"My mother wanted to come to see you, so she asked your old man for your address. I didn't let her come. I thought, well, if you are angry and want to beat me, you can beat me up."
Jian Suiying seemed to be still in a daze, probably because Bai Xinyu suddenly appeared, and the change was so great that she didn't get angry for a while.
Bai Xinyu looked at Jian Suiying's distraught look, and felt very uncomfortable. He really wanted to ask how his brother was doing, but he didn't dare to ask.
Jian Suiying said hoarsely, "When did you come back?"
"I just came back today, and I want to see you as soon as I come back, brother, I promise not to run away this time, I'm sorry, brother, I was ignorant before, and I really regret it, you can punish me any way you want, beat me up any way you want. "
Jian Suiying gave him a blank look, "I'm too lazy to beat you up."
"No matter, you can hit me if you want. You're my brother. Brother......""Brother, don't get angry at me. I'm wrong. I'm wrong. I'm really wrong.He knows it works well for adults. He's happy to buy this for them. He's spoiled. Don't look at it.
Sure enough, Jian Suiying's face softened a little, and he glared at Bai Xinyu, "No matter how much you admit your mistake, I won't let you back from the army."
Bai Xinyu said anxiously: "I didn't mean that. Although I really wanted to go home at the beginning... When I first went, I lived like I was in prison every day. I also really, really blame you, but now I I know, brother, you are really good for me. Now that I think about myself, I didn’t call myself a man before, but now I look like a man. I know I’m not a business material, and I think it’s good for me to stay in the army.” He continued Habitually stroking the stubble of short hair, "My parents are also very happy."
Jian Suiying gave him a suspicious look, "Go find me a cigarette."
"Hey." Bai Xinyu habitually obeyed the command, got up to find cigarettes for him, and walked around the bed before realizing it, "Brother, you are not in good condition, you should eat."
"Don't eat, give me cigarettes."
Bai Xinyu reluctantly took out a cigarette from the bedside table and lit it for him.
Jian Suiying took a puff of cigarette and said again: "Go and get some wine, let's have a drink or two, and tell me what you have been doing these past few months."
Bai Xinyu hesitated and said, "Brother, I know you're unhappy, but drinking hurts your body, so I'll warm up your meal?"
"Do you think I'm Lin Daiyu?"
Bai Xinyu was helpless, dug out a few cans of beer, heated up the food he brought from home, put the food and drink on the table, and then greeted his brother to eat.
Jian Suiying got out of bed and changed into linen home clothes. The loose neckline and trousers made his figure a bit thin, and his face was pale and haggard, making him look like a sickly handsome man the taste of.
Bai Xinyu rubbed his chin, "Brother, you are not as strong as before, how long have you not exercised?"
Jian Suiying sat down at the table, took a sip of wine, and said in a low voice, "No time."
Bai Xinyu laughed and lifted up the sweater, pointed to his abdominal muscles, and said triumphantly, "Brother, look, I'm in good shape now."
Jian Suiying didn't even bother to raise her head, she started eating.
Bai Xinyu felt bored, so he sat down. He was used to Jian Suiying's proud and proud appearance, but now he was not used to seeing him frustrated, and Bai Xinyu felt really uncomfortable.
Jian Suiying said: "Tell me, how is it in the army?"
Bai Xinyu is not afraid of losing face in front of his brother, because for so many years, his brother has seen any embarrassing appearance of him, so he told the truth, "Don't mention how miserable it was when I first went. My son was punished to death for his mistakes, and he had nightmares every night and wanted to go home. Later, after the recruit training was over, he was sent directly to the cooking class to feed the pigs."
Jian Suiying snorted, "Sending you to the army is to train you."
Bai Xinyu curled his lips, "It really trained me, but at first people looked down on me and pushed me..." Thinking of the first days, Bai Xinyu also felt quite unbearable.
"Of course people look down on you if you drag people down, but you are also stupid, won't you be tough? Who would dare to bully you."
Bai Xinyu sighed: "It's easy to say, most of the people in the room reject me, who am I to argue with?"
Jian Suiying sounded a little annoyed, "Isn't the grandson of the old Yu family with you? I entrusted his uncle to take care of you, didn't you look for him?"
Bai Xinyu thought of Yu Fengcheng, thinking that he would take care of him on the bed, and he muttered: "Don't mention it, he was the one who beat me the hardest from the beginning."
Jian Suiying snorted, "You useless thing, where's my cell phone? I'll call his uncle."
"Hey, don't." Bai Xinyu said with a smile: "Brother, don't worry, don't you think I'm not doing well now? I knew I wasn't up to snuff at first, but then I got some good grades, so it's much better. I will be able to transfer back to the company from the cooking class in the next year, you know, all of these are achieved by myself, so I am quite content now."
Jian Suiying glanced at him, "Really?"
