Su Lin had planned to come back for a long time.
Now, they have been separated for two months. They usually don't want her to stay up late, and it only takes about half an hour to call each time.
His birthday was an excuse. He concentrated on finishing all the recent homework at the school and told his tutor that it was just in time for the weekend, so he could get four days off after skipping two days of classes.
The tutor is actually a very good person. When he gave the reason, he made a nonsense about wanting to go home for his birthday. The old man laughed directly and did not expose him.
When he first came to the United States, because he was a frequent visitor who stayed up late with irregular schedules, the jet lag was extremely painful, and he fell ill once due to lack of sleep and the unsuitable climate.
The little girl asked him casually on the phone, and the little girl was so worried that she searched dozens of medicines for him to buy, but she didn't know where to find some ways to relieve the headache and eye pain, so she directly typed a word file and sent it to him.
If he hadn't said that he had medicine, maybe someone could write a small paper.
At that time, I was lying in bed listening to her soft and waxy voice and kept asking, senior, are you feeling better, don't forget to take your medicine, if you are bothered or not, I will hang up.
At that time, he was madly clamoring for wanting to go back.
go back to the country with her
Therefore, when the instructor asked him a little strangely, he flew back to China for more than 10 to 20 hours, and he was going to have a winter vacation at Christmas. Why couldn't he wait another month.
He didn't answer, just smiled.
Can't wait.
I almost want to kill his little girl.
Like all the times he wanted to surprise her before, he believed whatever the little girl said. He had been surprised so many times, and he had no doubts or doubts at all. He found it both amusing and gratifying.
After all, this is not bad, I am not sure, at least all the surprises can really surprise her.
This time, after setting the video time with her on the phone, he turned around and boarded the plane.
What I originally thought was to go downstairs in her dormitory to block the time when she went out to eat, to make a big difference.
He didn't expect to encounter this scene when he came back.
The little girl he was thinking of was sitting on the bench, with a thick white coat, tight dark jeans wrapping her slender legs, and he could clearly hear her cell phone coming out very loud. Two exaggerated voices, and then stopped.
A little curious, what can she say.
At that time, he didn't realize that there was something wrong with her emotions, he just thought that maybe she was just sitting downstairs when she was free.
Until the little girl lowered her head and said clearly, "I want to make a wish, I will see my senior now."
Her voice trembled violently, and Su Lin reacted for a while.
Immediately, he realized that this senior was his own mother-she had covered her mouth, bowed her head deeply, and her shoulders were shaking.
She cried, quietly.
His heart seemed to be pinched by a hand, and for a few minutes, his eyes were fixed in her direction, and he couldn't move like roots had grown under his feet.
It took him a long time to recover from this energy, and he almost immediately walked to her side.
He just wanted to coax her.
Unexpectedly, after saying the last sentence "Tell the senior", the tears just wiped her cheeks again, grabbed his clothes and cried even more fiercely than before.
She cried and choked, and her words were intermittent, "I saw my mother today... She has a new home, she gave birth to a child... Such a small, such a small child, the child she had with that man woo woohoo…”
"I asked her, why didn't you ask me if I was doing well? She cried, what's the use of her crying... I actually wanted to ask her, Mom, have you ever thought about me? Do you still remember you after all these years? have a daughter…”
"But I don't know what she will say. I'm afraid... So I didn't ask. I finally told her, treat that kid well, don't abandon him, be good to him, don't let him become the second me... "
"Senior..." She put a lot of strength around his waist, and he even felt a tinge of pain, "My mother doesn't want me anymore."
The moment I heard this sentence.
It was like being hit by a hammer, and the heartache was unbearable.
Su Lin held her all the time without saying a word. He kissed her tears, and patted her on the back, and she cuddled in a small ball in his arms. From the very beginning, she collapsed. To slowly quiet and peaceful.
The little girl slowly raised her head, her long eyelashes were wet, and she grabbed the corner of his jacket, "Senior..." The voice was still very unstable because of the crying just now, "Please comfort me, just one sentence, after you say it, I will All right."
Afraid that he would not believe it, she added, "Really, I promise!"
"… "
Sometimes words are powerless.
Just like now.
