He didn't expect that Yan Xiaobing would suddenly do this. He only thought that he wanted to deal with his Mu Yu, and he was immediately frightened. He kicked his feet wildly, struggled desperately, and made a vague "Uh-huh" sound from his mouth.
"Soldier, what are you doing? You can't be rude to Miss Mu!"
Yan Xiaobing threw Mu Yu to the balcony, rushed back to the house, and ran to Mrs. Yan. He shook his hands anxiously and exclaimed, "Mom, what's wrong with your eyes?"
"Soldier, son."
"Mom, I'm here!" Yan Xiaobing hurriedly grabbed his mother's hand that was groping in the air.
"My son, mother has finally waited for you," Mrs. Yan moved up her son's hand until she touched her son's face, then burst into tears, "Mother thought she would never see you again in this life. "
Only then did he realize that his mother was blinded by crying for him. Yan Xiaobing knelt down in front of his mother, slapped himself repeatedly and cried: "My son is unfilial, and my son cannot live up to you, old man."
Feeling that her son was shorter and hearing a slap in the face, Mrs. Yan, who was in tears, immediately knelt down, touched her son's hand and shook her head: "Although Mom has never been to school, But the principle of "it's the father's fault for not raising you well" is still clear. After your father died, your mother failed to fulfill her responsibility to educate you well, so all the mistakes were your mother's fault, and all the consequences should be borne by her. Being blind is what my mother deserves."
"No, mother, this is not your fault. This has nothing to do with you! Ever since something happened to our family, you have advised me dozens of times to let go of my resentment and to be kind to others. This retribution should not be on you. , it’s because I’m too obsessed and can’t listen to your words, so I can’t let go of my resentment and be kind to others!”
Yan Xiaobing burst into tears suddenly, "Mom, actually I really want to listen to your advice, but every night when it rains, as long as I close my eyes, I will dream about Yingzi and Xiaobao, and my father. I will dream about them." I have been struggling in dire straits and heat. Every time I wake up, my heart hurts like it has been shot through by thousands of arrows. It hurts so much that I can’t control myself!”
"Miss Mu," he, who was still kneeling, suddenly turned around, looked at the balcony and said sadly, "Actually, I really didn't mean to pry off the manhole cover to harm anyone, but I can't control my mind when it rains. , I would be full of hatred for the people around me, and I would like to set a fire to burn them all to let them experience the pain that my wife and children have suffered. In the past few years, in order to control my own mind, I would set a fire every time it rained. He will engage in all kinds of self-abuse and use the pain he suffers to reduce his hatred of others.”
"But later he couldn't control his behavior and started to hurt others," Mrs. Yan choked in with pity. "So every time it was going to rain, I asked him to go back to his hometown in the countryside and hold him with a rope. Tied up. Every time I see him banging his head in pain, my mother's heart feels like it's being torn apart, and I wish that God would turn all his suffering onto me, an old woman. But no matter what. No matter how much I begged God, God ignored me. Later, he completely lost his mind. Every rainy day, he would go out to pry manhole covers and hurt people, but he would get very excited afterward. He will blame himself very much and use more ruthless means to hurt himself. Only in this way can he feel better. I know all these things, but apart from being heartbroken and trying to persuade him, I really can't bear to expose him - I'm afraid of letting the police know. If we catch him, there will be no way for him to survive. I am just a relative. In the end, it is my fault that Bingzi is where he is today!"
"Mom! I really don't blame you! Blame me! Blame me!" Yan Xiaobing cried and kowtowed to his mother again in repentance.
"Soldier!" Mrs. Yan hugged her son, and the mother and son hugged each other and cried.
Mu Yu, who was lying on the balcony, was still trembling. After hearing the conversation between their mother and son, she understood Yan Xiaobing's inner struggle and pain, and also knew that he would not hurt her. Sympathy and compassion instantly replaced her. Feeling of fear. But she was very puzzled by the way Yan Xiaobing met his mother like this. However, her mouth was sealed and she couldn't ask anything. She could only cry with them silently and wait for them to calm down before understanding.
After a while, the crying in the living room became quieter.
"Mom, I will still be your son in the next life. I promise that I will not be so stupid again in the next life, and I will not make you worry about me like this again. I will definitely be filial to you."
"Mother loves you, mother believes in you."
"When the time comes, I'll ask Yingzi to give you a big fat grandson, and let him tease you about calling you grandma all day long."
"Hey! Okay! Okay! Great!" Old Mrs. Yan wiped her tears with a happy smile on her face.
"Mother! I picked you up because I actually wanted to...want to..." Yan Xiaobing's voice suddenly trembled, and he suddenly started crying and kowtowed, "Mother, I'm sorry, my son is sorry for you, but my son really can't bear to leave you alone in this world." ah… "
sky! What is he going to do? !
Mu Yu was extremely shocked when he heard the hidden language.
Mrs. Yan sighed deeply, but her face was very calm. She was obviously not surprised by what her son was about to do.
"Bing, mother is willing to go with you to meet Yingzi and Xiaobao."
"Mom, I..."
"Mom knows that if it wasn't for me, you would have gone to see them long ago. In fact, mother has been looking forward to this day for a long time. Don't say anything and go get ready."
