"Ah!" I stood up and looked around blankly!
"What's the matter?" Su Nan crouched in front of me hurriedly and asked with concern: "Have a nightmare again?"
I patted my head, panicked in my eyes, and grabbed Sunan's hand, "Sunan, where am I?"
Sunan happily shook my hand back and pulled me into his arms: "Sansan, you finally wake up, you finally recognize me, I'm so happy!"
I frowned slightly. "Sunan, who am I? Who are you? Why are you in this place?" I lay on a recliner, in the garden, in the sun. Everything seems to not exist, everything seems to exist again...
When Sunan heard what I said, he straightened my eyes staring at me, "Sansan, you forgot, I am your fiance, we will get married soon, um..."
fiancé? Me and Sunan
Is he my fiance
What about Yang Lingxuan and Qin Dongli
I lowered my voice: "Who is dead Yang Lingxuan and Qin Dongli?"
Su Nan was taken aback, and slowly comforted me on the recliner again, pulling the blanket away, "I'll call the doctor over, I thought you forgot all this!"
"Wait!" I grabbed Sunan who was about to leave: "Where am I? Don't run away from me. I want to know who Yang Lingxuan and Qin Dongli are dead? Why are you by my side? Why do you think of me? Is your fiancée? I can't be your fiancée!"
Sunan's eyes were dim, and he stretched out his hand and brushed my hand: "Sansan, you are still so cruel. I thought that if you lied to you, you would believe that I was your fiance. After all, I have guarded you for so many years. It's a pity... I always If you can't get into your heart, let the doctor come and tell you!"
"Imagination!" I said in a deep voice, "I have been living with my own imagining. Did one of them die? My imaginary and my smile depression aggravated the illness. I was crazy and had a nervous breakdown. Now, isn't it?"
Sunan was silent for a long time, then slowly nodded: "Yang Lingxuan is dead, he jumped into the Suzhou River, you are crazy. You are crazy to revenge everyone, your mother Pei Yining, you have left a lot of money, and this money is enough for you to retaliate. Everyone you want to retaliate, after the retaliation is over. You are standing by the Suzhou River, ready to go to Yang Lingxuan. Your father Aixinjueluo Mohe brought you back to the UK. After five years of treatment...it has passed. For five years, in these five years, you have lived in the dream of a senior hypnosis master every day, failing again and again, rebuilding again and again. Because you have always refused to accept that Yang Lingxuan is no longer in this world!"
"I'm all right now! I can accept it! Please find a psychiatrist! I'm going to Aixinjueluo Mohe!" For five years, I have been living in a dream and refused to wake up, so I said , All that. In fact, it is what I thought in my heart, and it really happened. I live in my dreams every day, and taste the pain of losing Yang Lingxuan every day!
The psychiatrist is also someone I know well, Jiang Han!
Jiang Han saw my expressionless examination. After the examination, he asked me some questions symbolically, and I answered them. He collected the medical records and sat next to me.
"do you remember me?"
It seems that I have known him for a long time and separated for a long time. Greetings from the first meeting.
I nodded: "I remember you, you used to treat Yang Lingxuan, I don't like you very much, you tortured him!"
Jiang Han smiled slightly: "It seems that you are really good. It is not wasted that your father hired you the world's top psychotherapist!"
"Is it the top hypnosis master in the world?" I continued with his words: "I have received the top hypnosis. You are not rebuilding my psychological defense. You are making me re-experience everything I have experienced, in pain. Rebirth in the middle. Stand up by yourself in the collapse!"
"So your treatment is just to break other people's psychological defenses and let them stand up in pain. You treated Yang Lingxuan in the same way, right?" Five years have passed in a blink of an eye. In the past five years, I was blank, and I don’t know anything... From 23 years old to 28 years old, I don’t know what I have become. I haven’t looked in the mirror. These five years, for me It's completely blank!
Jiang Han did not deny, but looked at me straightforwardly: "Only this method is the most direct and effective. You think I am the cruelest, but you don't know the so-called psychotherapy. Everything depends on you to stand up! The method is cruel and effective. If you have a mental breakdown, it’s your own fault. You don’t know that your mental illness can be attributed to your illness. You have never thought about the pain of the people next to you, just because they are normal. People, do you have to endure your pain? In fact, sick people like you are the cruelest people!"