Fu Shitian smiled: "No. I just want to see you again."
Shi Yi leaned a little too high, and the quilt slipped down, exposing her thin shoulders to the air. Fu Shitian was afraid that she would be cold, so he reached out to pull her quilt.
Shi Yi lowered his body and rested his chin on the back of his hand on the pillow, his inky eyes still staring at Fu Shitian.
Fu Shitian's heart was moved, and he also lowered his body and lay on the pillow.
Under the quiet starry sky, the two looked at each other across the railings. Shi Yi's eyes were so gentle that they made people indulge. The stars were reflected in her eyes, and she was in Shi Yi's heart. Fu Shitian had never been so attached to the world as she was now.
I want to live. I want to live in Shi Yi's heart forever, and live well with Shi Yi.
Shi Yi reached out his hand and gently touched her brow bone, "Do you want to sleep? I'll accompany you."
Fu Shitian closed his eyes and responded softly, "Okay."
She lay prone, closed her eyes, smelled the fragrance of Shi Yi's hair, and slowly emptied her mind. Shi Yi looked at her quietly, and saw her face slowly lowered, buried in the pillow, and fell asleep.
Her eyes sparkled with a smile, and she stood up to help her turn over, but she was worried that the noise would wake her up. After hesitating for two seconds, she lay down again. It should be fine. If she felt uncomfortable, she would turn over by herself.
Thinking of this, she rubbed the top of Fu Shitian's head and closed her eyes, half asleep and half asleep, paying attention to Fu Shitian's movements.
At three o'clock in the morning, Jian Luhe could no longer hold on. He yawned, put the small table at the end of the bed, and prepared to get out of bed, go to the bathroom, and then go to sleep until he fell unconscious.
She came out of the bathroom, turned around and was about to climb into bed when she suddenly noticed something.
She looked up at the ceiling. On the dark ceiling, there was a faint flickering of a... star belt
Jian Luhe rubbed his eyes and traced the light source in disbelief. The light fell along the ceiling into the gap between Fu Shitian and Shi Yi's beds.
Jian Luhe walked closer and found that the bed curtain between Shi Yi and Fu Shitian was open. Through the gap, he could see the stars in the bed curtain, like a dream. Jian Luhe looked down instinctively. Under the starlight, Fu Shitian and Shi Yi were sleeping head to head, their faces invisible.
Jian Luhe was so sleepy that he climbed back into bed without thinking. The end of the quilt was the place that was not warm when he sat there just now. The coldness penetrated directly into the top of his head. Jian Luhe rubbed his left and right feet together, generating heat from the friction, and his mind was wandering aimlessly.
Somehow I started to think about the starlight in Fu Shitian and Shi Yi's bed. Is it a projector? Shi Yi is so precious, why didn't I turn it on to show her? Looking at the stars while sleeping together? It's quite romantic. But, isn't it uncomfortable to sleep like that? What's wrong with the two of them? One moment they are so stiff, and the next moment they are so fine.
Wow, this is so amazing. And Shi Yi is so mysterious.
Just as she was about to fall asleep, something suddenly popped up in her mind. Jian Luhe suddenly opened her eyes, and the sleepyhead was scared away by her bold guess.
The more she thought about it, the more excited she became. She could no longer sleep and wished that the day would dawn immediately so that her guess could be confirmed immediately.
Her guess was soon confirmed.
At dawn, Shi Yi and Fu Shitian both had stiff necks, and they both covered their necks with their hands, looking pale. Fu Shitian was even worse, as if he had caught a cold, his nose was completely blocked, and his voice was nasal and hoarse.
Shi Yi's face was solemn. He touched his hands and forehead, and his concern was evident in his words.
Jian Luhe had dark circles under his eyes and his pupils were trembling.
By the time Shi Yi told her that there was no need to wait for her, she and Fu Shitian would not go to the library today. While reviewing in the dormitory, Jian Luhe had already digested most of it and had only a feeling that it was as she expected.
Si Tian is so awesome.
