The appearance of the child has made the Dean conflicted and divided. He always explores issues related to death, but rarely thinks about what life is.
No matter where a person goes, he is heading for death, so the dean thought that by measuring the length of death, we can find out the meaning of life.
The special growth environment made him a monster, and the curse had penetrated into every nerve and blood vessel of him, but even so, when he faced his child, the ugly scarred heart still beat violently. up.
Whenever he saw his child, there were always two voices in his mind.
A voice told him that the child was a gift from death.
Another voice is saying that children are the continuation of life.
The Dean couldn't convince himself that the quarrel in his mind was getting louder and louder, which had seriously affected his disguise.
Having tasted the sweetness of being covered with human skin, the dean no longer wanted to be treated as a monster. He tried his best to hide his illness, and as a result, he became more and more divided.
He couldn't reconcile, not just about his own children, no matter what he was thinking, opposing thoughts began to pop up in his mind.
For example, on the issue of how to treat himself, a voice told him that he should receive treatment and admit that he was a patient and a monster in the mouth of others.
Another voice is urging him to kill his own child and resolve the differences at the root.
The dean's behavior became more and more eccentric. During the day, he wore a white coat to treat people in pain and despair. After returning home at night, he would change into a hospital gown, lock himself in the room, and speak to the mirror.
Gradually, his wife discovered the anomaly, and at this time the most contradictory point appeared.
The voice representing humanity in his mind told him that the best way to deal with it now is to confess to his family, admit that he is ill, and actively seek treatment, and the potential cost of doing so is to destroy his current home.
He knew his wife very well, and he knew that his wife liked a doctor who was personable, very famous in the industry, and had a bright future. Once you admit that you are sick, your career and family may be ruined.
Another voice in the dean's mind kept tempting him, telling him not to care about the opinions of those monsters. This is a sick world, and he just needs to hide himself as before. If human nature makes him confused and miserable, then it is better to wipe out the last trace of human nature.
If you want to be human, everything you get now may be lost.
Continue to be a monster, but you can have happiness and joy.
The dean did not make a choice, and his soul became more and more antagonistic, until one day, the seed of the curse took root, and a black flower bloomed in his heart.
That night he had a dream, dreaming that he was lying on the bed in a hospital gown, and there was a man in a white coat standing in front of the mirror in the bedroom.
The same face, one is a patient and the other is a doctor.
The dean in the hospital uniform represents the only remaining humanity and reason, while the dean standing in front of the mirror is completely cursed and maliciously swallowed.
Good and evil have nothing to do with strength or weakness. In a dream, a patient representing human nature is being treated by a doctor full of malice and curse.
The most tragic thing is that as humanity is "healed" little by little, malice will completely occupy the Dean's body.
The dean kept and repeated the same dream.
The spiritual split became more and more serious, and slowly, his soul was torn in half.
The dean began to have trouble distinguishing between dreams and reality. He didn't know whether he was lying on a bed in reality or in a dream. Anyway, he could always see the malicious self in a white coat.
Gradually, he began to wonder, is there an extra self in reality
From the mind, awareness of soul and body, Dean found himself split into two people.
Both of them are him, but completely opposites.
One is evil, the other is good; one commits a heinous crime, and the other is constantly self-punishing with guilt; one is full of despair and thinks that he is the god of this sick world, and one who desires happiness and wants to be an ordinary person.
The dean in the white coat, which represents the curse, imprisoned the dean of the hospital gown, which represents humanity, in a nightmare. He did not destroy his humanity, but completely stripped it away.
Only the dean in the white coat, with only negative emotions and malice, has completely turned into a monster in human skin.
The evil thoughts in the body are no longer restrained, the cursed flower blooms in the bottom of my heart, and a black mist drifts out.
The dean of the white coat did not know what the black fog represented, and it was the first time he saw the black fog full of despair and death in the human world.
Without the shackles of human nature, the dean of the white coat has no flaws in his usual behavior. He is a demon disguised as a human being.
