Luyuanyuan felt very comfortable now.
The whole person is fluttering, feeling that the body is light enough to have no weight, as if lying on the cloud.
This kind of comfort doesn't know why, it's a little familiar, but she can't remember when it was so comfortable last time.
Just when she felt that her consciousness was about to float away, there was a buzzing sound in her ear.
No, it doesn't seem to be buzzing.
Is it "Yuanyuan"...
After a while, there was a touch in the arm, and a force started to pull her. Lu Yuanyuan didn't want to open his eyes, so he lay down and frowned and tried to fight against that force.
Unexpectedly, that person would not give up, not only pulling her, but also wanting to hug her back to get her up.
After coming and going, she finally got bored, opened her eyes and sat up: "Who is it!"
The person in front of him probably didn't expect it to be so sudden, and was stunned for a moment.
Luyuanyuan carefully identified this person.
After identifying for a while, she was also stunned.
This person... this is not... this is not who!
Su Lin's hand was still on her back.
The little girlfriend suddenly sat up by herself, shouted "Who is it", and began to be in a daze.
Then a sluggish expression burst into a smile. It was too sudden. Before he could react, she got up and hugged his shoulders.
"Did my brother tell you?" The little girlfriend slept for a while, her voice softer than before, she unconsciously stroked the hair on the back of his head, "He told you, did you come to me?"
She grabbed a strand and tugged lightly: "Hee hee, isn't it?"
Su Lin patted her on the back, and the other hand couldn't be free, so he coaxed in her ear: "Yes, baby, I'm here to find you."
She didn't speak, and rubbed her face against his neck, like a coquettish little animal.
"Get up." Su Lin was so tired with her for a while, and patted her on the back.
She reluctantly said, "...what's the matter?"
He put the hand that had been outside in front of her, "Drink milk, or you will have a headache tomorrow."
"But I don't like drinking milk!" Lu Yuanyuan's expression was obvious resistance, "Pure milk is terrible, I only like drinking berry milk!"
"This is berry milk."
"That's not it!" She stretched out her thumb and little finger, facing each other, and told him seriously: "Berry milk is a little pink, this is not!"
"… "
Su Lin was stunned.
... It's hard for her to remember the color of berry milk when she's so drunk.
Berry milk died without regret.
He let out a sigh of relief, thought for a moment, and lied directly, "This is also true, you'll know after a sip, eh?"
The little girl dubiously said, "Then let me try."
Then he took a sip with his hand, and pursed his lips after pondering, "...It seems to be, but it doesn't seem to be..."
"Berry milk has changed factories, it has changed a bit, but it is still berry milk."
"Ah, that's it." Lu Yuanyuan seemed to have accepted this setting at once, and as soon as the cup of milk came out, "Then I'll drink it."
Because I brought her back before I finished eating, it was not too late, it was not even nine o'clock.
Su Lin checked the Internet and said that after drinking a glass of milk before going to bed, her stomach and head would feel better, so he tricked her into the bed and went downstairs to buy two boxes of milk.
I didn't wear much clothes, just let the wind blow to calm down.
Lu Yuanyuan didn't drink slowly, and when he returned the cup to him after drinking, he burped into his face, the rich strawberry milk fragrance, and the irresistible smell of alcohol.
It smells good too.
Su Lin put the glass on the bedside table and tucked her back into the bed with both hands. The little girl didn't resist and watched him cover her with the quilt. Her big eyes were bright and her eyelashes were curled and long.
Except for the confusion and ignorance in his eyes, there is nothing different.
Unable to bear the sight of her, Su Lin leaned down and kissed her soft white face and touched the top of her hair, "Sleep baby."
The baby on the bed blinked: "Aren't you going to sleep?"
"Sleep... I'm in the room next to you, forget?"
"Then why don't you come with me?"
"… "
"Then," she asked, "won't you sleep with me?"
Su Lin's eyelids jumped down suddenly.
Su Lin thought to himself that of course not....
But he heard himself say, "Let's go together then."
… fuck it.
"I..." He stood up from the bed and turned off the lamp for her, "I'll take a shower first, you sleep."
Su Lin took this bath for a long time.
When he came back, the little girl had already fallen asleep.
To be honest, relieved.
He really didn't know if she was awake drunk and lying on the same bed with him.
… what is going to happen.