Shi Yi has always been a very opinionated and rational person. Jian Luhe was not worried about her choice, but was just too surprised. Since Shi Yi was not ready to tell her, she was considerate and did not make it clear.
She and Yin Fanlu went to the library together. After Shi Yi confirmed again and again that Fu Shitian would not go to the hospital, he did not let her go out. He went downstairs to buy breakfast and supervised her eating, taking medicine, and drinking more water, as if she was protecting an animal.
The two of them reviewed together at the desk, and every hour, Shi Yi would prepare a cup of water at just the right temperature and bring it to her.
Fu Shitian was worried that this would affect Shi Yi's review state, so she said that she would remember it herself and let Shi Yi concentrate on reviewing. However, Shi Yi just replied "It's okay", and the next hour, before Fu Shitian could react, she got up on time to help her get water.
To say it wasn't sweet would be a lie. Fu Shitian didn't think she was a delicate person. She had always been alone in her illnesses over the years. She thought that being fragile during illness was never her thing, but when she saw Shi Yi bending down to get water for her, she realized that it was only after her mother left that no one allowed her to be delicate anymore.
Her chest felt dry, her body was uncomfortable, and her heartbeat was more lively than ever. Shi Yi returned many emotions that had been unfamiliar to her for many years. She didn't know if it was good to feel these things again, but she didn't want to suppress them and couldn't bear to resist.
Shi Yi was worried that she had taken too much of a toll on her body recently, and wanted to help her replenish her body. However, he was also worried that she would catch a cold and couldn't eat greasy food, so he had to order takeout from a porridge shop with good food.
The taste was very good. Even though Fu Shitian didn't have a good appetite, he still ate half a bowl.
Shi Yi was relieved and said that if he liked it, he could order it again in the evening. If the cold gets better tomorrow, he can eat and order some stewed soup, which is also comfortable to drink in winter.
Fu Shitian nodded, but she was thinking about something else. This was too much for Shi Yi. She didn't see the takeout order, but judging from the quality of the packaging, lunch boxes and disposable tableware, the price must be expensive. She didn't know how other couples handled such problems. She felt awkward asking Shi Yi directly how much it cost and she would give her the money back; but she couldn't say anything and enjoy it with a clear conscience.
She once again did the addition and subtraction in her mind. Before taking a nap, she quietly transferred 100 yuan to Shi Yi's Alipay account as the meal expenses for the day. After the money was transferred, she couldn't sleep. She once again realized that there was a very real problem between her and Shi Yi.
The money in her card was stretched. She could afford today's meal, but she might not be able to afford tomorrow's meal. And this was just Shi Yi's normal consumption level. She never deliberately concealed her poverty, but at this moment, she found that what she wanted to do most was not to communicate with Shi Yi frankly about this matter.
Obviously, she couldn't hide it, and even Shi Yi might have seen it a long time ago, but she still wanted to hide it, and hide it for a while.
The phone screen suddenly lit up, and there was a message from Alipay.
Shi Yi transferred the 100 yuan back and asked her: "?"
Fu Shitian passed the money over again, "It's for the porridge."
Shi Yi transferred the money back to him: "No. Don't transfer it again."
"Do we need to be so clear about the distinction between us?"
Fu Shitian's fingertips paused as he was about to click "transfer". Shi Yi's words came again, "Next time you treat me, I won't be polite to you either."
"Don't waste your time on such meaningless things. Go to sleep."
Fu Shitian hesitated for two seconds and said, "Then I'll order the takeaway for tomorrow."
Shi Yi replied to her: "Yeah."
Reminder again: "Go to sleep quickly."
Fu Shitian finally put down her phone with peace of mind. She endured the pain in her neck, turned over quietly, looked at Shi Yi's shiny black hair, and promised in her heart that she would try harder and harder. She would not drag down Shi Yi's life, would not let Shi Yi suffer because of her, and would give Shi Yi all the best she could.
As a result, at ten o'clock the next day, when Fu Shitian was ready to order food, Shi Yi reminded him leisurely: "I have already ordered."
