Fu Shitian felt like he was about to melt in Shi Yi's gentleness.
Grandma likes Fu Shitian who is submissive, uncle likes Fu Shitian who is sensible, aunt likes Fu Shitian who knows how to read people's faces, teacher likes Fu Shitian who has good grades, classmates like Fu Shitian who has a good temper... In fact, everyone's liking for her has a prerequisite.
For the first time, someone told her that she didn't need to pretend or suppress herself, and that she could still be loved by being her true self.
She knew that the vows made when in love might not be trustworthy, but at least at this moment, when Shi Yi said it, her heart was true—
She really loves herself so passionately and unreservedly.
Fu Shitian stared at her deeply, his eyes gradually misty, "Shi Yi..." She murmured helplessly. The gentle and turbulent emotions like water and waves were surging in her chest, which could not be expressed in words.
She moved her throat, leaned closer to Shi Yi, closed her eyes, her long eyelashes fluttered, and kissed him. m.
Shi Yi was slightly surprised, but soon curled up the corners of his lips, hugged Fu Shitian, and cooperated with her.
The temperature in the room kept rising. Everything happened naturally...
The sound of spring rain outside the window hits the window glass, from light rain to heavy rain, and then to the end of the rain, wave after wave...
The heavy rain stopped. Shi Yi hugged Fu Shitian, pushed aside her slightly wet hair, and kissed her gently.
Fu Shitian rested peacefully in her arms, his breathing rapid and heavy, but his heart was at peace.
She could feel something being melted away. Or maybe Shi Yi helped her melt something away. She hugged Shi Yi, and their bodies and minds were closer than ever before.
Shi Yi asked her softly, "Are you still feeling bad?"
She shook her head shyly.
Shi Yi smiled and asked again: "Are you tired?"
Fu Shitian replied in a low voice: "Not bad."
The sound was rustling, rubbing against Shi Yi's heart, making her feel a little itchy. Shi Yi laughed and teased her: "Then... do it again?"
Fu Shitian raised his head from Shi Yi's neck, his eyes still wet and filled with obvious surprise. The third time!
Shi Yi understood, curled his lips and rubbed her lips: "Are you tired?"
Fu Shitian lowered his eyes and admitted: "Hmm..." Actually, I'm not tired, I just feel very sore.
"So you just said you were fine?"
"No...it's okay if you don't do it." Fu Shitian's tone was soft, and he was acting coquettishly unconsciously.
Shi Yi softened his heart. The atmosphere was just right, and Shi Yi discussed with her: "Can you come over more often in the future?"
Combined with the above words, Fu Shitian clearly heard what "come over here" meant. "Yes." She agreed shyly.
Shi Yi then said step by step: "But with the frequency of your part-time job now, we may not have much time to come. Si Tian, don't push yourself so hard, slow down the frequency, okay?"
Fu Shitian hesitated.
Shi Yizhi said, "Si Tian, you push yourself so hard, is it because you feel pressured to date me?"
Fu Shitian opened her mouth. After such an intimate moment, she couldn't hide it from Shi Yi, and she couldn't bear to hide it. She bit her lip and said, "A little..."
Shi Yi's mood calmed down, but his eyes were still gentle: "Si Tian, it's really not necessary. I hope that we can enjoy this relationship with each other. You said that you hope you can make my life better, and so do I. But now you make me feel that I am the one who makes your life stressful."
"Shi Yi, that's not the case." Fu Shitian explained nervously, "Pressure and beauty are not contradictory. Pressure is also a part of beauty."
"It's better and more enjoyable without pressure, isn't it?" Shi Yi confessed: "You have pressure, in fact, it makes me feel stressed too."
Fu Sitian was speechless. She suddenly realized that she was immersed in her own weakness and had indeed not considered the feelings of Shi Yi in that position. "Yes..." She subconsciously wanted to apologize, but Shi Yi interrupted: "Don't apologize."
"Si Tian, I don't want an apology. You didn't do anything wrong. I just hope you can be less miserable. Don't let it be so hard because of me."
"For me, money is not important at all. Time is much more important than money, and your health is even more so. When you are working, I may still be in graduate school, and you will be much more comfortable than me. You have been arguing with me like this, just to make me be arguing with you in the future and not take even a penny more from you, right?"
"No, of course not." Fu Shitian said anxiously.
"Then don't be so clear with me. I'll transfer the living expenses to you later." Shi Yi softened his tone: "If you really can't let it go, then when you are more capable than me in the future, compensate me a little more and return it. We have a long, long time together, so there is no need to rush at this moment."
Fu Shitian was speechless after being attacked with both soft and hard tactics.
Shi Yi stared at Fu Shitian with his dark eyes, as if waiting for her answer.
After a while, Fu Shitian agreed: "Okay, Shi Yi, I understand. I promise you, I will try my best."
She tried to convince herself to let go of the unnecessary self-esteem here. Maybe Shi Yi was right. For Shi Yi, giving the right thing was more important than giving expensive things. Shi Yi wanted company and no pressure, which was what she should give the most.
Shi Yi smiled and pressed forward: "Don't try your best, be sure."