"Well, really. If I'm still so miserable, I won't go back if you whip me when I go home this time."
Jian Suiying smiled, "Okay, I'm really promising."
Bai Xinyu said solemnly: "Brother, I was ignorant before, which made you worry a lot. Now I also want to do something for you. Just a word from you, brother, I will clean up the two ugly grandchildren, Jian Suilin and Li Yu first. Make sure they don't get out of bed for a month." Thinking of the few punches he used in the town, it shouldn't be a problem to beat up Li Yu and Jian Sui Lin, the little boys.
Jian Suiying shook her head, "Don't worry, you are a soldier now, don't cause trouble. I want to deal with them, there are ways, don't worry about it."
Bai Xinyu said "Oh", "Hey, brother, let's go out to play tonight."
"Old Chinese New Year, where do you go to play?"
"I heard from my friends that there is a gay bar that opens. They are all out of town and don't go home, so we can get together." The fact that his brother is gay is an open secret among relatives, but they don't know if his brother knew about him. He and Yu Fengcheng are also a bit ambiguous, what kind of expression will he make? He remembers that when he was a child, he secretly saw his brother kissing a boy, and he was curious and said that he wanted to try it. The thing about being beaten by his brother to the point of crying, probably his brother If you know, you can't let him go. However, he and Yu Fengcheng were friends with sex, so there was nothing to talk about.
Jian Suiying said: "I won't go."
Bai Xinyu was afraid that Jian Suiying would be overwhelmed, so he finally got Jian Suiying to agree to take a walk in the neighborhood after sitting around. The two of them got warm from drinking, put on their coats and went downstairs.
They chatted about the past, and wandered outside the gate of the community accidentally. Suddenly, a car parked at the gate of the community suddenly turned on its high beams. He could see a man getting off from the car, and he said angrily, "Dude, you didn't do it on purpose, did you?"
The man walked in, and Bai Xinyu immediately recognized who it was. It was Jian Suilin's classmate who cheated on his brother's money—Li Yu. He was very impressed with Li Yu. According to his understanding of his brother, he is exactly the type that his brother likes, so according to his observation, this kid must have an affair with his brother.
The moment Jian Suiying saw Li Yu, her face also changed.
Li Yu glanced at Bai Xinyu. Bai Xinyu didn't even dare to recognize his parents when he came back this trip, let alone Li Yu, who had only met him once or twice. Li Yu obviously didn't recognize him, his eyes were cold as if Want to eat people, "Jian Suiying, can't you live without a man by your side?"
Bai Xinyu's eyes widened, and his lungs were about to explode with anger. Now he was sure that this boy and his brother were in that relationship, and that his brother was tricked by his half-brother and his little lover. Otherwise, how could such a shrewd and capable person like his brother capsize in the gutter, these two people should be damned, Bai Xinyu is not a person with a bad temper, but now he couldn't control it at all, and stretched out his hand to Li Yuna With a face as clean as white jade, he was slapped hard, and then rolled up his sleeves, ready to practice.
Bai Xinyu's hand strength had become very strong, Li Yu was defenseless and was almost beaten to the ground. He stabilized his body and looked at Bai Xinyu with squinted eyes.
Through the change in his eyes, Bai Xinyu knew that he recognized who he was. Bai Xinyu looked at him provocatively, thinking that it was you, the ungrateful little boy, who was beaten by me.
Jian Suiying patted Bai Xinyu's shoulder very calmly, "Go back."
"Brother..." Bai Xinyu didn't want to go back like this, he didn't show it yet.
Li Yu took a step forward, blocking Jian Suiying, "Brother Jian, I misunderstood, I'm sorry."
Jian Suiying sneered and said, "I don't care? Get out, don't disturb me when it's Chinese New Year."
Li Yu said with difficulty: "I, I came to pay you New Year's greetings. I have been waiting for you here for a day. Brother Jian, let me celebrate the New Year with you."
Jian Suiying turned a deaf ear and walked straight back. Li Yu wanted to follow, but Bai Xinyu stepped in front of him and glared at him angrily, "My brother doesn't want to talk to you, please don't follow me. What are you going to do, you and Xiao Lin Zi cheated my brother so much, how could he still have the face to pay New Year's greetings?"
Li Yu pushed him away and was about to catch up.
Bai Xinyu grabbed the front of his clothes with one hand, grabbed his arm with the other, and threw Li Yu cleanly over his shoulder, slapping Li Yu on the ground. It was the smoothest, and the one that fell was called a beautiful one, which really relieved the hatred!
Li Yu groaned twice, jumped up from the ground, and stretched out his hand towards Bai Xinyu. Bai Xinyu wanted to pinch his wrist, but he pinched his neck first. Li Yu's eyes gleamed coldly, He said word by word in his ear, "Is it Bai Xinyu? I just want to stay with him for a while, just for a while, don't stop me, don't let anyone fucking stop me now." Bai Xinyu fell to the ground and ran towards the community.
