Why is Li Dangdang so afraid of becoming like this? I don't have the energy to think about it.
At this moment, I am a narrow-minded, fearful coward, and the mud on my legs can make me tremble with fear.
I don’t like sports and only love nerds. After I was ten years old, I basically didn’t have much contact with nature. I live in reinforced concrete every day. The animals I see most should be pet dogs and cats, as well as flies and mosquitoes...
Of course, there are still a bunch of non-humans now, if they count as animals...
All other animals, be they insects or birds and beasts, terrify me.
I am in this dark and gloomy cave, almost physiologically afraid of unknown natural forces, my mind is full of a bunch of terrible thoughts, I think there are not many bacteria in this puddle, or there are still There are parasites...
I could get tetanus, rabies, encephalitis, cancer, maybe fester all over my body and die...
My body may have started to crumble...
Thinking of this, I looked at Li Zhuzhu with tears in my eyes: "Li, Li Dangdang... I, I really want to become an author who digs holes and never fills them." It aroused my emotions, "If I die, if I die here... No one will know, they will definitely think that I am pretending to be dead to procrastinate."
I cried and wiped my tears with wet sleeves, but my face was covered with mud.
"I'm done, I'm going to be notorious. I... My parents don't know, my dad is still under the bed at home!"
I cried loudly: "I don't want to die yet, I haven't left anything in this world yet..." My voice echoed back and forth in the empty cave, and it hurt my ears. After crying for a while, there was no response from my side, and I was a little tired, so I stopped.
I took a deep breath, and through the light of the ring, I saw Li Zhuzhu on the ground. He didn't say a word, just looked at me quietly.
At this time, his mood obviously calmed down a lot: "Can you still cry?"
What a problem.
"When... of course," I said, "it's just, I don't think there's much use in crying."
Li Dangdang seemed to be relieved, he sighed, and said in a low voice: "The voice is loud, and the brain is not bad, so he will die in a while."
For the time being, I took this sentence as Li's reassurance. I sniffed and suppressed my emotions. Li Dangdang waited for me for a while until my breathing had completely calmed down, and he said, "I can't help you, try to stand up by yourself."
Sitting here all the time is really not an option, you have to find an exit to get out.
I nodded, and slowly stood up while supporting the protruding stone by the light of the ring. My knee was very painful, and I felt stabbing pains several times during the process of straightening my leg. Although I had already gritted my teeth desperately to hold back the pain, Still can't hold back the changing breath.
I stood up, but my right leg still couldn't be straightened, so I could only touch the ground with my toes, move towards the wall of the cave, and hold on to the stone on the side, so that I could stand firmly.
Li Zhuzhu has been looking at me quietly, although he didn't say a word of encouragement, but at this moment he doesn't hate me, I think it is very caring...
"Su Xiaoxin." He said suddenly, I tightened my skin, and turned to look at him, "Although I've told you many times, I think you didn't take my words to heart, but you should know now."
"what do you know?"
"An immobile stone on the ground is enough to cause you unbearable pain. Sewage and silt can easily kill you. Wind, frost, rain and snow, thunder and lightning, everything in this world is trying to kill you."
Li Dangdang was too calm when he said this, so calm that the hairs on my back stood on end. After passing his words in my mind, I found that this world... seems to be like this.
"Hide well." Li Zhu pig hoof against the ring, knocked twice with the stone on the ground, the ring seemed to be stuck in front of his hoof, he glanced at me, "fragile human being."
Wearing the ring, he illuminated the darkness ahead and walked slowly forward.
At this point, I looked at his back and thought about the reason for his excessive fear... He had a human being he liked before, who died of a cold and illness. So he looks at all human beings like he looks at glass.
This is Li Dangdang's view on human beings. As an injured patient, I have no right to object to him, so I can only obediently support the stone wall and follow along.
I walked slowly, but there was always light under my feet wherever I went. This awkward vampire is taking care of me, a fragile human being, awkwardly in his silent way.
"Lee... Li ranting."
I don't know how long I walked slowly in the dark, except for the sound of footsteps in the mud, I finally couldn't help but call him.
He turned and looked at me.
"Before I forgot to ask, I am such a fragile and troublesome human being...why did you come to save me so desperately? That...when I was captured by the bone spirit, if I read correctly, you probably didn't even think about it , just rush over."
Li Dangdang was silent for a long time, he turned his head and continued to walk forward: "Nonsense." His voice returned to the usual indifference and disgust, "You are dead, who will pay the rent you owe?"
oh.
After the topic was over, the relationship between me and him became silent again, but because my knee hurt from walking, I wanted to turn my attention, so I temporarily hid my self-esteem and asked him: "Then why did you let me live in that resident? What about Lou? I feel... You seem to hate me at first."
"Oh?" He turned his head and glanced at me again, "Is that how you felt at first?"
I twitched the corner of my mouth, and kept a polite smile with my rationality as a human being.
Sure enough, for a character like Li Dangdang, he is the most comfortable only when he is jealous of others.
He was afraid that there was some defect in the process of growing up, which caused him to develop such a tormenting temper
I muttered secretly in my heart, but I didn't want to hear Li Dangdang suddenly say: "Stop cursing."
I was taken aback: "Did I curse out?"
Little Fragrant Pig turned his head and rolled my eyes: "Hide to the side." He quickly hid the light of the ring and lowered his voice, "Someone is coming ahead."
Immediately, I raised my heart again. Now that I am a crippled human being, Li Dangdang's combat power has been reduced by at least 70%. If I encounter an opponent of the same level as a little wolf, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it...
"What else are you hiding?"
Hearing this gentle voice with a hint of a smile, my heart jumped up.
It's Lin Zishu! That old enemy of Li Dangdang.
Now our situation is no less than when we ran into **oss just after leaving Novice Village, I feel a little weak in my legs.
In the darkness, Lin Zishu's chuckle echoed permeatingly in the cold cave: "Old friend, I haven't seen you for so long, don't you want to catch up with me?"