I'm adjusting my tone to see how I want to say the following words. Think about whether it should be more relaxed, sensational, or both. Forget it, let's just say it. We have known each other for more than a year. , basically you have seen many versions of me.
12 years ago, I never found that I was a very good writer. From August 11 last year to November 19 yesterday, I actually wrote 2.65 million words. My friends and I were shocked , really, I won’t lie to you, my friends were really shocked.
They didn't realize that I had this talent, and I didn't find it myself. I'm not afraid to tell you the truth. When I was in the second grade of elementary school, I cried because I couldn't write a composition. Then I lost my temper and threw away my homework. Then I was raped by both men and women. The old mixed three-man fight was certainly not violent and bloody, but the memories were pretty damn... .
As you can see, I have reached a bottleneck and am a little tired. I have seen the warmth of many readers and friends who have followed along, and of course I have also seen some speculation.
For example, how could someone be so unlucky as you, with a broken finger and stomach problems? (Ahem, if you are unlucky, your teeth will get clogged when you drink cold water. Brother, how do you want me to explain this? I’ll tell you when I think about it. Think about it again, the broken finger just slows down the update speed. I took a day off and got a stomachache. I was hospitalized and took a day off that day. It was because of this that it lacked authenticity. I will remember to ask for more next time, so that it is more real and touching. Our goal is Oscar)
For example, your novels are very famous, and so are your shortcomings and temper. (Can I naively understand it as my problem with breaking promises and my innocent and cute temper? Okay, I am naive, In fact, my true face is probably a glass-hearted, violent, shameless, dishonest, and owed money tyrant.)
Another example is, I decided that I want to abandon you because you love to shirk and you broke your promise (Okay, can you give me a chance to explain and don’t break up with me? In fact, do you know (know)? How hard I actually work , it will break out every time I come back from vacation, and I will make up for it every time I owe it, until I can’t hold it anymore, don’t break up, okay? Just kidding, love is free.)
I talked nonsense and vented my feelings. In fact, I was afraid of being thought of as a glass-hearted person. Many times, I have learned how to anesthetize. I just saw a lot of comments, pretended not to see them, and got upset, so I went to see my buddies for a drink. Today I accidentally showed my true face as a ruffian.
I never like to praise myself, and everyone knows that. What you hear most from me is sorry, I'm sorry, please understand... When I don't write well, I will slap myself in the face.
So today I’m going to give you a piece of my mind.
Let me talk about Tianya first. Tianya is my root. If this book has some success, I will not forget that I came all the way from Tianya. Many of my decisions are very abrupt. For example, you can read the original Tianya Post record, that day was around 4 o'clock in the morning on August 11th. I remember that I couldn't sleep that day. I had to get up for morning exercise anyway, so I just got up. Looking at Tianya, I suddenly felt that I also had something to write about. , write it, it’s a very temporary decision.
Have you ever seen a professional who has this kind of time to post? I am very lucky to be recognized by everyone who has supported me all the way. This friendship is something I never expected. It warms my heart, I recognize it, and I carry it on my back, so I never plan to give up.
I looked through Tianya's messages and remembered two passages that moved me very much.
Third brother, you are really interesting. You update at the toll station, but you never forget Tianya. Even if Tianya forgets to update it one day, you will double it the next day. I thought there would be a lot more iron grinding than Tianya, so I went to grind iron. , but found that there were only a few chapters... (I won’t go into some other comparisons later).
Some people also say, Third Brother, I noticed that the text you post on Tianya is never a small piece, and you send it to us in small pieces. Posting in this way will actually increase your popularity a lot, but you give a whole chapter to a whole chapter. We see that it turns out that you persisted in Tianya not for popularity, but really just because you didn’t give up for us.
Thank you. Can I say that I feel very comfortable and happy after seeing these? Understanding is the most precious gift, and the happiest thing is that someone cherishes the friendship you give.
Give me a bear hug, man.
Next, let’s talk about Tieba. I was unfamiliar with Tieba at first. Later, I came into contact with Tieba because of this book. I would read it, but I rarely spoke, and I didn’t go there to look familiar. I rarely went there because I was lazy. Let me announce my emotions there.
I was very curious about Tieba at first, because Tieba is generally very popular and is also a place for discussion. Later, after being reminded, I learned that Tieba is a place with a rather "vicious" tongue. I can't bear it well. Every time I check it out every one or two weeks, I run away. Sometimes I can't help but be so angry that my face turns red and my neck is thick, but I can't help it. I didn't think about explaining anything.
