The atmosphere changed in an instant.
He and her were too close to ignore, Lu Yuanyuan jerked his head back, and when he raised his hand to brush his hair, he touched his hand away.
She stared at the wall next to her, looking at the mottled stone wall, and felt a little embarrassed: "...you're stupid."
I really don't dare to look at him...
Lu Yuanyuan was a little puzzled, why she felt that the recent senior Su seemed to be more and more... handsome? nice
But when she saw him for the first time before, she thought he was very nice and good-looking, but she just had a pleasing feeling, unlike now.
Just staring at each other for a while, I felt my heart pounding.
The two stood outside for about ten minutes.
The rain was a little lighter, Su Lin glanced at it, in fact, it was already to the extent that it was estimated that the umbrella would not get wet.
but…
It's hard to be alone, and he doesn't really want to leave.
He looked at the little girl's face that turned away, her expression was a little awkward, and so was her voice.
"Luyuanyuan," he stood back slightly, thought for a while, and asked again: "You...really don't read the forum?"
Hearing this, she quickly turned her face to look at him, her lips slightly parted, obviously stunned.
"… "
For some reason, he suddenly felt confident.
That's the reaction, how could I have not seen it
Su Lin suddenly smiled, squinting and just wanted to ask aloud—
The phone vibrated in his pocket and the bell rang.
He paused, glanced at the caller ID, raised his head and said to her, "I'll take a call."
Deer Park nodded.
She watched him swipe the phone screen, then put the phone to her ear, and lowered her eyelashes, "Mom."
He didn't avoid her, he answered the phone beside her, and the words reached her ears without a word.
"Well, that's it."
"Okay."
"Don't give it to me, enough."
"… "
Lu Yuanyuan lowered his head and listened. He had answered smoothly before, but he was suddenly silent for more than ten seconds, as if he was stuck.
She looked up suspiciously.
Unexpectedly, he met the line of sight he was looking at.
His black eyes lit up, and he stared at her fixedly without blinking. After a while, he raised the corners of his lips and said, "—Come on."
almost
Why are you staring at her now
Lu Yuanyuan was a little dazed at first, but after thinking about it, maybe he was chatting and looking elsewhere, and he happened to meet his eyes.
Sure enough, he soon turned his head and spoke to the other end of the phone.
It's his mother.
It turned out that this was what Senior Su said when he called his family.
Although sometimes there is an expression of disgust, but the lips are always bent, the facial lines are very soft, and the words are few, but there is no impatience in the voice.
The whole person became very warm.
Looking at his profile, the memory suddenly returned to earlier days.
She also received a call today.
from her dad.
Not long after she woke up, she just sat up from the bed when the phone vibrated beside her pillow. After looking at the caller ID, she was stunned for a moment before picking it up and calling out "Dad".
After going to college, he called her once, and this was the second time after a month and a half.
She clutched the phone and quietly listened to the people over there saying a few words, her heart filled with disappointment, but she was not surprised at all.
The baritone voice over there was still familiar with a routine tone, without the slightest warmth, and the content was nothing more than asking her how much her living expenses would be.
Luyuanyuan didn't answer immediately.
Until the patience of the people over there was exhausted and they started to urge her, she gritted her teeth and said word by word, "I don't want your money anymore."
"I found a tutor, and the salary is quite high. I can live on my own without asking you or my grandparents for money."
"Dad," her eyes were already dry when she woke up. The more she talked, the more uncomfortable she became. Finally, she began to rub her sore eyes with her other hand, trying her best to hide her crying, "You... don't call me again, okay? ."
If you don't want me, don't want to call me, just don't call me.
After that sentence, the man said nothing.
He seemed to sigh, then hung up.
She took the phone off her ear and sat on the bed with her head down, tears dripping down the sheets along her fingers.
In fact, after so many years, she should have gotten used to it.
But that's what people do sometimes, and even if you know what he's going to say on the phone this time, there are still unrealistic fantasies.
Looking forward to whether he will even ask you if you are having a good time at school, whether there are conflicts between roommates, or, just a simple sentence, Dad misses you.