He didn't speak just now, also because it was impossible for him to comfort her and say, Lu Yuanyuan, look forward, if she doesn't want you, forget her—or, just say the most perfunctory words, it's alright.
How could it be forgotten.
How could it be okay.
Su Lin lowered his eyes and saw that her eyes were wide open, the tears on her face were still dry, and the hope in her expression made him think that his words might be the reassurance she wanted.
He nodded: "Okay, I will comfort you."
He didn't let her forget to look forward.
She didn't make a fool of herself. It's okay.
He looked into her eyes and simply said three words.
-"you have me."
Su Lin stayed for two days and flew away.
A week after that incident, she went to the club again. To her surprise, Xu Yi actually apologized to her.
Luyuanyuan didn't blame him for a second.
He didn't do anything from start to finish.
After speaking, the two of them tacitly maintained the previous mode of getting along - although it seemed that they would always be more uncomfortable than before, it was much better than what she had imagined before.
After all, the direction of study in the future is not mathematics, and Luyuanyuan is also looking for internships related to postgraduate majors.
She wrote the successful schools and majors of Baoyan on her resume. I don’t know whether it was the reputation of Baoyan’s successful B University or the reputation of undergraduate C University. Every resume she submitted was interviewed.
The few companies who decided to interview have basically passed, and several small-scale companies decided to ask her on the same day, but she did not agree immediately.
Because I feel that my competitiveness is not bad, Luyuanyuan is still waiting.
- Until I received an email from the one I wanted to go to the most, my heart finally let go.
This is a branch company in City S where she practiced, and its headquarters is in City B.
Lu Yuanyuan never thought of submitting a resume for the headquarters - after all, her grandparents are in S City, and her staying here will also facilitate future thesis opening and follow-up with her supervisor.
At the end of November, there was a Thanksgiving holiday in the United States, and Su Lin couldn't come back because of the project there.
Two weeks before Christmas, he took winter vacation, stayed with her in S City for half a month, and returned home for half a month.
During the Chinese New Year, Luyuanyuan returned to the small county town with grandparents after many years.
All is well except without him.
On the 30th day of the new year, she forced herself to sleep for an unknown number of hours during the day, and she went to sleep whenever she was free. Grandma thought she was sick.
she is not.
She has a purpose.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, the Spring Festival Gala was about to reach its climax in the living room. She quietly slipped into her room, tapped her fingers quickly, and made a WeChat video call to Su Lin.
She calculated the time in the United States, which should be ten in the morning.
"Senior!" After connecting, she immediately said, "Happy Chinese New Year!"
"...Ah." It was dark on Su Lin's side, and he unconsciously said "Ah", with a trailing sound, very hoarse and light, as sexy as when he just finished exercising.
Lu Yuanyuan blushed immediately.
She touched her ears quietly, and whispered to him: "You stayed up late again... Don't stay up late, you have to go to bed early and get up early, senior, do you still want to get sick again?"
"..." There was a rustling sound over there, and then with a "pop", a light was turned on, the light was yellow, and it looked very warm.
She knew that Su Lin was used to sleeping with the curtains drawn - so tight that it would not let light through.
So he chose to turn on the bedside lamp instead of getting out of bed and pulling the curtains, is he planning to get up...
Lu Yuanyuan pouted involuntarily, and before he could speak, his sexy voice came again in the early morning, "Are you talking about me?... It's past eleven o'clock now, why are you staying up late?"
She replied fluently: "I am for you!"
His face appeared on the screen.
He was lying on his back, and because he had no fat, he looked as good as when he was looking at him. He raised his eyebrows slightly, "For me?"
"I decided to keep a vigil today," Lu Yuanyuan felt quite excited after thinking about it, "Senior, I have never had a successful vigil when I grew up, and this may be the first time this year!"
His brows flashed in astonishment, he was stunned for a few seconds, then looked at the camera in disbelief, his eyes widened: "... Night watch? Are you going to stay all night today?"
Are you so surprised...
"That's right!" Lu Yuanyuan changed his posture and knelt on the bed, a little dissatisfied, "You are not... you are not alone... I just want to accompany you for the New Year."
"..." His expression froze again.
