Bai Xinyu was supported by Yu Fengcheng and walked towards the dormitory. Yu Fengcheng laughed and said, "You don't know how much you can drink. Every time you like to drink."
"I can't drink... what's wrong..." Bai Xinyu hiccupped, "You didn't see how much I drank, and I didn't... not drunk." He hooked Yu Fengcheng's neck and moved his face closer, hehe Smiling: "Come on, let Xiao Ye share a fragrance."
Yu Fengcheng pushed his face away, "Drunk, be honest."
Bai Xinyu pouted, "You despise me."
Yu Fengcheng pinched his chin and shook his face, "Dislike."
Bai Xinyu jumped on him all of a sudden, and laughed, "It's too late to dislike him, come and run faster, drive!"
Yu Fengcheng rolled his eyes, but he didn't throw him down, just walked slowly behind the playground with his back on his back. It was early in the morning, and there was no one around. The nights in Xinjiang after autumn were very cold, but they were dressed thickly. The most important thing was that they had suffered everything no matter whether it was hot or cold, but the temperature was lower. I don't feel too much.
Bai Xinyu tilted his head on Yu Fengcheng's back, rubbed it softly, and said with a smile: "My dad said that when I was a child, I cried and couldn't sleep, and he just put me to sleep like this. It's useless for others to carry it."
"How many catties did you have when you were young, how many catties are you now?"
Bai Xinyu laughed and said, "Just recite it for a while, after you recite me, let me carry you instead."
"Who dares to let you carry it on your back?"
Bai Xinyu kissed his neck, feeling happy in his heart, "It's really comfortable, it's so comfortable to drink..."
"Don't spit on me."
"No... I'm not drunk yet." Bai Xinyu said vaguely, "After arriving here, this is the most enjoyable day."
Yu Fengcheng said in a deep voice: "Hurry up and get comfortable, tomorrow's assessment..."
When the cold wind blew, Bai Xinyu regained consciousness, "What's wrong? Do you know anything about tomorrow's assessment?"
Yu Fengcheng nodded, "I can probably guess a little bit, although I can't be sure."
"What is it?" Bai Xinyu asked curiously.
"I won't tell you."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Bai Xinyu shook his neck, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because telling you can't make you relax, it's better to let you sleep well tonight."
"You make me so hungry, can I still sleep?"
"You?" Yu Fengcheng snorted, "You must be able to sleep."
Bai Xinyu shook his head and acted foolishly, "Ah, Yu Fengcheng, tell me!"
Yu Fengcheng patted his butt with his hands, "You call me to throw it down for you again."
Bai Xinyu calmed down and whispered, "You tell me."
Yu Fengcheng was silent for a while, "It should be psychological stripping."
"What? What psychological stripping?"
"A simple description is to forcibly strip you of your dependence on society and groups, so that you will no longer be afraid of loneliness and be absolutely independent."
Bai Xinyu was stunned, "Then what should I do?"
This time Yu Fengcheng stopped talking.
Bai Xinyu hugged his neck tightly, feeling that he was mostly sober from the wine, what Yu Fengcheng said was really scary, what method should be used to get rid of the dependence of people? That's almost impossible, not to mention humans, even animals live in groups, and stripping off dependence sounds as incredible as letting people quit all emotions.
Yu Fengcheng said calmly: "Don't think about it, I told you, even if you know all the details of the assessment, it won't help you in any way. Get a good night's sleep tonight."
Bai Xinyu said softly: "Are you afraid?"
Yu Fengcheng nodded, "I'm afraid."
In Bai Xinyu's impression, it seemed that Yu Fengcheng was afraid of something for the first time. Even Yu Fengcheng would be afraid of the assessment. Can he... pass it? He pressed his face against the warm skin on Yu Fengcheng's neck, "But you will definitely pass."
"I can."
"Then I will pass." Bai Xinyu said firmly.
Yu Fengcheng was noncommittal, "I still say the same thing, you do what you can."
"I still say that, I will do my best."
Yu Fengcheng shook his head, and carried Bai Xinyu on his back through the deserted playground. The two walked quietly under the moonlight. Bai Xinyu kept touching Yu Fengcheng's neck with his lips and cheeks. The warm and quiet time was completely uncomfortable. Have the heart to puncture.
Bai Xinyu then fell asleep lying on Yu Fengcheng's back.
He slept until noon the next day before waking up, the autumn sun was shining on his face through the window, it was warm, it looked like such a beautiful day. He stretched and yawned loudly.
Yan Shaozhen stuck his head down from the upper bunk, "Are you awake?"
Bai Xinyu smiled and said, "I slept really well this time, hey? Where's the squad leader? Where's Fengcheng?"
