"Xinyu—" Yu Fengcheng's roar resounded throughout the valley.
Bai Xinyu was shot in the right shoulder, and the bullet caused a penetrating wound from the socket of the shoulder, blood was scattered all over the ground, and the person's eyes were hurt. The mercenary who shot was killed immediately, and everyone surrounded him, looking at Bai Xinyu anxiously, "How is the princess?"
Yu Fengcheng hugged Bai Xinyu, his eyes were red, his voice was trembling, "Xinyu...Xinyu..." He looked at Bai Xinyu covered in blood and his eyes were dazed, his heart was so distressed that he could hardly breathe. For some reason, he suddenly remembered Bai Xinyu's appearance when he saw him for the first time, with fair skin, handsome features, bright eyes, and that somewhat weak but shy temperament, what made Bai Xinyu look like that at that time? Has Xin Yu turned into this soldier who is not afraid of life and death? He should be the one who should be most aware of Bai Xinyu's changes, but because he gets too close, sometimes he ignores it.
Lao Sha pushed aside the crowd and tore open Bai Xinyu's clothes, "It's a penetrating wound, much better than a bullet left in the body, let's get out of the way, let Maizi stop the bleeding, hurry up."
Bai Xinyu's eyes were out of focus, and his ears kept buzzing, and he couldn't hear what others said. He "saw" many people's heads dangling in front of his eyes, with anxious expressions on their faces , but only Yu Fengcheng's face is relatively clear, is Yu Fengcheng crying, is that tears? He can't feel his shoulder anymore, is his shoulder still there? Hot and cold, is he going to die? It turns out that this is what it feels like to be shot, it really hurts, the pain makes people want to go crazy, but he doesn't even have the strength to yell out. Will he die
Maizi is a doctor of traditional Chinese medicine and a veteran of the Snow Leopard Squad. He quickly took out the first-aid kit from his backpack and buried the silver needle deeply into the acupuncture point on Bai Xinyu's shoulder to stop the bleeding. He said, "I can only stop the bleeding temporarily. The temperature here If it is too low, it is easy to cause frostbite and necrosis of the cells, and he must be sent to the hospital immediately, otherwise the arm may not be preserved."
At this time, Yan Shaozhen dragged a bloody man back from the mountain pass, it was the mercenary who was trying to escape with the virus. Yan Shaozhen threw the man to the ground and wiped the blood from his face, "I got the virus, this one is not dead yet... who was injured?" When he frantically searched for Bai Xinyu but couldn't find it, he reacted immediately and rushed up. Sure enough, seeing Bai Xinyu lying on the ground covered in blood, he suddenly felt a chill run through his body, and he called out in a hoarse voice: "New Feather..."
Bai Xinyu kept staring at Yu Fengcheng with somewhat slack eyes, trying very hard to get in focus, he wanted to see Yu Fengcheng more, if he died, he wanted to engrave Yu Fengcheng's face in the soul, at the moment of life and death, everything is not It's important, he just wants to remember the only person he has ever liked in his life, no matter whether Yu Fengcheng also likes him or not. He felt a trace of warmth in his palm, that broad palm belonged to Yu Fengcheng, he could tell that Yu Fengcheng kept calling him, but he couldn't hear it.
Chen Jing suddenly mourned: "How is Xinyu? The deputy team is dying!"
One sentence made Yu Fengcheng wake up like a dream. He looked at Huo Qiao and then at Bai Xinyu, with a painful expression on his face.
Maizi is wrapping gauze, "Send the deputy team away first, I can't help him, hurry up!"
Yu Fengcheng wiped his face, the emotion in his eyes was endless struggle, as if he was making the most difficult decision in the world, and no matter how he decided, he would regret and suffer in the end. His fists were clenched, and finally, he took a look at Bai Xinyu and stood up with all his willpower.
Bai Xinyu didn't know where the strength came from, and he grasped his hand tightly, and an indistinguishable voice came from his throat, "No..." Don't go, Yu Fengcheng, why are you leaving? Don't go, let me take another look at you, one last look, in case I can't see you again, before I close my eyes, I just want to keep looking at you.
Yu Fengcheng's tears rolled in his eyes, he resisted the huge pain in his heart, and opened Bai Xinyu's hand one finger at a time. Bai Xinyu's fingers were so warm, they were like the skin of the two of them. When we separated completely, it seemed that the whole world was frozen in that moment. He didn't dare to look back, so he just ran towards Huo Qiao, carried Huo Qiao on his back, and ran out of the mountain pass with Chen Jing and a few others.
