Friday, March 18, 1960 was sunny.
When I went to see Ayuya today, her dress was covered in blood, which scared me.
I took it off and checked, and there were no wounds.
I remembered what I had heard from the nanny before, that it was time to have my period.
A false alarm.
When I realized that little Ayuya had grown from a child to a girl.
A sense of satisfaction arises spontaneously.
My light, my little angel, I am so proud of you.
God, please forgive my evil thoughts.
While checking the wound, I had such a dirty thought.
Monday, March 21, 1960 was sunny.
Three days have passed, and that dirty thought still lingers in my mind.
Whenever I think of this, I fall into deep self-blame and shame.
She is my child!
Tuesday, September 1, 1964 was sunny.
Today is little Ayuya's eighteenth birthday.
As a quinceañera, I asked her what she wanted for a present.
Little Ayuya touched her head and said she felt like something was missing and wanted a headdress.
Oh my God, is it that weird snake ring and headdress
I kept them in a back room in the hall for years.
It's been so long that I almost forgot about it.
I don’t understand. Little Ayuya has never had any contact with snake rings or headdresses since she was born.
How did she know
I was confused and scared.
Do you want to return these things to her
Friday, May 27, 1966 was sunny.
Little Ayuya is already a slim and beautiful girl.
When I returned to Hawaii last week, I bought a projector and video at a high price.
Little Ayuya showed great interest in novel things like movies.
Especially "The Sound of Music", she liked it very much.
However, trouble ensued.
She began to yearn for the world outside the air-raid shelter.
When I realized what a terrible thing the projector was doing, I moved it out that day.
Little Ayuya was very sad and cried a lot about it.
This is the first time I see her cry, little angel, my heart is almost broken.
Wednesday, June 15, 1966, sunny.
It took a lot of effort for little Ayuya to forgive me.
I told her that the outside world is very dangerous, so just stay in the cave.
When I said this, I didn't dare to look into her eyes out of shame.
She looks more and more like my mother, which often gives me the illusion.
I don't know if this feeling is good or bad.
Friday, July 5, 1968 was sunny.
Tom and Jerry graduated from college and returned to the island.
None of them are good at studying and have no plans to further their studies.
Both of them wanted to take care of the company early and lighten my burden.
I did not refuse such a request.
Anyway, the company will leave it to the two of them in the future, so it's not a bad thing to be responsible for some things in advance.
After they came back, they persuaded me to find another woman and worried about my marriage.
I was very touched by this, but still refused this kind offer.
There is only Ayuya in my heart, and there is no room for other women.
Friday, November 21, 1969 was sunny.
God, please forgive me!
I'm afraid the devil has deceived his mind to do such crazy things.
I took away little Ayuya’s precious first time.
God, please forgive me for my recklessness, my madness.
Sometimes emotions reach a certain point and are completely uncontrollable.
I suddenly realized that there was a serious problem with the way she was educated in the past.
Due to my negligence, little Ayuya has no clear concept of ethics and morals.
She can only distinguish between good and bad, happy and sad.
That thing made little Ayuya very comfortable, and she actually wanted to experience it.
Oh my God, I really don’t know how to face her.
Tuesday, September 1, 1970 was sunny.
My daughter was born, delivered by Michonne.
The hush fee this time was even higher than the last time.
Fortunately, Michonne is still very strict. As long as it can be solved with money, it is not a problem.
Ayuya, like her mother, kept calling Ayuya's name after the child was born.
It wasn't until I agreed to name my daughter Ayuya that she fell asleep.
Twenty-four years ago, Ayuya was also born on this day.
This scene seems similar.
I began to feel scared and uncertain.
Is this the curse of fate
More than twenty years have passed, and the powerful older generation of the Roberts family has passed away.
The pressure of social public opinion today is much less than it was back then.
I began to think about whether I should tell my daughter what happened and give her a better childhood.
But how should I reveal her mother's identity
My daughter
Friday, March 12, 1971 was sunny.
After purchasing daily necessities, I took a boat back to the island.
Unexpectedly, Ayuya fell ill.
Her forehead was obviously not that hot, but she acted very uncomfortable.
I was so scared that I called Michonne.
After diagnosis, she said the fever was caused by a viral cold.
According to her, Ayuya lived in the cave for a long time and had little exposure to sunlight, resulting in a low immune system in her body.
You can only prescribe a few cold medicines first to see the effect.
I'm surprised that Ayuya has never been sick for so many years, and she is usually very obedient and never leaves the air-raid shelter.
How could she be infected with bacteria from outside
The diary ends abruptly here.
But the content is clearly not over yet.
It was described in the diary that Roosevelt placed Ayuya's snake ring and headdress in the secret room.
Ronan had seen the third generation Ayuya wearing a headdress in the air-raid shelter before.
This shows that the woman who entered the secret room before Mark was the third generation Ayuya.
She should have at least one of Roosevelt's diaries in her hand, recording events from 1971 to the present.
Combining the contents of the first and second diaries, Ronan already had a full understanding of the former head of the family's first half of his life.
After reading the first diary, Ronan felt a sense of violation, but it was not strong.
It wasn't until he read the second book that he understood what that feeling was.
When a diary is written, it is usually for yourself to read.
The things written in Roosevelt's diary have been processed, that is, they have been beautified.
Many bloody truths are glossed over to make them less intense.
In his diary, he described himself as a miserable man whose family was ruined and who did something wrong in his later years.
But in fact
Ronan didn’t believe it anyway.
The hidden mission requires the discovery of any three of Roosevelt's sins, which means he committed more than three sins.
How could such a person be as innocent as described in the diary
In the second diary, there is a doubt that makes Ronan very concerned.
The second generation Ayuya and Anna Roberts died on the same day.
What a coincidence.
As long as you don't use your wits, you can basically see the clues.
Roosevelt and Ayuya were in an underground love affair, and Anna must not be allowed to discover it.
But Roosevelt only wrote about the cause of Anna's death that day, not Ayuya's.
Could it be that something was leaked? Anna discovered the adultery between the two and killed Ayuya in anger.
Roosevelt also lost his mind and pushed Anna off the cliff
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Ronan's eyes lit up.
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