"I want to drink water..." Jiang Zhong said softly.
"Okay," Xi Qin finally kissed Jiang Zhong's face, got up and put on his clothes, and pulled the quilt over him, "Wait a minute."
Jiang Zhong waited for Xi Qin to go out before moving. Enduring the discomfort, he lifted the quilt and put on his pajamas and pajamas.
Sleeping naked is very comfortable, but it really doesn't feel safe.
After putting on, Jiang got into the bed again and wrapped everything from the neck down.
In just two or three minutes, Xi Qin brought up a full glass of water.
Xi Qin looked at Jiang Zhong who was stretched out on the bed wrapped in a tube, and said with a smile: "I should have taken a straw by the way, I forgot."
"No need," Jiang Zhong dodged his eyes, a little embarrassed to look at Xi Qin, and stretched out his hand from the edge of the quilt, "give it to me."
Xi Qin didn't give it to him, and put the cup on the bedside table: "How do you drink it while lying down? It will leak onto the pillow."
So Jiang Zhong propped up his hands and remembered that the feeling of his butt rubbing against the bed was uncomfortable, so Jiang Zhong let out a soft "hiss".
Xi Qin quickly reached out and pressed his shoulder: "Don't move, I'll feed you."
"Huh?" As soon as Jiang Zhong's question came out, Xi Qin took a sip of water, turned his head and kissed Jiang Zhong's lips.
Jiang Zhong opened his eyes wide, water drops slipped from the corner of his mouth, Jiang Zhong had to open his mouth to accept this water feeding method.
It took seven or eight minutes to drink a glass of water, most of it went into Jiang Zhong's stomach, and a small part of Jiang Zhong couldn't swallow it enough for Xi Qin to drink it down by himself.
"Rogue." With a blushing face, Jiang Chong pushed away Xi Qin, who was still clinging to his lips after feeding the water, and lay on the bed sideways with his legs curled up.
Xi Qin smiled, then went to bed and hugged Jiang Zhong from behind: "Baby, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
"...It's okay." In fact, if you don't touch it, you won't feel much, but Jiang Zhong can't help but think of what happened before, and then think of that place, and then feel a little strange.
Xi Qin only thought that he had made Jiang Zhong into a "handicapped" appearance, kept asking about his health, bringing water and medicine... Ah bah, Jiang Zhong rolled his eyes, what medicine to give? He does not need contraception or miscarriage.
However, Jiang Zhong can clearly feel that Xi Qin has treated him more meticulously than before. His eyes are straightforward and deep. When his hands are free, he wants to hug him, and when his mouth is free, he wants to kiss him. Help Jiang Zhong handle the restroom.
"I want to go to the bathroom," Jiang Zhong pushed Xi Qin out of the bathroom, "Why did you follow me in?"
"Then..." Xi Qin reluctantly said, "Be careful."
Jiang Zhong: "..."
Neuropathy.
How careful should I go to the toilet? Could he accidentally shove himself down the drain
Jiang Zhong closed the door speechlessly, but the next moment, the corners of Jiang Zhong's mouth raised slightly as he locked the door behind him.
After solving his physical needs, Jiang Zhong looked in the mirror for a long time in the bathroom. He felt that he was quite tired after having sex with Xi Qin.
It turned out that he really became a little hooligan like Xi Qin, Jiang Zhong and himself in the mirror stared at each other, the more he stared, the more flushed his face became.
"Jiang Zhong?" Xi Qin knocked on the door a few times outside, "Why don't you come out? You can't go to the bathroom. Is something wrong?"
Jiang Zhong took a deep breath, opened the door and looked at Xi Qin: "You are a hooligan."
"I just knocked on the door." Xi Qin was very innocent and innocent, "I didn't go in, why did I become a hooligan again?"
"Then I don't care," Jiang Zhong raised his chin proudly, "Anyway, you are."
"Okay, okay," Xi Qin nodded helplessly, guessing that he would not refute what Jiang Zhong said today, "I'm a hooligan, but are you really okay?"
"It's okay, what can I do?"
"It's fine," Xi Qin felt relieved, "I thought I made you constipated."
Jiang Zhong: "...crazy."
"After all, it's also my first time," Xi Qin stepped forward to embrace Jiang Zhong, and coaxed, "I'm afraid that I might hurt you if I did something wrong."
Jiang Zhong's heart warmed, and he pursed his lips and smiled: "I'm a little hungry, let's eat cake."
The cake was ordered in the smallest size.
Jiang Zhong sat on Xi Qin's square cushion made of folded blankets, and lit a digital candle with a lighter: "Quickly make a wish."
