Bai Xinyu was lucky and hoped his mother didn't find the letter, but when he walked over and saw that the letter was also spread out on the table, he pretended to be calm and said, "Mom, look at the photo."
Li Weizhi raised his head, his eyes were red, and he looked at him fixedly, his eyes were full of anxiety and sadness.
Bai Xinyu suddenly felt distressed, and he walked over to hold her hand, "Mom, I..." He wanted to tell a lie to get over it, but facing her mother's panicked expression, the lie came to his lips, but he couldn't get it out. Now, remembering that his ability to lie before opening his mouth, now it is almost completely degenerated. He neither had the heart to lie to his mother, nor did he want to deny this irrefutable evidence.
Li Weizhi trembled: "Is this all true?"
Bai Xinyu whispered: "Mom, I'm sorry."
Li Weizhi withdrew his hand and wanted to slap him, but when he raised his hand, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he paused in mid-air.
Bai Xinyu grabbed her hand and slapped himself hard on the face. He repeated: "Mom, I'm sorry." He didn't dare to look at his mother's disappointed eyes. He really didn't know before that those eyes would make him So shameless.
Li Weizhi sobbed softly, "You bastard, why can't you let mom worry."
Bai Xinyu closed the album silently. In those photos, the smiles of him and Yu Fengcheng were so bright that it could hurt his eyes.
Li Weizhi wiped away tears, "You are too lonely in the army, are you separated now?"
Bai Xinyu nodded hesitantly.
"Then why don't you have girlfriends? Didn't you have many girlfriends before?"
Bai Xinyu evaded, "I'm busy with work."
"You nonsense!" Li Weizhi has a woman's intuition. Over the years, her son has never brought any woman home, or saved her photos. The son blocked a bullet for a man. She was a bit embarrassed, but now these photos and letters really confirmed her guess, she felt that her son was definitely not simply playing around with Yu Fengcheng, she had no basis, but as a mother, she could feel it.
Bai Xinyu put his arms around his mother's neck, and said softly, "Mom, don't be angry, okay?"
Li Weizhi stared at him, "How do you tell me to face your Auntie Huo in the future?"
Bai Xinyu really couldn't bear to tell his mother the truth, he thought Huo Jie was too tall a woman, he didn't say it, and he didn't say it.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Weizhi said, "You swear to me, you will never see him again, and you will never contact him again!"
Bai Xinyu was slightly startled, his eyes flickered, "I..."
"You don't want to?" Li Weizhi turned up the volume, "Xin Yu, do you still like him? He's a man, are you influenced by your brother!"
Bai Xinyu hurriedly said: "This has nothing to do with my brother. If I had been influenced by him, I wouldn't be here until now... In short, this matter has nothing to do with my brother. Mom, give me some time to deal with it."
Li Weizhi closed her eyes, "I really don't know whether I should regret sending you to the army. Although you have improved, you were injured again, and... But what's the use of regretting, Xin Yu, why are you so unreasonable?" Sensible, if your dad finds out, don't think he will beat you to death!"
Bai Xinyu wasn't really worried about what his father would do to him. His father had always been a utilitarian person. When his brother and Li Yu were together, his mother yelled that he didn't understand. His father also felt awkward at first. But after hearing Li Yu's background, his attitude changed completely. Now he is just worried that his mother will be angry. He felt his heart sinking. He squatted beside his mother's legs and said softly: "Mom, don't be angry. In fact, I am very confused now. Many times I don't know what to do. If you are angry, I will be even more angry." Sad."
Li Weizhi looked at the trace of grievance and pleading in his eyes, and felt extremely uncomfortable. She touched Bai Xinyu's shoulder, the once thin shoulder, now so strong that she couldn't hold it with one hand, she couldn't help holding it. She treats her son like a child, but she knows better than anyone else that her son has grown up and become a reliable and responsible man, and she is becoming less and less able to influence his decision, which makes her panic.
Bai Xinyu tilted his head on Li Weizhi's lap, and murmured: "Mom, give me some time..." Give me some time, let me make a decision.
Li Weizhi sighed, his face full of worry.
Bai Xinyu was lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling. Since his mother had left, he had remained in this position for a long time. His mind was blank, and he almost didn't think about anything. He felt that his life It has become a mess of thread, and he still hasn't found a way to untie it.
It was pouring rain outside the window, accompanied by rumbling thunder and lightning, his heart was as gloomy as the weather.
He didn't know what time it was, but his phone rang, and he took it over to have a look, not surprisingly, he found that it was Yu Fengcheng calling. He remembered that when he and Huo Jie met for the first time, Huo Jie asked him if Yu Fengcheng would chase someone. With Chi's basic skills, if he wants to court someone, his methods are many times better than Yu Fengcheng's. In fact, to put it bluntly, Yu Fengcheng doesn't know how to please people, so he does it in addition to being blunt or blunt. But even this can mess him up. He stared at the name on the caller ID for two seconds, connected the call, put it to his ear, but didn't know what to say, at the moment when he was feeling extremely tired, maybe he just wanted to hear Yu Fengcheng's voice.
