"You really killed him?!" Although Xiao Yuran said the answer Rong Jian expected, Rong Jian still couldn't believe it, "Why did you kill him?"
He actually wanted to ask: If you love Xin Yihan so much, why do you want to kill him
Xiao Yuran suddenly looked up to the sky and sighed: "Actually, I never thought that I would kill the person I love most with my own hands."
His eyes were full of pain.
"Accident?"
"It's not an accident. I was too impulsive."
A mist filled Xiao Yuran's narrow eyes. He raised his face slightly, pursed his lips tightly, and forced back the wanton moisture in his eyes before continuing to speak in a hoarse voice, "From the beginning One day I met Yihan and I fell madly in love with him. Ever since I became an adult, I have known that my sexual orientation is different from that of ordinary people. No matter how beautiful a girl is, it will arouse my disgust and stare at me. I can't help but fall in love with someone of the same sex. However, for so many years, I haven't met anyone of the same sex that I'm really attracted to until I met Yihan. His shy smile and blushing expression were all because of nervousness. The way he stuttered when he spoke made my heart skip a beat. His smile, every frown, and every move fascinated me and made me unable to control myself.
"I tested him and found out that he was not gay, and even rejected same-sex feelings. This made me very painful. In order to get him to accept me, I started my own plan, pretending to appreciate his honesty, and let him take care of the house for me. As well as the daily expenses of the psychological consultation room, he was born in a poor family and had access to large sums of money. I also secretly instigated people to facilitate him and give him the opportunity to benefit from it. I didn't expect him to be so honest and only get points. I will never get a penny more, and I shouldn't be tainted by it. Seeing that this trick didn't work, I changed my trick and asked the burly man to be my bodyguard. I took him with me wherever I went, using the excuse of being a bodyguard. You must have an outfit worthy of your boss so as not to embarrass him. Buy him all kinds of luxury clothes very generously and teach him about these luxury goods. Cultivate his vanity bit by bit so that he can become more confident in the future. Problems that can't be solved without me as long as money are not problems for me.
"I didn't expect him to be completely disinterested in these. Every time he goes back to Xinjiafang, he will change back into his shabby clothes. And no matter how easy-going I am to him, he is always respectful to me, unless he has to say something. He usually doesn't even say a word to me. I know that my identity makes him afraid. I really want to eliminate his fear of me. I really want to hear the tone in which he talks to Yitong and others. I wanted to see him acting carefree in front of me, but I didn't dare to disturb him, and waited patiently for him to get close to me. Just when I was about to think of new ways to get close to him, I overheard him. I was very angry at Yitong's confession. No, to be precise, I was jealous. I was jealous of Yitong being liked by him, so I fired Yitong immediately. Unexpectedly, when Yihan heard that Yitong was fired, he came immediately. He asked me to resign. I was afraid that he would leave, so I found an excuse to hire Yitong back.
"Yitong is very smart and saw what I was thinking about Yihan. She expressed her willingness to help me on the condition that I provide her with opportunities to learn. I will
Immediately agreed. Yitong immediately rejected Yihan, telling him that what she liked was not a man, but a woman. She took the opportunity to instill the idea of same-sex love in Yihan and deliberately guided him to pay attention to me. At the same time, under Yitong's instruction, I also cared more about Yihan, became more generous to him, and showed my appreciation for him intentionally or unintentionally. I thought that our two-pronged approach would attract Yihan's attention to me, but I didn't expect that it would actually make him alienate me and even think about resigning. When he came to tell me that he was resigning, I was extremely frightened. I tried several times to persuade him to stay, and even offered him a high salary, but he refused. In desperation, I expressed my feelings for him. I still remember what he said after hearing my confession. He first expressed his gratitude to me very tactfully, and then said very decisively that he would definitely not like men. He wanted to marry a beautiful and gentle wife and give her to his parents. Give birth to a pair of fat grandsons.
"I didn't want him to leave. In order to get him to change his mind, I promised him hundreds of millions of assets. Unexpectedly, he didn't care at all. He said that although he had no money, he would never lose the direction of his life for money. He left He was wearing the rustic clothes he brought with him, and he didn't take away any of the valuables I gave him. After he left, my heart felt like it had been hollowed out, and I lay on the bed with nothing. I was lifeless and felt that there was no more fun in life. Yitong found me and encouraged me to pursue Yihan. He said that chasing men is the same as chasing women, and hard work pays off. He said that Yihan just couldn't accept homosexual love at the moment. Being gentle, given time, will surely erode his heart little by little. Perhaps because of my excessive love, I seemed very humble in front of this unrequited feeling, contrary to my usual arrogance and domineering attitude. I really went to Yihan and started a fierce love offensive against him.
