Zhao Jinyu thought that she would run to her grandmother soon, but who knew that her grandmother fell so tragically in front of her eyes, blood poured out from her chest, immediately dyed her clothes red, piercing her eyes red.
"Ah!" Zhao Jinyu let out a painful roar, only felt the sound of the brain, and the darkness in front of his eyes made him pass out.
The dark guard finally came to his senses, and pushed Zhao Jinyu behind him before those Tiangui disciples grabbed Zhao Jinyu, and killed the two people who rushed up with two swords up and down.
Hearing the movement here, An Wenyao knew that this place was not suitable for a long time, so he made a feint, flipped backwards, pulled Zhao Jinyu from the hand of the dark guard, jumped onto the horse behind, wrapped his legs around the horse's belly and ran away.
Xu Zhizheng had a good time playing, but he didn't expect An Wenyao to run away in such a hurry. He said angrily, "You bastard! Still want to run? The surname is An, today either you die or I die!" Pulling a horse from the side, He jumped up neatly and chased after An Wenyao.
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When people are about to die, they will feel that everything around them has become blurred. At first, the old lady Mao could still feel the sharp pain of the hairpin being inserted into her chest, but as time went by... everything seemed a little hazy. It's like being in a dream.
Everything in the past gradually came to my mind, the innocence and joy of being a girl in the boudoir, the love of the old man Zhao Xingkun for her after becoming a wife for the first time, and the broken heart when seeing the dead body of the only son.
What do you think of her life? In fact, I was quite happy thinking about it... I lived my life wantonly.
If there is any regret, it is the objection to the marriage of the only son Zhao Yingguan.
Yesterday Zhao Jinyu talked back to her, saying that she did not allow the marriage of her only son, which forced him to die tragically outside.
She didn't think so at first, she had a good reason, what kind of family is their Zhao family? He was born in the big family of Bisheng, one of the most famous families in the Great Zhou Dynasty. As her son, the legitimate son of Zhao's family, he needs to shoulder these responsibilities. With these honors, how can he marry a Jianghu woman
What's more, she felt that his son could find a better lady from the same famous family with both talent and beauty.
Seeing her son's struggle, she finally reluctantly agreed to let the Jianghu woman be a concubine. It is already very bad for a man to have a concubine before he is married, but she agreed... The old lady felt that she had made a concubine. Huge concession, who knew that woman would not agree!
The old lady still remembered her mood at that time, she was burning with anger, feeling like she was being severely insulted.
She used a tough attitude, even forced her to die, and finally got her filial son to agree to give up that woman... and marry her chosen daughter-in-law.
Of course, the old lady knew that her son was not reconciled, but she felt that time was a good medicine to heal people's hearts. As time passed, and as his son took over the position of head of the family, he would gradually realize that choosing a suitable wife was very wise. , and what he needs to undertake is more meaningful.
At that time, he would naturally be grateful for her actions.
Thinking of this, the old lady couldn't help laughing sarcastically.
What is good for him? Zhao Jinyu is right! She didn't know what was good for him at all! She is not even as good as her parents. At first, her father didn't like her marrying Zhao Xingkun, and thought it was not a suitable marriage. Speaking of marriage, isn't it the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker? But just because of her liking... not only did her parents not obstruct her, they also worked hard to pave the way for her, and even paid a large sum of dowry for her to live comfortably, and even made Zhao Xingkun swear that she would be the only one in her life.
The old lady suddenly burst into tears when she thought of this, she was stubborn, arrogant and selfish all her life, presumably it was because of her parents' love and the care of the old man Zhao Xingkun.
She never thought about it, what does her son need? And what does Zhao Jinyu need
Zhao Jinyu is right, in her eyes, the glory of the family, her opinion is even more important than the children's thoughts.
She not only ruined her son, but also almost ruined Zhao Jinyu. She knew she didn't like the third son of the Bai family, but just to get angry and let the old man know that she could handle this matter... Actually, what is she doing
Always follow your own preferences.
Fortunately, she ruined her son, but she didn't ruin her granddaughter at all. She escaped and found the old man Zhao Xingkun... In fact, as a man, Zhao Xingkun did better than her, and he was once shaken... It was she who strongly opposed her son's proposal to marry the woman.
If she could agree at that time..., wouldn't it be that even if her son has been judged all his life, at least he is still alive, and she has long been surrounded by children and grandchildren, so she wouldn't be dying and there would be only one person.
The old lady half-opened her eyes, her body was stained red, Nanny Li cried so hard that she couldn't help herself, Zhao Ruizhi's clothes were torn, her face was stained with blood, and she walked over in a daze, waiting for her to see that she was almost dead on the ground. The breathing old lady suddenly regained consciousness.
"Hahaha, grandma? Are you going to die?" Zhao Ruizhi smiled like a maniac.
Nanny Li cried, "You wolf-hearted bastard, the old lady has raised you so carefully for so many years, yet you are so ungrateful! Get out of here!"
