Fu Shitian's affirmation, Fu Shitian's thin but warm embrace, Fu Shitian's heavy breathing and hers, and their overlapping heartbeats made Shi Yi feel at ease, and the blood that had been frozen by the wind and rain seemed to have regained the feeling of flowing.
She hugged Fu Shitian's waist tightly, grasping her body warmth, and felt like she had become a rich person again.
"Shi Yi, baby, don't be afraid, I'm here, you still have me..." Fu Shitian coaxed her, but his tears wet her neck.
Shi Yi leaned in her arms, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and suppressed all the tears surging in his chest.
She couldn't cry or be vulnerable. She was panicking and didn't know what to do or how to deal with it.
She let go of her hand, raised her body, and looked up at Fu Shitian. Her eyelashes were still a little wet, but her eyes had regained their composure. "Don't cry, I'm not afraid." She reached out and wiped Fu Shitian's tears with her thumb.
Fu Shitian raised his hand and placed it on the back of her hand, pressing his cheek and palm tightly against her. Tears were still flickering in his eyes, but he held them back and did not let them fall.
She sniffed and squatted down, so that Shi Yi could look down at her more easily. "Shi Yi, I'm not afraid either." She said with a hoarse voice and confidence. m.
Shi Yi was so determined, so brave, and so desperate for her and their love. No matter how guilty or afraid she felt, what reason did she have to retreat
But she felt too distressed.
She picked up Shi Yi's right hand, which she had just avoided letting her hold, and now was slightly clenched on her knees. She turned it over and spread out her palm. As expected, she saw the deep scars on her palm that had been soaked white by the rain and pierced by her five fingernails. Tears still fell from her eyelashes uncontrollably.
She wanted to touch but didn't dare to. She held Shi Yi's hands with both hands and used all her strength to hold back the sob in her throat. She looked up at Shi Yi and said, "Shi Yi, that's enough. I'm satisfied."
"If...if one day, you get tired and don't want to persist, I won't blame you." These words seemed to be dug out from her heart with a knife. She said them painfully, but sincerely: "I have no regrets. I am content."
real.
From the beginning when Shi Yi agreed to be with her, she did not dare to hope that Shi Yi would be with her forever. The stars in the sky are just a dream of the mud on the ground. Only when the low-lying water occasionally reflects the stars can the stars fall into its arms for a short time. When the day breaks and the water dries up, everything will be gone without a trace.
It was Shi Yi who used her love and determination to make her begin to believe and expect that she and she could have a future.
In this life, her dream has come true. She has been loved so sincerely and passionately by the person she most wanted to love. She will die without regrets.
Shi Yi looked at her steadily, put away his five fingers, clenched her thumb tightly in his hand, and pursed his thin lips into a pale straight line.
"Then you underestimate me, and you also underestimate yourself," she said word by word.
Fu Shitian's lips trembled, but before he could utter a word, Shi Yi's shadow fell upon him.
She stopped her from speaking. Her cold lips and hot tongue took away all her breath and heartbeat. Fu Shitian tasted tears, not knowing whether they were her own or Shi Yi's.
Before she was about to suffocate, Shi Yi bit her.
It was so hard and fierce that Fu Shitian moaned in pain and opened her eyes wide with tears. She felt helpless and aggrieved.
"Are you awake?" Shi Yi stepped back and stared at her, his face cold and his eyes deep and sharp. "Fu Shitian." She called her full name, "Listen."
"I want us to go all the way."
"One minute or one second late would be a waste of your life."
Fu Shitian was moved, with infinite emotion, shame, courage, and love surging in her heart. She raised her hand, stroked the small wrinkles between Shi Yi's eyebrows, and finally squeezed out a firm "Okay" from her throat.
Shi Yi looked at her, and the corners of his eyes finally slowly rose. The deep pool of water turned into lake water, rippling gently and shallowly.
She lowered her head again and leaned in to kiss Fu Shitian.
This time, it was gentle and lingering, as if he was kissing a rare treasure that had been stolen after going through countless difficulties, and the kiss made Fu Shitian's heart and body tremble with joy.
She thought, at this moment, in this life, she would be willing to give her life to Shi Yi. What else could she not agree to Shi Yi's request
After a long kiss, the two sat in each other's arms for a while, both trying to put away their previous depressed mood.
"According to my mother's request, we have to move out of here within a week, and I have to hand in all my bank cards, including my Alipay account." Shi Yi tried to speak in a calm tone: "So, I will be penniless soon."
As soon as she finished speaking, Fu Shitian followed up: "It doesn't matter, we still have money in our account."
After Shi Yi proposed to share living expenses, the money she transferred to Fu Shitian in the first year plus the money Fu Shitian deposited, there was a considerable amount of money left in the card. Because Shi Yi did not think that the remaining money was all hers, she was unwilling to take it back, nor was she willing to split it, so the two of them later applied for a separate card to store the money. Later, she taught Fu Shitian how to manage money, and gave the money to Fu Shitian, asking her to buy funds to practice. Fu Shitian bought a portion of the regular financial management, and the rest was all bought in funds, and so far it has made a lot of profit.
Shi Yi was an honest and upright person. She had promised Fang Ruohua that she would leave the house with nothing, so she had no intention of taking advantage of her. However, according to her initial idea of sharing the living expenses, she had to bear most of the living expenses, so most of the remaining money was indeed Fu Shitian's money.
