Qin Dongli stayed with me for a day, and then left. Thousands of warnings told me to cooperate well with Jiang Han's treatment, saying that one day, my illness would be cured and I would walk on the street like a normal person.
In my imagination, Qin Dongli seemed to have studied psychology. I couldn’t help but asked: "Mr. Qin, have you ever studied psychology? In other words, when you were in school, there were Haven't paid attention to this aspect of psychology?"
Qin Dongli was taken aback, "I am studying economics, and I have not been involved in psychology, but if Mrs. Qin likes it, I can go and study!"
"Oh!" I pulled on the quilt: "No, I'm fine, I can leave the hospital when I have a rest, you said, take me to many places after I leave the hospital!"
"Yeah!" Qin Dongli nodded very fondly, "I'll wait for you and take a good rest. I hope that when I see you next time, I can be discharged from the hospital!"
I lay down and pulled the quilt, Qin Dongli did not speak any more and left.
In successive days, I actively cooperated with the treatment, and the pills have also been reduced a lot. Jiang Han talked to me every time, deliberately testing me.
To test whether I am well, to test whether I will fall ill, he mentioned Yang Lingxuan's name several times to see my reaction. My reaction was normal, just telling him that Qin Dongli said Yang Lingxuan was very good. busy.
Jiang Han was very satisfied with my condition. I asked for a mobile phone, but was rejected. But let Min Rou push me out and walk around in the yard.
During this period of time, Qin Dongli didn't come to see me, as if he had left me here alone. He said that taking me out of the hospital was all a lie. I changed from waiting to giving up. Who cares about a neurosis? What's more, this person wants to get more from me!
The private nursing home occupies a large area. I am not the only patient, but I always give them the false impression that I am still very weak, and it is difficult to walk on the ground when I am weak!
They looked for opportunities, but they didn't have them. They took me very seriously, not treating me as a patient, but treating me as a commodity and a profitable commodity.
Min Rou stood beside me, "Miss Pei, it's cold, I'll send you back!"
Sitting in a wheelchair, I looked at the sky outside, the trees were depressed, "No, wait! The air is fresh!"
Min Rou was wearing a white coat with her hands in her pockets, "Actually, you can be discharged from the hospital as you are now. Can I know what you think now?"
The words are really contradictory. While saying that I can be discharged from the hospital, they hold me tightly.
I turned my head to look at Min Rou, "My current thinking is to be discharged from the hospital and be free. No one wants others to think of themselves as crazy! The same is true for me!"
Min Rou looked down at me: "Mr. Qin is very good to you. It is true that most of our scientific research projects are invested by Mr. Qin, and he has a goal..."
I softly interrupted Min Rou's words: "I know, his purpose is to make me well, I am in a good state now, and you are taking good care of it!"
Min Rou was embarrassed for a moment and said helplessly: "Actually, I am doing it for my own thesis. Ms. Pei, your case is very special. The smile depression hypothesis is severe. There have been no accidents. It is because there are Faith supports you, so we want to find the belief that supports you so that we can treat more people!"
The healer is really great. Taking the pain of others, he says that he can treat others and benefit others. If I don’t wake up, I will be lost in my dreams and accept their heart reconstruction. They will force my life to be replaced. Put in their own self-righteousness for my good life.
Why should I be so great? I am a selfish person and always have been!
I asked in a soft voice: "But, everyone is basically sick now. If you are a psychological counselor, and those who are really experiencing severe smile depression, they may have committed suicide and can't wait for your treatment. Besides, this kind of The treatment of the disease is not only time-consuming, but also expensive and costly. The world's tens of thousands of people, will you be able to save it?"
It’s really great to use my theoretical data. The great name is trampling on others, and it is true to say that the treatment is for my own thesis, for my own life better, research? What is research? It's just that you can achieve your own goals through the suffering of others.