He is clearly composed of malice and curses, but he has made himself the embodiment of humanity and reason.
Patients who do not know the truth think he is a benevolent doctor, colleagues think he is a good leader, and his wife thinks he is the perfect husband.
The dean of the white coat can only remove his disguise in front of his newborn child. The appearance of life is the root cause of the division of the dean. The dean of the white coat, which is completely composed of curses, is also full of curiosity about the child.
He began to "treat" and "experiment" with his own children, and his biological son became his first real patient.
In constant attempts, the dean discovered the existence of the black fog. This black fog was born in the depths of the nightmare and drifted through the human heart. Its essence is the memory that people are most reluctant to face. It is composed of forgotten pain and despair. .
The discovery of the black mist made the head of the white coat ecstatic, and he felt that he had touched the real world.
He originally thought that this was the unique ability of the Seed of the Cursed, only he could see the black fog and become a bridge of the black fog.
But in the follow-up experiment, he put his child into the black fog, and the life that was ignorant as white paper became distorted under the invasion of the black fog. Black mist drifted out.
At this time, the dean slowly realized that there is a black fog in everyone's heart more or less. As long as the method is appropriate, everyone can become a bridge of the black fog.
The dean of the white coat began to collect the black mist in the dark. He enjoyed the process of spreading doom and despair, and experienced the joy of being regarded as the savior of the world.
He was the one who caused the pain, he was the one who relieved the pain, and it was still him who sent the patient to a dead end.
This life went on for a long time, until his child slowly grew up and turned into a deformed monster.
The child who didn't know how to hide almost exposed the dean's secret. In order to continue to hide in the dark, the dean killed his own child, but before killing the child, he sent his son's consciousness into the dark fog in his heart. .
He has always wondered what the source of the black fog looks like
Using the monster he cultivated, the dean saw a black sea of fog in the depths of the nightmare.
All the despairs in the world come together, they are forgotten, but they will never disappear.
The foggy sea is full of monsters that only appear in nightmares, and in addition, there are also lost people.
The dean became more and more interested in this world. He felt that he was born here, and he was desperate.
He was no longer satisfied with entering the sea of fog with the will of the child, and began to try to use different patients to enter the sea of fog through the bridge in their hearts.
About a year later, he met a patient from Hanjiang.
The young man named Chen Xiao fell into a severe coma after being hit by a car while rescuing people.
The man who was rescued by Chen Xiao was surnamed Luo, and his family was in business. In order to save Chen Xiao, he spent a lot of money to invite many doctors, and among those doctors there was the dean.
The head of the white coat wanted to enter the black fog through Chen Xiao's heart, but when he succeeded, he was very surprised to find that the patient was standing on the edge of the black fog world.
On one side of him is a thick black fog of despair, and on the other side is a city made of flesh and blood.
If the black fog is pure despair and pain, then the blood city is the only hope in the world of black fog that cannot be called hope.
When a desperate memory is forgotten, the despair and pain in it turn into a black fog, and the remaining traces of desire and struggle are integrated into the blood city.
The black mist is full of hideous and terrifying monsters, and the blood city is full of people covered in bruises.
The dean felt that this patient was very special, and there must be some kind of secret hidden in him.
He found Chen Xiao, and after various attempts, he found that only his own consciousness could leave smoothly, and Chen Xiao could not be taken away.
After thinking for a long time, the dean of the white coat felt that the reason might be the dean of the hospital gown.
He was the first person to split the consciousness of opposition. The dean of the white coat entered the edge of the blood city, but the dean of the hospital gown was still imprisoned in another place, and there was a constant connection between the two.
The dean of the white coat told Chen Xiao about his treatment plan. In order to split the opposing consciousness, Chen Xiao endured unimaginable torture in the blood city and the black fog.
In the end, the young patient's consciousness was separated, and the human side was called Chen Xiao, and the side that was bound by the blood city and full of negative emotions named himself Chen Xiao.