Fu Shitian: “…”
Fortunately, they had an exam on the morning of the third day. After the exam, they went to the cafeteria with Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu to eat. In the next few days, Fu Shitian recovered from his cold. The four of them went to the library or took exams together, and then went to the cafeteria together. Fu Shitian's psychological burden was much lighter.
On January 18th, the last exam was over and everyone had the longest winter break in recent years, which was almost catching up with the summer vacation.
Fu Shitian had planned to stay on campus and work part-time until the 25th or 26th of the lunar year like she did last year, but she called Fu Jiantao halfway and heard that her grandmother had not been in good health recently, her blood pressure was always high, and she had gone to the clinic to get medicine several times by herself. She felt that she should express her gratitude. She took the initiative to change her ticket and told Fu Jiantao that she would go back to take care of her grandmother during the holidays. Fu Jiantao seemed to be relieved.
Shi Yi knew that she had changed her plans at the last minute. Although he was a little disappointed, he didn't say anything.
In the evening, everyone in the dormitory went to the Chinese restaurant that Shi Yi had booked in advance to have dinner. Not long after everyone sat down, Chen Xizhu also arrived, carrying a schoolbag, and it was obvious that he had just come out of the library.
Yin Fanlu was surprised: "Don't you have an exam tomorrow morning?"
Chen Xizhu took a sip of hot water and said calmly, "It's no big deal. I have to take exams and eat." Besides, Shi Yi had personally sent her a message to invite her, so she wanted to see what she was up to.
Yin Fanlu sneered, not discouraging her. She admitted that she liked Chen Xizhu's confident look.
Jian Luhe flipped through the menu and discussed with everyone to order six dishes and a soup - Buddha Jumps Over the Wall. Shi Yi didn't say anything bad, but before the waiter came over to hand over the menu, he ordered another dish of old duck soup.
Jian Luhe asked, "Do you want to drink the old duck soup? Then leave out the Buddha Jumps Over the Wall. We can't finish both soups."
Shi Yi didn't accept it and handed the menu to the waiter, "It's okay. I ordered a small portion."
"There are mushrooms in Buddha Jumps Over the Wall, and Si Tian is allergic to it."
Jian Luhe just remembered that there seemed to be such a thing, "Ah, I forgot about it."
Fu Shitian quickly said, "It's okay, it's okay, I forgot about it myself."
Yin Fanlu joked: "It really doesn't matter, Shi Yi just remember it."
This sounded inexplicably ambiguous. Fu Shitian helped Shi Yi heat the dishes, and his two little ears seemed to be burned as well, feeling hot. But Jian Luhe also joked, "That's right. Shi Yi, tell me, are you a little biased? We have known each other for so many years, let me test you, what do I avoid eating?"
Shi Yi said nonchalantly: "Just remember it, Deng Yiran."
"That's different. He's my boyfriend, of course he has to remember."
Shi Yi was calm: "Nothing is different. Si Tian is my girlfriend, so of course I have to remember her."
"How can this be..." Jian Luhe wanted to refute instinctively, but suddenly got stuck: "Wait, wait, what did you say?!"
She subconsciously turned her head to look at Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu's reactions.
Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu were also stunned.
So direct?!
Shi Yi glanced at Fu Shitian. Fu Shitian's face showed obvious surprise and nervousness, but he reached under the table and gently held Shi Yi's hand.
Shi Yixin felt more at ease. He glanced at Jian Luhe, Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu and announced, "I think you should know, so I'm telling you that Si Tian and I are together."
She thought that if they could accept it, then this meal would be a celebratory meal; if they really couldn't accept it, that was fine, then it could be treated as a farewell dinner, and everyone could part ways in peace.
It still feels uncomfortable though.
But unexpectedly, their reactions were totally beyond her expectations.
Jian Luhe was the first to speak, "Wow, Shi Yi, you just said it out loud like that?"
Yin Fanlu agreed, "Don't you even give us a little time to prepare?"
