Her name is Su Ran, she is the eldest lady of the Su family in City B, at least she used to be.
before she was 15 years old.
She once liked someone, the big brother who lived in the same yard.
That person is very handsome, that person is always very cold, that person is so good in everyone's eyes, that person, his name is Song Zeyu.
The teenage girl still doesn't know what love is, but she already regards the excellent big boy as the prince in her heart.
I don't know why, but Su Ran thought that she should be in love with Song Zeyu.
Otherwise, she will not be lost because of his indifference and alienation, and will not be uncomfortable because of a woman by his side.
Not to do so many crazy things.
Su Ran knew that some things were wrong, but she just couldn't help wanting to do it, to let Song Zeyu see her good, to let everyone know that she was better than that woman named Lin Xing'er, and to let Song Zeyu know That woman is not that good.
Unfortunately, everything she did was wrong.
At the age of 16, she experienced all the darkness in her life.
She did not die because she was afraid of death.
Sometimes she thinks that's it, it's bad, where can it go, isn't she experiencing the worst of everything.
Those who taunted her might find it boring, and gradually they stopped taunting her. It seemed that her life had really changed from being a lady of the Su family to a "lady" who accompanies the wine.
But what does that matter.
No one remembers her anyway, and no one cares about her.
On the news, she saw the news of Song's young director getting married, and that woman.
She kept telling herself that it was fake!
Later, the woman gave birth to two children for Song Zeyu.
She still refused to believe this fact.
Su Ran still blocked and told herself that those were not true, but she still couldn't help but pay attention to the news about "Song Zeyu".
During that time, Lin Xing'er seemed to like to let everyone see that she was the young lady of the Song family. She was doing well. Therefore, during that time, almost all the news about Song Zeyu carried Lin Xing'er and them. of children.
Later, the news seemed to gradually subside, and she didn't see any news about Mrs. Song on the Internet anymore, it seemed that even Song Zeyu's news disappeared.
Maybe there are too many shows of conjugal love, and it will be tired and numb.
Su Ran thought to herself.
Just like her, after suffering for a long time, she gradually became numb.
After a while, Su Ran felt as if the people and things in the past had nothing to do with her, and she didn't seem to think of Song Zeyu again for a long time.
The child didn't come home either.
If she doesn't come back, she won't come back. If she can't see him, she doesn't have to think about the past.
Su Ran comforted herself in her heart.
Knowing what it means to go out to work, Su Ran generally tries not to take work outside.
However, when she heard the words "Dongshan Garden", she couldn't help but be moved.
She wanted to go there, but she didn't know what was driving her, whether she wanted to see that place or someone.
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If she knew that it would end like that, Su Ran thought she would definitely not go.
She wants to live, even in the face of humiliation, she still wants to live and escape from here.
Su Ran didn't think about despair.
Until the moment she saw the child, and the moment she saw the other party squeeze out of the crowd and come over, she didn't seem to think much and stabbed the knife into herself.
She probably felt sorry for the child.
He was brought into this world, but he suffered so much.
This child is very smart and sensible, but she doesn't know how to get along with him, and she is even afraid to see him sometimes.
That's fine, without her, Su Han should be alive and well.
cold.
Su Ran felt cold all over her body.
She wasn't sure if it was because of her lack of clothing at the moment, or if the blood was flowing too fast.
Maybe she was really dying.
She must be ugly now...
Do you regret it
Yes, she regrets it.
If she doesn't come here, she doesn't have to die, she can still live, and occasionally read the news of Song Zeyu.
If she hadn't done so many stupid things for Song Zeyu at the beginning, wouldn't she have done so many things? Her parents are still there, and she is still the eldest Miss of the Su family.
But again, will she really not love Song Zeyu again
The moment she closed her eyes, Su Ran thought to herself and smiled bleakly, saying her final farewell to this world.
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"Miss Su, you asked me to play the piano and I played it too. Why do you still do this? I don't know how I offended you. Is it because I wasn't born rich like you?"
The woman in front of her is standing in front of Su Ran at the moment, and she is accusingly questioning her.
Such words seem strong and independent, yet they can easily make people hear the accusations and grievances in them.
Coupled with the woman's pitiful face, it is easy to make people feel pity.
Lin Xing'er.
Why did she let her see this terrible woman when she was dying!
This woman Su Ran feared and hated.
The torture of the past ten years has not made Su Ran strong or driven by hatred. Those tortures have only flattened all her edges and corners and her last bit of courage.
Even though this might just be a little illusion before her death, Su Ran still wanted to turn around and escape.
It's a pity that before Su Ran left, her wrist was tightly squeezed by one hand.
The severe pain on the wrist made Su Ran even wonder if it was a hallucination.
"Su Ran, what do you want to do?" A cold and disgusting voice roared towards Su Ran.
Once, at the banquet of the Song family, Su Ran made all appearances.
That was the beginning of her step-by-step approach to a dead end.
It had become a memory that Su Ran was extremely reluctant to recall, but that memory was like a nightmare, and it could not be erased in Su Ran's memory.
The scene and words in front of him were all too familiar to Su Ran.
why
Why didn't she let her go even though she was dead? Let her go through the same situation again.
Why let her see Song Zeyu again in such a situation
In the next few years, she has paid little attention to the news of that man.
If you don't watch it, you don't have to remember, you don't have to be sad.
Su Ran thought that it was time to dilute everything, and to smooth out her madness and love.
