There was five or six minutes of silence in the car, and Feng Dongyuan sat aside, hesitant to speak.
Bai Xinyu suddenly turned on the music, said with a smile, "Come and listen to this, it was recorded by a friend of mine who plays a band." Then he sang along with the rock music.
Feng Dongyuan reached out to turn off the music, and said in a low voice, "Xinyu, actually, I noticed something about you and Fengcheng during our military training in Korla."
Bai Xinyu parked the car on the side of the road, lay on the steering wheel and looked at Feng Dongyuan, pouted slightly, "So you saw it so early, I think we hid it well."
"At that time, I thought you two... weird, but I'm from a small place, and I haven't seen that..." Feng Dongyuan scratched his hair, "I didn't mean anything else, I was just surprised, because at first , you two don't seem to get along."
Bai Xinyu thought that the first two months of getting along between the two of them was indeed a mess, so why did it change later? He had forgotten that he once hated and feared Yu Fengcheng. He smiled, "The past is over, today scares you, doesn't it?"
"No." Feng Dongyuan thought for a while, and then smiled, "General Yu really scared me a little bit."
Bai Xinyu muttered, "As expected of Yu Fengcheng's father, it's not normal anyway."
Feng Dongyuan looked at Bai Xinyu with blinking clear eyes, and said cautiously: "Did you quarrel with Fengcheng?"
Seeing his cautious look, Bai Xinyu couldn't bear it anymore. I'm afraid that for Feng Dongyuan, a man and a man were deviant enough, but today he was scared enough by Yu Chenguang, and his simple heart couldn't bear it. , he sighed and said with a smile: "It's not considered a quarrel, I broke up with him."
"Then why did he write your name on the vest?"
Bai Xinyu froze, and said calmly: "He still has someone engraved on his heart, what's written on his vest."
Feng Dongyuan was startled and took a deep breath.
"What's wrong? Don't you know who I'm talking about?" Is it possible that everyone knows Yu Fengcheng's thoughts on the vice team? Just didn't know it at first
Feng Dongyuan quickly shook his head, "I don't know, I just thought, no matter who you are, you are no worse than others. If Fengcheng... fails you, it's because he has no vision. Xin Yu, we are friends, no matter what you do, I will support you. "
Bai Xinyu hugged his neck and shook it vigorously, "I, Dongyuan, are so nice."
Feng Dongyuan chuckled.
Bai Xinyu raised his head and jokingly said, "Aren't you afraid that I'm gay, have you taken a fancy to you?"
Feng Dongyuan shook his head and said honestly, "I think you look down on me."
"Why do I despise you?"
"Whether you look good or have a good family background, someone like Fengcheng... er, anyway, they won't like me."
Bai Xinyu pinched his face and teased him, "Then what if you really like it?"
Feng Dongyuan blushed a little, "No... can't..."
Bai Xinyu smiled lowly and said, "Just kidding, I don't like men in the first place."
"Ah? That Fengcheng..." Feng Dongyuan looked at him puzzled.
Bai Xinyu thought for a while, "It should be because he was exhausted in the army."
Feng Dongyuan is skeptical.
"Let's go, young master will show you the world, and say, what kind of girls do you like? I'll call some for you."
When Feng Dongyuan heard this, he waved his hands again and again, "No, let's go back, I still have some work to do at night."
"What are you dealing with? Let's talk about it tomorrow. You will soon be a college student. College is for dating. Let me introduce you to a few."
Feng Dongyuan shook his head vigorously, "No, I can't fall in love now."
Bai Xinyu chuckled, "Why not?"
"I... I have no job or money now, and the girls are suffering with me... Xin Yu, stop making trouble, let's go home."
Bai Xinyu squeezed his chin, "When Dong Yuan matures, there will definitely be a bunch of good women vying to marry you."
Feng Dongyuan smiled shyly.
After sending Feng Dongyuan home, Bai Xinyu circled around the second circle, and then circled around again. He was so irritable that he bought a pack of cigarettes. He hadn't smoked for a long time, and whenever he smoked, he would think of how Yu Fengcheng made him For quitting smoking, he held a mentality of "fighting poison with poison", so he started to smoke. As a result, his lungs had not received nicotine for too long, and he felt a little uncomfortable, so he threw it away after taking a few puffs.
It is said that the army transforms people. He has indeed been completely transformed. From his living habits to his style, he can no longer shake off the shadow of a soldier. Sometimes he will regret leaving the army, but think about it. It is almost impossible for him to be an officer. After a few years, he must retire from the army. It is a good thing to retire earlier. His parents can feel at ease, and he can have enough time to pave his own way.