Bai Xinyu tilted his head, looking at Yu Fengcheng's back without turning his head away, tears finally slipped from his eyes. Why did he have to leave a back view at the end... The pain in his heart seemed to have covered his pierced shoulders, and the white snow that was blowing in the wind turned into a white veil that was about to cover his body in his eyes.
He felt that he was carried by someone. The smell of gunpowder smoke and blood was mixed with the person, but it made him feel at ease. When the person turned around, his familiar eyes were filled with deep worry, It's Shao Hazel...
His eyes were blurred and he finally passed out.
Bai Xinyu felt like he had slept for a century, and when he opened his eyes, he suddenly didn't know if he was still alive.
"Xinyu?" A familiar call came from his ear, Bai Xinyu slowly turned his neck, and saw Jian Suiying's face.
He opened his mouth to scream, but no sound came out. Brother... His brother is here, so he is not dead? The feeling of the body gradually recovered, the severe pain in the shoulder and the burning pain in the throat were the first to bear the brunt.
"Auntie, Uncle, Xinyu has woken up!" Jian Suiying exclaimed a little excitedly.
The two people on the other bed sat up immediately, Li Weizhi jumped out of the bed, threw herself to the bed with dark circles under her eyes, and cried, "Xinyu, my baby...you want my mother's life..."
Bai Qingmin was also in tears, and his chin was covered with green stubble, making him look like he had aged many years.
Bai Xinyu's eyes became hot, and tears flowed down her face. Dad, Mom, I'm sorry...
Seeing how he was trying to speak, Jian Suiying patted his head and said softly: "You have been in a coma for three days, and you finally woke up. Your throat mucosa was damaged, and the doctor said it would take at least a month or two to recover. Don't talk for a while."
Bai Xinyu desperately aimed his eyes at his shoulder, and Jian Suiying said again: "Your shoulder injury will recover, but you won't be as flexible as before."
Bai Xinyu nodded silently, the result was much better than he expected. At least he wasn't dead, and the disability was temporary.
Everything he experienced in Kunlun Mountain was like a nightmare. When he recalled all the things at that time, he still felt pain in breathing. How is Huo Qiao? Have you found the golden eagle? And Yu Fengcheng... Thinking of Yu Fengcheng, Bai Xinyu's heart tightened, and there was a dull pain deep in his body, he could no longer describe what it felt like. Does he blame Yu Fengcheng? Did Yu Fengcheng do something wrong? No, Yu Fengcheng just values Huo Qiao far more than him, what's wrong with that? It's just that he will never accompany him again, he will not be the substitute that Yu Fengcheng begged for Huo Qiao, he is not willing to be someone else's "second pick", maybe he walked through the gate of hell, his heart All of a sudden, it was as clear as a mirror, and many things were figured out.
He knew that after going through this time, he would not be able to stay in the Snow Leopard Brigade, not only because of his shoulder injury, but his whole family would not allow him to continue to be a special soldier. Special soldier, he is not calm enough, not rational enough, he can't bear more comrades leaving him one by one, Zhao brother's death has made him deeply fearful, maybe he only has the physical fitness and combat skills of a special soldier, but Never had the cold heart of a special soldier. Moreover, staying in the Snow Leopard Team had to continue to face Yu Fengcheng. He was not afraid of facing it. He just felt that the relationship between the two would affect the combat ability of the team, which was also a big taboo.
Bai Xinyu couldn't speak, so he held his parents' hands with his uninjured hand, comforting them with his eyes and smile.
After a while, the door opened and two people came in. The shorter one was Chen Jing, and the taller one was his brother's boyfriend, Li Yu.
Bai Xinyu stretched out his hand towards Chen Jing, and Chen Jing grabbed his hand and said tremblingly, "Xinyu, you finally woke up."
Bai Xinyu asked Huo Qiao and Jin Diao anxiously with his lips.
Chen Jing's eyes were gloomy, "The deputy team has been rescued, and is still in the intensive care unit, and has not completely escaped the threat. The golden eagle... We searched for a day and a night, but we couldn't find him, and Brother Zhao couldn't find him either..."