Turns out she was wrong.
If it really fades, then, at this moment, when she sees this man standing in front of her as she remembers, why does her heart still hurt so much
Without struggling, Su Ran stood like a piece of wood, looking at the person in front of her as if she were dead.
Let her take another look before she dies.
Look at the man she has loved all her life.
Su Ran looked straight at Song Zeyu, she wanted to open her eyes wide and finally look at this person, but unfortunately, tears flowed down so unsatisfactorily, blurring Su Ran's vision.
She wanted to wipe it off, but she didn't dare to move. She was afraid that if she moved, the last illusion in front of her would disappear.
Looking at Su Ran like this, a look of horror appeared on Song Zeyu's face.
Because he lives in the same place and because of some business dealings with the Su family, he will inevitably meet the lady of the Su family sometimes.
I don't know since when, this girl has been labeled as arrogant, stalker, and disgusting in his cognition.
Su Ran had yelled, made trouble unreasonably in front of him, and learned those boring tricks to pretend to cry.
However, this was the first time that the girl cried like this in front of him.
It's different from Lin Xing'er's grievance and fragility, which makes people unconsciously want to protect her.
At this moment, Su Ran's eyes widened and she was obviously expressionless, but her tears fell like a dyke burst, helpless, desperate, and seemed to have too many complicated emotions that were difficult to understand.
This kind of cry, obviously silent, has a kind of shocking power.
"You..." Song Zeyu opened his mouth and looked at Su Ran in surprise. He didn't know what to say for a while.
Facing such Su Ran, Song Zeyu felt a little helpless.
Did he really do something wrong
For a time, Song Zeyu had doubts about his previous attitude towards Su Ran, and he suddenly had a feeling that he was bullying a little girl.
Su Ran is arrogant, arrogant, and what she does is unpleasant, but, no matter what, she is only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl.
Song Zeyu frowned and was about to say something, but at this moment, while Song Zeyu was thinking, Su Ran struggled and pulled out his hand from Song Zeyu's imprisonment, then instinctively took a step back.
Why am I doing everything wrong
Why do you still think I'm wrong when I didn't do anything
Why do you believe in Lin Xing'er but not me
Why... you just don't like me so much
In the past ten years, Su Ran has asked this kind of accusation countless times in his heart.
She always thought that if she could see that man again one day, she must ask clearly.
However, at this moment, when facing Song Zeyu again, Su Ran didn't want to ask these questions.
The movement here has caught the attention of everyone at the banquet.
Just like before, Song Zeyu squeezed her hand and asked her why she wanted to hurt Lin Xing'er. All the people around thought that she had poured the glass of water on Lin Xing'er's body.
What will happen next
Song Zeyu will let her go, and she will be kicked out.
Shame? She has experienced even more humiliating things, and now it's nothing.
Looking at Song Zeyu, Su Ran suddenly smiled in despair.
"Do you know how long it's been?"
"It's been a long time, so long that I don't know whether I still love you or have become an obsession."
But it doesn't matter anymore, this man is still married to Lin Xing'er. After marriage, they gave birth to a pair of twins. Lin Xing'er is a qualified Mrs. Song, and she always says that she is very happy...
Finally, Su Ran raised her arm, wiped the tears in her eyes that blurred her vision, turned and ran out of the Song family's banquet hall.
At this moment, Su Ran's consciousness seemed to be closed.
She seemed to hear someone calling her, is it Song Zeyu? Are you telling her to go away
"Di..." A sharp voice seemed to flash in his mind.
Su Ran felt dark in front of him.
So, is her time up
"Miss, are you alright?" Before falling into the darkness, a strange voice came from Su Ran's ear, which seemed to be very nervous.
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After that, Su Ran woke up in a coma.
It took two weeks for Su Ran to finally understand the fact that she was reborn.
Two months later, Su Ran begged Su's father and Su's mother, who were going to M country on a business trip, to take her out of the country with her.
After that, Su Ran completed her studies abroad.
It was not until seven years later when she received a call from her parents that she heard that the second and third uncles of the Su family had been severely held accountable for several construction site accidents, and asked her to go back and have a look.
It's strange that in the past seven years, she has not heard the news of Song Zeyu and Lin Xing'er getting married.
At first, there was some gossip about Lin Xing'er and Song's young director, but later, this person seemed to disappear from Song Zeyu's story.
I heard that five years ago, the young director of the Song family almost became a vegetable for some reason.
After that, it seemed that Song Zeyu did not take over the Song family and become the chairman of the Song family as he remembered in the previous life.
I heard that he seems to have gone to many places, many countries...
To this day, thinking of Song Zeyu again, Su Ran still has a dull dull pain in his heart.
exists, but not so strongly.
However, it doesn't matter anymore.
Everything about Song Zeyu has nothing to do with her anymore.
"Wife, don't worry, I've checked, the incidents in the Su family have nothing to do with your parents, and hasn't Dad been doing his own business for the past few years? It won't be affected. Hope to go back together."
Behind him, the man gently hugged Su Ran into his arms and said comfortingly.
Gu Zizhou, her husband.
It was also the man who caught her fainted at the door of Song's house seven years ago.
Su Ran didn't expect that in the end, this man would do business in the M country in order to accompany her, and, here, he would accompany her for seven years.
A year ago, Gu Zizhou proposed to her at her graduation ceremony.
A year after their marriage, just a few months ago, their first child was born.
Not Su Han's child, but a daughter.