There are not many places to fill in the ordinary case sheet, but Chen Ge's case sheet is an exception. There are several pages, and the content on each page seems to be different.
Dr. Gao was taking notes every day, and he seemed to notice Chen Ge's suspicious eyes, and put down the case list without a trace: "Chen Ge, I remember you told me a few days ago that you hate fear very much, as long as you are in fear , will you feel very uneasy?"
"Is such that."
"According to my observations, your second personality should have appeared to help you share your fears. You have lived for a long time in your own delusional horror stories, where everyone except yourself is fictional. You actually understand in your own heart that in order to relieve anxiety and pain, another self, Xu Yin, was born in your mind." Dr. Gao sat beside Chen Ge's bed, unable to analyze the truth of his heart from his facial expressions. Thought: "When you were sleeping in nightmares and living in delusions, Xu Yin protected you from harm; but when you returned to reality and your condition began to improve, your second personality Xu Yin But it has become the biggest obstacle to your recovery."
"Is he a hindrance to my recovery?"
"Under our treatment, you can easily distinguish the boundary between reality and fantasy, but Xu Yin doesn't have this concept. He exists because of your delusions, and your delusions are his entire world." Every sentence of Dr. Gao They are all guiding Chen Ge: "When he wants to escape from the delusional world, he will desperately grab you and make you unable to break free. Maybe in his opinion this is a kind of protection, but in fact it is just hurting you."
"Then what should I do?"
"Get rid of him and grab your hand, leave the imaginary world to him, and embrace the sunshine in reality." Dr. Gao stared at Chen Ge, there was a trace of fatigue in his eyes, but deep in his eyes Here, Chen Ge saw a very complicated emotion.
That kind of emotion made Chen Ge feel unfamiliar. It seemed that the Doctor Gao in his memory would never show such an emotion.
"He always showed up when I was in a coma and I couldn't communicate with him."
"It's okay, we can create a special scene where you can wake up and get it out of your head, it's very dangerous, so we need your full cooperation." It seems like a lot has happened in the hospital in recent days This made Dr. Gao feel a sense of urgency. He wanted to stabilize Chen Ge's condition as soon as possible, at least to get rid of Chen Ge's second personality.
"I can cooperate with you. Frankly speaking, I also really want to meet my second personality." As soon as Chen Ge finished speaking, Dr. Gao immediately shook his head.
"Don't have any curiosity about him, and don't believe what he said. You finally got out of the delusion, and you must not fall into it again." Dr. Gao's tone was very serious: "After nearly a year of treatment, the results are about to come out, and now is the most important time. At the critical moment, if you waver, then everything will be lost."
"I understand, but how can I cooperate with you?"
"You only need to do one thing at that time, and that is to reject him from the bottom of your heart. Remember, you must tell him sincerely that you no longer need his help, and you don't want to be dragged into that place anymore. A black ocean of despair." Dr. Gao put away the case list and stood up: "If he exists only to protect you, then he should understand that his mission has been completed, and you no longer need him."
Chen Ge nodded silently.
"The treatment will take place after midnight tonight, and I will come to the ward to pick you up." Dr. Gao took out the medicine bottle and fed Chen Ge three pills: "Have a good rest, tonight should be the most important one for you. night."
Pushing the door to leave, Chen Ge was lying on the bed, Dr. Gao's words echoing in his mind.
"There must have been an accident when they suddenly adopted such a radical treatment."
"The hospital wants me to take the initiative to cooperate with them to destroy the second personality. This shows that their ability alone seems to be unable to eliminate the second personality in a short time. What kind of existence is Xu Yin?"
"When I was in a coma last time, I saw a man standing with his back to me. He suffered most of the curse and pain. How could such a person harm me?"
Chen Ge already knew what to do: "Tonight is indeed the most critical night for me."
Sitting up from the bed, Chen Ge glanced out the window, and after greeting Doctor Fang, leaned on his arm crutches and walked slowly to the cafeteria.
After a comfortable meal, Chen Ge came to the garden outside the hospital ward.
After making sure that no one was watching, Chen Ge began to stroll in the garden. When he came to the bench where he often sat, he found that Zuo Han was sitting there and seemed to have been waiting for him.