Bai Xinyu trembled and sighed, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Brother Zhao and the golden eagle just slept under the perennial snow in Kunlun Snow Mountain, never to see the sun, but the white snow can not erase the traces of their existence, let alone their bravery and sacrifice. Every day of the Snow Leopard Team Individuals will always remember them.
Chen Jing stroked his head and said, "Many people are tired and sick, and they still haven't woken up yet. Xin Yu, you are braver than yourself and us. If you survive a catastrophe, you will have good fortune."
Bai Xinyu nodded with tears in his eyes, and held Chen Jing's hand tightly, unwilling to let go. He wanted to feel the temperature of these living comrades-in-arms, so as to warm his grief and pain.
He lay on the bed for another two days, and his mother took care of him without anyone else's hands, and he lost a lot of weight in a few days. He couldn't lie down anymore, so he got out of bed.
This morning, Yan Shaozhen pushed open the door of Bai Xinyu's room in his hospital gown. His legs were slightly weak, but he refused to sit in a wheelchair no matter what.
As soon as Bai Xinyu saw him, he laughed in surprise. He went to help Yan Shaozhen sit on the side of the bed, and pointed to his throat.
Yan Shaozhen looked deeply at Bai Xinyu, and said lightly, "I know you can't speak."
Jian Suiying, Li Yu and Bai Qingmin all went out, Li Weizhi smiled and said, "You two talk, I'll go get the medicine."
When only the two of them were saved in the ward, Yan Shaozhen suddenly hugged Bai Xinyu, his body trembling, "Xinyu, you really scared me to death..."
Bai Xinyu was stunned for a moment, and he patted Yan Shaozhen on the back lightly, trying to comfort her.
Afraid of crushing his shoulder injury, Yan Shaozhen quickly let go of him, staring at him, as if wanting to confirm that Bai Xinyu was really alive with all his beard and tail.
Bai Xinyu took the tablet and typed a line of words on it with the fingers of his left hand, "You sent me to the hospital, right? Thank you."
Yan Shaozhen said: "It's not just me, Ah Si, Maizi, and Lao Sha. We took turns carrying you to the town. After treating the wound there, we contacted the helicopter and sent us all to the city hospital."
Bai Xinyu sighed, and wrote: How is the deputy team
"The deputy team is out of danger, but he hasn't woken up yet. The deputy team was in shock when he was sent to the hospital, and he was rescued for more than seven hours. If he came one step later, his life would really be lost." Yan Shaozhen had lingering fears when she said this. .
Bai Xinyu let go of his hanging heart. If something happened to Huo Qiao, the whole team would suffer, and Yu Fengcheng would be even more... He was stunned for a while, and blamed himself for thinking of Yu Fengcheng again. This ending is already unfortunate. Fortunately, he doesn't need to worry about Huo Qiao and Yu Fengcheng anymore.
Yan Shaozhen seemed to see through him at a glance, and said in a deep voice, "Aren't you going to ask how Yu Fengcheng is doing?"
Bai Xinyu's heart trembled, and he pretended to type casually: "I probably haven't woken up yet."
"Well, he is seriously exhausted and still in a coma. I just woke up too, and I'll be fine when I wake up."
Bai Xinyu nodded and didn't say much.
Yan Shaozhen lowered her eyes, and said in a muffled voice: "You really have a lot of affection for him, but he... he doesn't care about you, but you will never be as good as the deputy team."
Bai Xinyu smiled, but his heart was bleeding, he typed: It's normal, that's his uncle.
Yan Shaozhen said softly: "Xin Yu, stop pretending you don't care."
Bai Xinyu shook his head, and wrote: I didn't pretend, and I won't care about it in the future, it's time for me and him to end.
Yan Shaozhen grabbed his hand, looked at him fixedly, and said with a light smile: "Xin Yu, I'm not bad as much as Yu Fengcheng has, can you consider me?"
Bai Xinyu was startled, and stared blankly at Yan Shaozhen. He never expected that Yan Shaozhen would have such thoughts about him. The boring life of the army must have suffocated the soldiers. He was not attractive at all in the past. It's really embarrassing for a male person to enter the army but be favored by men one after another.
Yan Shaozhen smiled and said, "Scared?" He patted Bai Xinyu's head, "Don't reject me in a hurry, we are still young, and the days to come will be long. I guess you won't be able to stay in the Snow Leopard Brigade. I will return to the original group for a while, after all, there are places where I am needed, and I will try to transfer back to Beijing, so that we can meet more often.”