Chen Xizhu laughed out loud and gave Fu Shitian a thumbs up. She felt ashamed of Shi Yi's courage.
Shi Yi had a blank expression on her face: "What else?" After a pause, she asked: "Why aren't you surprised?"
Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu looked at each other and laughed, "Come on, you two are so obvious. We live in the same dormitory and see each other every day. How could we not notice it?"
Fu Shitian blushed. They had obviously restrained themselves. After recovering from the cold, they didn't even spend much time together alone.
Yin Fanlu seemed to see through her confusion and explained, "You can't hide it with your eyes. Besides, it's too obvious that Shi Yi treats you differently."
Fu Shitian looked at Shi Yi for confirmation. Shi Yi's face became a little hot. He pretended not to hear what he said and asked Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu, "So, what do you think?"
Jian Luhe spread his hands: "I was a little surprised at first. But as your good friend, of course I wish you the best."
Yin Fanlu nodded: "I am the same as Lu He."
Chen Xizhu: "Does my opinion matter?"
Shi Yi stared at her, "You say."
Chen Xizhu said sullenly, "I have no objection to you being nice to Si Tian."
Shi Yi said solemnly: "Then you won't have a chance."
Chen Xizhu muttered: "It's better this way."
The waiter brought in two dishes and a bowl of rice. Fu Shitian endured the embarrassment and served everyone the rice. Shi Yi relaxed a lot and asked, "If you feel it's awkward to live together, you can just say it. It's okay. Shitian and I can find another way."
Yin Fanlu reached out to take the meal from Fu Shitian: "Thank you, I won't do that either." She joked: "As long as you don't do anything inappropriate for children in the dormitory, it will be fine."
Fu Shitian's hand slipped and he almost dropped the bowl, his face turning red all the way to his neck.
Shi Yi couldn't keep calm anymore, and answered stiffly, "No." Her politeness didn't allow it, and it would be too unfair to Fu Shitian. She couldn't bear it.
Jian Luhe took the bowl from Fu Shitian and said, "This road is not easy. I believe you are all sensible people and have prepared yourself mentally. I won't say any more sentimental words, as they don't suit my personality. Anyway, as a friend, I will firmly support you."
"Also, Steen."
Fu Shitian looked at her.
Jian Luhe suddenly became sentimental, grabbed Fu Shitian's hand, and said seriously: "Be good to our Shi Yi, I'll leave her to you."
Fu Shitian, Shi Yi: "..." Who said it's not sentimental? !
Shi Yi mercilessly slapped Jian Luhe's hand. Jian Luhe pulled back her hand with a cry of "Ouch" and said aggrievedly: "Shi Yi, you really don't know how to appreciate kindness!"
"Forget it, if you don't want to hear this, then I'll tell you something else. I think Fanlu and Xizhu would also like to hear it." She smiled, "Look, you two have tortured us for a whole semester. We can't continue to let curiosity torture us, right?"
"So?" Shi Yi raised his eyebrows.
"So tell me the truth. When did you fall in love with each other? How did it develop? Who confessed first?"
Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu's eyes lit up instantly, and they looked very excited. Shi Yi was silent, and Fu Shitian changed the subject abruptly: "Let's eat quickly, otherwise it will get cold."
Jian Lu and Ban Dian had no intention of letting them go, and called everyone: "Come on, come on, eat." Then he changed the subject, "Eating and chatting are not contradictory, don't you think?"
Yin Fanlu said seriously: "Who said it wasn't true?"
Fu Shitian couldn't resist and looked at Shi Yi for help. Shi Yi laughed and knew that he couldn't escape today. He leaned over and whispered in Fu Shitian's ear: "It doesn't matter. If you want to say it, say it. If you don't want to say it, leave it to me."
Jian Luhe teased: "That's too much. You didn't even explain the production process, but you started selling dog food wholesale. Tell me quickly, I won't ask too many questions, just a few!" She tried to be soft: "Come on, come on, tell me."