But fantasies are fantasies.
I cried and figured it out.
"… What’s wrong with you?"
Suddenly, the shadow of a hand flashed before him.
Lu Yuanyuan came back to his senses and focused on the person in front of him, "Huh?"
Su Lin put the phone back in his pocket and walked closer to her.
It was almost dark, and the street lights next to the supermarket were on, and he could clearly see the expression on her face.
He seemed to be very energetic before, but suddenly he seemed to have changed his personality, his eyes were empty, and he seemed very dazed.
The point is, don't know why.
He always felt... She seemed to be about to cry.
The words stuck in his throat, and he tentatively said, "...Unhappy?"
Lu Yuanyuan wanted to directly shake his head.
Halfway through the shaking, looking at his slightly frowning eyebrows, the concern in his eyes suddenly didn't want to hold back.
I want to talk to someone.
It was too painful to hold back.
"Well, not happy."
Su Lin was stunned for a moment. Before she could say anything, she added quickly, "Senior, just listen to what I'm saying next and forget it."
"It's been a long time, and I don't even know what I did wrong. My dad just doesn't like me so much."
"He doesn't want to worry about me, he just forgets me, but he still remembers to call me and ask me how much I want."
"He asked how much I wanted, but I guess he didn't want me to give a figure at all."
"Because he doesn't have much money to give me either."
"I know all about it, that's why I found a tutor..."
"… "
She said word by word, he was stunned from the beginning, to the last stunned.
Her voice was not too loud, and her tone was not that intense, just the kind of small grievances and complaints.
It suddenly reminded him of the words she said when he was lying on his back when he took her home before.
"My dad wouldn't be so nice to me."
He couldn't tell what he was feeling.
It's like pressing a stone, it's very stuffy, and it's like being wrapped around by a thread, and it's wrapped tightly.
All in all, it's kind of uncomfortable.
He didn't say a word. After watching Lu Yuanyuan finish speaking, he exhaled a long breath, lowered his head and raised his head again, smiling as if he was relieved, "I haven't been very happy today, and now it's over, really Much better."
"Thank you, senior," she hesitated, and said again: "Just listen and forget about it."
"... um," Su Lin nodded. He wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know where to start. In the end, he only spit out one word, "Okay."
It is impossible to forget, but she is like this now, and he doesn't want to ask any more.
Lu Yuanyuan went out, stretched out her hand and tried the rain outside, then she retracted her hand and smiled back: "The rain has become much lighter, senior, let's go in and buy an umbrella, then let's go?"
Su Lin nodded: "I'll go buy it, you're waiting for me here."
Lu Yuanyuan stood under the eaves of the supermarket, watching the students with umbrellas passing by from time to time, the light rain was pouring down.
After venting just now, the dullness in my heart is much better.
She never actually mentioned these things to anyone she knew from college, and chats in the dorm rarely involved family, and she probably couldn't say it.
But I don't know why, when I just faced him, I said it so easily.
"bought it."
There was a familiar voice in her ear, and she turned around.
Su Lin had long legs and walked in front of her in a few steps, when Lu Yuanyuan saw what was in his hand.
All those thoughts just now, whether relieved or unhappy, all flew away and disappeared.
His eyes are full of brains and only his hands are left—
It is a pink umbrella, tender girl pink.
She took a closer look, and saw that there were strawberries on the handle of the umbrella
Seemingly aware of her gaze, he lifted the umbrella in his hand, shook it open and asked, "Do you like it?"
"...I like it." Lu Yuanyuan paused and added, "So cute."
Anyway, praise... that's right.
He opened his umbrella, and Lu Yuanyuan followed under his umbrella, thinking of what he had written for him in his memo.
She was right, right.
Although I don't know the reason, Senior Su really really likes pink!
After ten minutes, they walked to the tree where Su Lin had taken her back to the dormitory by bicycle.
There were two people approaching face to face. It could be seen that they were a man and a woman. They were very close, holding a black umbrella together.
When passing by, Luyuanyuan heard their conversation.