However, I believe that many readers of Tieba, especially old readers, will have the impression that I will answer some questions that are often asked on Tieba, including small details such as where Chengyi’s cigarettes come from. I will remember them. .
I once remembered that a reader from the Tieba posted a post on the Tieba that was not satisfying. He came to the review section of Motie Book and said so. I posted a question about it, which really reminded you of the loopholes in this book. This time I found a loophole again, so I won’t tell you. I’ll look at what you didn’t write. How do you explain it
me! Alright alright! Brother, I was wrong, okay? I still remember how I felt when I saw that message!
But no matter how many stories I have to tell about Tieba and Tieba, readers of Tieba may well know my attitude. I have always said that. Readers of Tieba are also readers, and it is another way to help me improve. Popularity.
Therefore, I have always been consistent in my words and deeds. I never ask readers of Tieba to subscribe, because I know that many of them are students.
Thank you also. Although I may only be able to bear the weight of this book in my life, your support and the popularity it brings to Taoist priests will make me look back on it with more perfection and less regret.
It seems that I have said a lot of nonsense, let's bring it back and talk about my current thoughts and feelings. I just want to justify the following words, although I have never been willing to explain myself in the past because of my pretentiousness.
A few days ago, I had a conversation with the editor-in-chief of "Super Good-Looking" because of the exclusive extra story about "Super Good-Looking".
Probably something like this.
San, tell me, how many words have you written now
Hmm, probably more than 2.5 million, right
ah? There are so many. Uncle San didn’t write as much as you did in five years? Listen to me, the ranking of the website is not that important, really.
Then, I fell silent because I didn’t know what to say. In fact, except for a certain period of time, I didn’t care about the ranking of the website at all. Based on the above, everyone knows that I didn’t care about financial interests.
But I can't say this. After all, the editor-in-chief doesn't understand it. If I say it, he will be surprised by such an author and think it's pretentious.
But in fact, what I really care about from beginning to end is that I am afraid that everyone will be disappointed, and I am afraid that everyone will leave.
I remember that feeling very well. A very familiar old reader started to scold me, and a very familiar old reader went to other places to say why I was so bad.
I would be heartbroken, knowing that what I said next was childish, and I felt like I was betraying an old friend.
But I couldn't stop that feeling. There were many times when I even wanted to cry, and even my eyes would turn red with sadness, and my temper would be irritable. I found that I had been drinking much more frequently in the past six months, and it was probably due to internal injuries... .
So I don’t dare to stop updating, I don’t dare to be casual, I push myself all the way. I’m not afraid of anything else, I’m not afraid of deducting perfect attendance, I’m not afraid of not getting paid for not writing (in fact, you all know that’s the case for me), I’m just afraid that seeing those things will make me It's a bit childish to be sad... But this is a friendship that I can't let go. I have to bear it. I can't let go of those warm supports. How can I let you down
This is my motivation! Maybe it’s not as fast as other authors, maybe I don’t have that kind of talent. In fact, I often say I’m lazy, but I’m really not lazy to you. I try my best to deliver it. I just hope you can do this. I am very happy if I can be satisfied and say I am not disappointed.
I've reached a bottleneck. I wrote such a big piece of nonsense but didn't write the main text. Should I be scolded? I'm not sure either... Along the way, I've learned about my shortcomings (making random promises on impulse, sometimes having a glassy heart), and I'm happy to have grown up with your company.
I have gone through our run-in. You would scold me at the beginning, but later you received a lot of gentle encouragement and understanding. I will never give up on you.
However, I really want to relax. Everyone knows that words have a magical power. I don’t know how many friends have seen my fatigue during this period from my words? I don't want to be perfunctory, but I have been tense for too long, really...
One week, seven days off, okay? I originally wanted to wait until the beginning of December to ask for leave from you. I wasn't sure about this idea at that time, but I was really tired and needed to adjust.
I believe that this article will still be criticized, but I believe even more that friends who understand me and support me will also support me. I'm sorry for you. You have been wrongly accused of being so-called "brainless fans" for a long time. As long as you are People who troll me usually say "brainless fan" and go away.
Okay, then I'll join you in being stupid. I don't mind being called a stupid person, really.
During these seven days, I don't know what kind of state I will be in, but I try my best to start being a person who saves manuscripts. I actually don't know if I can consciously "not update" in these seven days, or maybe I will suddenly change again. More pops up, you know I'm so sticky that I can't let it go.
However, I’d better ask for leave first. Even if it’s pretentious, I still want to say that you are the people I really don’t want to deal with. The 9 cents or support each of you has given me makes it impossible for me to look down on you. Tired text.
Thank you all for the above!