My Heart Beats For You

Chapter 101: Chapter 101

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Shi Yi was somewhat aware of Fu Shitian's depression. She thought Fu Shitian was still worried about whether Fang Ruohua had doubts about them, so she wanted to divert her attention and relax her mood. After cleaning up the kitchen, she invited Fu Shitian to go to the audio-visual room to watch a movie.

Fu Shitian didn't want to spoil the fun, so he agreed absent-mindedly.

The movie was a Hong Kong movie that had been released for a long time, "Love in a Puff". Before Fu Shitian returned to Ningcheng, the two had just watched the first movie in the series, "Love in a Puff". After watching it, they both liked it very much, so they agreed to wait for Fu Shitian to come back and watch the next one together.

The plot of the second part seems not as soothing and refreshing as the first part. The adult fairy tale has entered real life and fallen into clichés. The passionate and charming love inevitably becomes dull and boring. The separation and reunion torment people and make people tired. Shi Yi was a little distracted, and Fu Shitian was not very focused either.

She was still gathering up her courage.

After a long time, she finally clenched her fists and spoke softly: "Shi Yi..."

Shi Yi tilted his head casually: "Hmm?"

Fu Shitian saw her bright and clear eyes, and his throat choked. "I..." She licked her lips, but still couldn't say anything, so she changed the subject abruptly: "Do you think it looks good?"

Shi Yi was surprised: "A movie?"

Fu Shitian replied softly: "Yeah."

Shi Yi looked back at the screen. On the screen, the movie was showing Chun Jiao singing solo in the KTV after a quarrel with Zhi Ming: "The heart of a lover should be innocent, why do you keep crying at night..."

She replied, “It’s fine.”

After she finished speaking, Chun Jiao sang "Don't ask who I am, please fall in love with me...", and she was so sad that she couldn't sing any more. In that moment of silence, Shi Yi heard that the breathing around him seemed a little heavy.

She looked at Fu Shitian in surprise, and through the flickering light and shadow, she suddenly discovered that Fu Shitian was biting his lower lip tightly, with a bright light in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Her body moved faster than her mind, and she put her arms around Fu Shitian's shoulders.

Fu Shitian leaned against her warm body, listening to her soft voice, and her heart was increasingly surrounded by indescribable sadness and guilt. In fact, the plot had nothing to do with it, but when she listened to the song, the line "Don't ask who I am" suddenly touched her.

She tilted her head back and sniffed hard, trying to smile in a nonchalant manner, but failed.

She said hoarsely, "It's okay, I... I was just taken in suddenly. Her singing made me so sad."

Shi Yi asked helplessly and distressedly: "Don't Ask Me Who I Am"

"Well..." Before she finished speaking, she seemed to have caught something in an instant.

But she wasn't sure.

Fu Shitian blinked and waited for her next words.

Shi Yi sighed and laughed, scratching her nose: "I have a bad taste, I always pick movies that make you unhappy."

Fu Shitian quickly defended her: "No, it's not the movie's fault."

Shi Yi said: "It's my problem."

Fu Shitian said: "No."

"That is?"

"It's my own problem." She said it with difficulty. Looking at Shi Yi's gentle face, she made up her mind for the thousandth time. She opened her mouth to speak, but Shi Yi seemed to be reluctant to embarrass her and spoke before her: "That movie made you unhappy. We won't watch it."

She leaned close to her face, pressed a gentle kiss to her red lips, and said with a faint smile: "Let's do something to make you happy."

Fu Shitian's throat moved and she blinked rapidly, not knowing how to react. She seemed to be torn in two, one half shamefully celebrating that she had a moment to catch her breath, the other half soberly wailing as she fell into the darkest depths of the sea.

Shi Yi thought her silence was due to shyness, so he kissed her again, getting deeper and deeper, until he slowly knelt on one leg and pressed Fu Shitian against the sofa...

When another wave of waves came, the movie ended, and the ending song once again sounded a sad and passionate female voice: "Don't ask who I am, please fall in love with me, no one can understand my true heart..."