"However, even though I racked my brains to get close to him and pursued Yihan in a way that even impressed me, it did not arouse any good feelings for Yihan. On the contrary, it made him hate me more and more and became annoyed with me. In order to He avoided me and moved to a dormitory with a very poor environment in his new company. His behavior made me very sad. When I was sad, I became angry at his "ignorance" and thought that I, Xiao Yuran, had a net worth of hundreds of millions. Not yet? I just lost my identity in front of a poor boy from the country. I wanted to let it go, but I couldn't help but look for him because of my extreme unwillingness. When I saw him talking and laughing with others, I felt extremely jealous. I get jealous when men or women talk and laugh, because he just doesn't laugh at me like this. I finally decided not to give up and prepared for a new round of offensive against him. This caused Yihan to panic and he didn't want him in his new company. People knew that he was being pursued by a gay, so he quit his job and came to my house to find me in anger.
"At that time, I drank a lot of wine and was napping in bed. When I heard that he came to see me, I was so happy that I rushed out without even putting on my shoes or coat. I didn't expect that he came to me to warn me not to do so in the future. I went to him again and told him that if I did this again, he would call the police. At that time, I was very excited and aggrieved. I yelled at him, scolded him for being stubborn, ignorant, heartless, and scolded him. He was ruthless and ruthless. He ignored my insults, warned me again, and then prepared to leave. At that time, I had a feeling that once he left, I would never see him again. Under the stimulation of alcohol and for a long time.
My head was so full of desire for him that I hugged him suddenly, pushed him down on the sofa, kissed him like crazy, and even wanted to force myself on him. Yihan was very disgusted with my behavior and tried to resist. He was about the same size as me and stronger than me. After a confrontation, I was knocked to the ground by him.
"He may have been angry because of my harassment during this period, so he started to speak harshly to me, saying that gays are all perverts, and scolding me for being mentally ill. I knew that my impulse just now caused harm to him, and I tried to explain to him , but he didn't listen, saying that he never wanted to see me again in his life, saying that I made him sick and made him want to vomit when he saw me. I was very afraid of losing him completely, so on impulse, I took out my gun from the drawer and pointed it at him. His head said that if he dared to leave, I would shoot him to death. Unexpectedly, he was not afraid at all, and said that he would rather die than accept the love of a pervert. At that time, I was so angry with him that I didn't know why. Then he pulled the trigger."
Yi Ru returned to the scene of the crime and saw Xin Yihan collapsed in front of him. Xiao Yuran's face was as pale as a sheet, and the hand holding the gun was shaking. His voice was also shaking, "I thought my The marksmanship was not that accurate. I also thought that this gun, which had not been used for many years, would not be so effective. I thought that he would avoid it because of his alertness. I did not expect that he would fall down in front of me like this. A pair of eyes that once fascinated me slowly. It slowly lost its luster and turned gray. I threw away the gun, picked him up, apologized to him, and begged him not to die. However, he couldn't say a word, and his breath disappeared little by little. It became cold and stiff in my arms. I personally killed the person I loved most, the person I thought about day and night, the person I held dear to my heart. At that time, I wanted to commit suicide, but Yi Tong snatched the gun away from her. She persuaded me that it was not worth dying for someone who didn't love me at all. She said that she had seen it all and that it was Yihan's fault. It was because he was ignorant and it was not my fault. After her painstaking persuasion, I finally gave up. She had suicidal thoughts and disposed of Yihan's body with her help.
"Afterwards, I was worried about what to do if the police found out about this matter. She told me that she had saved a foreigner who looked similar to Yihan. She asked me if I had any ideas to turn that person into Yihan. She could guarantee that After that person became Yihan, she would be obedient to me and evade police investigation. She knew that I knew about plastic surgery. I was very confident in my plastic surgery skills, but because of Yihan's rejection of homosexuality, I was not convinced. That person was not confident either. At that time, Yitong brought that person to me to see that it was him." Xiao Yuran looked at Ling Xiaodong who was not far away from him. "He was very thin at that time, but his height was about the same as Yihan's, and his head shape was It's very similar. He told me about his family's misfortunes and said that as long as I could avenge his sister and parents, he would do anything. I thought it would be easy to get revenge, so I agreed immediately. I asked Yitong to arrange his mother's affairs and prepare for the operation. The operation went very smoothly and perfectly. Soon after, a docile 'Yihan' stood in front of me again and kissed his face. Touching his lips, feeling his body temperature, and looking at his low-brow smile, I felt pleasure I had never experienced before. I swear, it was truly the happiest and most beautiful moment in my life.
"Just when I was immersed in this joy, Yitong found me and made her request to me."