"Have you read the note?"
"kindness."
"What are you going to do next?"
"Look for Zhang Wenyu outside the hospital, they may have undeleted memories."
"need my help?"
"Dr. Gao is going to treat me after midnight tonight. If I have an accident, you should escape to the hospital first." Chen Ge had a smile on his face, and he couldn't tell from the tone of his voice. What kind of danger are you facing.
"Am I running away alone?"
"Well, you protect yourself first, and there will be opportunities in the future."
"How is your new roommate? Can you be friends with him?" Zuo Han asked cautiously.
Chen Ge shook his head: "He imagined that he had things in his body, such as syringes and snails. I looked at his throat and found a human face in his mouth, his own face."
"There is a face in the mouth?" Zuo Han took a cold breath.
Chen Ge and Zuo Han spoke very fast. They had finished talking in less than a minute. Zuo Han didn't stay too long and left directly.
After sitting on the bench for nearly an hour, Chen Ge noticed something moving in the flowers.
He walked over with his armpit crutches and saw the cute white cat's head among the flowers: "You seem to have gained weight? Why do I feel that you have grown a little bigger?"
I haven't seen Chen Ge for two days, the white cat is meowing and meowing, and the eyes of different colors are full of worry.
It rubbed Chen Ge's leg and led Chen Ge to the vicinity of the garden fence.
A few meters away, Chen Ge saw Zhang Ya standing outside the fence. Zhang Ya dressed in red gave Chen Ge an inexplicable sense of intimacy.
"Didn't you say that you will come every morning?" Zhang Ya's tone was not blaming, but more worried, but she didn't even know why she was worried about a stranger.
"I thought you wouldn't come." Chen Ge walked to the fence and grabbed the rusted iron railing with both hands: "Zhang Ya, I need you to do me a favor."
"What are you busy with?"
"Help me find a person named Zhang Wenyu in this city." Chen Ge said in a low voice: "They are being hunted, and the hospital treats them as mental patients fleeing. In fact, they are not sick."
Looking at Chen Ge in a hospital gown, Zhang Ya hesitated, it would be difficult for any normal person to accept such a request.
After all, in the eyes of normal people, one must trust the hospital, not a mental patient.
"You just said that they are being chased? Zhang Wenyu is not alone? Instead, it is the name of many people?"
"Well, those patients have different appearances, ages, and occupations, but they have one thing in common, that is, they are all called Zhang Wenyu." Chen Ge looked at Zhang Ya seriously: "You should especially pay attention to those who come to visit the haunted house. Tourists, if they still have their previous memories, someone should know about the connection between me and the haunted house, and they have a high possibility to take the initiative to find you."
"I do not quite understand you."
"You don't need to understand, you just need to ask them if they remember the real past, find out the information about me, and then find a way to pass that information to me." To be on the safe side, Chen Ge asked again: "If I go out Unexpectedly, I haven't appeared here for many days in a row, then you can find a person named Zuo Han, he is very smart and should know how to make the most of Zhang Wenyu's memory."
"Why do I feel like you are explaining the funeral?" Zhang Ya felt that the mentally ill person in front of him was really strange. He said all kinds of strange words, but he didn't feel any impatience, as if the other party It's all true.
"I'm going to do something very dangerous tonight, and I don't know if I can meet you again." After Chen Ge finished speaking, he was about to leave: "Remember my words, Zhang Ya."
"Wait a minute." Zhang Ya said suddenly, she walked to the fence, and was so close to Chen Ge for the first time: "I've been running to wait for you these past few days, I actually want to ask you something."
"Want to ask me?"
"After we met that night, I had a dream that night that the parents I lived with were not my parents, but my real parents were in a car accident. It was my birthday and they were in their car. It also contains a birthday present for me and a cake I just bought."
"Zhang Ya's birthday gift..." A very inconspicuous memory fragment was flipped in the corner of his mind, and Chen Ge blurted out a few words: "Is it a tutu?"
After speaking, Chen Ge and Zhang Ya were stunned, they looked at each other.
"How do you know? I didn't tell anyone about this dream!" Zhang Ya's hand also grabbed the fence: "That dream was too real, I woke up with tears all over my face, it was obviously not my life. , but I couldn't hold back the tears."