"She raised me?" Zhao Ruizhi's eyes were full of coldness, "She raised me, but she was like a puppy or a cat beside her. She can only eat if I obey her."
Nanny Li said bitterly, "Look, what nonsense are you talking about? Isn't it right to be filial and obedient? It seems that I have wronged you! Even the old man used to be respectful in front of his parents?"
Zhao Ruizhi said, "It's different, I am different from them all, like Zhao Jinyu, even if she is disobedient, even though grandma will scold her, she will still think of her in her heart, she will always be the eldest lady of the Zhao family, and I ..., as long as you don't obey, you'll have to get out of the Zhao family in the future! That's the difference!"
Nanny Li turned pale with anger, and said, "You're telling the truth! You're talking nonsense! Your grandmother is dying, and you still don't let her go! What kind of heart do you have?"
Zhao Ruizhi glanced at the old lady, and saw that she opened her eyes tremblingly, her unfocused eyes swayed up and down, and finally settled on her body, she suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in her heart, and tears flowed suddenly down.
The old lady opened her mouth, but didn't say a word, and finally stretched out her hand and shook Zhao Ruizhi.
Zhao Ruizhi was stunned for a moment, then staggered over.
"Girl?" the old lady said hoarsely.
"Grandmother..."
"Good boy, you are right." The old lady seemed to want to reach out to wipe Zhao Ruizhi's tears, but after working hard for a long time, she really had no strength. She smiled helplessly, "Grandma is sorry for you. Selfishly, I only regard you as Qingluan's substitute, never thought that you are also a living person with your own thoughts."
As if struck by lightning, Zhao Ruizhi said in a nasty voice, "Grandma, are you sorry?"
"Yes, what you did is certainly wrong, greedy for life and afraid of death, selfish and indifferent, but how can I do well? If I really treat you as my own granddaughter and raise you well, I will teach you the principles of life, instead of blindly calling you You forbear your nature, be obedient and obedient, try to flatter and be obedient, maybe... you won't become what you are now, it's all my fault." The old lady said hoarsely.
"Grandmother!" Zhao Ruizhi burst into tears.
"Girl, can you forgive grandma?" The old lady tried her best, and finally said hoarsely.
Zhao Ruizhi watched the old lady's complexion gradually turn blue, and she looked like she was looking back. An unreasonable hatred arose in her heart, and she said, "I will not forgive you! You ruined me!"
"Girl..."
Nanny Li almost fainted when she heard this, and shouted, "You white-eyed wolf! Are you human? Do you still have a heart?"
Zhao Ruizhi, as if she didn't hear Li Nanny's words, held the old lady's hand vigorously, "So, you can't die! You haven't been forgiven by me yet, and you haven't seen my sister get married yet, haven't you yet?" Reconcile with the old man..., let him regret what he did, and haven't compensated me..., how can you die?"
"Good boy, are you reluctant to part with grandma, right?" The old lady smiled knowingly, her brows and eyes stretched, and she seemed very happy, "Grandmother is so happy, in fact, grandma loves you too..., Nanny Li, if you can all live... "
"Old lady, you will not die!"
The old lady smiled, but the brilliance in her eyes gradually disappeared, as if her soul was leaving her body, she said, "Take Ruizhi girl back, say I'm sorry for her, and let the old man treat her well..."
"grandmother!"
"Old lady!"
With the sound of two people crying, the old lady finally closed her eyes. Before she lost consciousness, she suddenly thought, thinking about something that she would never figure out in her entire life when she was about to die... is it considered a consummation of death
Guan'er, mother is here! You won't hide from me, will you? Mother will never force you again.
Seeing the old lady close her eyes, Zhao Ruizhi was shocked, all the hatred, all the complaints, all the jealousy seemed to have disappeared..., only the pain left in her heart, she still remembered the first time she saw her grandmother At that time, she was still very young, and she only felt that the house was so big and the people here were so luxurious that people looked up to it, and the majestic old lady sitting in the middle like a Bodhisattva was so unattainable, but the old lady But with a slight smile, he reached out to her and asked her if she would like to be her granddaughter.
All the past was irreversible, Zhao Ruizhi burst into tears and threw herself on the old lady.
Gao Zhen's subordinates were wiping away his sweat, watching Zhao Ruizhi tightly hugging the old lady's body and refusing to let go, he couldn't help shouting, "Everyone is dead, why are you holding on?"
Zhao Ruizhi's eyes seemed to be burning with fire, she said, "Whoever touches her, walk over my corpse first."
Nanny Li put her hands in her mouth and bit her, cried and crawled over, knelt down in front of the old lady's body, and said, "And me, anyone who touches the old lady will step on me!"
Many of the old lady's maids and wives also gathered around. Everyone's face was stained with blood, or their clothes were torn, or their faces were ashen. They had suffered a lot, but they gritted their teeth and used their lives to maintain the dignity of the old lady. .
"You guys..." Gao Zhen jumped angrily and shouted, "Don't you want to live anymore?"