Mu Yu, who was standing with his hands on the bed, didn't expect him to come in so quickly, and was stunned for a moment, staring at him blankly.
Messy hair, bloodshot eyes, pale eyes...
Inexplicably strange.
It seemed like I hadn't seen him for a long time.
"Xiaoyu..."
After a long while, he finally made a sound with difficulty in his throat.
His voice was extremely hoarse, a far cry from his once deep and round voice.
Suddenly, her tears flowed down.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"
He hurriedly stepped forward.
But when he was about to reach her, he suddenly paused, a little at a loss.
He wasn't sure whether she didn't want to see him.
"Ah Huan..." She sobbed and called his name.
"In the!"
He took another step forward, but still didn't dare to get too close to her.
"sorry."
She lowered her eyes and sobbed.
"Little words."
"sorry."
His hands froze in mid-air, he closed his eyes and lamented: "Have you decided yet?"
She knew what he meant and shook her head at him with tears in her eyes.
But he closed his eyes and didn't see her movements.
After waiting for a few seconds and not hearing her answer, he sighed deeply, slowly opened his eyes and turned around.
After taking only two steps, he suddenly turned around, stepped forward quickly, and held her tightly in his arms.
"I won't allow you to leave me! I can't live without you!"
He seemed to be rubbing her into his body, and his hoarse voice was filled with immense pain, "Xiaoyu, I really can't live without you! Don't leave me, okay?"
His pleas tore at her heart, causing her to burst into tears.
"Xiaoyu, I love you!"
"Me too."
Qin Jinhuan suddenly let go of his hand and looked at her in disbelief: "You, what did you just say?"
"sorry."
"No! It's not that! It's..."
"I'm sorry. Ah Huan, I'm sorry." She threw herself into his arms and cried loudly.
He was startled for a moment, and then realized that the meaning of "I'm sorry" she said was different from what he thought. But because she didn't say it clearly, he was unsure and didn't dare to express his joy, so he could only hug her gently. , wait until she has finished venting before confirming.
After a long time, she was tired of crying, and her body slowly softened in his arms.
He hurriedly carried her, who was exhausted, to the bed.
"Ah Huan!"
When he put her down, she refused to lie down, only sat, and quickly grabbed his hand, looking at him with tears in her eyes.
"I am here."
He hurriedly bent down and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, his hoarse voice as gentle as his movements.
"Do you blame me?"
"Blame you?" He shook his head, "How could I blame you?"
"I've wronged you these days."
"No grievance. As long as you're fine."
The tears that Mu Yu had just stopped suddenly burst out again: "I feel really, really uncomfortable."
"I know. It's not just you who feels uncomfortable, everyone's mood is very complicated." Qin Jinhuan seemed a little cautious when he spoke, "Although what he did caused great trouble to Qingtian, I never thought about wanting him to die. That day I firmly do not allow you to cooperate with Yin Xiaotian in acting, because I am worried that she will really hurt you if she loses control... "
"I understand, I understand everything," she cried and covered his mouth, "In those days when I was guarding Sister Xiaotian, I actually thought about it a lot, just because I didn't know how to explain my inner thoughts, so I I have never dared to face you properly. Ah Huan, I think this may be the best destination for Brother Yihan, but I just can’t help feeling uncomfortable.
. I will never forget him because he is the most important person in my life. He once also decorated my vision of happiness for the future when I was young. After Sister Xiaotian appeared, my fantasy about Brother Yihan was abruptly cut off. I sealed this beauty in my memories and slowly distanced myself from Brother Yihan. Later, I met you. do you know? The feeling of being with you and being with Brother Yihan is completely different. "
Qin Jinhuan did not respond to her words, he just looked at her, listened carefully, and waited for her next words.
"When I'm with Brother Yihan, I'm always careful. No matter what I say or do, I think twice before I act. I always want to show him my best side, because he's there The image in my mind was so perfect that I was always afraid that I was too stupid to stand with him. You would not believe it. No matter what he said, I almost never refuted it. No, to be precise, I never questioned it. However, I always think that what he says and does is always right. I have always admired him so much. Wenwen asked me if I love Brother Yihan. Grandpa also asked them this question. Maybe everyone thinks that I love Brother Yihan. In fact, I have always thought that I love Brother Yihan. If there was no revenge, no sister Xiaotian, and no you, if Brother Yihan had accepted me, I would be with him. , I would also think that I really loved him very much, but then I was with you.
"The feeling of being with you is really different from the feeling of being with Brother Yihan. I will get angry with you, quarrel with you, act willfully, and get jealous. When you are around, I will find you annoying, but when you are not around, I will I miss you so much again. I like to be with you. I also like to peek at you from behind when you are working overtime in the bedroom at night. I play pranks on you when I am in a good mood and take it out on you when I am in a bad mood. He is a high-ranking CEO of a big company. In my heart, he is just my husband. He is an ordinary person like me. You are also capable and courageous. From the bottom of my heart, I think you are great and I am proud of you. But this Completely different from my awe of Brother Yihan, I worshiped him, and I regarded my worship as infatuation. People around me mistakenly thought I loved him, and even myself thought I loved him.