Bai Xinyu bent over and coughed vigorously. This Li Yu's hand strength is really fucking strong, and he looks very gentle... What a mistake! He couldn't speak for a while, but he had already greeted all eighteen generations of Li Yu's ancestors in his heart.
After he took a few breaths, he ran after him. In the community, his brother was talking to Li Yu. He walked over quietly, neither eavesdropping nor leaving it alone. He could only stay in the grass not far away. standing. From their conversation, he could hear that his brother had shown real affection for this bastard. As far as he knew, it was definitely the first time in his life that he was really worthless for his brother. It turns out that no matter how smart and decisive a person is, they may fail in a mess when they encounter feelings.
Li Yu got closer and closer, Bai Xinyu couldn't help it, and jumped out, "Brother, let's go upstairs."
Jian Suiying nodded and walked towards the elevator.
Bai Xinyu gave Li Yu a hard look, said "Get out" with his lips, and followed him upstairs.
"Brother, brother, brother." Bai Xinyu chased after Jian Suiying's buttocks and called out.
Jian Suiying said irritably, "What are you doing!"
Bai Xinyu said embarrassingly, "I didn't mean to eavesdrop..."
Jian Suiying glared at him, turned around and poured herself a glass of wine, not intending to continue the topic. He was leaning against the sofa with bare feet, his hair was disheveled, and the fluffy cashmere sweater and linen pajama pants added a bit of homely laziness to him. He tilted his head slightly, looked out the window, and held a wine glass in one hand. With a cigarette in one hand, Bai Xinyu looked from this angle and could just see his graceful side face and short stubble. He thought to himself, it's not surprising that anyone is crazy about his brother, with such a slovenly and decadent appearance Sitting there is like a painting. He threw himself on the sofa and said with a smile: "Brother, you have to like that guy's type. I know a male model who is very handsome. I'll call him out for you to have a look at today. How about it?"
Jian Suiying took a puff of cigarette, "Forget it, what are you doing here, you can go back if you have nothing to do."
"I'm here to accompany you." Bai Xinyu blinked and said flatteringly.
Jian Suiying was silent for a while, "Then follow me to Qinhuangdao."
"Huh?" Qin, Qinhuangdao
"Go and pay New Year's greetings to my grandpa, you drive."
"Go now?" Bai Xinyu looked at his watch, it was almost eleven o'clock, no, time is not the main issue, how could he suddenly go to Qinhuangdao, if he meets Yu Fengcheng in Qinhuangdao, will Yu Shaxing misunderstand I went for him...
Jian Suiying pinched out her cigarette, stood up, "Go now."
Bai Xinyu stammered: "This, this is what you are going to, not what I am going to."
Jian Suiying looked at him like an idiot, "Why are you crazy?"
"I mean, um, you asked me to go to Qinhuangdao, not me."
Jian Suiying said: "I don't like to pull it down."
"No, no, of course I'll see you off if you're going." Bai Xinyu ran into the room like a dog, "Brother, I'll pack your luggage for you."
The two of them took their simple luggage and went downstairs.
In the car, Bai Xinyu tentatively asked: "Brother, do you remember when you were ten years old, you took me to your grandfather's house in Qinhuangdao?"
"Um."
"Did you make an appointment with a friend at that time, that Huo Qiao, Yu Fengcheng's uncle?"
Jian Suiying said absent-mindedly: "Well, that kid's name is Yu Fengcheng, I forgot, how is it now?"
"good."
"Don't you say he bullied you? Has he come back yet? Ask him out and I'll talk to him." Jian Suiying said in a bad tone.
Bai Xinyu said again and again: "No need, no need, we both... are fine now, everything is fine."
Jian Suiying looked out the window in a daze, and murmured: "It's been so many years..."
"Brother, did I bully him when I was young?"
"Yes, you liked to imitate me when you were young, think about what I am like you are like."
Bai Xinyu couldn't help laughing, his brother was a little hooligan when he was a child, but he dared to be violent only when his brother was present, and he was a coward when his brother was not around, "Huo Qiao said, I bullied him when I was young, I guess He probably hates me for that."
"Damn, how many years ago, so narrow-minded."
"Exactly." Bai Xinyu thought, should I call Yu Fengcheng when I go to Qinhuangdao this time? He went there anyway, although he didn't want to go by himself, but it's so close, a meal is still... Fuck! He doesn't have Yu Fengcheng's phone number!
They don't need mobile phones at all in the army, and they can find people by walking two more steps. He never thought of asking for a phone call, so... It's okay, anyway, he didn't plan to meet.
In the middle of the night, when they arrived at Qinhuangdao, the old man had already gone to bed, and the nanny arranged a guest room for them. Bai Xinyu was so sleepy that he fell asleep.