"Mom!" The two mothers hugged each other and cried again.
Mu Yu, who secretly knew that something was wrong, was worried again. While shaking his head and struggling desperately, the mother and son regarded him as nothing.
"Mom, sit here, I'll get ready." After a while, Yan Xiaobing wiped away his tears, helped his mother onto the sofa, and then turned and entered the room.
Soon, Yan Xiaobing brought two eiderdown quilts from the room and placed them next to his mother. Then he ran into the kitchen, took out a bucket of gasoline from the cabinet, poured half of it on the sofa and eiderdown quilts, and poured the remaining half on the sofa and eiderdown quilts. On myself and my mother.
"Uh huh, huh huh..." The pungent smell of gasoline made Mu Yu tremble with fear, but her hands and feet were tied and her mouth was sealed, so she could only worry.
Here, Yan Xiaobing put the oil drum aside, ignoring the grunts coming slowly closer, and while adjusting his mother's collar, he asked softly: "Mom, are you scared?"
Mrs. Yan smiled and shook her head: "I will see Xiaobao soon. Mom is looking forward to it."
"Mom, I'm sorry..."
"Bing, my mother hates hearing you say 'I'm sorry' the most. You have always been my good son. You have been in the past and you will be in the future. You will be in this life and you will be in the next life."
"Mother!" Yan Xiaobing's eyes welled up again.
"Stop nagging, send Miss Mu out quickly, don't scare this little girl. Although Mom has never seen her, she often hears Miss Jiang mention her, and knows that she, like Miss Jiang, is kind-hearted. My good daughter. God bless you, good people will be rewarded, and they will live a safe life."
After Yan Xiaobing was imprisoned, Jiang Wenwen was worried about Old Mrs. Yan, so she found a way to bring Old Mrs. Yan from the countryside to an orphanage in the city and gave her careful care. For this reason, Yan Xiaobing could not find his mother after escaping from the detention center, so he had to wait for an opportunity to kidnap Mu Yu in exchange for his mother. Of course, Mu Yu only learned of these things later.
"good."
Yan Xiaobing turned around and walked to Mu Yu, bowed to her very solemnly and said sorry, then cut the packaging rope on her feet with a knife and gently helped her up.
"Uh-huh, uh-huh." She shook her head desperately, obeying his steps, and pouted, signaling for him to help her tear off the tape.
Yan Xiaobing understood what she meant, and smiled gratefully: "Miss Mu, I know you want to persuade us not to do stupid things, but my mother and I have made up our minds, please don't persuade us. There is a culture in our hometown. There is a saying that if a family dies in the same accident, they can be reunited in the underworld. My mother and I miss our Yingzi and Xiaobao very much. If our family can really be reunited underground, then death will be a relief for us. , is the destination we most yearn for, Miss Mu, I send you... "
"This is a superstitious statement! Don't be stupid!" Mu Yu broke away from the tape and hurriedly tried to dissuade him.
"Miss Mu, thank you for your kindness, but what has happened is that even if I don't die, I can't escape..."
"If the hospital detects that you have a history of mental illness, it will not hold you legally responsible. At that time, I will help you contact the hospital for treatment. After you are cured..."
Yan Xiaobing interrupted her with a wry smile: "I have sinned deeply. Even if the doctor can cure me, even if I won't harm others in the future, I can't forget the bad things I did before. I don't want to live with deep guilt all my life." In the midst of pain and suffering, this is really too tiring, and it is better to die happily than to harm others.”
"But Aunt Yan is innocent! You have no right to end her life!" Knowing that he was a filial son, Mu Yu tried to prevent his suicide from this aspect.
"Miss Mu, I am willing to go with Bingzi to meet Yingzi and Xiaobao."
Yan Xiaobing grabbed his mother's hand tightly and looked at Mu Yu: "Miss Mu, now that I pried off the manhole cover and harmed people, no one can guarantee whether the families of the victims will come to me. Mom wants revenge. My mother is already an old man and I can’t let her suffer any more. I want to protect her.”
"No! I promise I won't hurt you or your mother, I guarantee it! I..."
"Miss Mu, please stop trying to persuade us two. We have already made up our minds. Soldiers, please send Miss Mu out."
"Hey, okay." Yan Xiaobing turned to Mu Yu and said sincerely, "Miss Mu, the reason why I went to all the trouble to kidnap you to exchange for my mother actually has another purpose: I know you are a good person and a policeman (he Treat everyone who works in the public security system as a police officer), I want you to know what happened to me, and use my case as a case to warn and persuade those who have been harmed, hoping that they will not follow in my footsteps.”
As he spoke, he had forcefully dragged Mu Yu to the door, bowed again, and then spoke, "Miss Mu, please apologize to those who were injured by me. I am sorry for them; in addition, If this house can still be sold after my death, please donate the money from the sale to charity; and please tell Wenwen and the neighbors in the community to thank them for their continued concern and care. I have failed them. They. In fact, I no longer hate them. I just can't resist my inner demons and let go of the fire that destroyed my family. "Ms.
"Brother Xiaobing..."
Before Mu Yu could say the next words, she was pushed out of the door. When she stabilized her steps and turned around, the door had been closed with a bang, and then there was the sound of locking the door again...