Fu Shitian hugged Shi Yi, trembling and sobbing: "Shi Yi... Who am I? I..." Who can I be? Why can't I choose who I am

Why is it that there are hundreds of millions of ordinary people in this world, but she can't be one of them

Why did she feel this terrible, unwilling emotion again? She didn't want to think this way, nor would she allow herself to think this way. She didn't want to become a person who blamed others and had an ugly face. She clenched her teeth hard, trying to swallow all the sobs.

Shi Yi kissed her tears, and his throat became dry due to the pain.

She was sure she knew why she had been sad all night.

Shi Yi heard everything her mother asked her and her answers. Shi Yi thought, she really didn't like being asked about her past and family...

She whispered in her ear, "It's you."

"It's me, Shi Yi's present and future."

“There is no past, so the past is not important.”

She hoped Fu Shitian could understand.

But the better she was, the more guilty and greedy Fu Shitian felt. Shi Yi didn't know that sometimes the past was not just the past.

It also affects the future.

Shi Yi lay down on his side, hugged her, and squeezed with her on the narrow sofa. Like a normal conversation after daily intimacy, she continued: "Si Tian, if my mother's arrival today has caused you pressure, I apologize to you."

"No, my aunt is a very nice person." Fu Shitian denied in a hoarse voice.

Shi Yi did not comment, but just said: "As for the parents, we give them time, and also give ourselves time. It doesn't matter, don't think too much, just do our best."

"Many things that seem unsolvable now will naturally be solved when we become more mature and independent. All we need is time, courage and patience. We will have a bright future."

Her voice was calm, yet it revealed a convincing certainty.

Fu Shitian was bewitched and comforted by her, like a drowning person grabbing the last straw. She paralyzed herself, maybe she could wait a little longer, wait until they grew up a little, graduated, got a job, and could control their own lives, then all the past would become insignificant. When she told Shi Yi, then maybe Shi Yi would not find it so hard to accept it.

There are still two years until graduation, and four years until Fu Jianze is released from prison. There is still time. She will work hard to give Shi Yi a good future.

"Do you believe me?" Shi Yi looked into her eyes.

Fu Shitian trembled his eyelashes and nodded silently.

Shi Yi rubbed her hair, relaxed his brows, leaned over to kiss her again, took away her will, and started a new round of tenderness.

A week later, the trip that had been postponed due to the innovation and entrepreneurship competition was put on the agenda again. Fu Shitian followed Shi Yi and took a plane for the first time, and experienced the feeling of being 30,000 feet above the ground and looking at the clear sky for the first time.

It was a more novel experience than taking a bullet train. But with Shi Yi by her side, she was not timid at all, and even the airsickness became a little wonderful.

Shi Yi’s considerate care and worried eyes were so intoxicating.

On the afternoon of the day they arrived at the first city, because Fu Shitian was airsick, they did not go out and slept comfortably in the hotel for the whole afternoon. In the evening, Fu Shitian repeatedly said that he was fine, and Shi Yi agreed to go to the ancient street near the hotel.

The ancient street runs along a long river, with white walls and black tiles, scattered in an orderly manner. You can't see the end of the street from the beginning. There are small specialty shops with charming lights and unique decorations along the street. Fu Shitian and Shi Yi walked hand in hand on the bluestone road, listening to the gurgling sound of rowing boats cutting through the water, watching tourists in various clothes coming and going, and watching the river

The breeze lifted their long hair, bringing the faint sound of Pingtan.

Passing by another elegant and beautiful cheongsam shop, Shi Yi was just stopping to ask Fu Shitian if he wanted to go in and take a look when a little flower girl wearing a cheongsam and carrying a flower basket suddenly called out to Fu Shitian.

"Miss, do you want to buy a bouquet of flowers for the lady next to you?"

Fu Shitian looked at her, stunned for a moment, and before she could refuse, she smiled brightly, handed her a lily, and tilted her head. "Buy one for the young lady, you are so beautiful."

She bent the thumbs of both hands tentatively and smiled.

Fu Shitian's eyes lit up with an expression of surprise.

The little girl knew there was a play, and said softly, "You two are such a good match."

The blessing and kindness of strangers made people particularly happy. Fu Shitian's lips curled up. Shi Yi saw her happy, and her eyes were soft. She took out her mobile phone to scan the code. "How much?" She asked the little girl.