"I also had a similar dream, but in the dream my parents were the owners of the haunted house. They suddenly disappeared one day, leaving me alone." Chen Ge held Zhang Ya's hand holding the fence: "You The life I experience now is a dream I once had, and the reality I want to escape now is actually your past."
"Impossible, I've lived with my parents for over twenty years..."
"Don't worry, you should do as I say first. Among those people named Zhang Wenyu, there should be someone who knows the truth." Chen Ge let go of his hand. Staying here for too long will easily attract others' attention. He leaned on his arm crutches. Turned around and left.
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The sun went down, night shrouded the ward, and it was pitch black outside the window.
Chen Ge didn't know what the treatment Dr. Gao was talking about. He could only silently adjust his breathing and try to keep himself in a good state.
"Doctor Gao has something to do the last few nights. What is he busy with every night?"
"It's the first time I've heard that the treatment should be done after the early morning hours. Could it be that Dr. Gao during the day is different from Dr. Gao at night?"
Looking out the window, Chen Ge was thinking, and a lightning flashed across the night sky.
At that moment, the electric light shattered the sky, and then the rumble of thunder sounded, and the damp wind blew into the ward, blowing the curtains against Chen Ge's face.
"Has the sky changed?"
Since Chen Ge woke up, the sky outside has always been clear, and the warm sunshine every morning is the happiest thing for him.
"There could be heavy rain tonight."
Thick dark clouds piled up in the night sky, and a feeling of depression and anxiety appeared in each patient's heart.
Doctor Fang leaned his back against the wall and bit his fingers. The corners of his mouth were full of blood, but he didn't seem to notice, and kept muttering something.
At midnight, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Dr. Gao walked in alone.
Usually, when Dr. Gao came to see Chen Ge, he would mostly come with the nurses. Tonight, when he came alone, Chen Ge felt even more uneasy.
"The treatment room is on the fifth floor." Dr. Gao lost a hint of gentleness in his words. There was no emotion in his voice, as if all emotions had been pulled away.
"Fifth floor?" Chen Ge has been to the fifth floor, where there are only wards where critically ill patients are imprisoned, and there is no treatment room at all.
Dr. Gao bound Chen Ge's hands with restraint belts, instead of letting Chen Ge use axillary crutches, he personally helped Chen Ge to walk outside the ward.
When he was about to leave the ward, Dr. Gao turned around and said to Dr. Fang, "You can come along too, your illness has been delayed long enough."
The hospital tonight seems to be different than usual. The lights in all the wards are turned off, and the duty room and the nurse station are empty. Chen Ge walked all the way and didn't even see a single person.
"It's here." Dr. Gao took out a bunch of keys from his pocket. Each key had a number written on it. These keys should correspond to the house number of the ward.
Opening the door of the ward, Dr. Gao hung the bunch of keys on the hook beside the door as if deliberately.
"You two can find a place to sit down."
The light was not turned on in the room, Chen Ge frowned and glanced at it. There were seven chairs in the small ward, three of which were filled with people.
They were all wearing hospital gowns, and they should also be hospital patients.
Doctor Fang's shoulders trembled slightly. He groped in the dark and sat down on chair number one.
Chen Ge looked around, and finally chose the seventh chair that was closest to the door and sat down. Among the seven chairs, there were also chairs three and six unoccupied.
"Two patients to be treated disappeared, so their vacant positions were replaced by me and another night shift doctor." Dr. Gao sat on chair number 3: "When the doctor comes, we will start treatment immediately. ."
Ten minutes later, footsteps sounded in the corridor, and then there was a knock on the door of the ward.
"Dong dong dong dong dong!"
The door was knocked six times in a row.
"The door is unlocked, come in directly."
The door of the ward was pushed open, and a doctor in a white coat entered the room. After seeing the empty seat next to Chen Ge, he sat down directly.
"This new doctor on the night shift is surnamed Sun, you can just call him Dr. Sun." After a brief introduction, Dr. Gao took a bottle of medicine from his pocket: "Don't leave this place no matter what happens during the treatment. In the room, if a patient suddenly falls ill, I hope everyone can work together to control him, and then feed him medicine."