After Lu Yuanyuan fell asleep, she was very honest. No matter how much she played with it, she would not wake up or resist. After she was put on it, her sleeping position did not change.
Su Lin was not sick this time, so he took her to sleep in his arms face to face.
Maybe it was because he drank a lot of wine and poured him a big glass of milk. He vaguely felt that she went to the toilet several times in the middle of the night.
He didn't wake up naturally the next morning.
was shaken awake.
Before I opened my eyes, I thought it was an earthquake, and I saw the face of my little girlfriend in dizziness, panic in the pupils.
Su Lin thought that something was wrong, so he sat up, his eyes were too sore to open, and he said first, "What's the matter, baby? Don't be in a hurry and speak slowly."
Lu Yuanyuan was half-kneeling on the bed, his voice could not be said to be depressed or stuffy, "... When I was packing my luggage, I took out all my clothes and wanted to fold them again."
"Hmm." What happened
"Then... I saw my book." She grabbed his arm tightly: "Senior! I actually did not study this week!"
Su Lin: "..."
The next second, her expression became resentful again.
Looking at his resentful eyes, his words were even more resentful: "...and what you said, it will snow in city B..."
"I didn't see anything! Nothing!"
Su Lin glanced out the window behind him.
Like the previous five days, it was a sunny day with the sun shining brightly.
"..."
The loss of leaving B city and returning to S city was overwhelmed by the pressure brought by the final exam.
Lu Yuanyuan looked at the get out of class schedule. The next day's test was French, so he dragged Su Lin on the plane to review for two hours.
next exam week.
Luyuanyuan never had such a time when there was basically zero pre-exam review, and I always felt unsure, so during the exam week, the meeting place for the two of them was the cafeteria and the library, and they could make out every day downstairs in the girls' dormitory.
After the exam is winter vacation.
On the pretext of cleaning up the dormitory, she stayed at the school for two days. In fact, it was only half a year. How could there be so many things in two days.
Just because of... boyfriend.
On the day Su Lin came home, she was the one who sent it.
Then she went back to her grandparents' house, and she also started to buy tickets, ready to go back to... the luggage of that house.
Grandparents don't want her to go back for too long.
In fact, Luyuanyuan does not want to.
But when I think of him, he has been alone for half a year.
She can't say she misses him, but she feels that she has to be with that person no matter what... giving her the year.
After taking the high-speed train to a familiar station, she felt the moisture in the air when she got off the train.
The air was sticky and thick, and when I breathed in, my heart was instantly covered with a layer of fog.
It must have just rained.
This is how this place is. It always rains, but she doesn't like rainy days. When she was in school, she was in a bad mood every time, no matter what the real reason was, she ended up relying on the weather.
It can be regarded as a vent. It is because of the weather that she is powerless to change, otherwise how will she live.
After thinking about a lot of things, Luyuanyuan took a taxi back home.
Not too far, the starting price of the small county town is twice as low as that of the S city, and it is less than 20 yuan for a 20-minute drive.
She entered a familiar community, entered the unit door, and there was no elevator.
Climb to the fifth floor with mixed feelings.
It is depression and depression, but among the many negative emotions, there is still a little bit, really only a little bit-expectation.
What is she expecting
She doesn't know either.
Looking forward to... I haven't seen you for so long, will Dad miss her
As soon as the idea came out, she almost laughed.
Forget it, Deer Park.
This holiday, you are back to spend the New Year with him.
After the new year, I will go back to my grandparents.
Lu Yuanyuan had been standing in front of the house for a long time, and she raised her head after making all the psychological preparations.
Raise your hand, make a fist, and slam the door.
The doorbell of the anti-theft door has been broken for many years, and it has to be smashed before it can be heard inside.
The doorbell is broken, the cat's eye is not broken.
There were footsteps inside, and then there was a silence, probably looking out from the cat's eye.
She heard the door open inside.
The hand holding the handle of the suitcase tightened unconsciously, she looked down at the bottom of the security door, and was slowly pulled open.
In the grandparents' house, in Su Lin's house, every time the door was opened, a gust of warm air would hit his face directly, which was completely different from the icy cold in the corridor.
The warmth of that moment can almost hit people's hearts, thinking, ah, I'm home.
"It's back." The man's familiar voice floated in his ears.