"Xinyu, haven't you slept yet." Yu Fengcheng's magnetic voice drilled into the eardrum, "I'm really exhausted today. I haven't been idle since the day, and now I have time to call you."
Bai Xinyu let out a "hmm".
"By the way, I've confirmed the timetable for my rehabilitation today. With the hospital certificate, I can leave school without asking for leave when I need to recover, so I can take the opportunity to see you."
"My mother knows." Bai Xinyu blurted out, his voice sounded calm, but his fists were clenched unconsciously.
Yu Fengcheng was stunned for a moment, and after a long silence, he said in a deep voice: "Understood... about our business?"
"Yu Fengcheng, when I got along with you, I never thought about the future, did you think about it?"
"I said I thought about it from the very beginning, you won't believe me, but from the moment I was sure I like you to now, I have been thinking about it every day, I must have you in my future."
"But even when I liked you, I didn't think about it. I have never had a far-sighted vision, and I don't like to make things difficult for myself in the future, so I didn't even want to think about it at the time. In fact, it was because I knew that Even if I think about it, I can't do anything about it, only when the reality is in front of me, I have to make a choice." Bai Xinyu said hoarsely: "My mother is very sad and disappointed, my father doesn't know, and I also I don't know how he will react... Yu Fengcheng, I could have married a wife and had children and lived a normal life, why did I walk this single-plank bridge with you?"
Yu Fengcheng took a deep breath, his voice trembling badly, "Because you like me...Xin Yu, do you like me? Every time I say this, I pretend to be very confident. I think as long as I say that, You can take it seriously, but do you really still like me? You are right, I shouldn’t provoke you in the first place, I just want to play with you, I never thought that one day, we would have to entangle the future How do I go? At that time, I didn’t have you in my future, but I can’t do it now, Xinyu, I really can’t do it now, I think about you every day... every moment, and when I think that you may not belong to me, I want to put everything in my heart. Everyone near you will be killed, don't give up on me, give me another chance, Xin Yu, I beg you."
Bai Xinyu's eyes were filled with water, and the lights above his head became more and more blurred. Yu Fengcheng's begging voice made him feel like a knife pierced his heart. If he had known that talking about feelings would break people's hearts, he would not have been tempted if he killed him, but now everything is in vain. It was too late, the two of them sank too deep, this swamp trapped their hearts, and the more they struggled, the more they sank.
"Xinyu..." Yu Fengcheng's voice stopped abruptly.
Bai Xinyu looked at the phone, and found that it was out of battery. He smiled ironically, and then his eye circles were hot, and something moist dripped out.
Bai Xinyu fell asleep without taking off her clothes. I don't know how long it took, but in the half dream and half awake, he suddenly heard the sound of something knocking on the glass, he opened his swollen eyes, he was completely sleepy, thinking that he was hallucinating.
Suddenly, there was a ding sound outside the window, and the window shook. Bai Xinyu jumped up from the bed in a jerk. After leaving the army for more than a year, his vigilance dropped, but he regained consciousness quickly, and he quietly pulled away. The curtains, the window was still filled with rain and fog, and it was pitch black. He vaguely saw a figure standing under the street lamp outside the wall of his house. white plaster.
At that moment, Bai Xinyu felt an electric current spread in his body, making him tremble all over, with mixed feelings in his heart. Without hesitation, he turned around and rushed downstairs, picked up an umbrella and opened the door to go out.
It was raining very hard outside. Every time it rained, Bai Xinyu could still recall the scene when they trained on heavy rainy days. The cold raindrops hit the skin and hurt like needle pricks. In autumn, Beijing is very cold at night, he didn't know that Yu Fengcheng waited in the rain...
Bai Xinyu opened the door, and the person standing under the street lamp raised his face. His whole body had been soaked by the rain, and a handful of rain curtains gathered under his slender eyelashes. His expression was sad and his face was covered with water, making it hard to tell. Check if there are hot tears on it.
Bai Xinyu walked over quickly, looked at Yu Fengcheng who was like petrified, his heart felt suffocating pain, he tremblingly said: "You are fucking sick, are you playing tricks on me?"
Yu Fengcheng looked at him, his black eyes were unfathomable, and his voice was hoarse, "I just want to see you."
Bai Xinyu cursed, "I won't die tomorrow!"
Yu Fengcheng said hoarsely, "Are you crying?"
Bai Xinyu touched his face unconsciously, then remembered his eyes that must have been swollen, and fell silent.
