How did she get pregnant? This question certainly made Song Yuan a little embarrassed, but she felt that the education in this aspect should indeed be started from the baby. Soon, Rong Ting will go to kindergarten, and he will have to meet more strangers and children , he must be aware of some things.
It took Song Yuan nearly half an hour to explain to Rong Ting how women conceive.
In the end, Song Yuan spoke dryly, and said very seriously: "Boys and girls are different."
Although Rong Ting is ignorant, he is much more mature than many children of the same age. Although the subject of physical education is a bit difficult for him, he still understands what the empress mother wants to express.
He nodded, "I understand."
Song Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, "So, I hope you can protect yourself and not hurt others. As a mother, I will do my best to protect you, but if one day, those bad things happen to you, and Or if you see bad things happen to others, mom hopes you will not be silent, if you are afraid, you can tell me," she said with some embarrassment, "I am the kind of person who is very timid, but I will be extra brave for you."
Rong Ting looked at her and pursed his lips, "I know, the queen mother is very brave and strong."
This is the first time someone praised her for being brave and strong! Song Yuan was a little surprised and pleasantly surprised. Since she was a child, everyone praised her for being cute, beautiful, and kind. Even her own parents never praised her for being brave. She always felt that the word timid as a mouse was used to describe her.
"No." Song Yuan smiled modestly, but couldn't help asking him, "Why do you say I'm brave and strong?"
"I think every mother is very brave and strong." Rong Ting took her hand, "The queen mother is afraid of pain, but she still gave birth to me."
Song Yuan was very moved when he heard this.
No matter who said this kind of words, it would not touch her more than calmly said by Rong Ting.
He knew that she had been in such pain, and he loved her dearly, which was enough for a mother and was worth it.
The next morning, Song Yuan took Rong Ting to the confinement center to visit Wu Siyu. When they arrived, Wu Siyu's husband was just about to leave to pick up Wu Siyu's parents at the airport.
The newborn baby only eats and sleeps. Rong Ting stood in front of the cradle and looked at the sleeping soundly baby curiously.
It was the first time he had seen such a small baby.
Encouraged by Wu Siyu, he stretched out his fingers, and carefully and gently touched the baby's chubby face. Once he touched him, he quickly withdrew his hand and looked at Song Yuan in surprise, "Her face is so soft." Ah. Like cotton candy!"
Rong Ting liked the little baby very much, but he didn't dare to touch her again, for fear that if he couldn't control his strength, he might accidentally hurt her.
Until he left the confinement center and returned home, Rong Ting was still sighing with Song Yuan, "She is so small, was my mother so young before?"
Song Yuan recalled now, and always felt that Rong Ting was a baby of four or five months a few days ago. From the time he was born to four or five months, she remembered every detail, "You are younger than her, the baby is born It is seven catties and two taels, you are lighter than her, let me think about it, you should be six catties and three taels."
"The weather was very good on the day you were born. It had been raining all the time, but it was sunny that day. Everyone said that was a good sign."
"You kept crying with your eyes closed, and your voice was so gentle. Your father also said that you must be gentle in the future. As a result, after a few days, your crying became louder, and your father stopped saying that. .”
Rong Ting felt something was wrong when he heard it, he looked at her in surprise, and asked: "Mother, you..."
Didn't the mother also lose her memory? How could she know these things
Only then did Song Yuan realize that he had unknowingly revealed himself.
But she didn't want to hide it from him, but she didn't know how to tell him. Now that he has asked this question, with her coping ability, she can't quickly find a perfect excuse To prevaricate, so she could only reply honestly: "Well, I remembered it a few days ago, but I don't know how to tell you."
The father's amnesia is fake, it's a fake, the mother's amnesia is real, Rong Ting was stunned for a moment, then he couldn't stabilize, and suddenly hugged Song Yuan's waist, he was a little excited, looked up at her, "Mother, you Remember? You remember I'm your kid? Don't you!"
Although the queen mother has been taking care of him, and the queen mother also knows that he is her son, knowing it is different from remembering it.
Why it was different, he couldn't say for a while.
Song Yuan saw him so happy, and the guilt and sadness that surged up were diluted a lot. She squatted down, hugged him, and said softly: "I'm sorry."
After saying sorry several times, her voice choked up, "The queen mother didn't do it on purpose."
She wanted to tell him that she didn't mean it, that she didn't want him.
She wanted to tell him, I'm sorry, I haven't been with you these five years.
Rong Ting withdrew from her arms, seeing her red eyes and tears falling down, he sighed, stretched out his little hand, and wiped her tears awkwardly.
"It doesn't matter."
He said, "I know, mother, I used to always wonder whether I was not good, whether I was not smart, why my mother didn't want me, why she didn't take me when she left, and then I saw I understand the things you left me. My mother is the best mother in the world. Come out, the queen mother really loves me."