It seemed to be more dumb than before she left, not the normal dumb, but the roughness of the grit grinding on the ground.
There is no warmth coming from the room, it is the same cold, but the smell of tobacco and alcohol is strong.
The man is very tall, his height is inherited from Lu Lao TCM, and he is 1.8 meters tall.
In recent years, it has been getting lower and lower, and the back has become more and more curved.
Lu Yuanyuan looked at his facial features, and an idea came to his mind.
If he went to dye his hair white, he might look about the same age as his grandfather.
She took a deep breath, and all the previous emotions disappeared because of the plain and cold "coming back".
"Well," she lowered her eyes again and said, "I'm back."
The advantage of a small county may be that no one cares about setting off firecrackers and fireworks.
As the Chinese New Year approached, more and more children liked to play with firecrackers and other things outside. She was afraid that something would happen to them. One day, she published a newspaper saying that the town of xx neglected to manage children playing with firecrackers and caused people to die.
Lu Yuanyuan didn't bother with those voices, but worried that some of them might not.
Just be safe.
The way she gets along with her father doesn't seem to have changed in the slightest.
He cooks, she eats, and she washes the dishes.
He smoked and drank on the sofa, watching TV, and no one knew where his mind was.
Only when eating, the two can occasionally have a few brief exchanges.
In fact, it is still a little different from before.
On the first day back, he actually asked her how the university was.
In the days that followed, she found that he would occasionally say something about what major he studied, how was the final exam, and how was his roommate.
Luyuanyuan can talk a lot by itself every time.
He didn't ask her about the follow-up, but she was still willing to talk about it, she didn't know why he asked these all of a sudden.
But she felt that no matter what it was, it didn't matter, she was willing to listen.
Although it may be casually looking for a topic with her, she is willing to believe it, but now he seems to be trying to get close to her a little bit.
She would call Su Lin every day.
If it is convenient for him, he will use video, and if it is inconvenient, he will use voice.
Anyway, Luyuanyuan didn't go out, no relatives would come to their house, and there was nothing to do. As long as Su Lin was fine, he would call.
She listened to him talk about what he did, he played with Dad Shen, whoever loses wins, Mommy Su wants more of her emojis, and so on.
He knew the situation in her home, but he never asked, only told her warm and fun things.
Lu Yuanyuan couldn't hold back one night and told him about the recent changes in his father.
Su Lin's expression was complicated for a moment.
She didn't understand, but just passed away in a flash, he smiled and said, baby, are you happy, just be happy.
I made a lot of calls, and although I still couldn't see it, it wasn't as hard as I imagined.
The day before the New Year's Eve, after dinner, Lu Yuanyuan was sitting on the bed sending a WeChat message to Su Lin, when Lu Zhi suddenly knocked on the door of her room.
After opening the door, he stood at the door and watched her silently for a long time, "...Will you go to the supermarket with me?"
Lu Yuanyuan almost suspected that he was hallucinating, "Huh?"
"It's New Year's Day tomorrow..." He frowned, as if he was not used to it, "You buy something you want to eat."
When she reacted, the two had already left the door.
There was a car in the garage, but... she didn't even know she hadn't seen that car in years.
Fortunately, there are shopping malls near the community, and no transportation is required.
They were silent all the way, and went to the supermarket together strangely and normally.
When I went back, it was very dark and there were no stars. Lu Yuanyuan looked at the sky and thought it might rain tonight.
She walked behind Luzhi and followed not far or near, each carrying a bag of food.
It's like the father and daughter of a normal family who simply go out to buy New Year's goods together.
Looking at the back obliquely ahead, she couldn't help but want to laugh. She couldn't wait to go back and tell Su Lin what she finally did today.
Made it with dad.
When she was about to turn a corner, she heard a harsh, sudden braking sound, followed by bright lights, and the silver front of the car appeared, and she was about to make a sharp turn.
She subconsciously looked at Lu Zhi.
He's on the outside of the sidewalk line, a little bit.
But that little bit will definitely be scratched.
Lu Yuanyuan didn't even know she could move so fast - she almost immediately stretched out her hand to pull his arm and yanked him over a distance of more than one meter - the next second, the wheel was driving under the sidewalk steps tightly. .
Because of her sudden burst of strength, Lu Zhi delivered the bag in his hand, and many things fell to the ground.
She let go.
The arms kept shaking.