Bai Xinyu wrote helplessly on the tablet: I actually don't like men.
Yan Shaozhen blinked, "But you can fall in love with a man, since you plan to separate from Yu Fengcheng, then I have a chance."
Bai Xinyu was silent. He really doesn't have the energy to deal with the matter with Yan Shaozhen now, he is too tired and needs a long rest.
Yan Shaozhen patted his face, "Take a good rest and get well soon."
Bai Xinyu nodded with a smile.
During the few days in the hospital, Bai Xinyu lived very peacefully. His comrades came to see him from time to time. His parents and his brother also took care of him in the hospital, but he had to endure the pain in his shoulder and throat from time to time. The shoulder injury made him live. He could hardly take care of himself. He had to take a bath with the help of a nurse. The injury to the mucous membrane of his throat forced him to drink fluids instead of any food that might stimulate the repair of the mucous membrane. In just one week, he lost five or six catties.
On this day, he heard that Huo Qiao was awake, so he went to see Huo Qiao with Yan Shaozhen. As soon as the two of them entered the room, there were already quite a few people in the room. Among the dozen or so people, Bai Xinyu located Yu Fengcheng at a glance.
This was the first time they met after leaving Kunlun Mountain. He heard that Yu Fengcheng woke up two days ago, but he didn't go to see him. Even the current meeting was something he wanted to avoid, but unfortunately he couldn't avoid it.
The two of them looked at each other across the air, looking deeply at each other's complicated eyes. At that moment, they both had the illusion that the blood in their bodies froze. Although they were only three or four meters apart, their hearts seemed to be thousands of miles apart. The distance makes people powerless.
Everyone in the ward felt the strangeness between them, Lao Sha smoothed things over and said: "Xin Yu, come quickly, the deputy team has been thinking about you."
Bai Xinyu came back to his senses, walked over quickly, and sat down beside Huo Qiao's bed.
Huo Qiao's face was still pale, and he had lost a lot of weight, but he was still in good spirits. He touched Bai Xinyu's shoulder and said with a smile, "How is your recovery?"
Bai Xinyu nodded with a faint smile, and at the same time pointed to his throat.
Huo Qiao said: "I know you are speechless, Xinyu, you have acted bravely this time, and everyone who cares about you is proud of you."
Bai Xinyu showed a calm smile, nodded, gave a thumbs up, and gestured to everyone, he wanted to say that everyone is brave and worthy of pride.
Chen Jing held his hand, and Huo Qiao also held his hand. Gradually, more than a dozen people held hands together and held them firmly. Nothing hurts more than death, and nothing hurts more than death. It is more gratifying to see his comrades alive.
Huo Qiao said softly: "I came back from the palace of Hades, but we still have two brothers who haven't come back this time. Some things are more important than life, and some deaths can transcend time. These are all the sacrifices I have made in the past. Comrades told me, I believe everyone will always remember them."
Heavy sorrow flows in the ward, every victory is paved with the blood and sweat of comrades in arms, so they can't be happy, they only pray for fewer and fewer casualties.
Leaving Huo Qiao's room, Bai Xinyu and Yan Shaozhen were walking in the corridor, when a voice suddenly called from behind, "Xinyu."
Bai Xinyu froze and continued walking without stopping.
Yu Fengcheng chased after him, gently grabbed Bai Xinyu's arm, and said in a deep voice, "Xinyu, let's talk."
Bai Xinyu took a deep breath, he withdrew his arm, turned his head and looked at Yu Fengcheng, he shook his head, his eyes were calm. There is nothing to talk about Yu Fengcheng, there will be no more in the future, what they should communicate, they have already communicated with actions.
"Xinyu..." Yu Fengcheng wanted to grab his arm again.
Yan Shaozhen grabbed Yu Fengcheng's wrist, and said in a low voice: "Fengcheng, he hasn't healed yet, don't irritate him."
Yu Fengcheng stared at him fiercely, "The matter between us has nothing to do with you."
Yan Shaozhen said calmly: "It has nothing to do with me, but he doesn't want to talk to you, don't you have eyes and can't see?"