He originally thought that after leaving the army, he and Yu Fengcheng would not have any intersections, but he didn't expect that it had been more than a year, and the two of them hadn't made up their minds. Sometimes he wondered if he really had something left in the army No matter what, I can't take it with me.
When he went to work the next day, he ran to his brother's office and sat down, smiling flatteringly at his brother.
Jian Suiying squinted at him, "What are you doing so early in the morning, so flattering, it doesn't look good at first sight."
"Brother, there is something good. I met someone yesterday." He told about Mr. Xu.
Jian Suiying raised her eyebrows, "Oh, not bad, this person can really help, otherwise I have never done this type of company, so it's a bit difficult to start with, who introduced Mr. Xu to you? "
Bai Xinyu swallowed, and whispered, "I am a comrade in arms."
Jian Suiying narrowed her eyes, "Which comrade?"
"It's a comrade in arms."
"Is this comrade-in-arms surnamed 'Yu'?"
Bai Xinyu said: "Brother, let me analyze it for you..."
Jian Suiying grabbed the leather box on the table and threw it at Bai Xinyu. Bai Xinyu caught it and said with a smile: "Brother, listen to me, I don't intend to cooperate with Zhongwei. I can't take Yu Fengcheng's shares for nothing, but I really want to gain some experience from Mr. Xu."
"Has your fucking IQ improved a little?" Jian Suiying looked very determined, "Yu Fengcheng thinks it's a waste of money, so he has to send it to your card? He is taking the opportunity to get close to you, you can't tell ?”
Bai Xinyu shrugged, "I know, but what I see is serious business. We two are comrades-in-arms. He should help me to match up. Brother, I really want to start this company, this investigation If the opportunity is missed, I don’t know if I can have it in the future, I... I want to go.”
Jian Suiying patted the table, "Do you think it's as simple as helping you get married? Do you ask him to go through the formalities? If you don't ask him, he will come to your door to help you. Do you want it? Bai Xinyu, if you really If you want to break up with him, don't get involved in anything related to him, otherwise you're so damn connected, who are you breaking up with?"
Bai Xinyu's face paled slightly, and he stopped talking.
Jian Suiying said: "Bai Xinyu, if I let me handle this matter, I can use up the surname Yu before kicking it, can you? That kid Yu Fengcheng looks like a human being, so don't get along with him these two times." He's playing around, the security company's affairs should be slowed down, and when you have the strength and connections, it won't be too late to start operation in a few years."
Bai Xinyu rubbed his hands in embarrassment, his brother was right, his IQ can't beat Yu Fengcheng, but if he misses this opportunity, when will he have to wait? He can actually feel that his brother doesn't agree with him to do this business. One is that they have never set foot in it before, and they don't have connections and experience in this field. The other is that there are too many ways in it. It's better to do real estate to make money quickly. No matter how you think about it, this is not worth investing in. His brother probably doesn't want to discourage his enthusiasm for starting a business, so he doesn't directly object, but it sounds like he wants him to retreat after a few years. And the most important thing he learned in the army is to face up to difficulties and never give up on things that have been decided. He still thinks about protecting the company in his heart, but on the surface he doesn't dare to refute his brother.
If his brother doesn't want to help him, and he misses this opportunity, it will only become more and more difficult in the future...
Jian Suiying threw him a document, "Look at this, a real estate project, let Li Yu take you to do it, in fact, no matter how you make money, you are making money, so don't take it too seriously."
Bai Xinyu nodded, took the materials and went out.
Back in the office, he leaned on the chair and thought for a long time. He felt that what his brother said made sense. Since he wanted to break up with Yu Fengcheng, he couldn't go this time. Otherwise, he would be in Yu Fengcheng's favor. He and Mr. Xu have exchanged mobile phones, and he can establish a relationship by himself. Let's talk about it when we have a chance.
In the afternoon, Yu Fengcheng called and asked him to give the documents to Mr. Xu's secretary to apply for a business visa together.
Bai Xinyu said: "Oh, well, I have too many things to do here, so I won't go for now."
Yu Fengcheng was silent for a while, "You don't want to go with me, do you?"
Bai Xinyu paused, "It's really not suitable for us to go out together."
"Why isn't it suitable?" Yu Fengcheng forced a smile, "Are you still afraid that I will molest you? Even if I want to, it's not easy to succeed."
Bai Xinyu couldn't laugh, "Yu Fengcheng, have you explained it to your dad?"
"No, I said it, there is nothing to explain, one day I will take you back as the daughter-in-law of our Yu family."
"Can you stop talking nonsense? My attitude is already so clear, can't you see it?"