Fu Shitian hooked Shi Yi's little finger and finally said, "Then...then ask."
"Wow!" Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu quickly said, "Me too, I have questions too!"
Jian Luhe presided over the overall situation: "No hurry, we will do it one by one."
Fu Shitian was embarrassed and amused: "Is it too late for us to regret now?"
The three people said in unison: "It's too late!"
Jian Luhe asked first: "When did you start to like Shi Yi? Let me guess, was it... you were fascinated by Shi Yi the first time you saw her in college?!"
Fu Shitian pursed her lips and smiled, "No."
"Then tell me."
Fu Shitian stole a glance at Shi Yi and confessed, "It was in high school."
"Wow! You fell in love with Shi Yi when you saw her on the projection in high school?!"
Fu Shitian nodded.
Jian Luhe shouted: "Wow, a projection? How many times can you see Shi Yi in total? Are you in love at first sight? Are you attracted to her because of her beauty?"
Chen Xizhu suddenly exploded: "Wait?! What high school? Did you know each other in high school?"
Yin Fanlu was also out of the question.
Fu Shitian said innocently: "Didn't I tell you?"
Chen Xizhu narrowed his eyes: "Fu Shitian, are you pretending again?!"
Jian Luhe burst out laughing, "Look, how many things about you are unknown to us. If I don't reveal all your secrets today, you won't be able to leave this place upright. Lao Chen, don't worry, you go ask later in the queue, I'll go first."
"Tell me quickly, are you attracted to Shi Yi?"
Fu Shitian explained in a low voice: "No."
At first, she had some expectation when she heard the teacher call Shi Yi's name on the projection, but she just thought it was a homonym. But soon, one day, the teacher called Shi Yi to answer a question. The moment Shi Yi's face appeared on the projection screen, Fu Shitian's heart was pounding. The whole class was amazed at how beautiful this girl was, but Fu Shitian only had one voice in her heart: "It's her, is it really her?!"
She couldn't concentrate in class for the entire week and was constantly looking forward to Shi Yi's reappearance.
Then, her expectation was finally realized in the two words "10e" written by Shi Yi on the model essay shown by the Chinese teacher. Her whole life changed.
The light poured into her world again, and the black and white world seemed to be given color again.
She looked at Shi Yi, admired Shi Yi, and cared about Shi Yi in her heart. She had no improper thoughts, just missed her, just yearned for her, just out of a pure love for beauty.
"One day, your classroom's camera was not turned off. During lunch break, several girls in the classroom were discussing that the money for the English weekly newspaper collected by the English class representative was missing, and they guessed that a girl in the class had taken it. They said that the girl usually dressed shabbily and sloppily, and that she didn't seem to go to the playground during morning exercises on the day the money was lost, so they didn't know if she was left alone in the classroom. They described it with details and almost convicted the girl. Shi Yi seemed to have left something behind, and when she came in from the back door to get it, she came back and heard it. She walked to their table and reminded them lightly, 'It's best not to act as a judge without evidence.'"
At that moment, the warm afternoon sun shone on Shi Yi's body, and the reflection of the camera made Shi Yi's face blurry, but Fu Shitian could clearly feel his own heartbeat.
She found that Shi Yi had never changed from the past to the present. Under the cold appearance, there was always a precious and warm heart.
They are all the people she likes very much, and actually...she also wants to possess them very much.
If Fu Shitian hadn't mentioned this matter, Shi Yi would have almost forgotten it.
Jian Lu and Aoao kept shouting: "What kind of fate is this, this destined moment? Shi Yi, you are so seductive! Tell me, as the heroine! How do you feel now!"
Shi Yi was peeling crayfish for Fu Shitian. She didn't answer Jian Luhe's question, but just looked at Fu Shitian deeply and put the peeled crayfish into Fu Shitian's bowl. Then, she took off her disposable gloves, took Fu Shitian's hand, and wrote on her palm with her long eyelashes drooping:
"I am very fortunate."
The author has something to say: Today is a super fat chapter~