Lu Yuanyuan waited and waited, and when he came back to his senses, he winked at her, "I see."
Lu Yuanyuan nodded, ready to tell him something interesting—
"Go to bed, don't accompany me," he curled his lips, smiling lightly, but obviously in a good mood, "Be good."
Deer Park: "… "
Lu Yuanyuan stated his state: "I have been sleeping during the day today, basically except for eating. I almost vomited."
"Just to stay with you for the night!" She winked at him, "I'm really in good spirits... Then I'll go to sleep when you're sleepy with me, okay?"
"..." He was silent for a while.
Suddenly turned over and started laughing, putting the phone aside, shaking violently, obviously because of the laugh—
What else could he laugh at
It must be her.
"Hey," Lu Yuanyuan was ashamed and angry, "what are you laughing at! If you laugh any more, I'm going to die!"
The laughter stopped immediately.
He slowly sat up from the bed, brushed his hair, it was a bit fluffy, Lu Yuanyuan looked into his eyes, as if he had been electrocuted in the air.
How could someone just wake up... so beautiful.
She hurriedly changed the subject: "...Are you going to get up?"
"It's up to you," he said.
"… Huh?" Look at her
"You give me," he said, raising his hand, his slender index finger touched his pale lips, making a seductive arc, "you give me a good morning kiss and I'll get up."
"..." Lu Yuanyuan stared at the collarbone below his slender neck...
The pajamas were double buttoned, the neckline was large and loose, and the two collarbones were almost completely exposed. They were symmetrical and beautifully shaped. She looked at it and began to be in a daze.
"Will you give it?" His voice pulled her back. "No, I can't afford it. My girlfriend killed me because I starved to death in bed."
His face was calm, but what he said was... rogue.
It's not that Luyuanyuan doesn't want to give it.
"But... how to give it?" They're not together aren't they...
Su Lin smiled, "Simple."
Then-
Luyuanyuan's vigil that night was half successful, and it was almost before Su Lin had dinner that she couldn't hold back and fell asleep.
but.
Learned a new skill that will be used frequently in future video calls.
She actually only had one feeling.
... It turns out that kissing across the screen is even more embarrassing than real kissing.
After the new year, the second half of the senior year was like a rocket ride.
As the girlfriend of a scholar, Lu Yuanyuan basically copied his old ways after witnessing the senior life of a scholar.
Hand in the internship report, grab the subject tutor, write the thesis, and defend.
Since the start of school in March, it has been spinning like a spinning top, and when I am done looking up, I realize that - ah, I am already graduating.
Everything went well on the day of graduation. Originally, Su Lin said that he was on vacation and could come back in time. But because of the heavy rain, the plane was delayed for too long, and he would not be able to arrive at S City until tomorrow night.
Lu Yuanyuan also felt a little bit of loss in his heart.
It quickly dissipated.
The graduation ceremony was held in the auditorium of the University of C. After the opening, group photos were taken outside the auditorium. Later, a large number of people gathered together, all wearing bachelor's uniforms, looking for teachers and classmates to take selfies or he took pictures.
There are also many people in the deer park.
The computer club graduated in the same year, a classmate who has been in the same class for several years, and three roommates.
Unlike other dormitories, which are full of sadness, their dormitories are all intended to go to City B - they are still in the same city, even if they are not separated.
"Look at this! I've photographed the garden so beautifully!" Wang Yihan shouted, and Lu Yuanyuan walked over with a smile, "Where is it?"
Before she could see it, Lin Qian snatched Wang Yihan's phone, "It's the one we just took," she said angrily, "She took you so beautifully, made me blind, and pissed me off! Garden, I will cut me off and send it to you."
After speaking, Wang Yihan rolled his eyes.
They have very different styles, but in terms of their looks, I don't know if it's a friendship filter or not. Lu Yuanyuan thinks that each one is good-looking.
Someone in the school forum said that all the flowers in the mathematics department were in their dormitory. She agreed with it and gave that person a thumbs up.
Girls always have endless energy when taking pictures.
Now it's Lu Yuanyuan's turn to take a selfie at the front with her mobile phone. As she tries to lift it up, she counts and tells the three behind her, "3-2-"
"1" hasn't been said yet.
