earlier, okay?"

Jingxiu looked at the words "My baby", his eyes softened. Seeing that Ji Youyan didn't send any more messages, she asked Ji Youyan, "What do you decide to do?"

Ji Youyan said in surprise, "Axiu, have you taken a lunch break?"

"It's decided to take you to visit the grave with you. I haven't visited my grandmother's grave for many years. Shall we go together next year? I want to introduce you to my grandmother, she will definitely like you very much."

Jingxiu had read Ji Youyan's diary when she was a child, and knew that Ji Youyan's grandmother was the one who loved her the most and pampered her the most since childhood. The panda pendant that she has kept to this day was also made by Ji Youyan's grandmother herself.

Of course she would like to go with Ji Yuyan. But tomb sweeping is usually done by the whole family. If Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu saw her, they would have to sweep her out before sweeping the tomb, right

But when she saw Ji Youyan's high spirits, she couldn't bear to pour cold water on her, and returned her a "ready to play" expression.

Looking optimistically, Ji Changsong bypassed Ji Yuyan to find a breakthrough from himself, does it mean that they care about the relationship they have just repaired with Ji Yuyan, and do not want to be completely dead as before. Is this an improvement over the previous decision

Although he comforted himself like this, Jingxiu listened to Ji Changsong's questioning in his heart, and there was a haze in his heart.

During the text chat, Ji Youyan couldn't understand Jingxiu's subtle emotions in time. In the evening video, because she could see each other intuitively, and because Ji Youyan's whole body was tied to Jingxiu, she immediately saw that Jingxiu was not in the right mood.

"Axiu, did something happen to you during the two-day rehearsal?" Ji Youyan asked in a concerned manner.

"No, why are you asking that?" Jingxiu asked strangely.

Ji Youyan tentatively said: "You don't seem to be in the same state as you were a few days ago, and you don't seem to be very happy."

Jingxiu marveled at Ji Youyan's sharpness. She said warmly, "Are you Sun Wukong?"

Ji Yuyan looked puzzled.

Jingxiu showed a genuine smile: "Bright eyes."

She didn't want to say it outright, and didn't want to make excuses to prevaricate Ji Youyan, she said vaguely: "I've been a little unhappy these two days, but it's not a serious matter."

Ji Youyan got to the bottom of it: "Can't you tell me?"

Jingxiu's long eyelashes fanned lightly, hesitatingly did not answer.

"Is it related to me?" Ji Youyan's heart sank.

"Well, it does matter." Jingxiu said seriously. Seeing Ji Youyan's face becoming more and more solemn, she suddenly burst into a bright smile and teased: "You are so consciously guessing yourself, did you do something bad recently?"

Ji Yuyan was stunned. Immediately, she felt relieved, and flicked the camera with her finger, as if she could punish Jingxiu: "Little liar." Her tone was full of doting.

"I almost took it seriously, I have to start to reflect on myself." She thought Jingxiu was teasing her.

Jingxiu raised his eyebrows and said half-truth, "I didn't lie to you, you can really reflect on it."

Ji Youyan was fooled by her, "I've been working diligently recently and filming in a down-to-earth manner. I'm very well behaved. Well, I keep a good distance from all the actors, and there will never be any scandals."

Jingxiu followed the trend and said: "What about the actress?"

"The actresses are also well maintained!" Ji You vowed. After speaking, she suddenly opened her eyes, obviously thinking of something.

Is there really a situation? Jingxiu frowned slightly, quietly examining Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan laughed softly, biting the bass and said ambiguous: "Axiu, I seem to smell a sour smell, is it from the screen?"

She tentatively asked with bright eyes: "Is it that the two days of Yaohua's biography's supporting wife have made you unhappy?" In the past two days, the plot between her and one of the female partners in Yaohua's biography has reached a small climax, and the popularity of CP very high.

Jingxiu was slightly startled, turned away his face and denied, "What should I care about the character's CP?"

Well, Jingxiu admitted that when she watched edited videos and chatted, she saw some CP fans jumping from cute characters to cute real people, and when she zoomed in on the details of Ji Youyan's interaction with each other, she felt slightly in her heart. discomfort. But they are all people in the circle, knowing that this is normal, and she is not so stingy that she even cares about this.

But in Ji Yuyan's eyes, the way she was dodging looked like that was the case. Ji Youyan thought he had guessed right, and smiled brightly.

Jingxiu couldn't hold back his face, and said angrily, "I really don't care."

The more she stressed it, the more Ji Yuyan didn't believe it. She was half-joking and half-coaxing Jingxiu, but Jingxiu couldn't control it, her heart softened, and finally she accepted it half ashamed and half happy.