Song Yuan was very sad. She covered her face and sat on the carpet. From the beginning of sobbing and sobbing, she burst into tears.
From the moment she recovered her memory to the last second, she hardly ever showed her true emotions.
She was always thinking that she had come home and her children had come.
Those repressed emotions all came to my heart under Rong Ting's childish words. At this moment, she thought of many, many people, many, many things, and finally remembered the original self.
Rong Ting was at a loss at first, he stretched out his hand to hug her, but for some reason, he lowered his arm and just looked at her quietly.
He thought that the queen mother didn't need to be comforted at this moment. He thought that the queen mother should be happy again after today.
***
Rong Heng sat in front of the desk at night, looking at the pair of diamond earrings, his heart felt intense pain.
what do you want
Everything she wants, he will find a way for her. But what would he do if all she wanted was to leave him forever
Then what was the back seat he sent out piously when he was full of calculations back then
So what are these five years of never forgetting, these five years of deep yearning
The exhaustion all over his body, as well as the pain in his heart, made Rong Heng turn and turn on the bed, and finally fell asleep in a daze. Since meeting her again, he, who rarely dreams, dreamed again, dreaming that she had just left and disappeared when.
He was dealing with government affairs as usual, and when he was having a headache from the war ahead, the chief eunuch who had been with him for many years came in tremblingly, and knelt down in front of him with a plop, his head buried low, and his body trembling. Over the years, the chief eunuch has also seen many turmoil and changes of imperial power with him. What happened to make him lose his composure
"Emperor, Your Majesty, Empress..." The chief eunuch kowtowed heavily after saying this, "Empress..."
Hearing this, he already had an ominous premonition, he threw aside the memorial he was reviewing, frowned, stood up and hit him, "What's wrong with the queen?"
Two months ago, there was a report from the front that Meng Qingrong died in battle. He always wanted people to hide it from her, but such a big matter can be hidden for a while, but it can't be hidden forever. She knew that the day Meng Qingrong died in battle, he thought she would cry like before, but that day was different. She was very calm, and only said one word.
This is not like her at all, he would rather she cry bitterly, and see him questioning him with hatred eyes, than this kind of peace.
The chief eunuch didn't dare to answer him, the more he was like this, the more frightened he was. It was strange that all his fears over the years had come from her.
He knew that something important must have happened, and he didn't dare to delay for a moment along the way. When he arrived at Kunning Palace, he saw all the eunuchs and maids in the palace kneeling.
At that moment, many thoughts flashed through his mind, and every thought made his steps heavy.
…
...
She just disappeared without a sound.
He was like crazy, he didn't trust everyone around him, he insisted on finding it by himself, searching every corner of the palace, he didn't believe that she would be so cruel, Rong Ting, who was still in her infancy, seemed to have noticed it What, have been crying loudly.
He didn't know how long he had been looking for it, but in the end it was so ridiculous that he thought she was hiding in the water. It was very cold that day, so he jumped into the lake.
The lake was freezing cold, and he couldn't find her.
After that day, he fell seriously ill. After waking up, he vaguely knew that she had left, but he was unwilling to admit this fact in his heart. He asked all the spies to find her. At that moment, the cruelty in his body The factors were all triggered, and he even wanted to torture the people in her palace, but the reason why he didn't do that in the end was not because he was so kind, he didn't have such a thing as kindness. He just had fantasies, fearing that she would be sad when she came back and saw the people in her palace hurt.
He also went to the cold palace later, because before entering the palace, the summer was very hot, she said with a smile, she didn't know if the cold palace in the palace would be as cool as if the air conditioner was turned on.
Even though his trusted guards searched the palace, he still wanted to see it himself.
In the cold palace, he saw Concubine Li. Before he left, Concubine Li stopped him. She was no longer as crazy as before, and she seemed to be much calmer.
She hesitated and asked, "Did something happen to the Empress?"
Even if the news was blocked, the people in the palace were still panicking during this period of time. Concubine Li got even less news in the cold palace. She only heard that something happened to the empress. She didn't believe it at first, but seeing the indifferent and heartless emperor like this Losing weight and gaffe, I believed it a little bit.
From the time of the accident to the present, even the chief eunuch he trusted did not dare to say this in front of him.
"One day before," Concubine Li knelt on the ground, lowered her head, her voice was a little hoarse, "The empress came to visit me, and she gave me a lot of books."
"Probably because I know that the empress will not hurt me, so I dare to hurt her."
He was not interested in listening to the rest of the words. He returned to Kunning Palace, hugged Rong Ting who was sleeping soundly, and looked at the huge palace again, but he couldn't see her figure anymore. He was buried in the blanket, and his eyes were covered. famous.
The next morning, when his chief eunuch saw him, he was so frightened that he knelt down on the spot.
He lowered his head, only to realize that his hair had turned white at some point.