"Going to cook." Yan Shaozhen jumped out of the bed, and there was almost no sound when the soles of his feet hit the ground. He was also wearing a tank top and shorts, and he was obviously in bed. Dinner in the dormitory, just the four of us."
Bai Xinyu said happily: "Okay." He got up and washed up, and when he came back with the washbasin, he saw that Yan Shaozhen had already put on his clothes.
Yan Shaozhen glanced at him, showing an ambiguous smile, "Do you know how you came back yesterday?"
Bai Xinyu recalled it for a while, and suddenly his eyes widened. What's going on? Why does his memory only go to Yu Fengcheng carrying him around the playground? He hesitated and said, "I... drank a piece of it, so I don't really remember it."
Yan Shaozhen let out a long "Oh".
Bai Xinyu asked cautiously: "How did I get back to the meeting?"
"Yu Fengcheng carried you back?"
Bai Xinyu swallowed, and said with a dry smile: "Haha, it's really hard for him, I'm pretty heavy too."
Yan Shaozhen stroked the back of his neck, "His neck is full of your saliva."
Bai Xinyu's face changed slightly, "...Really..."
"Really."
Bai Xinyu closed his eyes, feeling a little hot on his face, oh my god, it's embarrassing again, it's too damaging to his image.
"There are hickey marks." Yan Shaozhen threw a grenade.
Bai Xinyu's eyes widened suddenly, and he immediately stammered, "What... what..."
Yan Shaozhen looked at him with a half-smile, "It's very obvious, the collar is short and the hair is short, it can't cover it at all."
Bai Xinyu took two steps back, "My...it's not...it's not what you think."
Yan Shaozhen passed him by two steps, and said with a smile, "What do I think?"
"I... I'm a person. I didn't get better when I was a child. I like to suck my fingers when I sleep. Yesterday must be... yes... just... I got used to it, the things around my mouth..." Bai Xinyu broke out in cold sweat on his forehead, it was over, It's been too long since I lied, what kind of stuff is this being pulled out, it's too substandard.
Yu Fengcheng forced him to the bedside, and his pair of watery peach blossom eyes revealed a very playful emotion, "You don't really think I will believe it, do you?"
Bai Xinyu blinked, "Uh..."
"You think I can't see the relationship between you and Yu Fengcheng?"
Bai Xinyu pressed his temple with one hand, smashed the jar and said, "Well, yes, it's just what you think, you see, it's this age, love is free, long live understanding." After Bai Xinyu finished speaking, he blinked his eyes "Yeah" for a moment, but unfortunately Yu Fengcheng didn't move his expression.
Bai Xinyu withdrew his hand in embarrassment, "Shaozhen, what do you want to say?"
"It's nothing, this is indeed your business." Yan Shaozhen twitched the corners of her mouth, but there was no smile in her eyes, "Honestly speaking, I am a person with strong observation skills. Your eyes always follow him. I can see it."
Bai Xinyu smiled embarrassedly.
Yan Shaozhen patted his head, "But who is his eyes always following, have you observed it?"
Bai Xinyu was startled, and frowned, "What do you mean?"
Yan Shaozhen smiled and shrugged.
At this time, Yu Fengcheng and Chen Jing came back and brought back a sumptuous meal.
Bai Xinyu glanced at Yu Fengcheng with a strange expression.
Yu Fengcheng raised his eyebrows and said, "What's wrong?"
Bai Xinyu glanced at Yan Shaozhen, trying not to think about what Yan Shaozhen said, "I heard that I fell asleep on your back last night..." He kept talking in a softer voice.
Yu Fengcheng snorted: "I really have the face to say that the halazi is all over my neck."
Chen Jing chuckled, "Xin Yu, you are really creative. You are definitely the first one who can sleep on someone else's back at 130 kg."
Bai Xinyu smiled awkwardly.
The two put the food on the table and set it up.
Bai Xinyu walked around behind Yu Fengcheng and looked at his neck, but there was nothing but a slender and smooth neck. Bai Xinyu was stunned, and pulled down Yu Fengcheng's collar to look.
Yu Fengcheng turned to look at him, "What are you doing?"
"I... Let me see if your collar is wet."
Yu Fengcheng glared at him, "I can still wear clothes that are wet with your saliva? What about the water room, go and wash it for me in a while."
Bai Xinyu let out an absent-minded "Oh", and his eyes drifted to Yan Shaozhen.
Yan Shaozhen smiled harmlessly, not to mention how sunny and handsome.
A series of swear words came to Bai Xinyu's mind, this kid is so fucking pregnant, he actually played fishing with him, he gave him a hard look, and Yan Shaozhen's smile deepened.