After a rough calculation, they still have about 30,000 yuan on hand. After deducting the tuition and accommodation fees for the next school year, there is still more than 10,000 yuan. Shi Yi calculated that after the summer camp for postgraduate study ended, she started to work part-time. If she worked hard and survived the last semester, she could go out for an internship next semester and get a good internship salary. After that, she will have scholarships for tuition and living expenses for postgraduate study. They can make it if they hold on.
She was silent for a moment, then said, "I'm sorry, we had agreed that this money would be used as our travel fund."
Fu Shitian's eyebrows softened and he coaxed her: "It doesn't matter how you use it. When we are more relaxed in the future, we can put it back."
She stood up, took her hand and said, "Baby, go take a shower and change your clothes first, don't catch a cold. We'll talk after you're done." Shi Yi's hair and clothes were still a little wet.
Shi Yi saw that she looked calm and no longer had the panic and heaviness she had just had, and he felt much more relaxed as well.
"Okay." She stood up with Fu Shitian.
After Shi Yi went into the bathroom to take a shower, Fu Shitian sat by the bed, sorting out the unexpected events of the night. It's not that she hadn't thought about the day when the guillotine would fall, but she didn't expect that the day would come so soon, before she and Shi Yi were fully prepared. She didn't know if it was because Zhang Lulu's matter was still weighing on her mind, she felt vaguely that the timing of Fang Ruohua's attack was a bit coincidental, but she couldn't tell why. But things have already happened, and there is no point in pursuing them. She thought about Shi Yi's unyielding determination, and tried to drive all the negative and uneasy emotions out of her mind.
Three years passed quickly. They could definitely do it.
She unconsciously swiped her right index finger across the palm of her left hand, calculating in her mind how she should spend the next three years and how much she would need to earn from her part-time job every month. She didn't want Shi Yi to suffer with her, and at the very least, she would provide Shi Yi with the best life within her ability.
Time passed by unknowingly as he was calculating, and Shi Yi came out with tears in his eyes.
Fu Shitian got up and got the hair dryer to help her blow dry her hair.
Under the warm light and with the gentle breeze blowing, the two of them discussed their next plans in soft voices.
Shi Yi expressed her intention to work part-time, and Fu Shitian immediately objected. Fu Shitian said that with their current financial situation, it would be enough for her to work part-time. During the summer vacation, Shi Yi had to prepare for thesis, prepare for the summer camp for postgraduate study, and prepare for the postgraduate study and re-examination for the next semester. How could she take care of it? She didn't want Shi Yi to be distracted and lose the big picture.
Shi Yi thought that it was too hard for Fu Shitian to handle it all alone, and that if she shared a little, it wouldn't have any impact.
Fu Shitian still disagreed, thinking that this situation was only temporary, and that everything would be fine after the end of the senior year. It was okay, and she could do it. She also said, "You often said before that we are together, and we don't need to be so clear about the distinction between us, and we don't need to be so fussy about it. I took it seriously and listened to it. You are fussing with me like this now, so you were just trying to coax me before?"
Shi Yi was speechless because of her blocking. Although he still felt a little uncomfortable, he finally closed his eyes, sighed and laughed, and stopped arguing with her. This was considered as tacit consent.
After resolving these major differences, what remains are the practical matters that need to be implemented in detail.
The most urgent thing besides packing up is to find a house.
It’s not that they haven’t considered moving back to the dormitory. If it was just Jian Luhe, it would be fine, but since Yin Fanlu went abroad, only Jian Luhe and Fu Shitian were on the roster. Before that, a transfer student moved in, and the school saw that their dormitory was very empty, so they asked if they could arrange for them to move in. They wanted to find a companion for Jian Luhe, so they didn’t object. So this strange classmate who they hadn’t met for a few times moved into their dormitory.
Now, if they go back, it will obviously be inconvenient in every aspect.
The two discussed it and decided to live outside. Due to limited funds, the highest rent they could accept was set at 800 yuan. They might not be able to rent a house in the community, but they could rent a decent single room near the school.
Neither Fu Shitian nor Shi Yi had any experience in renting a house. Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu had rented a short-term house near the school and lived together for a period of time during the previous summer vacation. They were familiar with the market in this area, so Fu Shitian immediately sent an inquiry to Chen Xizhu.
Chen Xizhu quickly replied to her message. After learning about the situation, she expressed her concern for them and said that she would contact classmates who lived outside to find out about the house later, and would talk to the others in detail when they met.
After dealing with this matter, Shi Yi turned on his computer to deal with the online public opinion about Zhang Lulu. Even if he was implicated, Shi Yi still wanted to finish what he had started.
Fu Shitian was packing up the things he wanted to take away, and suddenly asked her, "How did Auntie suddenly find out about us?"
Shi Yi paused for a moment and said evasively, "It wasn't sudden. She had suspected it before, but she just didn't make it clear."
Fu Shitian didn't know that the school wanted to talk to Shi Yi, so he didn't suspect anything.
Shi Yi had very few things to take away. Although Fang Ruohua did not specify what she should leave behind, Shi Yi was prepared to leave behind her computer and tablet in addition to books and two sets of necessary clothes. Fu Shitian did not bring much with him, so naturally he would not take much away either.
There weren't many things put away, but when I looked around, the bedroom seemed to have suddenly become empty.
Just like their hearts floating in mid-air, no matter how hard they try to act as if nothing has happened, they still can't help feeling empty.
The days and nights of living together for the past year suddenly seemed like a dream. What would tomorrow be like after the dawn
They didn't know it, but they found the courage to sleep and wake up peacefully in the warmth of each other's embrace. ,,Website m..net,... ：