The moment Yu Fengcheng saw Bai Xinyu, his eyes lit up, but then he saw Yan Shaozhen and Feng Dongyuan behind him, and his eyes dimmed immediately.
Bai Xinyu froze at the door for two seconds, snatched the fruit basket from Yan Shaozhen, and motioned to Yu Fengcheng, "Well, come and see you..." He understood the role of the fruit basket and flowers, probably Let's reduce the embarrassment a little bit, Feng Dongyuan really has the foresight.
Yu Fengcheng frowned slightly, "Why did you bring them here?"
Feng Dongyuan scratched his head embarrassingly, he didn't want to leave, he didn't want to leave, Yan Shaozhen looked more calm, raised his eyebrows and looked at Yu Fengcheng, as if he didn't intend to leave quickly.
Bai Xinyu sighed, he knew that he couldn't hide all the time, so he whispered: "Go out and wait for me for a while."
Yan Shaozhen lowered her head and whispered in Bai Xinyu's ear, "Don't be fooled by him."
Yu Fengcheng narrowed his eyes.
After the two left, Bai Xinyu closed the door and walked over with a fruit basket.
Yu Fengcheng kept staring at him until he sat in front of him.
Bai Xinyu coughed lightly, "Is your leg better?"
"Surgery in a while." Yu Fengcheng looked at his legs with a calm expression, "Walking will be fine in the future, but long-distance cross-country or high-intensity leg exercises may not work. It depends on how well he can recover after the operation."
Bai Xinyu pursed her lips, "I believe you can recover."
Yu Fengcheng smiled, "I believe it too."
Bai Xinyu said lightly, "I'm here this time..."
"My brother-in-law invited you here this time, I know." Yu Fengcheng stretched out his hand and gently pinched Bai Xinyu's earrings.
Bai Xinyu was startled, and slightly turned his face away.
Yu Fengcheng looked at his empty hands and felt uncomfortable, he said softly: "Did you also be like this at that time..."
Bai Xinyu was stunned, "What?"
"After Kunlun Mountain was injured, when you woke up in the hospital, did you also hope to see me at the first sight, just like I hope to see you at the first sight?"
Bai Xinyu was silent. Maybe when he just woke up and his brain was still not clear, he really hoped to see Yu Fengcheng, but when he gradually recalled everything that happened on Kunlun Mountain, those memories and the pain on his shoulder reminded him over and over again, It made him finally disheartened.
"I went to see you... but I didn't dare to see you. I don't know what kind of eyes you will look at me or what you will say to me. I always thought that I was very courageous and fearless, but at that time, I am especially afraid of facing you." He looked deeply at Bai Xinyu, "A master once said that sooner or later I would meet someone who could defeat me. Before I met you, I never believed in that evil."
Bai Xinyu wanted to change the subject, he looked at his watch, "You are going to have surgery soon, are you ready?"
Yu Fengcheng gently pinched his chin, turned his face back, and made him face himself, "I know why you didn't come to see me, are you afraid that I will take the opportunity to ask you to reconcile with me? Although I am quite I thought about it, but it's too stupid to do that, even if you reluctantly agree, it's not what I want, what I want is that you are sincerely willing to start over with me."
Bai Xinyu slowly pushed his hand away, "Yu Fengcheng, I am very grateful that you saved me and gave me the body armor. Finally... the last sentence I said was also a misunderstanding. I take it back, but other than that ..." He shook his head, he wanted to say that they really can't go back to the past, but for some reason, this sentence was stuck in his throat, so he just couldn't get it out.
Yu Fengcheng looked at him quietly, "You called my name at that time. After the accident, the first and only person you contacted was me. When the kidnappers were about to burn you to death, the last sentence you said, It's my name. Xinyu, you obviously still like me, why don't you dare to admit it?"
Bai Xinyu closed his eyes, he knew that Yu Fengcheng would mention this, but after so many days, he still had no idea how to answer.
Yu Fengcheng grabbed his arm and pulled him in front of him, "Xinyu, when I knew that I might not be able to return to Snow Leopard in the future, I thought it would be difficult for me to accept it. For many years, I have always regarded Snow Leopard as my goal. , After finishing military school, I still wanted to go back to Snow Leopard, but after being injured, although I felt very regretful, it was not too difficult to accept. Because before I met you, I had no other choice but to 'want to be a special soldier' I don't know what I want to do, and I have never thought about life other than being a soldier. But now that I have you, I have greater expectations besides being a soldier. I think about our common life. It's very interesting. I want to go far, far away with you until I can't walk anymore. This is not just a goal, but a part of my life plan. You are a part of my future, and the biggest part. Now, do you really doubt who I like?"