The meal they ate was actually almost the same as a breakup meal. According to Huo Qiao, more than half of the last level may be eliminated. They are the only ones who stayed in the entire dormitory among the trainees this time. It's not easy to come here. Although there is a gap between Yu Fengcheng and Yan Shaozhen, but when they grow up, they may be comrades who depend on each other for life and death, and they spend 80 days together day and night, and the relationship between the four of them is getting deeper and deeper. Maybe it was the last time they stayed together, everyone couldn't help feeling a little melancholy.
They substituted drinks for wine, and Chen Jing said, "May we meet again in the Snow Leopard Squad."
"May we meet again in the Snow Leopard Squad!" The four clinked their glasses vigorously and drank it down.
After eating, they each packed their luggage. Huo Qiao said that no matter whether they pass this level or not, they will not live here after today. Those who officially become members of the Snow Leopard Team will move to the building where they are officially serving. Go upstairs, those who fail to pass will naturally be sent back to where they were.
At sunset, they gathered on the playground. Huo Qiao asked them not to take anything with them. After searching them on the playground, he covered their heads with a black cloth and put 15 people into the truck. The truck was wobbly Don't know where to send them.
Everyone was very anxious. Huo Qiao didn't tell them what to do, where to go, or even let them see. The serious and tense atmosphere became more and more intense, and almost no one in the carriage spoke.
Bai Xinyu and Yu Fengcheng kept holding each other's hands. Although they didn't speak, the warmth between their palms was enough to make them feel more secure than others.
After driving for about an hour, the car stopped and they were kicked out of the car. Huo Qiao's voice sounded in front of them, "The last level is a psychological separation assessment. What you have to do is very simple, that is, in one place Stay there, there are only two ways for you to leave that place, first, the assessment time is over, and second, abstain."
No. 9 said: "Report."
"Say."
"How long does the assessment time end?"
"I don't know." Huo Qiao answered coldly.
"What is that place?"
"You'll know right away."
As soon as Huo Qiao finished speaking, everyone felt that they were being pushed forward. Bai Xinyu suddenly panicked, and reached out to grab Yu Fengcheng's hand, but his fingertips just brushed Yu Fengcheng's palm lightly, and the warmth disappeared in the air in an instant, Bai Xinyu wanted to scream, but he Hold back.
Bai Xinyu knew that he was brought into the room, and gradually he could not feel the existence of others except himself and the people behind him. He said nervously, "Brother, where are we going?"
The people behind were silent.
"What the hell is going on? Can I see other people?"
Still silent.
Bai Xinyu was about to speak, but suddenly, someone behind him pushed him violently, and he staggered a few steps. Just as he stabilized his body, he heard a bang, and a heavy iron door was closed behind him. . Bai Xinyu tore off his hood abruptly, but found that his eyes were pitch black. He threw himself at the door, but the door was locked.
Bai Xinyu was stunned for a while, and suddenly understood what they were going to do. This is a closed room. There is no light or sound in the closed room, and the area is obviously small. Bai Xinyu groped inside and found a camp bed. There is a large basket of dry food and water under the bed, and further forward is the washstand and toilet. Bai Xinyu sat down on the bed, a little flustered in his heart.
Yu Fengcheng obviously guessed almost everything, but Bai Xinyu understood the reason why he didn't tell him. Indeed, even if he knew, it wouldn't change anything. He had heard of this method of tormenting people in a small black room in novels before, and it can drive people crazy after a long time, but it is unimaginable for those who have not experienced it personally. Bai Xinyu touched the rough wall, just now After entering, he had already started to feel afraid of this place. He was not afraid of the dark. What he was afraid of was that the assessment had just begun, and he already had a premonition that he would not be able to pass the test. He was a person who was afraid of being alone. He couldn't help but patted his face, almost hitting the wall with his own futility, it's only been ten minutes since he came in, how could he have such an idea now!
He took out the basket under the bed, scattered food and mineral water on the bed, and fumbled for the quantity in the dark. He wanted to use these things to judge how long Huo Qiao would keep them locked up. After a long time of calculation, he came to the conclusion that ten days to half a month didn't sound like a hard time, as long as he ate and slept every day, it should be over soon.
Bai Xinyu lay on the bed, thinking wildly.
If he can pass the selection this time, he must tell his parents and his brother, and hope they can be proud of themselves... However, it is also possible that his brother will personally go to the army to take him back. , but it is really good to him, probably he will not be willing to let him be a dangerous special soldier, but he will not go back, unless he leaves with Yu Fengcheng two years later.
Yu Fengcheng... what are you doing now? He must have counted the dry food and water like him, so are you thinking about him now? Bai Xinyu chuckled, the laughter in the dark confinement room was quite creepy. He turned over, fantasizing about what Yu Fengcheng was doing and thinking in his mind now, recalling the details of the two of them since they met, and sometimes laughing to himself just thinking about it.
