People have emotions to vent, but after venting, they need to reflect more on themselves.
After I calmed down, I also began to reflect on myself.
Because for me, or with some friends who read books, this is not just a book, but a growth experience, a different life experience.
First of all, I would like to thank everyone for being tolerant of me, because I know that I have always been a sticky, sensitive, insecure, and even avoidant person. These are related to the environment I have experienced, so I know that I am a problem. Well... Nowadays people like to say that if you don't do something, you won't die. I think I'd rather do it.
At best, it's childish, at worst, it's pretentious.
However, I would like to thank everyone for being tolerant and even providing comfort and support along the way. I am deeply moved, but I won’t mention them all here.
Okay, now let’s talk about the book. It’s the result of my self-reflection. I calmly read a lot and summarized some.
Here, I will first quote a friend’s speech. I think this is the closest to my inner state. I will not quote it later because of some comparisons. It is a speech from the book fan Yanyu Jiangnan Vane.
Although I rarely respond, I still can't help but say it. I wonder if the third brother will read it. Frankly speaking, I accidentally saw "The Taoist" from the very beginning and was attracted to it, and then I followed it to Mo Tie. It was the first time in my life that I read a book. It’s not even satisfying to watch it after half a year without work and four hours of rest every day. But the quality of the books has really declined recently. Without the strong intervention of the old village chief, which represents the majesty and excitement of the country's will; without the passion and magnificence of the Miao people who set off the thunder; without the warmth in the old forests of the Northeast; without the ghost market of my own life. Hengdao immediately showed off... Unable to deal with it, Lao Li, who was as invincible as a bug, got on top. Confused, the remnant soul of Lao Li, who exists like a bug and is invincible, guides me. Bullied by the forces, Lao Li and Lao Xianghao, who are as invincible as bugs, have come forward... It seems that the brothers have grown stronger than expected in the face of adversity after losing the protection of their elders. The departments representing the will of the country also ignored it. Jiang Yi, who is close to the existence of earthly immortals, is more like a politician. After reading one chapter, I felt depressed. The third brother is kind-hearted, and when he writes about the struggle between forces, he doesn’t feel particularly weird. These strange things, like the clues about Kunlun, the whereabouts of his masters, and where to go in the future, are like seeing flowers in the mist, hazy and confusing. Rivers, lakes and seas are just a confusing journey. I know that the third brother is out of shape and confused. In fact, Third Brother, don't blame yourself too much, it's to be expected. I have written so many words in the original manuscript, telling a magnificent past event, interspersed with Third Brother's values (very touching and useful), the principles of magic, echoes of ambush pens, etc. It is too difficult to say something unpleasant. , I feel that the third brother is being led by the book or the daily updates, rather than carving. The third brother knew that this state of affairs was wrong, but he was pressured by some rhetoric and had to continue. So it broke out in this chapter (two volumes later than I expected), and it seemed that everyone was swearing. Third brother, you don’t look like a master anymore. You are the descendant of Shanzimai after all. When thinking before performing a surgery, isn't it important to concentrate all your thoughts and not be disturbed by external objects? So Third Brother, don’t care too much about what the outside world says. There's more to your loyal readers than meets the eye.
In fact, I long for sincere communication in my heart. As long as everyone is calm, I think this kind of communication is very good. I don’t shy away from my own state. You know, when the writing is poor, I will say that the writing is not good. I even said that the next few volumes were written every day and I would write them again after finishing this volume. This is my explanation to everyone.
The reason for the current situation is definitely fatigue, but more of it is a kind of sensitivity. This can be said from the bottom of my heart, because I have had unpleasant experiences that have made me very wary of purposeful trolls. This is the biggest reason. Originally, I really didn’t want to talk about this, so as not to get into unexplained trouble.
I won’t say much more about the above, but admitting that I made a mistake will kill my instinctive disgust. When reading everyone’s opinions one by one, I also calmed down and reflected on myself.
First, about commitment. This is my fault. I always try to do more, but always fail to complete it at the time due to limited ability. No matter what my attitude is afterwards, this is my fault, even though the starting point is good.
Solution: From now on, we will publish chapters silently. We will announce more chapters on the same day, so as not to create unnecessary expectations for everyone.
Second, typos. In fact, I have never explained this. I cannot read the things I write. I have a very strange feeling that it feels awkward no matter how I read it, so I usually post it after I finish writing it, but this affects some friends. After reading it, it should be solved.
Solution: Before posting chapters in the future, if I can’t read them myself, I will ask others to read them and try to correct all typos.
Third, regarding regular updates, because I write and publish now, I generally cannot update regularly. Today, a reader calmly told me that this is a matter of attitude. I thought about it carefully, Everyone is so tolerant of me, and I should give everyone better.
Solution: If I write more when I have inspiration during this period, I will not post it for the time being. I have a certain number of manuscripts. I will update them regularly in about a week. As for the scheduled time, I will leave this for now. let me see.
Fourth, the most important point is about the quality of the book. Indeed, this is a question of benevolence and wisdom. However, when I didn’t update yesterday, I thought carefully about it and found that the quality should have declined. The key lies in my own mentality. I already wrote with a feeling of exhaustion. , nothing good can be written in this way.
I don’t mean to target anyone. As far as the matter is concerned, this book can be said to be an Internet novel or not, because everyone can also feel that this book is unhappy, true love has no good results, and everything is setback, which is not in line with the Internet novel at all. The characteristics of successful novels (I personally read several factors for writing good Internet novels), the important thing is that Internet novels require God’s perspective and do not mix their own private things (the so-called author’s personal emotions and thoughts), so according to Internet novels In novel terms, this book of mine is a 'bump'!
Haha, I find it funny even when I write it. What I want to express is that because this book is not a complete online novel, it will be very tiring to write. I want to express the thoughts, the mental journey, and even the plot clearly. The arrangement may be more profound, so I get tired easily.
This is not to make excuses for myself, but to truly say that I cannot maintain a consistent level under the daily ration.
According to everyone's words, the starting point of the old village chief is very high, which can be regarded as the pinnacle of this book. Everyone knows that reaching the peak requires more effort.
Solution: I try my best to adjust myself, and I will try my best to face everyone with high quality in the future. But I also ask everyone to be more tolerant of me and give me more time, so that together we can make Taoist priests better.
Fifth, when it comes to disputes in the book review area, there is no so-called pros and cons. If they are all for the good of this book and want to see better Taoist priests, everyone can speak calmly.
I think although good advice may be offensive, it does not mean that it must be full of ridicule, irritability, anger and other emotions. If it is positive and gentle, it may be more accepted, right? We are all human. Isn't speaking calmly a better way to communicate
In addition, don't mix in other comparisons, just discuss the matter.
Introspection from late at night, not for anything else, just because this is my responsibility, the responsibility that everyone expects.
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