The crowd around her suddenly became restless. A person walked past her, and when she was in a hurry, she turned her arm.
Lens crooked.
Lu Yuanyuan rubbed his arm helplessly, and was about to raise it again—
"Who the hell is this! So fucking handsome—hmm? Why does it look familiar... Ah! Oh my god, this is Su Lin!!"
"Ah, ah, I haven't seen Senior Su's face in a year, I'm really not used to it woo woo woo, the art department can't find a face that can play like him!!! No, I'll take a few photos and save them... "
"… "
"Handsome is so handsome, but what does he do when we graduate this year?"
"Tsk, what kind of head are you? The girlfriend we've been talking about for four years is graduating with us today, and all the posts that dragged you to follow the forum were all in vain? Goldfish's memory??"
"Ah ah ah, I really do look good-looking man in a suit, ah, he's so close to me! He's coming!!! I'm dead!"
"… "
Um? ? ? who? ?
Hearing the chatter of the crowd around him, Lu Yuanyuan suddenly lost the thought of taking pictures, put down the phone and turned back immediately.
From the first time I met Su Lin, Luyuanyuan met a completely different type of person.
No matter what he does, sleeping in class, walking normally, throwing garbage, and ordinary movements, he seems to be a moving eye-sucker.
This person lied to her again.
What about the rainstorm? What about delays
She couldn't help but laugh.
It wasn't the first time. Every time he lied to her, it was for surprise, and she actually believed it again and again - it was because he was too skilled at deceiving.
Su Lin was wearing a pure black suit, with an unbuttoned upper body jacket, and her open arms exposed the white shirt underneath. She had long legs—she didn't know how to describe it.
Although he is very tall, just looking at him like this, he basically can't see the muscles under his clothes, and he still belongs to the lean body type of a teenager.
He approached her step by step, with a normal pace, but it seemed like slow motion effects had been added.
Lu Yuanyuan felt that he had been with him for so long, why could he be so useless.
I blush every time I see it.
There were even bigger whispers than before. Wang Yihan and Lin Qian were also shouting something, but she couldn't hear them at all.
The walking clothes rack stood in front of her.
Only then did Lu Yuanyuan realize that there was still a bunch of flowers in her hand on the clothes rack - the limelight of the flowers had been robbed just now, and she didn't notice it at all.
He didn't mention the plane delay, he just handed the flowers forward, "Happy graduation."
"..." She took it, smelling the fragrance, and couldn't help laughing, "Thank you..."
Her gaze touched the layers of petals, a small dark black box lying in the middle of the bouquet.
Lu Yuanyuan seemed to realize something at that moment, and it seemed that his mind was empty.
She instinctively looked up at him.
"I said it before," Su Lin smiled and took out the box, "I'll marry you when I get back."
He finished.
Suddenly, without warning, he knelt down on one knee in front of her, holding the black velvet box in one hand, which was open.
Inside lies a ring with fine carvings, and many delicate decorations surround the very center of the shining ring. With his slight movements, it reflects a dazzling and beautiful light.
He half-turned his head and his back was straight. This Lu Yuanyuan had seen countless poses in grandma's favorite TV series, and it was chic and precious on him.
To be honest, those male protagonists are not as good-looking as him.
Su Lin paused for a few seconds.
Then he said several words in a row.
"In the year we've been apart, I've probably been in a state of being the first to think of you when I see all the little pink things."
"When I eat something delicious, I want to bring it to you first."
"When I saw a girl with the same height and body shape as you, I began to want to see you."
"… "
From the second sentence, her nose was sore and her eyes were a little sore.
She listened to the whimper in her throat.
"Deer Park."
He hadn't called her by her three-letter name for a long time.
She quickly wiped away a little bit of tears and looked at him again, with a heavy nasal voice, "Yeah."
All the noise around him has faded, Lu Yuanyuan blocked everything and only received his voice, afraid of missing even a word.
"My parents both like you," he said slowly, "I want to give you a home."
"… "
Lu Yuanyuan raised his hand to cover his right eye, crying uncontrollably.
She tried her best to keep looking at him with her left eye wide open.
"I want to give you the rest of my life." The corners of his eyes were a little red, and he was smiling like he had smiled at her countless times.
