That's right!
If it is an ordinary zombie, they will not question themselves!
And Ye Lian's diary...
However, she analyzed the differences between herself and the human period from various aspects...
This has already explained the problem!
"It's so good... it's so good!"
Ling Mo was even a little incoherent with excitement. He grabbed Ye Lian's hand and asked, "Girl, when did this start? Why didn't you tell me?"
"After I... break through to the king level... later..." Ye Lian replied in a low voice, "I didn't know what was going on at first... So..."
"Okay, okay, then... do you know how it happened?" Ling Mo raised a key question.
Yes, that's the most important thing...
If they knew how it all started, then combined with the clues he got, maybe they could...
Get back the old Ye Lian in one fell swoop!
However, this does not mean that the current zombie Ye Lian will disappear...
In fact, Ling Mo had already vaguely guessed from Xu Shuhan's situation... Even if he regained those lost human emotions, Ye Lian would never completely return to the past. What is more likely to appear is a combination that has both a human face... and a zombie face...
"How did it happen..." Ye Lian looked at Ling Mo and said, "As I said just now... I didn't know what was going on at first... I just naturally... started to observe the difference between you and us... "
Ling Mo was stunned for a moment, then recalled certain scenes...
Indeed, for a long time. Ye Liandu just hides and watches them quietly...
Only now does he know. It turned out that this female zombie was observing...
"The more differences I found... I couldn't help but wonder... why. How could there be such a difference? I recalled my memories as a human being... I think if I was back then, maybe I would have understood this. … So, I started to recall things I had written before and re-write them down…” Ye Lian said.
It turns out that those contents... are really diaries!
"No, I didn't just recall the diary... I also recalled what happened in the diary... But... when I look back, I can't understand the mood recorded in the diary... I don't understand, and I don't understand why I was like that before. I think... and these things that I don't understand... there are too many..." Ye Lian continued.
heard here. Ling Mo's heart trembled for no reason. He held Ye Lian's hand and tightened it a little.
"It's ok… "
Ye Lian continued to look at Ling Mo and said slowly, "But there is one thing that I understand... That is... You hope I understand this... If I still don't understand, then maybe it means... Ye Lian in the past has only been All that's left is the memory... right?"
Ling Mo didn't speak...
But after a while, he showed a slight smile.
"Silly girl… "
To be able to say that doesn't mean... Is she already understanding herself...
And from the moment he saw the handwriting, Ling Mo understood...
Maybe Ye Lian hasn't found her human self yet... But the things she had when she was a human haven't been completely lost...
Virus. It didn't completely change her...
And this is hope!
"I myself... want to understand... Maybe when I understand... I will know... The meaning of our existence... What is it... This question. Maybe humans can't understand it, and zombies can't understand it... But if we can be human at the same time , and zombies..." Ye Lian said with difficulty.
"One more thing... I wasn't sure about it before, but just now, I sensed it accurately... So, Brother Ling, I want to tell you... That is, in the process of questioning this, in my mind, it seemed There have also been some changes slowly...”
"brush!"
Ling Mo suddenly stood up.
Variety!
Although it is only a very simple word, it has so many meanings!
"What kind of change?" Ling Mo asked impatiently.
Ye Lian closed her eyes, while breathing lightly, she replied, "I don't know what to say... It's like... While exploring and digging in my mind... I slowly touched a thin film... I think, I Know what's on the other side..."
Yes... human emotion!
Ling Mo's heartbeat couldn't help but pause.
If it was just hope just now... then now, what he sees is already a path!
As long as you can keep going along the path, you will be successful!
Even though Ye Lian is the only one who has this phenomenon at present, it provides direction for Shana and senior sister in the future.
All they need is a success!
No... be calm, calm...
After saying this, Ye Lian's eyes clearly showed a trace of bewilderment...
Yes, she's not reporting progress... she's asking for help.
This kind of thing is completely unfamiliar to Ye Lian now...
