When Bai Xinyu returned home, it was just in time for the morning rush hour, and it was past nine when he got home. He sighed, and went in bravely.
His father had already left for the company, his mother was sitting on the sofa, staring at him as soon as he came back, "I thought I heard wrong, what are you doing when you go out at four or five o'clock?"
Bai Xinyu glanced at the nanny, and the nanny smiled and avoided it consciously. He sat next to his mother and said: "Last night, Yu Fengcheng came to see me. He had a fever. I sent him to the hospital."
Li Weizhi raised his voice unconsciously, "Why is he looking for you in the middle of the night?"
Bai Xinyu put his arms around her shoulders, "He knows you know about us, so... come to see me."
Li Weizhi pushed his hand away and looked at him seriously, "And then."
Bai Xinyu looked at her and sighed softly, "Mom, when I retired from Snow Leopard more than a year ago, I had already decided to break up with him. If I hadn't made up my mind, I wouldn't have come back. We had conflicts at the time. , I thought it was over when I retired from the army, but now, we have been entangled for so long, and I found that I still can't forget him. Mom, I have told you everything since I was a child, and I don't want to hide this matter from you , I just can’t forget him, there will never be anything in my life that impresses me more than the army, and similarly, there will never be anyone who impresses me more deeply than him.”
Li Weizhi's eyes were wide open, and his eyes were full of anxiety, complaint, and puzzlement, "Son, why are you so confused, you are with men, how do you let outsiders see us? Your brother is like this, and you are like this too." !"
Bai Xinyu grabbed her hand, put his forehead against her forehead, and said softly: "Mom, this has nothing to do with my brother. If I was influenced by him, it would have been when I was still by his side. It will affect it, and I won’t wait until I go to the army. Mom, you have been hurting me all the time, and I have made you sad again. I’m sorry. I understand what you’re saying. If I can control myself, I don’t want to like it either. Man."
Li Weizhi hugged his neck, sobbed softly, and said repeatedly: "Why don't you make people worry, why don't you make people worry."
Bai Xinyu gently stroked her back, his eyes were moist, but his eyes were firm. He hesitated for too long, he always thought that time could solve these troubles for him, but in the end he found that if he didn't face it, nothing could be solved. No matter how he avoids it, he can't lie to himself. He still likes Yu Fengcheng, and he still secretly misses the good time the two of them had in the army. In Botswana, when he felt that his life was coming to an end, all his longing for Yu Fengcheng burst out at that moment. He still remembers the feeling of sadness and despair at that time.
Life is impermanent, maybe one day he will really disappear from this world, he hopes that when that moment really comes, he will not be as regretful as when he was doused in gasoline, so he wants to walk with Yu Fengcheng again, this time He must take every step steadily, no longer blindly follow Yu Fengcheng, but walk side by side, and decide the future direction together.
After comforting his mother, he was also upset, so he simply went to the company.
As soon as he arrived at the company, his brother called him into the office to have a meeting with him. Li Yu was already waiting in the office as usual. Looking at the two of them, Bai Xinyu felt a little envious for the first time.
Jian Suiying said: "You have the word 'sorrow' written on your face, what's wrong?"
Bai Xinyu sat down on the sofa and sighed, "My mother... found out."
Jian Suiying raised her eyebrows and snorted, "Isn't it sooner or later?"
Bai Xinyu smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, sooner or later."
"Where's your dad?"
"I don't know yet."
Jian Suiying glanced at him, "Don't ask me to intercede for you then."
Bai Xinyu looked at him pitifully, "Brother, if I was really beaten up by my dad, you wouldn't really ignore me, would you?"
"in spite of."
"You won't leave me alone."
"Why are you so thick-skinned? Don't you want to solve it yourself? What did you solve?"
Bai Xinyu put away his dishonest expression, and a slight smile appeared on his face, "Brother, I know you will definitely be angry, but I... I plan to try again with him."
Jian Suiying narrowed her eyes, "Why am I angry, I told you earlier, you don't have my surname when you give birth to a son."
Bai Xinyu hugged his head, rubbed his hair vigorously, his voice was a little helpless and hoarse, "I tried... I tried to break him off, but in the end it didn't work out. I always think of the kidnapping in Botswana, and I always think of myself When I was about to die, how much I regretted not cherishing the time to spend with him." He sniffed lightly, "Brother, let me be an asshole again, I just like him."
Jian Suiying wanted to grab something from her hand and throw it at him, but she couldn't find a suitable one. Finally, she slapped the table heavily, "Don't run away from me, you're such an adult, I don't want to bother you."
Bai Xinyu raised his face, his eye circles were a little red, he smiled, "Brother, thank you, no matter what time it is, you are always for my own good."
Jian Suiying turned her head away, her cheeks twitched slightly, and she stopped talking.
Bai Xinyu's cell phone rang, he picked it up and saw that it was Yu Fengcheng calling, he adjusted his mood, grabbed the cell phone and went out, "Hello?"
"Xiaobai?"
Bai Xinyu was taken aback, it was Huo Jie's voice, he said: "Auntie, it's me."
"Oh, I'm in the hospital. His fever has subsided, and his leg is fine. It's just that some rainwater got into the plaster, but luckily he didn't get infected."
Bai Xinyu breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."
"Thank you for sending him to the hospital last night. He caused you trouble again."
"No, nothing."
Huo Jie smiled and said: "After I came, he kept telling me about you, and now he fell asleep."
Every time Bai Xinyu talked to her, he felt overwhelmed. He shouldn't be afraid of a woman, but he just felt overwhelmed, and Huo Jie was not fierce at all.
"Are you still visiting him today? I plan to send him back to school at night."
"I… "
"Come on, if you don't come, he will call to urge you."