The next morning, before dawn, Bai Xinyu woke up. He developed a habit in the army. Even if he drove the night train for three or four hours yesterday, the biological clock was on, he still opened his eyes unmoved. He got up, washed up, put on his sneakers, and went out for a run.
The place where Mr. Jane lives is a medium-sized manor built by himself. He raised several people, planted land and raised livestock for him, and lived an almost completely self-sufficient life. He read books, drank tea, and took a walk in the garden every day. Life like a paradise. This piece of land is close to a large lake, and the scenery and air are excellent. When I first bought it more than 20 years ago, it was still relatively remote. Now that the city has been developed to the vicinity, the price of this place is rising gradually, but no matter how many people come. Ask, the old man does not sell. Since the death of his aunt, this place has become a safe haven for his brother, and he will come to visit every few months and stay for a few days.
He came here once or twice when he was a child. At that time, he thought this big farm was fun. When he grew up, he thought there was no air conditioning, and there were too many mosquitoes, so he never came here again. Now when he comes here again, his mood is completely different. It is quiet and the air is pleasant. It is really a good place. To be honest, those who have served as soldiers in Xinjiang will not feel how hard life is or how bad the conditions are no matter where they are placed in the future.
After running around the lake for a few laps, he returned to the farm. He had a very vague impression of this place, but he still tried his best to find the memories of the year nearby. Where were he and Yu Fengcheng at that time, and what were they playing with? He really made Yu Fengcheng cry several times? When he thinks of Yu Fengcheng who is like Xiaodouding being bullied and crying by him, he feels an inexplicable pleasure.
Back in the house, just in time for breakfast, Mr. Jian and Jian Suiying can do it.
"Grandpa, brother, you're awake." Bai Xinyu greeted them with a smile, with a sweet mouth, "Grandpa, Happy Chinese New Year, grandpa still looks so tough, he seems younger than last time."
The old man smiled, "Xinyu, you boy, you just know how to talk, come on." The old man took out a thick red envelope from his pocket, "It's rare for you to come here."
Bai Xinyu smiled and said, "Oh, thank you Grandpa, I'm not being polite." He said that partly to tease the old man, and partly out of sincerity. The old man is over seventy this year, but his hair is not very gray. He looks hale and hearty, and his speech is still sonorous and powerful. With short hair and a straight waist, it seems that he is still the same as when he was young. The unique temperament of a soldier cannot be changed even when he is old.
During the meal, the old man kept asking Bai Xinyu about his situation in the army with great interest, and then lamented his glorious years. Both Mr. Jian and Yu Fengcheng's grandfather were the founding fathers of a lifetime. .
The three of them ate and chatted, and the time was quiet and stable. Bai Xinyu finally felt relieved when he saw Jian Suiying's gradually relaxing brows.
After eating, he wandered around the manor, only to find that there were several pigs raised here. He couldn't move when he saw the pigsty. He should stay away from this smelly area, but the pigs in the world Do they all share the same face? Why are these pigs so similar to the ones raised in Xinjiang? He can even tell the status of these pigs in the pigsty at a glance, and which ones are overnourished will soon die. After being slaughtered, the other end was run off and didn't eat very well, and he could live for a few more months. In the end, he even walked over to observe whether their food was nutritious enough.
"Master Bai."
Bai Xinyu was startled, looked back, and saw that the old man had hired someone to serve the pigs, "Ah, ah, hello."
"Master Bai, what are you doing here? It's dirty here." He smiled honestly, "You haven't seen a pig, are you curious?"
Bai Xinyu's expression was stiff, "Well, yes, I'm quite curious."
"Hey, nothing fancy, dirty and smelly."
"Well, then I'm going back." After Bai Xinyu finished speaking, he hurried away. After taking two steps, he couldn't help but turn around, "Well, I heard that pigs that have just given birth must have more pigs. Feed water, and add salt water, you don't have enough water."
The man froze.
Bai Xinyu said as he walked, "I've heard it all, I've heard it." In the end, he just ran away.
When the person walked away, the person murmured: "How does he know that there are sows who have just given birth..."
After Bai Xinyu got away from the pigsty, he felt a little sadness in his heart, what happened to him, did he feed the pigs to his former feasting, noble and elegant life, why! Why does he care about the unscientific pigs fed by others!
He took out his mobile phone angrily. He wanted to contact his old wine and meat friends and regain some of the demeanor of Young Master Bai. He just sent a few messages to his former pig friends and dog friends, and he received a text message. He was quite surprised , These night owls didn't wake up so early. Looking carefully, it was a message from a stranger. When he opened it, there were only three short words: What are you doing
Without even thinking about it, Bai Xinyu replied: Who are you
The other party quickly replied: You are a man.
Bai Xinyu felt the ground jump, and the temperature of his face instantly rose.