Fu Shitian followed suit with a smile and said indulgently, "Okay, I will."
Only then was Shi Yi satisfied.
They were affectionate for a while, and their fatigue subsided. Their bodies felt sticky and uncomfortable, so they wanted to take a shower.
Because it was late, in order to save time, the two took a bath together for the first time.
Unexpectedly, instead of saving time, I ended up spending more time.
Coming out of the bathroom in the middle of the night, Fu Shitian felt exhausted and fell asleep as soon as he hit the bed.
Shi Yi sat by the bed and looked at her sleeping face, feeling satisfied and distressed. Ever since she met Fu Shitian, her self-control seemed to have no effect on her.
She loved Fu Shitian's appearance at that time. It was the Fu Shitian that was rarely seen on weekdays, relaxed and carefree. Only at that moment did she feel that Fu Shitian was completely open, opening the transparent shell, allowing herself to touch the most real, complete, and self-centered Fu Shitian.
She raised her sore arms, held the hair dryer, and helped Fu Shitian carefully dry the wet ends of his hair.
Fu Shitian was unaware of anything and slept soundly.
As Shi Yi blew the flute, he began to smile.
After her hair was dry, she turned off the hair dryer, helped Fu Shitian to arrange her hair on the pillow, gently rubbed her forehead, and leaned over to kiss her on the forehead.
"Good night, come on."
*
The next day, Fu Shitian woke up to the sound of the alarm clock that she forgot to turn off. Shi Yi's hand was on her body, and he frowned slightly, looking like he was about to wake up.
Fu Shitian quickly turned over and touched the alarm clock on the bedside table. After turning off the alarm clock and putting the phone back on the table, Fu Shitian's eyes fell on the photos placed behind the phone.
That's her in the photo. The photo was taken very artistically, like a close-up shot in a movie. The background was the blurred stage of Sinan Hall and many classmates with blurred faces. In the focus, she was wearing a black long skirt, with a slender neck and cold eyes, like a black swan that was isolated from the world.
It was obviously taken during a sign language gymnastics competition.
She wanted to ask yesterday how Shi Yi got this photo.
"What are you looking at?" Shi Yi's low and lazy voice came from behind.
Fu Shitian turned around and fell into Shi Yi's soft embrace. Shi Yi hugged her and rubbed his forehead against hers. He was sleepy but had a faint smile on his face. He didn't seem unhappy at all about being woken up. "Why did you wake up so early?"
Fu Shitian whispered softly, "I forgot to turn off the alarm clock. Did it disturb you?" She lowered her voice, fearing that she would wake Shi Yi from her sleepiness.
Shi Yi gradually came to his senses and asked her with concern, "Will it hurt today?"
Fu Shitian's ears suddenly felt hot.
The word "pain" awakened her memory that had been sleeping all night.
"Don't you want to come in?"
"I'm not afraid."
"Shi Yi, I want to feel pain for you."
If she were in love, she would still take the initiative if it happened again, but thinking back at this moment, Fu Shitian was still too embarrassed. She stammered "not bad" and changed the subject, "Shi Yi, how did you get this photo?"
Shi Yi followed her gaze to the photo frame on the bedside and said without hiding anything: "I took it."
That period was the coldest time in their relationship, and Shi Yi secretly took photos of her? Fu Shitian's eyes lit up, and she wanted to laugh in surprise but tried hard to hold it back.
Shi Yi pretended to be calm: "Lu He asked me to be her full-time photographer."
Fu Shitian laughed out loud: "Then you took a picture of me?"
Shi Yi acted nonchalant: "It's a stage, it's normal to be filmed."
But the close-up shot is not normal. Fu Shitian just smiled and said nothing.
Shi Yi's neck turned red, but his face remained calm. Later, when Jian Luhe was looking through the photos on his SLR, he complained: "Why do I feel like the focus of all your photos is not on me?"
In fact, she didn't mean to do that. It was only when she was looking at the photos with Jian Luhe that she realized that, unconsciously, her eyes had been following Fu Shitian all along, and her eyes, her heart, and her camera were all filled with her.
But that day, Fu Shitian not only pretended not to see her, but also ran towards Chen Xizhu happily, and the two of them walked away arm in arm, talking and laughing. She didn't want to admit it.
Shi Yi was embarrassed and angry, so he forcibly covered Fu Shitian's eyes and let her take a nap.
Of course Fu Shitian refused, wanting to ask more questions to get out what she wanted to hear. The two of them played for a while, and Fu Shitian yawned. She was indeed sleepy. She slept too late last night, and now she woke up too early. Shi Yi touched her ears and coaxed her: "Sleep a little longer."
Fu Shitian's eyes shone, and he hummed softly, then obediently closed his eyes, resting his head on Shi Yi's pillow and burying his head in the crook of her neck.
Shi Yi rested his hand on the top of her hair, smelling her hair fragrance, and spending a wonderful weekend with her.
When I woke up, I felt that I loved you very much.
There is a warm bed and lover in my arms.
Listen to the faint sound of rain and the quiet morning light.
Shi Yi has always been a person who gets whatever she wants, but it was only today that she felt such a satisfying and stable feeling from Fu Shitian.
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