It was probably getting dark later, and he fell asleep naturally. In the quiet and dark confinement room, he slept very soundly.
I don't know how long he slept, but Bai Xinyu couldn't lie down anymore, so he got out of bed, washed his face, went to the bathroom, and ate in the dark. After doing all this, he walked around the room boringly. It is probably bigger than a van. He measured it with his steps, and he can walk to the end in seven or eight steps. The horizontal distance is even narrower. He can touch the left and right walls with both hands at the same time. The narrow space is very special. repressed.
What are you going to do? What are you thinking about? Bai Xinyu tried hard to think that he had to find something to pass the time. He started to play with mineral water, arranged the water into a square, let the compressed dry food walk around in the square, and made a "beep" sound with his own dubbing. After playing enough of this, he began to juggle and throw dry food , I don’t know how long I have been playing, and I feel boring.
Bai Xinyu lay down on the bed and sang loudly, yelling about what he could sing and not, until his brain was buzzing, and then he was tired of yelling, and fell asleep again.
After waking up again, Bai Xinyu realized that it was meaningless for him to calculate that Huo Qiao would lock them up for a few days, because he could no longer feel the passage of time at all. How long had he been here? one day? two days? Maybe it's only been one night, so boring, so quiet, nothing, can't see anything, he really wants to go out, even if there is a dog to talk to him now!
What is Yu Fengcheng doing? What is the monitor doing? Where is Yan Shaozhen? Are they bored to death? It would be nice for the four of them to play a tractor now, chat and drink together, or even train together, at least not by himself.
What are Dong Yuan and Qian Liang doing now? Where is Squad Leader Wu? Where is Brother Wangwang? Does anyone miss him? He misses so many people, he misses his parents, his brother, why does he want to go home so much at this time.
Bai Xinyu tossed and turned on the bed, he couldn't fall asleep at all, the silence and darkness around him was like an invisible pressure, pressing hard on his nerves, he felt that breathing became a little uncomfortable, he really wanted to go out. He jumped up from the bed and kicked the wall hard, maybe there was someone next door, maybe it was Yu Fengcheng next door. But he kicked for a long time and didn't hear any movement. After he finished kicking the wall, he went to kick the door again, and the iron door was slammed by him. Should such a loud noise be heard even through a wall as thick as the Great Wall? But he still didn't hear anything. He felt as if he had been exiled on an island, with no one around him but him and the endless darkness. That kind of loneliness is unprecedented, and now he really wants to hear voices that are not made by him, and he really wants to get some response.
After bumping into it for a long time, he was tired and sweated. He found that a little tiredness can divert his attention, so he started to do exercises. According to the amount of usual training, it was 200 push-ups and sit-ups all at once, and he sat like this for most of the day , he was so tired that he was panting like a bull, and he fell back on the bed, and finally felt a little sleepy, and fell into a deep sleep.
Every moment Bai Xinyu was awake, he was looking for something to do for himself. He didn't know how many days had passed, there was no concept of time here, he desperately told himself to persevere, at least now he wasn't crazy. In that small room, he used everything to relieve boredom. He hit the wall with his bed and the door with his body, stood on his head for half an hour, played with empty mineral water bottles, yelled, and told himself Making jokes, tearing the bedsheets into rags, and finally dispelling the loneliness by turning on the water and the sound of flushing the toilet, he felt that he was not far from going crazy, but he still had the perseverance and rationality that flowed from the mainstay in his mind.
After waking up again, his brain cleared up a bit, and he began to recall what Huo Qiao said, the way to leave here, one is the time, and the other is... abstention. A light flashed in his mind, abstain? How to abstain? There is no way to communicate with the outside world here. How does Huo Qiao know whether he wants to abstain? Could it be that they have been being watched all the time
Bai Xinyu felt his hair stand on end. It's scary enough to be locked in a small black room. If you still look at them and listen to them at any time at this time, it's really disgusting. The content of your yelling and the various appearances of yourself like a psychopath are not good. Have they all been seen
Damn... so scary... Bai Xinyu jumped up from the bed and started looking for cameras or monitors all over the room. He touched every corner he could reach, but he couldn't touch any higher places, and the ceiling The four corners of it are hidden in darkness.
Bai Xinyu felt flustered for a while, picked up the quilt and screamed frantically, until his voice became hoarse, and then he fell back on the bed decadently.
How many days have passed? How many people gave up? What is Yu Fengcheng doing now? Are you going crazy like yourself? Bai Xinyu felt that he could not hold on any longer. He wanted light, he wanted sound, he wanted to touch human skin, and feel the warmth of creatures. It was so dark, so scary, and so lonely here, as if he was the only one left in the whole world. ,worldwide! He is alone!
The great fear and loneliness kept eroding Bai Xinyu's heart, and he felt that he was about to collapse...