"Look! Boyfriends all have pink umbrellas! They must be for their girlfriends, and you wouldn't be happy if I told you to call a yellow one! You have to use this gray one, it's ugly!"
"Oh, it's just one color, don't worry about it..."
"No, I'm going to buy a pink umbrella another day, and I'll see if you can beat it when it rains again!"
"Auntie, forgive me..."
The couple's voices faded until they could no longer hear their conversation.
Boy friend…
Senior Su should have heard it too.
Along the way, when occasionally encountering a cyclist, Su Lin would put her hand without an umbrella on her shoulder and carry it inside a little.
In fact, she counted.
Three times in total.
Lu Yuanyuan's face was inexplicably hot, and the girls' dormitory was in front of her. She wanted to thank him and leave quickly.
Suddenly he was called by his name.
"Deer Park."
"… Um?"
Su Lin changed her hand to hold the umbrella and looked at her face carefully.
The little girl's eyes were the same as usual, clear and clear, and it seemed that she really had no sad emotions.
But... The words she said before must have been held back for a long time, and she finally spit it out.
It's so easy to get better.
He asked, "You... the first day of the Games, there are no events."
Lu Yuanyuan thought for a moment, "It seems that there is none, it's the second and third day, what's the matter?"
"Well," Su Lin seemed to have expected her answer long ago and nodded, "Let's go out and play."
Lu Yuanyuan didn't respond: "... ah?"
"I'll take you out to play," he continued.
He was holding the umbrella in one hand, and the other suddenly lifted up and touched her hair.
"Don't be unhappy."
Luyuanyuan has been a student for so many years. He started to receive small red flowers from kindergarten, and he started to receive certificates from primary school. Three good students have not been dropped for a year. Although he is small, he can even bring glory to the class in sports games. Typical moral, intellectual and physical beauty A role model for all-round development.
In junior high and high school, the most impulsive adolescence, there were always boys in the class who skipped classes or fought in chaos. No matter which class she was assigned to, she was a class representative or a study committee, and she couldn't help sighing.
Alas, how good it is to study quietly, why would you violate the school rules and regulations
Last week, she didn't go to French class because her aunt was so in pain that she couldn't help it.
For things like collective activities, it may not be obvious from the outside, but Lu Yuanyuan is really a person with a strong sense of collective honor.
Although many people choose not to go to the university sports meeting, normally speaking, even if she does not have a competition, she will definitely not be absent.
but…
Maybe his voice was too good that day, maybe she wanted to play too.
Whatever the reason, she was persuaded by Su Lin.
But what she didn't expect was that he said that he would take her to play, to the amusement park that left a deep impression on both of them that was left unfinished last time.
Hangyou amusement park is not in S city, to be precise, it is on the edge of a small town at the junction of two big cities.
The last bus was rented, but not this time, Luyuanyuan proposed to take the train.
The train leaves at 9:30, but the train station is not close to C, so the two of them set off at 8:00 in the morning.
Luyuanyuan was the same as last time, carrying a book, water, wallet and documents, as well as some miscellaneous small things, not too much. When she saw Su Lin at the school gate, she was stunned for a moment.
He was wearing a black three-stripe tracksuit and a white baseball cap. He had no expression on his face, and his eyebrows and eyes were light. In fact, it was not much different from usual.
Dark circles are a little heavier.
In addition, his lip color is relatively pale, and the whole person looks a little tired.
"Morning, senior." She stepped up to him.
Su Lin put away the phone and smiled at her, "Well, let's go."
After leaving the school gate, she suddenly remembered that on Monday, he seemed to have posted a Moments, it was after three o'clock in the morning, and the picture was full of English on a screen.
Is it homework
"Senior," she turned to look at him as she walked, "did you... not sleep well?"
He said "um".
After a pause, his voice was a little dull again: "Is it obvious?"
"It's not very obvious," Lu Yuanyuan felt that he should pay more attention to his image, so he said against his will, "Just a little bit."
She also reached out and gave him a "a little bit" with her fingers.
Su Lin didn't hold back, laughed and pressed the brim of his hat.