And the only one who can help her is Ling Mo...
"Huh..."
After a few deep breaths in a row, Ling Mo finally regained his composure. He held Ye Lian's hand tightly, and said in a low voice but firmly, "Don't worry... there is me."
Ye Lian suddenly revealed a smile.
The confusion in her eyes also disappeared, replaced by a heavy nod: "Yeah!"
"Okay, girl, you have to tell me in detail... Your breakthrough this time, has this membrane changed?" Ling Mo asked.
Ye Lian bit her lip: "The change... I let you see... That layer of membrane... was also impacted... But... Brother Ling, you should have found out... My breakthrough this time... is different from before... Although I am Can feel the changes inside the body...but very slowly..."
"So... My evolution time will be very uncertain... Maybe it will end in a while, but maybe it will last a long time... During this period, I will always be in the process of evolution..." Ye Lian said, lowered her head involuntarily, The voice became even quieter, "Probably... it will cause trouble..."
Ling Mo was stunned for a moment, and then reacted.
Indeed, in the process of evolution, Ye Lian's breath could not be restrained...
But before evolution, Ye Lian himself didn't know this would happen.
Thinking about her series of performances after evolution, maybe it's because she's at a loss...
Therefore, it can only be left to Ling Mo to make a decision.
Thinking of this, Ling Mo smiled again and said solemnly, "It's okay."
"Well..." Ye Lian glanced at him and nodded.
"If you are afraid of trouble, you will not work hard to live until now, but what matters now is your layer of membrane... From the information you have obtained so far, you found that the existence of this layer of membrane is because of long-term self-doubt and breakthrough. , can also affect it, but you will have that kind of thinking, but it is after the king level..." Ling Mo sorted it out, pondered for a while, and finally realized, "I understand! I know this kind of change. Why is it after the king level!"
"This is because before the king level, zombies may not be able to awaken all memories, but starting from the king level, at least 90% of the memory can be awakened, and intelligence can be restored to a certain level. This 'certain' is probably also due to It varies from person to person, but as long as you can think normally, you should be considered to have reached the standard. At this time, the so-called self-awareness of zombies will be born... Or, after becoming a mother, this may also happen." Ling Mo said The standard of intelligence was summed up by taking Ye Lian and the mental zombie mother as an example.
"Ye Lian follows me, so I will start by observing the differences between me and the zombies. As for other zombies, they have different ideas. But what they have in common is that they no longer just think about eating... but think more complicatedly. things... In the end, these thoughts will converge on a special point... That is, what is oneself and what can be done... This is actually similar to human thinking. The difference is that what human beings express is Their own life plans and expectations. Zombies have no such concept, so they will think about some fundamental issues."
"This may be... the most critical point in the evolution of zombies... and the most fundamental point. At this time, zombies will undergo some transformation. This transformation is different from all previous evolutions and breakthroughs. A real rebirth…”
"And we are lucky enough... Ye Lian really wanted to go here under repeated guidance and influence... But the problem is, this time, we have no experience... And according to Ye Lian, her evolution time is uncertain, maybe What determines the time of evolution is whether or not the membrane is pierced... Whether my guess is correct or not, at least for sure, that is definitely the key!"
Ling Mo has never encountered a zombie above the king level... or even heard of it...
But think about it... These zombies all know how to recognize themselves. Naturally, they won't hang out on the streets like ordinary zombies, and naturally they can't be easily encountered... And speaking of it, Ling Mo didn't go hunting. The places he has been to are also limited. In the area where the real zombies gather, he always walks around...
"Maybe... that spider queen has reached the level above the king level..."
Ling Mo suddenly thought of this, and immediately thought of what was in his heart...
"Hiding all the time, it shouldn't be the way... Although that thing doesn't grow long, it's rooted in my body, it's a time bomb... If she can take the initiative to come to me, of course it's the best, but if it doesn't work... "