At the moment of separation of consciousness, the dean of the white coat took Chen Xiao away from the blood city, and Chen Xiao, who was uncontrollable and cruel and tyrannical, was left in the blood city.
After returning to reality, the dean became very interested in Chen Xiao, and he was curious why Chen Xiao's heart was connected to the edge of the blood city.
He observes in secret, records everything, and no one knows that he is a demon in human skin.
A few years later, Chen Xiao's child was born.
This child has a pair of blood-red pupils, and he seems to be able to read people's hearts and see many things that adults can't see.
Other children like to cry, but he always laughs, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him sad.
Chen Xiao knew why his children were so different. In order to escape from the blood city, he paid too much price, including being hit by countless negative emotions and experiencing despair that was unimaginable in the world.
Looking at the newborn baby in his arms, looking at his face with a pure smile, Chen Xiao gave his child a name with a special meaning - Chen Ge.
The world kisses me with pain, but I return it with a song.
As he grew older, Chen Ge showed more and more abnormalities. He would enter the world of black mist in his sleep and return to reality when he woke up.
He saw all kinds of people and all kinds of strange ghosts.
I don't know if it's because of the bloodline or because of his father, Chen Ge can freely travel through the black fog, the blood city and reality even if his consciousness is not separated, and all this is seen by the dean.
The dean of the white coat has a special medical record file. He lists Chen Ge as patient No. 1, Chen Xiao in Blood City as patient No. 2, and Chen Xiao in reality as patient No. 3.
Hidden in human skin for decades and still undiscovered, the dean's ambition is growing, and he wants to cure this sick world.
He began to contact Chen Ge behind Chen Ge's parents. He wanted to use Chen Ge's ability to bring those forgotten despair and pain back to the world.
As a seed of curse, he firmly believes that the world of black mist is the real world, and reality is just a sick cover.
The dean approached Chen Ge cautiously. He used the experience accumulated over decades to help Chen Ge open a door in the blood city.
That door connected the blood city and reality. Although it only existed for a short time and disappeared, it gave the dean hope.
He frequently came into contact with Chen Ge in the Blood City and the Black Mist World, which finally aroused Chen Xiao's vigilance.
However, in order to complete his plan, the dean didn't care about it at all. He had a crazy idea. He wanted to split Chen Ge's consciousness into good and evil.
Leave the good to Chen Xiao, and he will take the evil away.
In order to generate a sense of opposition, he frantically tortured Chen Ge in the world of black mist, but he couldn't succeed, and he was chased by Chen Xiao all the way in the end.
Seeing that it was already exposed, he simply brought the monster he cultivated to Hanjiang and kidnapped Chen Ge.
The dean did everything he could. He drew out Chen Ge's will and killed Chen Ge time and time again, but he still couldn't succeed.
No matter what he does to Chen Ge's will, he cannot tear or kill Chen Ge's will. When the sun rises, Chen Ge's will will return again.
Chen Ge's will couldn't be separated, so the Dean had to find another way. He was a top-notch expert in manipulating people's hearts. In addition, he had spent decades exploring in the dark fog, and he knew that place better than anyone else.
With careful layout, the dean triggered the black fog, and a terrifying black tide broke out.
In order to save the bruised and forgotten memories in the blood city, Chen Ge chose to merge with the blood city, and he tried to influence the blood city.
After the Kuroshio passed, those forgotten memories did not dissipate, but Chen Ge's will could no longer leave the blood city.
The dean stole part of Chen Ge's flesh and organs, and the rest was taken away by Chen Xiao...
In the cursed hospital, Mantian's memory was completely shattered at this moment, and the director's past began to dissipate.
The man in blood, who was holding the blood-colored key and carrying the killing intent, stared at the dean in the black mist.
He desperately stabbed the key into the interior of the shrine, and the stench of black blood continued to flow out of the shrine.