Song Yuan was really dumbfounded.
It was hard for her not to define his behavior on the matter of marriage proposal. If it was not a marriage proposal, what would he do for her with the diamond ring, and he would say something like this, but if it was a marriage proposal, why would she feel something was wrong? Proposing marriage at this juncture is simply not his style.
He should know, she won't agree to his marriage proposal now, so why is it still like this, in memory, he is a person who doesn't like being rejected. Just like when he just crossed over, he deliberately pretended to have amnesia to get close to her because he knew her well. Once she knew his true identity and knew that he had memory, then she would never get close to him again.
After Song Yuan thought about it, she frowned and asked seriously: "What's wrong with you, did something happen?"
Rong Heng felt relieved, and suddenly laughed.
At this moment, he seems to have returned to the appearance when we first met, so relaxed and calm.
"Look, you still know me very well." Rong Heng put the ring on the table, he walked to the French window, looked at everything in this neighborhood, turned his head, under the sun, his hair didn't look white It was silver, which made his whole person soften.
"Yuanyuan, I'm going back." Rong Heng said this, and he looked at her tenderly, "Actually, it was an accident to come here. I missed you so much at that time. I searched through the ancient books and found the national teacher. , the national teacher said that I was a lucky person in Daye Dynasty, and I couldn't leave for too long. It was recorded once that someone tried this method and had an adventure, but after he returned to his original position, he only lived If you are less than forty years old, this is a life-threatening act, so it has become a banned book."
"The national teacher once advised me not to be too persistent. You are destined to come and go. I can't force it, but I don't believe it. I just wanted to ask you a word at first. Do you really want to leave me? But After I came, I was very greedy, and I wanted you to come back to me."
Song Yuan looked at him blankly.
"Do you believe that I am not such a person. In the five years since you disappeared and left, I missed you very much, and I am still doing what an emperor should do. For me, being a good emperor, It is my responsibility, if you cannot be a good husband, please forgive me."
Listening to what he said, Song Yuan's hands began to tremble, she was afraid of knocking over the bowl, so she put the bowl in her hand on the table in a daze, her nose started to sore, "You, are you going back? "
"En." Rong Heng smiled and nodded, "I'm going back to my original position, I'm sorry, I should ask for your forgiveness, but I can't let go of Daye Dynasty, my country, my people We. I'm going back. As for Rong Ting," he paused, "look at him, you may not want Rong Ting to leave you, if he wants to stay here, let him stay with you."
She didn't know how much courage and effort it took him to make this decision.
This was probably the least like decision he'd ever made in his life.
As far as he could remember, no matter what he did or said, he would always consider his own interests at the first moment. This was probably the first time, the first time he looked like a saint.
"You..." As soon as Song Yuan opened his mouth, his throat felt sore. He wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know where to start.
She never thought of this possibility at all.
Isn't it involuntary to travel through this kind of thing? It's like she... She didn't travel to ancient times out of her own ideas, and she was surprised to be able to travel back later. Recalling carefully, she was also dull all day long at that time, and her heart ached every time she thought of her modern parents. Thinking of the elder brother who died in battle, he was so bored that he could hardly breathe. Could spiritual power travel through time and space
This time Rong Ting and him both traveled through time, she thought that this was the way things were, that they would never be able to go back, and even often worried about Rong Ting's inability to blend in with children of the same age, but now she heard him say that he going back.
"I'm sorry." The number of times Rong Heng said sorry today can match all the times in the past so many years.
His eyes were sad but also firm, "I don't know if you can understand me like before this time, do you remember what I told you, for me, even my own life is not as important as the country and the people. My mission has not been completed yet. I cannot let go of the country that Qingrong swore to defend to the death. Speaking of Qingrong, the day before you married into the palace, he came to see me. We had a drink together and talked a lot. , He told me that he wanted to exchange his blood and head for your peace in the palace."
When Meng Qingrong was mentioned, Song Yuan's eyes became hot.
"At that time, I swore to him that you would have a good life in the palace. Now that I think about it, I broke my promise. It seems that you never had a happy day in the palace. Qing Rong has a big heart, and he pretended to be you. , Pretend to be the people of the Li people, pretend to be thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, I have never doubted him for a moment, I am not afraid of your jokes, I am just a little jealous of him, jealous of you caring and trusting him so much." Rong Heng laughed, and finally said this sentence .
He is petite, has a weird and domineering temper, and he is sitting on that chair wearing a dragon robe, still worrying about gains and losses.
Song Yuan stared at him blankly, not even noticing that tears were falling.
Rong Heng's mood was very strange, seeing her cry, he was actually a little happy, it turned out that she could be sad for him once in this life.
Song Yuan felt extremely sad.
She may have resented him and hated him, but those emotions are gone now. She should have been happy to hear the news that he was going back, right? No, she was just... a little at a loss, and a little bit of panic that she didn't notice.
Because she knew that if he went back again, it would be a farewell.
"I originally wanted to trick you back secretly." Looking at her tearful eyes, Rong Heng said in a low voice, "My plan is, if you refuse to come back to me, I will try my best to trick you back. It may not be long before you will accept it."
Song Yuan looked at him with teary eyes and surprise.
"I know I'm an asshole, you can understand that I'm stunned and crazy." Rong Heng lowered his eyes, "I reacted in time, and suddenly felt that this was meaningless. You don't know that in those five years, apart from dealing with government affairs Besides, what kind of life did I live. What I told you that day was true. If there were no five years, maybe I would do the same thing, but with those five years, how can you let me be willing? How can you be willing that you just come back to me unwillingly?"
"I want your willingness, I want your willingness to accept."
He gave her all his hard work except the throne, grayed his hair for her, vomited blood for her, and endured five years of loneliness for her. Could it be that he wanted the ridiculous ending of her being absent
Song Yuan didn't know what to say, she just felt a sore nose, hot eyes, and a kind of sadness gradually welling up in her heart.
The sun was so bright outside, but she felt cold hands and feet.
He said so much, but she didn't know how to answer him.
He came to modern times and couldn't let go of the country and responsibilities of ancient times, and she was the same. If she returned to ancient times because of temporary reluctance, how ridiculous would she be...
She knew that what he said to her was indeed true, but he probably had a little fantasy, hoping that after hearing this, she would go back with him.
"I… "
Rong Heng looked at her, thinking of many things in the past, he stepped forward, stretched out his hand, and gently embraced her in his arms when she was in a daze.
His nose was full of her smell, and he closed his eyes slightly, but what he remembered was the first meeting in Chunyu that year.
Song Yuan did not refuse his hug this time.
What she remembered was that in the winter when the snow fell heavily, he was rarely idle, and took her to the plum garden in the palace. He held her hand and admired the plum blossoms in the pavilion. At that time, he also hugged her like this. .
"I used to be afraid of losing you, so I married you in disregard of your wishes. Now I'm still afraid of losing you, but I don't want to lie to you again."
Rong Heng said in a low voice, "I already know your answer, I have always known it. You can accept that ring and keep it, it is what Ziheng owes you."
He once promised her that he would definitely find her a diamond ring in the future and propose to her like the custom in her hometown, so that she would not have any regrets.
What he promised her, he will naturally do it.