Yu Fengcheng reached out and touched his face, "At first, I wanted to bully you when you cried, and then I wanted to fuck you when you cried, and now if you are still willing to cry for me, I would be happy to let me get shot .”
Bai Xinyu looked at Yu Fengcheng in a daze. This handsome face with sharp lines like a sharp knife was filled with sadness and embarrassment at this moment, just like a small animal that couldn't find its way home on a rainy night. The undisguised confusion and panic made Bai Xinyu Xin Yu was at a loss.
Yu Fengcheng's hand went around his neck, fixed the back of his head, and then blocked his pale lips with force.
There was a hint of coolness on Yu Fengcheng's lips. When he touched Bai Xinyu's warm lips, he instantly aroused infinite passion. He sucked those soft lips vigorously, pushed his tongue against Bai Xinyu's teeth, and drove straight in, hot Tongues were entangled together, and the heat of a kiss completely ignited them. Bai Xinyu couldn't help hugging Yu Fengcheng's shivering body tightly. His clothes were completely wet by Yu Fengcheng's clothes, but he had no time to worry about it. It seemed that there were only the two of them left in the world, and holding this man made him think he had everything.
This kiss was rough and gentle, affectionate and long, Yu Fengcheng almost kissed with all his emotions, until Bai Xinyu felt short of breath and dizzy, he felt that his brain was full of Yu Fengcheng, all of them.
After the two separated, they stared at each other for a long time in the night, until Yu Fengcheng sneezed, and Bai Xinyu came back to his senses, he shook his head in embarrassment, "I'll take you to the hospital, there must be something in your plaster cast." It's water."
Yu Fengcheng hugged his waist, his arms were firm and strong, "It's nothing to get into the water, just let me drown now."
Bai Xinyu broke his hand away, "Do you really want to be crippled?" Holding an umbrella, he helped Yu Fengcheng into the yard, he went upstairs to get his wallet and keys, and drove Yu Fengcheng to the hospital.
Yu Fengcheng showed signs of fever in the car, but he didn't care at all, he leaned against the co-pilot, quietly watching Bai Xinyu, as if he never got tired of watching it.
Bai Xinyu finally showed him that his heart was trembling, "How long have you been standing outside my house?"
"forget."
"You wouldn't have called me sooner?"
"You sleep like a pig, I'm afraid I'll smash your window." Yu Fengcheng laughed after speaking, looking at Bai Xinyu with gentle eyes.
Bai Xinyu didn't dare to look directly at that gaze. He is still a little dazed. From the time he was woken up, to finding Yu Fengcheng, to going downstairs, and finally the two hugged and kissed. It was all done in an extremely muddled state, he seemed... possessed by an evil spirit, he didn't know if he was sleepy, or if he held it in for too long and took the opportunity to explode.
After sending Yu Fengcheng to the hospital, Bai Xinyu went to go through the formalities. After finishing everything that should be done, Bai Xinyu came to the separate ward and found that Yu Fengcheng had fallen asleep, but when he quietly closed the door, Yu Fengcheng woke up immediately. up.
Bai Xinyu said: "Go to sleep."
Yu Fengcheng stretched out his hand towards him.
Bai Xinyu hesitated for a moment, and sat down. Looking at Yu Fengcheng's blushing cheeks, he couldn't help but sarcastically said, "You really should get a hospital VIP card. If you accumulate enough points, you can get a free bowel feeding or something."
Yu Fengcheng grinned, "I'll save it for you."
Bai Xinyu looked at his watch, "It's almost dawn, I'm going back."
Yu Fengcheng grabbed his hand, "Don't go, you stay with me."
"No, my mother should find out."
"Didn't she find out earlier?"
Bai Xinyu froze, a trace of worry appeared in his eyes.
Yu Fengcheng stared at him fixedly, and said softly: "Xinyu, the hope you gave me now is something I am willing to exchange with everything, don't take it back."
Bai Xinyu opened his mouth, but in the end no words came out.
Yu Fengcheng held his hand tightly, "If you only worry about your parents and your brother, I will take care of it for you. Don't let anyone or anything stop me from getting you."
Bai Xinyu lowered his head, "I have to deal with my family's affairs by myself." He stood up, "You rest, I'll go back first."
Yu Fengcheng exerted force on his arm, but Bai Xinyu was defenseless, and fell into Yu Fengcheng's arms under the unstable center of gravity.
Their chests were pressed against their chests, their noses almost touching their noses, they stared at each other, Yu Fengcheng said softly: "Do you want to have sex?"
Bai Xinyu grabbed his arm and slowly pressed it on the bed. The two fought secretly, and Yu Fengcheng finally compromised and let go. Bai Xinyu said in a low voice: "I want to, but I don't want to be with the cripple. Hurry up and raise your broken leg."