This is the first time I have found that I don’t know how to write, but many times I have resisted with a good attitude, and then slowly adjusted myself and told myself to persist.
But this time, I don’t know whether it’s because the weather is too cold or because I’m tired at the end of the year. In short, I feel like I can’t stand it anymore.
It's like this again today, the chapters I've written are deleted and changed again and again... I'm suddenly confused, why am I
Some people say money, money, money. Should I point to this to eat? Not really! So why am I writing this, to please everyone? Am I fucking sick? Committed obsessive-compulsive disorder
Do you think your words won’t hurt others? I just don’t want to be seen on stage, but I know my own state very well. What did my family say to me? Except for eating, I rarely see me. Sometimes I don’t even see me eating. I spend my free time in front of the computer.
What did my dad say to me when he came home yesterday? Stop writing. You have changed. You can no longer even talk to your family. You always have an impatient tone. You are wandering around all day long, not knowing what you are thinking! If I hadn't seen you really irritable, I would have wanted to slap you! Do you understand how to be polite to others
My mother also told me, if it hurts, don’t write. It’s not your profession and you don’t need the money. Why are you writing? I don't want to see my child become like this. Seeing you like this makes me feel uncomfortable.
By the way, my mother has a heart disease. She went to the hospital several times. I didn’t dare to ask for leave because there were always vicious and damn people saying that I was looking for excuses. My mother also said, it’s nothing serious. Just go and write it. Someone scolded you again.
When I go home, the first thing I do is always I am tired and want to sleep for an hour. The reason is don't disturb me, I have to write a book. If I don't take a break, I'm afraid I won't be able to think clearly...
But despite my efforts, I still see a lot of negative comments! He keeps saying, I have to accept it. If I don’t accept it, I have a glass heart, I have airs, that’s it, that’s it...
Yes, I didn’t understand what the so-called writing was before, so I just wrote it without any hesitation. I deserve it! I didn’t save my manuscript, but kept writing every day. I thought I was the worst!
Then I tried to understand the classics that people talked about, such as Zhu Xian, Notes on Tomb Raiders, and Ghost Blowing the Lamp, and then I realized how second-rate I am. People use their time to polish their works! Why do I work so hard every day? Don't you just think that many people are waiting eagerly? As a result, it was put up just to let some masters point their fingers
If you can’t stand it or are used to it, you don’t have to watch it. Or if you really care about me, you can send me a private message and we can discuss it like friends. I will accept your sincere opinion! Why are you jumping up and down in the book review area and creating such a mess? Do you have to make people agree with what you say? In the Tieba forum, they are even more vicious and fanning the flames. Have I fucking offended your whole family? Do you need to open your mouth and spray shit to prove your existence
But I have a good temper, right? I always look cautious and accept opinions, and even take the trouble to explain various questions in the book. To put it bluntly, I just don’t want to see people who defend me, or people who really want to read, being annoyed by this kind of thing.
But this is water again. Why do you have to explain something that has been explained over and over again? What is the purpose of repeating the principles of magic that have been mentioned over and over again? what can I say? Someone is nc, if you don’t do this, you will start to find fault!
Then there are all kinds of guidance on writing... Yes, I always like to make fun of the old village chief! The old village chief is amazing, isn't he? Those who are interested should read the book reviews of the old village chief. Before writing about Yang Sheng's rebellion, let's take a look. How many people are criticizing the classics these people call
Not to mention, even the four major masterpieces have their lowest points, their most exciting peaks, and their average excesses! And people spend their whole lives polishing their works.
This is an impetuous era, and the qualities of tolerance, understanding, and kindness are not worth mentioning in the eyes of some people, let alone those who spent 9 cents, some who did not spend 9 cents, free of charge, and when they say vicious words , the waist is straighter than anyone else, and the understanding is very clear. I can’t cook, but I come to eat, and the food is not delicious, so I can’t have an opinion? If I comment that the rice is not delicious, do I have to know how to cook
For such a person, I cannot blame you for your reasons, because no one can control your mouth, and who can force you to learn the four words of respect and consideration? Who can build up this quality
I’m about to let it go. The only thing that worries me is the readers who are kind and considerate of me every day. Someone said something in the comments that Sansan’s words have warmed us. Who will warm him? Thank you. What I want to say is that there are many readers who have warmed me along the way. They have never forgotten how touched they were and know that people need positive words to warm their hearts.
This is the only reason why I still persist!
For these warm readers, I will finish the book, because you are my concern!
But some people want me to update every day. I'm sorry, I really don't care anymore. You can watch it if you like!
I think if I am like this, some trolls may have achieved their goal, so whatever. Anyway, I have always said that I don’t care about the list, and I don’t care about the money! This is fine, lest the trolls say that he made money by pointing to this, what the hell! I want to say that I don’t care about publishing books. Many people even come to me and buy various copyrights. I just ignore them because I am lazy... So I think about this kind of remarks even more.
It doesn’t matter, that’s it.
There are many good book fans who have been with me all the way. If you are willing to wait for me, let me write slowly and let this companionship last longer.
above!