Bai Xinyu looked directly at Yu Fengcheng, suppressed the pain in his heart, and shook his head resolutely again. He didn't want to listen to Yu Fengcheng's explanation. For example, there was a crisis at that time, and Huo Qiao's situation was more dangerous than his. Blame Yu Fengcheng, he simply understood that he would never surpass Huo Qiao's position in Yu Fengcheng's heart, so he gave up. It's boring to think about it, he respects Huo Qiao, and he doesn't want this respect to turn into pathetic jealousy in the end.
"Xinyu..." Yu Fengcheng's eyes were full of dull pain, and his lips were trembling slightly.
Bai Xinyu smiled faintly, waved at him, turned and left. Yu Fengcheng looked at his back, his heart ached, he suddenly thought, when he left without looking back, whether Bai Xinyu was in the same pain as him, no, even more desperate than him...
The moment Bai Xinyu returned to the room, tears flowed down his face, and he leaned against the door, his heart aching unbearably.
Li Weizhi ran over nervously, "What's wrong with you, baby? Does it hurt somewhere?"
Bai Xinyu shook his head vigorously. He really didn't want to cry. He worried his suffering parents for no reason, but tears were like a faucet turned on. He couldn't stop. He was crying for the failure of his first love, crying for his and This is the end of Yu Fengcheng. Everything he experienced with Yu Fengcheng is too unforgettable. If the army has changed his life, then Yu Fengcheng has changed his feelings and let him know what real "like" is. He likes Yu Fengcheng, I like it so much that every time I think about it, I feel uncomfortable. When will he be able to think of Yu Fengcheng so that his heart won't hurt
In the past two years in the army, he has gained a lot and lost a lot. These gains and losses will eventually accompany him for the rest of his life, making it impossible for him to change back to that heartless Bai Xinyu. The price of growing up is so high, how can he survive.
Li Weizhi hugged his waist tightly, sobbing: "Baby, don't cry, Mommy is suffering to death."
Bai Xinyu caressed Li Weizhi's hair. Some white silk was already mixed in the carefully maintained hair. His parents were old and couldn't bear such a blow anymore. It was time to go home...
Yan Shaozhen looked at Bai Xinyu with a complicated expression, feeling very panicked.
A few days later, they flew back to their base in Urumqi.
Bai Xinyu's shoulder injury and throat can be disabled, and he can receive various subsidies every month in the future. He doesn't care about these. What makes him uncomfortable is that his dream of becoming a sniper has been completely shattered. Although he can still shoot after recovering from the injury, his injured right shoulder cannot withstand the recoil of the gun too much, and his shoulder muscles do not allow him to maintain a posture for a long time. He injured the most important "part" of the sniper "One, like Wu Qing, he also ended in this way, but Wu Qing has become a legend, but he hasn't. Thinking of this, he can't help regretting, and he feels a little guilty about Wu Qing.
Huo Qiao had a talk with him, meaning that he could go back to the Snow Leopard Team after his injury recovered, but suggested that he not come back. Huo Qiao said it very bluntly, he saw through all Bai Xinyu's thoughts, and he said that Bai Xinyu still didn't get ready.
Bai Xinyu was surprisingly calm. He had expected this outcome. In fact, he was reluctant to part with the Snow Leopard Squad, but he didn't know whether he should stay or not. However, his parents had already made the decision for him and transferred his files back to the Snow Leopard Team. After leaving Beijing, he was resolutely not allowed to stay in the Snow Leopard Team.
When they were going to the dormitory to pack their luggage, Yu Fengcheng also came back. Both of them recalled their common memories in this small dormitory. They used to be crazy and lingering, and they used to lie together playing games and watching movies. Those sweet times It was just last month, why is it so far away when I think of it.
Because Bai Xinyu's parents were there, Yu Fengcheng didn't speak, but just looked at him deeply.
Bai Xinyu pretended not to notice the scorching gaze, and packed his luggage.
After tidying up, Yu Fengcheng said: "Uncle, Auntie, can I have a private word with Xinyu."
Bai Xinyu was startled, and wanted to shake his head, but he was afraid that his parents would see something. Finally, after thinking about it, Yu Fengcheng was never someone who could easily let it go. He would look for other opportunities now, so let's just do it now.
Bai Qingmin and Li Weizhi looked at Bai Xinyu, who nodded before they went out and locked the door behind them.
Bai Xinyu concealed the turmoil in his heart, and looked at Yu Fengcheng as calmly as possible.