"After being with you, I gradually realized that the relationship between me and Brother Yihan was not love. But that day when I heard that the person that Brother Yihan loved was actually me, I was completely confused. Because Brother Yihan The feeling has always been a regret in my heart, even though it is in the past. I am also full of regret, because I really don’t want to believe the fact that Brother Yihan is the murderer in front of me. If time can go back, I will miss Yihan. When I was my brother, I would not have been so slow. I would have keenly noticed that something was wrong with Brother Yihan and tried my best to dissuade him from taking revenge with a self-destructive nature. I really don’t want the regrets of my youth to end in this way. I wish it would never come to an end and let me keep this beauty in my heart forever.”
After saying so much in one breath, Mu Yu sighed again, "Am I incoherent? During this time, my mind is as messy as my heart, so messy that I can't always find the exact words to express it. "
"I know what you are saying, I understand." Qin Jinhuan gently held her face, and his eyes that were originally absent-minded already had brilliance.
For him, nothing else matters, only one sentence is important: she loves him.
And the fact that she didn't blame him for Xin Yihan's death was enough to make him happy.
"From another perspective, you, Brother Yihan and Sister Xiaotian are all victims. Brother Xiaobing and his family, Kiki and her father, Teacher Feng and Qiqi, and many others are all victims. Zhou Yitong and Xiao Yuran Maybe he can be considered a victim.”
"Not only them, but also Xiao Changnian."
"Where is Xiao Changnian?" Mu Yu then remembered Xiao Changnian and immediately pushed him away and asked in surprise.
"Don't worry, I've arranged for someone to take care of him."
"Has he cried these past few days?"
"No, he was crying and quiet."
Mu Yu was relieved and sighed again: "Poor child, he lost his parents at such a young age."
"Aren't there still us?"
Qin Jinhuan was raped by his father
When Ye called him into the ward, he felt extremely uneasy. He thought Mu Yu would say some heartless words to him, but he didn't expect that there would be such a big turn after entering.
At this moment, he was ecstatic when he heard her mention Ling Changnian. Even though he was not happy to raise this child in his heart, he still pretended to be happy on the surface.
Her current mood is unstable and her condition is not good. She needs to be coaxed, and he is willing to coax her.
"Ah Huan."
"Um?"
"Lie down with me for a while."
"Tired?" Qin Jinhuan hurriedly stepped forward to help her lie down.
"I want to lie next to you."
"good."
Qin Jinhuan immediately sat down next to her on the back of the bed, then gently hugged her over, stretched out his arms, and let her lie half in his arms.
"Ah Huan, am I particularly annoying these days?"
"No."
"Don't coax me, I know myself. It's back and forth, uncertain, moody."
"The main reason is that you have experienced too many things during this time."
"We will definitely be happy. Right?" She touched the mobile phone on the bedside.
There is a message on the phone that Ling Xiaodong sent to her before she died: "Xiaoyu, cherish the present! You must be happy!"
She will keep this message forever, just as she will always remember her brother Yihan and the blessings he gave her.
But no one will ever know that there is an unsent message in Ling Xiaodong’s phone that was blown to pieces: “Xiaoyu, I hope I can hold your hand and walk together in the next life. I love you.”
"I will do my best to make you happy." Qin Jinhuan turned sideways, lowered his head, and kissed her forehead gently.
Xin Yihan was originally a knot in his heart, but now the knot in his heart has been untied. Although he has gone round and round, the woman he loves most still stays with him. For him, this is enough.
Even if Mu Yu didn't see his heart clearly, he still had the patience to wait. After all, he still had a long life.
In fact, he never mentioned the divorce from the beginning to the end. That was what Grandpa said to test Mu Yu's heart. He had mentioned it to him before, but he was firmly opposed to it because he was afraid that Mu Yu would really separate from him. .
So just now when his grandfather went out to tell him that he had said this to Mu Yu, and when he heard Mu Yu ask him to come in, he felt so uneasy. He had never been like this when facing a stronger opponent.
"Can we and Xiao Changnian become a happy family of three?"
Qin Jinhuan was stunned for a moment by these words. He was afraid that she would be unhappy, so he immediately responded: "Of course you can!"
"I want to see Nian'er."
"Your body is too weak now. When you take good care of yourself, you can see him every day."
"I'm fine."
"You look so bad, why do you still say yes?"
"I just..." Mu Yu's eyes suddenly fell on Qin Jinhuan's haggard face, and he stroked his face distressedly for a moment, "You're still talking about me, but your complexion isn't much better. You, absolutely. Being dragged down by me.”
"I'm willing to be dragged down by you. I'm afraid you don't want to drag me down." He covered her hand.
"Are you a masochist?"
"If I like you to torture me, I will only allow you to torture me."
Mu Yu's words made her feel warm, but her mood still failed to improve. She really couldn't laugh, so she just leaned into his arms.
Knowing that she still needed time to get out of her inner predicament, he didn't say anything more. He just touched her hand, intertwined his fingers with hers, and embraced her quietly.
There was heavy snow outside the window and the cold wind was biting, but people did not huddle in the house because of the cold. Instead, they happily shuttled through the shopping malls and shops in the streets and alleys.
The entrances of shopping malls and shops are all hung with red lanterns, indicating that the bustling Spring Festival is approaching.
It seems that the harsh winter is about to pass, and warm spring is just around the corner...