The car was difficult to hit in the morning, so I stood by the road outside the school gate and waited for another ten minutes before an empty car came. Fortunately, the road was not blocked, and we arrived at the train station after twenty minutes.
After checking the tickets, there was still plenty of time. Su Lin took her to have breakfast. After eating, Lu Yuanyuan sat opposite him and watched his fifth yawn.
Thinking of his circle of friends again, she couldn't help but say, "Are you staying up late to catch up with your homework?"
He said "um", his nasal voice a little heavy.
"Senior," she tried to straighten her face, "it's not good to stay up late."
Su Lin took the bag and put it on his shoulders for a while, then raised his eyes to see Lu Yuanyuan's sullen face, as if he was trying to educate him.
All of a sudden he laughed.
The little girl frowned: "What are you laughing at? It's really bad. My grandfather won't let me stay up all night. If you go to bed so late, you will become stupid and ugly—"
Su Lin stood up and touched the top of her hair across the table.
Then kneaded.
Deer Park's words came to an abrupt end.
She looked at him and said with a smile: "Well, I won't boil it anymore."
Since the time to buy the tickets was relatively late, there were only second-class seats left, but fortunately, the tickets were bought together, and the two were next to each other, 12A and 12B.
A leaned against the window, and Lu Yuanyuan let him go in, "If you are inside, you won't be disturbed, so you can make up your sleep."
"..." Su Lin was a little surprised.
But he really wanted to sleep, so he said "Okay" and went into the innermost place to sit down.
This station in City S is the starting station. The stop time is 20 minutes. They are the first to get on the bus. After that, many people came one after another, looking for seats, crying with children, and the noise increased. come bigger.
Luyuanyuan was a little worried for him.
She turned her head and asked, "Senior, are you wearing headphones?"
"Bring it."
After Su Lin finished speaking, he pulled out the white headphone cable from the side pocket of his black schoolbag. After untying it, he hung one ear and said to her, "Call me if you have anything."
"Okay, go to sleep."
After another five minutes, Lu Yuanyuan was playing with her mobile phone, and she felt that the breathing of the people around her became more and more rhythmic.
She had seen it secretly several times, but because the baseball cap covered three-quarters of his face, all he could see was his straight chin and tightly pursed lips.
Probably fell asleep.
Lu Yuanyuan peeked again, and when he turned around, there was a girl in front of him, bending over, her face very close to her.
A face suddenly appeared in the field of vision, she was startled, and bounced on the seat suddenly.
Seeing her reaction so big, the girl seemed a little embarrassed and smiled, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Did you scare you?"
Lu Yuanyuan regained his breath and smiled, "It's alright."
"That's it," the girl showed her the ticket in her hand, "my ticket is 12C, right next to you."
"… "
"He's my boyfriend, his ticket is in 12D, and there's an aisle between me," the girl pointed to the tall boy standing beside her, and smiled again, "I want to sit with him, I don't know. Can I ask you to change positions with him?"
"… "
Luyuanyuan glanced at 12D.
The order of the second-class carriages of the motor train is that ABC is on one side, DE is on the other side, and the aisle in the middle is for everyone to walk around.
They were separated by an aisle.
If it was herself, she would definitely change it.
But she is not.
And if she left, she and Su Lin would also be separated.
She felt that she didn't want to be separated from him...
Lu Yuanyuan looked back at the person who had been silent, his heart beat faster and his palms were sweating.
Otherwise... it's okay to tell a little lie, right
He fell asleep anyway and couldn't hear what she said.
Su Lin actually hadn't slept.
His headphones are not in-ear, so they can't block too much noise at all, but he can take a break with his eyes closed.
He felt the sudden movement of Luyuanyuan.
Then he took off the right earphone and heard their entire conversation.
He sighed inwardly.
Luyuanyuan's little old man will be willing to give up his seat to the couple who have been separated from the seat—
A familiar voice came, "Well, I'm sorry..."
Um? Excuse me
actually refused?
He was absorbed in distinguishing her voice from the din.
After a few seconds, the soft and small voice was captured by him again.
- "I was sitting with my boyfriend, so I can't change it with you."