Yu Fengcheng took a deep breath, "I can see it, and my attitude is also very clear, can you see it?"
Bai Xinyu was silent.
Yu Fengcheng put the microphone close to his face, as if that would bring the two of them closer, he said softly: "Xinyu, you still never believed how much I like you, it's my fault, from beginning to end, All I did was things you couldn't believe. So I'm back now, I let go of your hand on Kunlun Mountain, and there will never be a second time."
"Yu Fengcheng, why don't you understand? I've let go of what happened on Kunlun Mountain. I said a long time ago that you did the right thing. I just think it's time for us to end, that's... it's time to end. I, Bai Xinyu, don't mind." You will waste time on someone who has someone else in your heart, and you should stop wasting time on me, we can't go back."
Yu Fengcheng said hoarsely: "What do you have to do to believe that I like you, not my brother-in-law?"
"I don't care, Yu Fengcheng, do you hear me clearly? I don't care anymore. Thank you for introducing me to Mr. Xu, but I..."
"I'm not going." Yu Fengcheng smiled wryly, "I'm not going to Africa anymore, you go with him, I admit, I went there for no other purpose, just to be with you, but for you, this There is great value in taking a trip, so go for it."
Bai Xinyu was silent.
Yu Fengcheng said softly: "Bai Xinyu, you really don't have any nostalgia for me? At least the two of us get along very well in bed, right? I remember clearly the way you screamed, hugged me, and climaxed. It's a man, if I don't believe you, I don't think so? Have you ever touched anyone in the past year or so?"
Bai Xinyu's lips trembled, "Do you think I'll be free?"
Yu Fengcheng seemed to gasp, his voice was hoarse, "You said we can't go back, but I can't do it, as soon as I think you will be with someone else, I want to kill someone, if you fall in love with someone else or get married Now, I really don’t know what to do... Xin Yu, you are mine from the beginning, I let you taste the taste of having sex with a man, and I watched you grow from a poor soldier to an elite special soldier step by step, From the beginning of your enlistment to the dazzling appearance, all your changes and growth, I feel that it is mine, because I have participated in every step, so I can’t share it with anyone.”
Bai Xinyu gritted his teeth and said, "My growth is my own business, and it has nothing to do with you. You should wake up quickly!"
Yu Fengcheng said lightly: "I have always been sober, you told me to give up, I can't do it. The only time in my life I thought about 'giving up' was during the final assessment in the small black room of the Snow Leopard Team. Like everyone, it's almost crazy, we never talked about how we got through each other, I want to tell you now, I'm thinking about you, I've never been in a relationship, but I want to have a serious time with you , we have just started, and we should have a lot of futures. I think, I fell in love with you very early on, you too, you like me too, but we didn't say it... The worst mistake in my life is At first I couldn't tell what my feelings for the deputy team were, which disappointed you, but now I am very clear-headed. He is my uncle, and will always be my uncle. You are the person I, Yu Fengcheng, have identified in my life. would give up."
Bai Xinyu took a deep breath, and said in a trembling voice: "You..." He felt that he was about to be driven to nowhere by Yu Fengcheng's strong thoughts. Although he had let go of it, it didn't mean he had forgotten what happened on Kunlun Mountain. Way to trust Yu Fengcheng, when he was wandering between life and death, the fact that Yu Fengcheng pretended to be the deputy team had been deeply rooted in his mind, the trust had collapsed at that time, and the decision he made at that time was also something he had never made in his life. No matter how nice Yu Fengcheng said, he couldn't believe it. He couldn't spend his whole life with a person with endless doubts, and he didn't want to see the deputy team in the future. Even if he saw them talking, he felt uncomfortable. How could he Can make yourself so useless.
Yu Fengcheng said softly: "Xinyu, you go to Africa with Mr. Xu. You left the Snow Leopard Team because of my injury. Because of me, you can no longer touch guns, you can't be a sniper, and I can't help you with your shoulder injury, but I hope I can compensate you in other places, so I want to put everything you want in front of you, and I will do my best to help you whatever you want. You don’t have to worry about owing me favors, I owe you more, I Everything I do for you is as it should be.”
Bai Xinyu's hand holding the phone was drenched with sweat, his mind was in a mess, he was not a decisive person by nature, the only firmest decision he ever made, but Yu Fengcheng wanted to shake it time and time again, what did he do? Is it right, or is it wrong? He said hoarsely, "I... think about it."
Yu Fengcheng said calmly: "I will do my best to help you achieve what you want, so give me a chance, this time I will not let you down again."
Bai Xinyu felt his throat was strangled by an invisible hand, he hung up the phone lightly, hugged his head, his body seemed to explode.