Qin Jue paused for a while, then slowed down her voice: "Zhiyin, I know, I can't let go of my pride, so I don't want you to know my naive thoughts at that time."
"I really regret it, never again. Whatever you need, I'll do everything to help you. Give me one more chance and we'll start over, okay?"
His eyes were red, and he tightly held Ruan Zhiyin's arm with both hands. Looking at her with expectant eyes, he cautiously waited for her sentence.
Ruan Zhiyin met his expression, shook her head and sneered: "Regret? Qin Jue, your regret comes from my leaving. I hope I will continue to be by your side quietly, rather than really feel that you have made a big mistake."
"Don't you know anything about my disgust with the Lin family? No, you just think that everything can be the best of both worlds."
"You think I have the shares of T&D that you gave me, and I want to marry you, so there is no need to interfere with the Nguyen family. You can fulfill your own feelings and commitments at the same time."
"It's not that I haven't given you a chance, but you have already exhausted it. You think you love me, but you are far less affectionate than you are. To put it bluntly, your actions only reflect what you have buried in your bones. Selfish and mean."
"Perhaps, you think your help is charity? But my life and life are my own, not attached to you. You have no right to interfere with any of my decisions, and you have no right to give up anything for me."
"It's impossible for me to start over with you. There is no possibility for the two of us. Qin Jue, put away your so-called affection and embarrassment. I don't need it, and I don't want to see it."
In fact, from Qin's mother's repeated hints that she didn't have to work too hard, and An Xin became Qin Jue's wife, she should have understood that even without the Lin family, she and Qin Jue would not be able to make it to the end.
The problem between her and Qin Jue was never Lin Jingfei, but his indecision and selfishness who only wanted to fulfill his own position. But Qin Jue said that she was too calm in this relationship, which was not wrong.
She could give up the engagement and go abroad just because she knew that he was dating Lin Jingfei. In her later relationship, her efforts were not because she loved this man to the point of being dizzy, but because she was always willing to work hard in anything. A person who achieves desired results.
In essence, she also has her own selfishness, because she is unwilling to give herself up in front of anyone and keeps her calm at all times.
She worked hard and gave Qin Jue a chance. I have no regrets about the decision to end this relationship. As for Qin Jue's unilateral regret, she has no obligation to fulfill it.
—Qin Jue, put away your so-called affection and embarrassment, I don’t need it, and I don’t want to see it.
These words were like a huge boulder that came crashing down, shattering the last hope in Qin Jue's heart. She really wanted to abandon him.
The bitter and turbulent emotions were clamoring wildly. He wanted to refute Ruan Zhiyin's words and tell her that this was not the case, that he really loved her.
But all the rebuttals in her heart instantly became pale and powerless when they met her indifferent eyes.
Qin Jue's eyes were scarlet, her teeth clenched, trying to find a trace of emotional fluctuations on her face, but in vain.
There was boundless depression in his heart, as if he had fallen into the dark deep sea, the suffocating sea water wrapped around him, and he had lost the perception of everything around him.
The fierce punching wind came, and before he had time to react, Qin Jue was staggered to the ground, blood dripping from the corners of his thinly cut mouth.
Cheng Yuelin slowly removed his cuffs, stretched out his hand to pull Ruan Zhiyin, and his expression was icy cold.
He looked condescendingly at the half-dead man, and said sarcastically, "Qin Jue, if you want to be a mistress and pry other people's corners, you have to think carefully. Let me find out again, I don't mind helping Qin Zhize come up with some good ideas."
"Little San?" Qin Jue stood up slowly, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and frowned back, "Cheng Yuelin, you are the one who was late."
The atmosphere fell into a silent stalemate.
Ruan Zhiyin curled her fingertips slightly, she was actually relieved when she saw Cheng Yuelin coming over.
It could be seen that Qin Jue still wanted to anger Cheng Yuelin, she quickly grabbed the man's arm and whispered, "Let's go, ignore him."
The banquet outside is still going on, and the situation is getting bigger, but it will not end well.
As for what Cheng Yuelin just said, Ruan Zhiyin didn't want to bring him unnecessary trouble because of herself, nor did she want Qin Jue's mess to bring him more criticism.
When the words fell, the man just glanced at her lightly, and his footsteps did not move.
Ruan Zhiyin sighed and said again: "A Lin, I know you fought hard, but if you hurt your hand, you will have to be taken to the hospital, there's no need."
If he thinks that he and Qin Jue met here and hurt his face, what he said now is enough to give him face.
Cheng Yuelin's emotions seemed to be affected by her words, he raised his eyebrows, looked at him with deep eyes like Tan, and finally nodded with a chuckle, and reached out to embrace her.
The two turned around and left.
Only Qin Jue stood lonely, and the silent corridor was completely silent.
At the door of the bathroom at the end of the corridor, someone cautiously stuck out his head, it was Wang Xin who had been hiding in the men's toilet for a long time.
He had just finished going to the toilet, but now he was so suffocated by this bloody drama that he wanted to go back and squat, and took out his mobile phone to share with others what he had just heard.
However, considering that Cheng Yuelin was too difficult to provoke, Wang Xin coughed lightly and walked out slowly.
When passing by Qin Jue, he sighed and patted the other person on the shoulder earnestly.
"Young Master Qin, listen to my advice. It's not a big deal to fall out of love. But if you go to be a mistress, it will be a problem with your character, not to mention Ruan Zhiyin, she doesn't look down on you."