Lu Zhi didn't speak, and already started to bend over to pick up things.
"Can't you see?"
Lu Yuanyuan heard his own voice, which was calmer than ever before, "Didn't you see it? The car just now."
The man bent over and didn't move, "No."
The sound is also very calm.
They were calm, as if it was a puppy they had just dodged, not a deadly speeding car or two.
"Why don't you come up and walk on the sidewalk? You know there are cars down there, and you don't even hide from the bright lights? You—"
"Okay," the man's voice was tired and didn't want to sleep more, "Isn't it okay."
"… "
He said, are you okay
"Did you know!" All the peace in Lu Yuanyuan disappeared, and he tugged his clothes again, "You didn't know you almost died just now!"
After shouting this sentence, her nose suddenly became sour, and tears gathered in her eyes.
"I know."
He still had no expression.
No, to be precise, he has always had this look.
Luyuanyuan suddenly seemed to have lost all strength.
She loosened his clothes one finger at a time and walked straight to the community.
Cross the street, open the door, close the door, and change your shoes mechanically.
When she got to the room, she took out her mobile phone, opened WeChat, and called him for the first time without asking a question in advance.
He was quick too.
When he was connected, he saw the familiar and delicate eyebrows and eyes, and behind him was the decoration of the golden and green walls of a luxury hotel. Only then did Lu Yuanyuan realize that she had made a video call.
Both of them were stunned.
Lu Yuanyuan reacted and wanted to switch to a voice call, but stopped because of his words.
He frowned and asked, "Why are you crying?"
"… "
She reached out and touched her face.
Wet, one piece.
She herself did not know when these tears were shed.
She was silent for a while, dried her tears, and controlled her voice: "Senior... Are you eating out, or else-"
"Why are you crying?" He didn't pay attention to what she said before.
Lu Yuanyuan was asked for the second time by him, and all the pretentious emotions couldn't hold back. She could feel her tears flow out of her eyes faster. She held the phone in one hand, knowing that when she cried, it was very difficult. Ugly, still couldn't help but talk to him.
"I went out with my dad just now, shopping, I was very happy, really, you don't know how many years we haven't been out together..."
"Then on the way back, I was thinking I was going to come back and tell you, I really think he treated me differently this year, I really feel that way, I'm really happy..."
"Then when he just came back, he was not standing on the sidewalk, and a car turned on the opposite side. It was very fast. I grabbed him-"
Lu Yuanyuan covered his eyes, "But do you know, senior... If I don't pull him, he won't move. I asked him if he knew he almost died just now, his expression, he looked at me like that... "
Lu Zhi's eyes reappeared in his mind.
Silence, indifference, coolness, life-threatening matters, but nothing to do with their appearance.
She whimpered, "Let me think he doesn't care at all, he doesn't care about anything, he doesn't even care about death... What's good for me all of a sudden is all I think... "
She cried until her eyes were blurred, until she heard the dense "baby" in her ears.
Lu Yuanyuan slowly stopped, and his eyes returned to the person in the camera.
I don't know when the background has changed. He changed a place. It was a little dark around, but it seemed to be quiet.
Everything he said was echoed, "Baby, don't cry yet."
She looked at his good-looking outline, her brows and eyes were slightly curved, and she didn't seem happy at all as she walked down.
She sniffed and touched his eyes across the screen, "Will you smile."
He was stunned, "Huh?"
"I don't want to see you like this, can you smile?"
Su Lin just stared at her for ten seconds.
He didn't speak, nor did he laugh as she asked.
In the end, he just pulled the corners of his lips, "How can I laugh like you are."
This made her want to cry again.
Lu Yuanyuan hurriedly looked up at the ceiling, and after a while, he spoke again.
"You took off your coat and went to bed."
"… Oh."
Lu Yuanyuan took several sheets of toilet paper to wipe his face clean, obediently took off his down jacket and got into the quilt, half of his face sank into the soft pillow, and his phone turned 90 degrees to look at him.
Su Lin turned on the light on his side, and the room was bright for a moment.
The light shone on his white sweater, lining the soft light, crumpling and scattered in his dark pupils.
"Baby, close your eyes now." His voice was over electric, and it still sounded like it was in his ear, "I'll sing to you."
The author has something to say: Brother Lin: Singing well has the effect of coaxing your girlfriend to sleep.