Bai Xinyu intuited what Yu Fengcheng said to Huo Jie. Although Huo Jie remained calm, his attitude had changed. After thinking about it, he felt that since he didn't plan to hide it, there was nothing to avoid Huo Jie, so he said : "Okay, I'll go in the afternoon."
After hanging up the phone, Bai Xinyu went back to his office. He feels that this day is too long, and he feels very tired now. There is still a small voice in his heart, asking him if it is right to do so, but he feels that his judgment has become useless now, he might as well follow his own My heart comes with joy.
He was really disturbed, after much deliberation, he called Chen Jing.
Chen Jing was very happy to hear his voice, "Xinyu, what are you busy with?"
"I'm still busy with the company's affairs, and the progress is going well."
The two chatted about each other's recent situation. Through the microphone, Bai Xinyu imagined Chen Jing's clean eyes thousands of miles away, and his heart slowly calmed down. He called to find someone to talk to. We were chatting, so we didn't beat around the bush and said: "Squad leader, should Yu Fengcheng and I start over again?"
Chen Jing was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent for a while, "I dare not say this, after all, this is a matter of your relationship. If you ask me this question, you have already made a decision in your heart."
Bai Xinyu smiled and said: "I can't hide it from you, I just thought, I got along well with him before, and if he pursues me so persistently, I might as well give him some face."
Chen Jing smiled, "Xin Yu, those of us who were born in snow leopards have the courage to be honed through the test of life and death. If you like him, don't think too much about it. You are not even afraid of death. What are you afraid of? Life is short, No one understands this better than us.”
Bai Xinyu smiled and said: "Squad leader, I love what you say, even if you scolded me before."
Chen Jing laughed and scolded: "Stop flattering me. When I trained you before, I really didn't realize that you like to listen to my training."
Bai Xinyu felt warm in his heart, "Squad leader, Dongyuan has gone to college and majored in finance, and Yu Fengcheng has also gone to military academy. Although he is still limping, it doesn't affect the class. The security company I work with is also on the list." The schedule is up, and each of us is doing well, although it is a bit embarrassing to say this, when we all had a good squad leader, this has more or less affected us now."
As Chen Jing listened, his breathing became a little heavy.
"Now you are the only one who is still on the front line, risking your life to perform your duties as a soldier. Squad leader, you must live a good life. I think one day when we are old, we can sit and drink and brag together. You will be our squad leader for the rest of our lives. "
Chen Jing laughed twice, his voice choked with sobs, "What's wrong with you today, that's right, of course I will be your squad leader for the rest of your life."
Bai Xinyu smiled and said: "Don't you know that good-looking people are full of emotions. This is my nature, so I can't help it."
Chen Jing laughed, and the two chatted for a long time before hanging up the phone reluctantly.
After making this phone call, Bai Xinyu felt that his mood became much clearer. He grabbed his coat and keys, left the company, and drove to the hospital.
When we arrived at the hospital, it was almost dinner time, Bai Xinyu pushed away from the ward and found that Yu Fengcheng happened to be eating.
Seeing him, Yu Fengcheng's eyes turned from indifference to surprise in an instant, seeing the radiance on that face, Bai Xinyu's heart jumped wildly.
"Xinyu, why did you come here?" Yu Fengcheng was so happy, it was the first time Bai Xinyu took the initiative to see him in such a long time, if he could move his legs, he would definitely press Bai Xinyu and kiss him.
Bai Xinyu said: "Your mother called me and said that you are going back to school at night, so I will come and take a look." He sat down by the bed, "Where is your mother?"
"She and my dad have dinner tonight." Yu Fengcheng hugged Bai Xinyu's waist, his brows brimming with joy, "Do you miss me? Did you miss me after a few hours?"
Bai Xinyu rolled his eyes at him, "What about me?" He looked at the food, "Is there any more? I'm hungry too."
"It's not tasty, you can eat it."
"Damn, if it's not good, give it to me."
"I've been eating in the hospital for such a long time, and I'm really tired. If you try something fresh, it's actually okay." Yu Fengcheng couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed Bai Xinyu's lips, his eyes were deep and charming, as if just looking at it Wanting to suck people in, he said softly, "Don't leave tonight, I won't go back to school."
"I don't sleep in the hospital, it smells like disinfectant."
Yu Fengcheng kissed him again, "I was not hungry at first, but now I see that you are very hungry."
Bai Xinyu patted him, but his eyes were still a little evasive, probably because he hadn't been so close for a long time, he was not used to it now, he wanted to push Yu Fengcheng away, but was hugged even tighter, he frowned and said: "Can you let me eat?" Dinner is over."
Yu Fengcheng buried his face in his neck and whispered, "No, Xinyu, I miss you so much, I miss you so much."
Bai Xinyu's heart moved, and his body softened. He leaned into Yu Fengcheng's arms and said in a low voice: "Yu Fengcheng, we have been tossing for so long. I have to admit that you won. I really haven't let you go in my heart, so you have to I'll give you another chance. This time you have a good fucking talk with me, talk with all your heart, you must like me the most, and no one can watch it except me."
Yu Fengcheng's eyes were sour, and tears filled his eyes. He hugged Bai Xinyu tightly, "I like you the most. I won't look at anyone but you, and you too. Don't look at anyone except me. I, Yu Fengcheng, will plant you all my life." I have it in my hand, so you must stay by my side forever."
Bai Xinyu closed his eyes, and his heart felt sore and numb. He used to think that he was only greedy in his life, and he would not talk about feelings with people if he was heartless. But when he really met that person, the conversation was endless. Thousands of intestines, unforgettable, the passion and love he poured into Yu Fengcheng unreservedly, can never be copied to others, so this is the only one person in his life, this person.
The two kissed passionately. As the sun set, the gloomy ward became extra warm because of this passionate kiss.