"No need," Xi Qin was a little embarrassed, "You told me I'm so old..."
"This is a sense of ritual," Jiang Zhong interrupted him, "Quick, close your eyes."
So Xi Qin closed his eyes in front of the candlelight, but for a moment he didn't know what kind of wish to make, all he could think of was Jiang Zhong looking at him through the candlelight.
"Okay." Xi Qin opened his eyes and looked straight at Jiang Zhong at first, before blowing out the candle under Jiang Zhong's sight after a while.
Jiang Zhong fumbled to turn on the light, smiled and said to Xi Qin who had been watching him, "Happy birthday, boyfriend."
"Thank you," Xi Qin said softly, "boyfriend."
Anyway, it was just the two of them eating, so Xi Qin didn't bother to cut the cake, and the two of them faced the side and directly served the fork.
Xi Qin put the first bite to Jiang Zhong's mouth: "Baby, you are so kind."
With the cake in his mouth, Jiang Zhong replied vaguely: "You are fine too, do you want me to say that?"
"Hey," Xi Qin said with a smile, "I'm just expressing my feelings. You are so nice that I feel a little inferior."
"Why?" Jiang Zhong didn't understand.
Xi Qin was silent for a while before slowly opening his mouth: "My family environment is much worse than yours, and I never dared to tell you before."
"Why don't you dare?" Jiang Zhong said indifferently, "Those are beyond your control."
"Because I just wanted you to see my good side at first," Xi Qin said, "I was afraid that you would dislike me after knowing the negative things."
"How come?" Jiang Zhong didn't quite understand, "What I like is you, not what your family brought you."
Before Xi Qin could speak, Jiang Zhong said again: "Isn't it your mother's fault? This is neither your fault nor something you can stop. Are you blaming yourself now?"
"No," Xi Qin shook his head, "It's more than that."
"Ah," Jiang Zhong looked at Xi Qin, "Then are you willing to tell me everything now? If you don't want to tell me, don't force it. I really don't mind."
Xi Qin lowered his head and hesitated. Jiang Zhong didn't want to put pressure on him, so he pretended to be relaxed and joked: "My mother said before that as long as the person I dated doesn't commit crimes, violate discipline, and has a good character, they won't We are not allowed to be together, not to mention you are a very good person, how could I despise you?"
"Okay," Xi Qin let out a breath, "Actually, I shouldn't have slept with you before keeping these things from you."
Jiang Zhong vaguely smelled seriousness from Xi Qin's subtext.
"Didn't you ask me before if I suspended school because of my mother?" Xi Qin looked at Jiang Zhong seriously, "Actually, I suspended school not only because of that incident."
"What else?" Jiang Zhong asked softly.
Xi Qin laughed at himself, bowed his head and took a small bite of the cake: "Not long after my mother's funeral, I found out that my father had another woman outside, and a son who was not much younger than me."
"The younger brother you mentioned before?" Jiang Zhong asked.
"Well," Xi Qin nodded slightly, "I was very angry at the time. Although I realized that my parents' relationship is not very deep after I was sensible, I didn't expect that my father would... cheat on me so early. .”
Jiang Zhong was silent and didn't know how to comfort Xi Qin.
"Then I questioned my dad," Xi Qin recalled, "how could he be so ruthless, that he is not a man, that his actions hurt not only me and my mother, but also the women outside of him. And the child is also because he can't see the light."
Jiang Zhong nodded secretly, Xi Qin's father was indeed a little too much, and Jiang Zhong's impression of Xi Qin's father was not very good before they met.
"I found out later," Xi Qin sighed, "my mom always knew about it, but she didn't care, or she didn't care what my dad did, she and my dad married more like It was to complete the task, and felt that it was time to get married and have children when she was old, so she picked a suitable person to get married, and after giving birth to me, the task was completed, so she went to do other tasks.”
"She has affection for me, but there is no love between her and my dad. Both of them don't care much about the marriage relationship."
Jiang Zhong got up and walked over to Xi Qin, holding his head on his stomach.
Xi Qin rubbed against Jiang Zhong's stomach, pulled him into his arms and sat down: "I'm fine."
Jiang Zhong kissed Xi Qin on the face: "What happened later? Is there any more?"
"At that time I was relatively naive, thinking that my parents had no feelings, and they didn't divorce because of me," Xi Qin rested his chin on Jiang Zhong's shoulders, "It wasn't long before my mother died, and my father's After I found out about it, I no longer used busy work as an excuse, and went to accompany his other woman and son blatantly, so I didn't want to go to school, and stayed at home all day playing games, living a life of neither human nor ghost day."