She didn't worry about it, thinking it was over like this. Unexpectedly, ten days later, Jiang Chun made a shocking phone call and sent Jingxiu Ji Youyan's apology gift - she told Jingxiu that Ji Youyan actually liked a video clip of an excellent CP.

To be precise, it should be Ji Youyan who liked several CP videos. She liked a video for each of the general trend CPs of "The Legend of Yaohua", and then she liked a video of her and Jingxiu's character La Niang.

However, a few light likes caused violent fluctuations in the CP list. All the related CP super words are screaming at the groundhog, "Ah, my fan's CP is real", and the excellent CP super words are even more like Riding the rocket generally went straight to the top three.

The hot search for Ji Yuyan quickly went up. But Ji Youyan and Wei Yizhen made preparations ahead of time, plus Jiang Chun's control, so the hot search did not deliberately magnify the existence of Jingxiu, but well related and promoted "The Legend of Yaohua" to Ji Youyan and Yaohua Set up an interesting "big pig's hoof" and "love liar" characters.

There was no Jingxiu's presence on the hot search, but Jingxiu found his full presence in Ji Youyan's heart.

She looked at the ecstatic comments of CP fans under the reposted video in Excellent CP Super Talk, and her heart was filled with unstoppable joy.

"Ah yxszd, I'm crazy", "Head, where's my head!", "Pick up my head, I can knock again!", "The ambulance is coming, my heart disease and diabetes are about to break out. ", "Don't move, I'm going to move the Civil Affairs Bureau to you!", "Can this be recorded in the history of CP? What kind of fairy CP is this, woo woo woo"...

The corners of Jingxiu's lips raised uncontrollably.

She read all the comments before clicking on the video to watch. The video is a story about the reunion of past and present life, and Jingxiu's heart skipped a beat. The video has an open ending and stops at the place where Ji Youyan knocked on the door to find Jingxiu, Jingxiu opened the door, and the two met again. When it stopped abruptly, Jingxiu couldn't see what he wanted.

When she exited, she suddenly found that the main name of the video's up was very familiar. It was the Ruan Ningwei account name she had seen before, and the release time of the video was just today.

Is it a coincidence

She shared the link to Ruan Ningwei and asked her, "Ning Wei, did you cut the video?"

Ruan Ningwei made several excited expressions, which fully expressed her current mood as a loyal CP fan.

"No, it was cut by Sister Ji herself, and she borrowed my account to send it out."

She worked so hard on the set and edited it herself, just for her half-truth jokes. Jingxiu looked at this line of words, his eyes soft as if water were dripping.

She clicked on Ji Youyan, who was on top, as if she had a thousand words to say, but in the end, she just asked, "Aren't you afraid?" Ambiguous and easy to control.

Ji Youyan replied to her almost in the next second: "Are you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid." Jingxiu typed these three words with trembling fingertips.

Ji Youyan replied to her: "Then I don't either." She said, "Axiu, I'm not the coward I used to be. Even if I can't give you a righteous identity now, I want everyone to know that you are not to me. The same. You are the only official match in my life."

"Making you happy is the most important thing to me."

Her words were like the bright sun poking out of the sky, dispelling the dark clouds that had shrouded Jingxiu's heart for days.

She said she was not afraid. Jingxiu's eyes turned red, and he finally had the confidence to respond to Ji Changsong's question.

"I'm very happy." She typed word by word seriously.

Ji Youyan was satisfied, she asked Jingxiu, "Did you watch the video?"

"Look."

Ji Youyan said slyly: "That's just right, you can look at the special edition." She sent the password of the online disk account where the video was saved.

And a special edition? Jingxiu's heart beat faster for no reason.

The video of the public version of the video is four minutes long, and the special version has more than ten seconds.

Jingxiu watched from the beginning to the end, and found that the extra ten seconds were all after the public version of the ending, which was a beautiful stream of consciousness bed scene.

Jingxiu was still thinking about where the picture was cut, when suddenly he heard the music fading, a few sultry gasps and moans escaped from the speaker, followed by a few trembling voices of "I love you". ".

It was clearly Ji Yuyan's own voice.

Jingxiu was caught off guard, his face flushed to the base of his ears in an instant.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing decided to lock Sister Ji in the cabinet.

Sister Ji: Woohoo, thanks to my hard work trying to come out.

Teacher Jing: Pinru's wardrobe? You still go in.

ps. When I think of the last chapter, the little cuties were all asking about the printer, and the prototype is a coo chicken.