"Cheng Yuelin is her husband now. You've never even been an ex-husband. What's the point of pestering others?"
Qin Jue: "…"
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Cheng Yuelin and Ruan Zhiyin came out of the Yan family's banquet and sat on the Bentley waiting at the door.
With the episode of Qin Jue, it was natural for the two of them to stay together no longer.
Ruan Zhiyin sent a message to Gu Linlang, and left with Cheng Yuelin.
The wide carriage was full of silence.
Cheng Yuelin adjusted his seat, lying on the back seat with his eyes closed, his face was flat, and his well-jointed hands were naturally placed on his chest.
He has not spoken since he got in the car.
Outside the car window, the neon light and shadow of the night light swept across his handsome silhouette, Ruan Zhiyin looked sideways at him, and could smell the sweet, faint smell of alcohol on the man.
She thought that Cheng Yuelin was able to navigate a group of people with ease and deal with the surrounding conversations with ease, which was completely different from his impression of him.
Gu Linlang also said that the Cheng Yuelin in her eyes could not coincide with the unrestrained and unrestrained teenager in Ruan Zhiyin's description.
Unsure of the man's current mood, after thinking for a moment, Ruan Zhiyin said to herself—
"You said that I have bad eyesight, but you're not wrong."
The man lifted his eyelids and glanced at her loosely, as if reluctantly aroused some interest in what she said later.
As the car drove through the business district, Ruan Zhiyin stared at the lively night scene of feasting and feasting outside the car window, recalling her first Christmas in the United States.
In high school, Qin Jue helped her a lot, and she did have a girl's heart for Qin Jue.
But when she learned that Qin Jue and Lin Jingfei were together, she really let go of Qin Jue.
Later, Qin Jue came to the United States.
During the year he pursued her, people around her said that her two-point and one-line life was too boring and persuaded her to try dating, but Ruan Zhiyin never thought of accepting Qin Jue.
Until I received the Jade Buddha from the dean.
The dean's mother is an elderly person, and she is still a little superstitious about certain things.
She felt that Dai Yu could avoid disasters, so even if her savings were small, she gave each of the children in the orphanage a piece of jade.
The girl is Jade Buddha and the boy is Guanyin. Planting water is not good, but it is her heart and mind.
On the eve of Christmas Eve, she received a call from her grandfather.
Grandpa told her that the dean had passed away.
Since she returned to Ruan's house, although Dean Chen did not refuse her insistence on giving the orphanage, he also seriously persuaded her not to go back.
After leaving the orphanage, it is time to live a new life.
Older people will leave one day, and people will always face the difference.
Ruan Zhiyin comforted herself so much, but she was still mourning for the dean's departure, but she didn't show it.
On Christmas Day, the tutor asked her to go to the house for dinner.
On the way back to the dormitory, every household turned on the lights to celebrate the festival, but she felt that the scene in front of her gradually separated her from her former self.
In a trance, there is no sense of belonging at all.
It didn't take long for her to receive the Jade Buddha from the dean's mother, and the package was sent one month before the dean's death.
The people at the orphanage told her that a boy called and asked the director about Yufo, and later asked someone to send the director to the hospital.
The dean walked peacefully without any regrets.
Ruan Zhiyin only mentioned about the Jade Buddha to Qin Jue, and he once gave him a very similar Jade Buddha for this reason.
When Qin Jue went to find her again, it was New Year's Day. Ruan Zhiyin thanked him for the Jade Buddha, and at that moment, accepted Qin Jue's confession.
The car passed through the congested intersection, and a few loud whistles suddenly came.
Ruan Zhiyin sighed and recovered from her thoughts.
She held her cheeks lightly with her delicate and delicate hands, turned her head and smiled: "Cheng Yuelin, you know that I lived in an orphanage when I was a child."
"Yeah." The man glanced at him.
"Our dean is very good. Before she died, Qin Jue asked the dean to send me a gift. At that time, I felt that this thought was very precious."
So after all, he was touched and accepted Qin Jue.
Ruan Zhiyin felt that she also wanted to respond to people who were willing to go to great lengths to treat her well.
However, now it seems that-
"Maybe, it's really bad eyesight."
"What kind of gift?"
Cheng Yuelin's voice was not emotional.
Ruan Zhiyin narrowed her eyes lightly: "A piece of jade Buddha."
The man fell into silence, as if a little tired, and the pure white palm slowly covered his eyes.
Stopped for a while.
"If you didn't have that Jade Buddha, you wouldn't be with Qin Jue?"
Ruan Zhiyin was stunned for a moment, pondered for a few seconds, and shook her head with a chuckle, "I don't know."
"But... it was this thing that really made my mind up."
If there is no Jade Buddha, there may be other things. At that time, Qin Jue tried her best to chase after her. In the words of her Chinese roommate, those romances fulfilled the fantasies of many women.
Moreover, there are not so many ifs in the world.
Seeing that the man started to remain silent again, Ruan Zhiyin frowned and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling sick?"
He should have been drinking quite a bit just now.
"A little bit." Cheng Yuelin put down the palm covering his forehead, his eyelids drooping slightly, "But, it's all right now."
After a while, Ruan Zhiyin heard his sloppy laughter.
"Ruan 嘤嘤, I was wrong." Cheng Yuelin turned to look at her, her slightly raised peach eyes seemed to be drunk but not drunk, with a smile, "Your vision is actually very good, so you don't have to—"
"Being arrogant."