Her vision was completely blocked by tears, hazy. She heard herself say "yes," more than once.
The hand was gently pulled, and the ring finger was covered with a cool ring.
Her other hand covering her eyes was pulled away, and a sigh came from above her head, "I knew you were going to cry."
And then—everything familiar, his breath, his chest, his arms around hers.
She hugged his waist back and suddenly had the courage to tell him all her thoughts.
Su Lin hugged someone and looked down at her from time to time.
Lu Yuanyuan is very beautiful today. It may be her roommate who painted her make-up. The ends of her eyes are thin and elongated. The originally round eyes are a bit charming. The girl is the most conspicuous.
However, the little beauty who used to stand out from the crowd now wears all her makeup and is dizzy and dyed, she is completely a little cat.
Su Lin noticed Xiao Hua Mao's expression of wanting to talk.
He let go of his hand slightly, making her look up more comfortably.
"Senior, you know my parents...you know everything about me," her eyes were flushed, but she didn't know why, without tears, she just stared at him like that, "so before I met you, I actually always felt that I may never get married in my life."
Such a broken relationship, she was really afraid, she was afraid that one day she would become like any one of her parents.
Su Lin swallowed unconsciously.
He wanted to say something, but it got stuck in his throat.
"But I didn't resist you at all," she continued.
"I'm afraid of feelings, love, I'm afraid that I will become like my parents because of these," the little girl seemed to be full of light, and slammed into his heart with a loneliness, "but... it's you ."
I don't believe in love, from beginning to end, I only believe in you.
Just because... it's you.
He understands.
This is really...
"Are you going to make Lao Tzu cry today?" He tugged at her ear as if venting his anger, without any strength, "Huh?"
"No..." she grumbled, "It was me who was said to be crying."
Originally, he liked to hear her speak in that soft voice, but after adding a nasal tone, it was so sweet to his heart.
"Senior," she said, then paused again, "... Su Lin."
"… "
"I..." Her big eyes filled with mist again, "I really like you..." She suddenly cried out, whimpering, like a child who didn't know who to be angry with, "I like you the most. now…”
"..." Su Lin was amused by her, and she was crying to the point of panting in her heart, so she wiped away her tears and makeup, "Well, you like it the most, no one will rob you."
The more tears wiped away, he felt helpless, leaned slightly and held her face, looked straight into her eyes, and called her softly, "Baby, baby, don't cry yet, look at me."
"…Huh?" The little girl raised her head with tears in her eyes.
"Do you remember when we first met?"
She pouted and sniffed, "Remember... French class."
In his sophomore year, by accident, he met her in an elective class because she picked up the key.
He didn't want to have the same table, so he pretended to sleep on his stomach, and he was impatient both physically and mentally when he was photographed.
Look up.
There was morning light behind her, and she stood in front of him like a little fairy, her eyes were so clear that she could look to the end, and her voice was soft and sweet.
And then he really let-
Let her as a whole person settle down in his heart.
Likes to come inadvertently, so it takes root, sprouts, and grows in the depths of the heart.
In recollection, the desks and chairs in the amphitheater, the strict professors in French class, and the surrounding background are dark, and everything is blurred.
until she comes-
Memories began to color themselves, and all the time came alive because of her.
His memories, his youth, all his.
It's all lit by her.
…
"...What's the first time we met - uh!" Lu Yuanyuan wanted to ask something, but he suddenly hugged him and sealed his lips.
The woody incense on his body was still cool and pleasant, and the lips against hers were soft and warm. She closed her eyes and wanted to respond to him rusty.
"Baby," Su Lin let go of her, curled the corners of his mouth, his fingertips wandered between the corners of her eyes and brows, his voice was low and gentle, "In the sentence you just said, I liked it the most, that's not what you said."
"Don't say I like you the most," he kissed her lips and bit her lips, then left for a moment, and taught seriously, "It should be—I love you."
…
…
In the summer of June, the sky is very blue, the clouds are very light, everything is beautiful, the sky is round, and the soft wind strokes the side of the face, like someone's fingertips are lingering.
I can meet you, I can hug you, I can love you.
get the same response from you.
How fortunate.
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