Bai Xinyu's heart was indeed shaken. An arrogant and conceited person like Yu Fengcheng, if he didn't really like him, wouldn't spend so much time patiently on him, and no matter how bastard Yu Fengcheng was before, he really never lied to him. He is also a man, and a man is a physical animal who will not spend too much time on unworthy prey. He was not sure about Yu Fengcheng in the past, but the current Yu Fengcheng, maybe really...
Yu Fengcheng held his hand tightly, "Xinyu, do you think you can see me clearly on Kunlun Mountain, and I also see myself clearly on Kunlun Mountain, but we see it completely differently. When I let go of your hand, When carrying my brother-in-law down the mountain, I knew more clearly than ever that the person I like is you, because the guilt and pain I felt at that time was something I had never experienced in my life." He looked deeply into Bai Xinyu eyes, "I love you and only you."
Bai Xinyu said softly: "Yu Fengcheng, I must have been overjoyed when I said this more than a year ago, because at that time, we never had a decent love conversation. In fact, I really want to say it, but if you don't say it, I won't I don’t want to say it, but when I think about it later, I’m secretly competing with you, you probably don’t care at all, it’s a bit ridiculous. Now...you say you like me, I can see it, but I always feel that we are getting farther and farther away, I look at you and I can't get back the feeling I used to. I don't know if it's because we are not in the army anymore. When we were in the army, we only had each other. But when we leave the army, we have many... choices, no matter who you choose, it is definitely better than choosing It's easy for a man, after all, I'm not gay, I just feel that we really can't go back to the past, I'm no longer the former Bai Xinyu who doesn't care about anyone and only cares about his own happiness." He said at the end, his voice trembling When he got up, he remembered the saying about "growth is a momentary thing". At this moment, he realized that he had changed something, but he was not sure if it was growth. Going forward, in order to be able to walk side by side with Yu Fengcheng, and to force himself into the Snow Leopard brigade, but now he is only one or two years older, but suddenly he doesn't have that kind of courage. He thinks of his parents, His brother, thinking of Huo Qiao, he began to weigh whether it was worth it, whether it was worth hurting and disappointing his relatives for a man who always made him feel uncomfortable.
Does growth mean becoming stronger or becoming timid? Asking this question broke his heart.
Yu Fengcheng looked at him, and a mist gradually appeared in his eyes. Compared with Bai Xinyu who scolded him loudly and rejected him fiercely, this calm expression at this moment made him even more heartbroken. He said in a hoarse voice: "You follow me!" Bai Xinyu in the new barracks seems to be two people. I am attracted by your growth and changes, but now I don't want you to grow so fast. Xinyu, now I am following in your footsteps, no matter what How fast you go, whether you want to take me with you, I will follow, because I know you just grow up, but my favorite part of Bai Xinyu will never change, you like me, no matter what you look for now No matter how many excuses, how many concerns, you will eventually obey your heart."
Seeing Yu Fengcheng's red eyes, Bai Xinyu panicked. From the moment he stepped into this ward and met Yu Fengcheng's eyes, his heart seemed to be being pulled by something. He couldn't get up or down. The environment here Let him almost suffocate, "You prepare for the operation." He said and was about to stand up.
Yu Fengcheng grabbed his arm, pressed the back of his head with one hand, and blocked his lips with force.
Bai Xinyu couldn't stand upright, and threw himself on Yu Fengcheng. Yu Fengcheng snorted, but he didn't let go. Instead, he sucked his lips more intensely, even roughly, tasting the familiar taste between those lips.
Bai Xinyu stared, the hand that wanted to push him away was already on his chest, but suddenly remembered his injury.
Yu Fengcheng took the opportunity to grab his hand, pressed it on the bed, and kissed him more passionately.
Bai Xinyu felt his brain go blank for a moment. Suddenly, this slightly domineering kiss reminded him of the time when he was in the army. The first time Yu Fengcheng kissed him forcefully, he felt it was very fresh at the time, after all. Rogue-like kisses cannot be obtained from women. When did he start being attracted to Yu Fengcheng? The relationship between the two developed from carnal desire, but in the end, there was too much appreciation and camaraderie combined, and that kind of love has become inseparable. To this day, he still thumps because of a simple and rude kiss heartbeat.
After the two separated, Yu Fengcheng panted slightly and said, "Your heart is beating very fast."
Bai Xinyu said as calmly as possible: "I don't want you to sew up the wound again, you are a little bit modest."
Yu Fengcheng stroked his face tenderly, "Only I can make your heart beat so fast, the passion we had before is something you can't experience from anyone else, so you won't fall in love with others again, you I will think of me all my life, and likewise, I will only love you in this life."
Bai Xinyu looked into his eyes and felt that he was going to be burned by the flames burning in those eyes.