Jiang Zhong was a little distressed. Xi Qin was only sixteen or seventeen years old at that time, and his father didn't care about his mother's absence, so he closed himself at home.
"For almost half a year," Xi Qin continued, "I never went out, and I ordered takeaway for meals. My dad or Peng Siyuan would make up for other daily necessities when I visited me occasionally. Now that I think about it, I It was probably a bit of a mental illness at the time.”
"No," Jiang Zhong hurriedly said, "You just can't accept it for a while, and you just need time to get out."
"Look, I'm right," Xi Qin tilted his head and bit Jiang Zhong's earlobe lightly, "You're just that good."
"What happened later?" Jiang Zhong asked, "When did you want to go to school?"
"Later, my dad was probably afraid that I would not think about committing suicide like my mother for a while, so he took me into a newly bought house," Xi Qin said, "At the same time, my stepmother and my brother also took over. "
"It's the home you don't want to go back to often now?"
"Yes," Xi Qin said, "What I didn't expect was that I was quite calm when I saw them, but my younger brother was very angry when he saw me. He must have just entered junior high school at that time. When it came to me, I felt weird, but I didn't dare to do anything to me, probably because I was too gloomy at the time, and he was afraid."
"Don't say that." Jiang Zhong didn't like hearing Xi Qin laugh at himself like this.
"Okay," Xi Qin obediently skipped the topic, "then one day, because of something I forgot, I seemed to ask my stepmother why she would follow my dad without a name, and then my brother exploded again. It's crazy, I just learned from him that my father and his mother have been obtaining the certificate for several years."
Speaking of this, Xi Qin paused for a moment: "It means that my parents have divorced a long time ago, but they didn't tell me."
"This is really..." Jiang Zhong didn't know what to say.
"So I went through my mother's belongings again," Xi Qin said in a low voice, "I saw her and my father's divorce certificate in it. It was not long before she had a car accident. Maybe they planned to tell me Yes, but my mother's accident made it difficult to talk about it."
Yes, Jiang Zhong thought, Xi Qin's mother's car accident must have made Xi Qin very uncomfortable, especially seeing his mother's mood becoming more and more unstable after losing her legs, but there was nothing he could do.
If he told him that his parents were divorced, on the one hand, Xi Qin would be even more helpless, on the other hand, Xi Qin might think that his father filed for divorce because of his mother's disability, and Xi Qin would hate his father to death.
"After I found out about this, my younger brother felt that he and his mother were in a relationship, and started to get more and more ambivalent. Once he mentioned my mother, it was a bit too much, so I beat him up and sent him to the hospital. "
"Let's treat him as farting next time," Jiang Zhong said angrily, "Don't bother with him."
"Okay," Xi Qin nodded slightly, "Then I couldn't stay in that house any longer. I went back to school in the second semester of high school after a year. I usually live in the house my mother left me, only occasionally Go back when my dad needs me."
Jiang Zhong remembered that their high school had dormitories, and those whose families were far away could apply to live in the school: "Why don't you live on campus? Living alone is so... lonely."
"I don't want to live on campus," Xi Qin said with a sullen head. "Although I went back to class, I didn't like to talk to others at that time, and I didn't want to talk to them, and no one wanted to talk to me."
Jiang Zhong could imagine that Xi Qin himself went to a new class as a "transfer student". A "transfer student" who doesn't want to talk to others, the students in Xi Qin's class probably won't take the initiative to approach Xi Qin.
What was he doing when he was a sophomore in high school? He seems to be busy trying to show off in various activities. He has a lot of "friends" in school, and it is basically impossible for him to act alone.
Xi Qin, on the other hand, is just the opposite. He is alone, walks alone, and enjoys solitude.
No wonder he had no impression of Xi Qin in high school.
It would have been great if Xi Qin had transferred to his class. According to his personality of making friends in high school, he would definitely be very enthusiastic about his new classmates.
"Hey," Jiang Zhong sighed, "If only we knew each other in high school."
"I know you." Xi Qin said.
"I'm talking about getting to know each other," Jiang Zhong regretted, "If you were willing to take the initiative to come forward and say a word to me, I would definitely reply you ten words, and then we could become good friends at that time."
"I don't want to be good friends with you," Xi Qin said, "I have never been pure in my thoughts about you."
This is the most regrettable part, Jiang Zhong thought, if Xi Qin had approached him with unsophisticated thoughts, maybe the two of them would have been together two years earlier.
He could also make Xi Qin happy earlier. Although Xi Qin said he didn't want to talk to people at the time, he still hoped that someone would take the initiative to accompany him.
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