The wind rustled in my ears in the winter, and I ran out of the community with bare feet.
The world has only the wind, and the world has only the voice of Pei Yining in my ear.
No matter what, I rushed to the road, just want to get rid of Pei Yining's voice.
Until a car rushed in, I stood in the middle of the road stupidly, letting the car arrive in a daze, without any evasive action.
With a heavy arm, he was pulled by someone and fell into the man's arms.
With tears on his face, looking at the person who saved me, he turned into a mother, crying: "You are all dead, why don't you let me go? You are all dead, dead cruelly, why are you so cruel to me? Yelled hysterically.
My mother suddenly became very gentle, hugging me softly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over! I'm here, I'm here! I will always be by your side, with you!"
The sudden warmth made me grab a life-saving straw, clenching her hand tightly, crying: "Why leave me and not take me away, why let me face everyone alone, why?"
She patted me more cautiously: "No. No, never again, you believe me, Sansan!"
Buried in her arms weeping bitterly, crying too hard to herself, she is as gentle to me as she was when she was not sick.
Until I fell asleep in her arms, she was still gentle, as usual.
I dreamed back to the past, was awakened by the sound of the Buddha, opened my eyes, stood up straight, and lifted the quilt. I don’t remember the previous events deeply. I changed my clothes. This is Qin Dongli’s home. Why am I? Back at Qin Dongli's house
Putting on her slippers and getting out of bed, and gently opened the door, a man's voice came out: "Mr. Qin, Mrs. Qin conjectures that if she is emotionally unstable, what she will do, no one can predict."
"Is there only treatment?" Qin Dongli asked, "Are there any other gentle methods!"
The man replied: "Yes, Mrs. Qin herself has smile depression. From her medical record, this depression should be caused by a long-term lack of care when she was a child, which led to the constant indoctrination of her psychology. She is very good. Very good thought."
"If you want a radical cure, you still have to look at her, but one thing worth exploring is that her heart is very strong, and her beliefs in her heart are very strong, supporting her to look like a normal person!"
Qin Dongli was silent for a moment: "If you find the source of her fear and quote it, will it be cured?"
The man smiled slightly: "It may be counterproductive. She can't control her emotions well and may commit suicide!"
Qin Dongli was silent for a long time before saying, "Is there no other way?"
As soon as the man was about to speak, he looked up, stopped on me, stopped talking. He said to me: "Hello, Mrs. Qin, I am your doctor, Jiang Han!"
I tilted my head and asked, "Jiang Han? Tongda's psychology professor, Shanghai city and even China's well-known psychology doctor, Jiang Han!"
Jiang Han was taken aback, and generously admitted, "Yes, I didn't expect Mrs. Qin to have heard of me, and I was flattered!"
I walked over slowly, and Qin Dongli got up and said, "Doctor Jiang, this is the end of today, I will contact you again!"
"Okay!" Jiang Han smiled at me: "Mrs. Qin, see you next time!"
"Wait!" I stopped Jiang Han, came to Qin Dongli, leaned over and took Qin Dongli's cup.
Qin Dongli helped me touch my hand: "The water is cold, I'll change you a glass!"
"No need!" I looked at Jiang Han and smiled: "Anyway, it's not me who drink!" Reached out and splashed at Jiang Han.
Jiang Han, whose face was full of water, wiped his face with his hand in astonishment, shook the water on his hand, and asked me, "Can I know why?"
Qin Dongli frowned and asked, "Can you give me an explanation?"
I threw the cup to the ground and laughed: "Explanation? Qin Dongli, you are so anxious to let people know my medical history, what do you do? Your property was taken back by you before it was notarized, and now you find another one. A psychiatrist with disagreements, see me, what is your peace of mind?"
Qin Dongli looked at the broken cup: "I don't understand what you mean. You are indeed sick, and you really need to see it!"
Jiang Han looked at me and said, "Mrs. Qin, I am sure that I have nothing to do with you. How can I start with a disagreement?"