The girl happily reported a number, and before Shi Yi could pay, Fu Shitian covered Shi Yi's camera and said, "I'll buy it and give it to you."

The little girl looked at the two of them with a smile, handed the lilies to Shi Yi, and smiled knowingly.

After the little girl left, Shi Yi handed the lilies in his hand to Fu Shitian and asked curiously, "Does it matter who buys them?"

Fu Shitian subconsciously took the flowers, smiled and refused to say anything.

Shi Yi used his eyes to ask: "Hmm?"

Fu Shitian had no choice but to answer frankly: "Aren't the people selling flowers on the street usually looking for boys to buy them for their girlfriends? So she came to me at the beginning, is it because I am more..." There was a sly smile in her tone, but she was still too guilty to say the word "attack".

Shi Yi sneered softly: "She thinks you are easier to deceive."

"…" Fu Shitian blinked her eyes. It made sense. She covered her face and argued, "No."

She stood by the river, in front of the green waves, the white walls, the blue tiles, and the upturned eaves. She looked like a perfect match with the charming night scene in the south of the Yangtze River. There were many people coming and going, but Shi Yi felt that she was the only one left in her eyes. She couldn't help but take a picture of this scene with the mobile phone in her hand.

Fu Shitian was unaware of anything. She put down her hand and looked at Shi Yi. Then she heard Shi Yi staring at her and saying, "You don't have the final say."

Fu Shitian showed a puzzled look.

Shi Yi hooked his lips, leaned close to her and said, "Let's buy two cheongsams and go back. We'll know when we get back." She looked up at her like that, so charming. She thought about her wearing a cheongsam.

When I stand there, I don't have any thoughts about anything else.

I just want to go back to the hotel. Watch her put on and then take off.

Fu Shitian blushed completely.

Young lives seem to have inexhaustible enthusiasm and energy. During the eight days, they traveled from one city to another in the south of the Yangtze River, shuttled between modern cities and ancient towns and water villages, walked through the streets, visited exhibitions and museums, climbed high places to see the distant views, and went boating at night. They were scared together when the navigation took them the wrong way at night, and were confused together when they could not get change to get on the bus. They had a great time visiting scenic spots one after another, and had fun on one big bed after another.

Those were the most unforgettable eight days in Fu Shitian’s twenty years of life.

On the last day, they mailed postcards to their friends at the post station in the water town. Fu Shitian wrote and Shi Yi helped to affix stamps and stamp the cards, and vice versa. The post station provided a postage service, and the time could be chosen immediately, or after one year, two years, five years, or even ten years at the longest.

Fu Shitian suggested that they write something to the other party ten years later.

Shi Yi felt in her heart that it was still unknown whether the store would still exist in ten years. But looking at Fu Shitian's sparkling eyes, she still indulged herself and her innocence and readily agreed.

The two sat side by side, writing on the postcards seriously.

Shi Yi thought she wrote very quickly, but unexpectedly, Fu Shitian wrote even faster, stamping and affixing the postage stamp in a few seconds. She was curious and wanted to see what she wrote, but unexpectedly, Fu Shitian quickly covered the postcard and refused to let her see it. "Now I see it, there is no sense of surprise."

Shi Yi looked at her with a smile, but didn't say anything. He moved half a body away and stamped on her without letting her see it.

Fu Shitian saw her rare childish look and smiled with dimples.

While waiting in line to mail the postcards that were about to be sent out, Chen Xizhu sent a text message, asking Fu Shitian: "Where did you guys go to have fun? Woohoo, Fanlu was called back home by her father. I wonder if we will have a chance to see each other again before she goes abroad."

She said, "I made an agreement with her yesterday that if we haven't broken up by the time we are seniors, I will try to get a full scholarship to study for a master's degree with her. If I can't get it, I will take out a loan. Now I have calmed down and thought about it. Ah, am I crazy?"

Fu Shitian couldn't help laughing after reading it.

Shi Yi looked at her questioningly.

Fu Shitian showed her the text message and praised them sincerely: "They are so determined and amazing."

Shi Yi looked at her indifferently.

Fu Shitian thought for a moment and said with a smile: "We will also work hard and will not lose to them."

Only then did Shi Yi curl his lips and smile with satisfaction.

"Um."

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