"Is this love? Use your lover to gain a breathing space for your ambitions. Does Patel love Thaia?" Women are often the easiest to be moved by love, because they are destined to be more emotional than men. I admit it. I feel sorry for Sharma's situation, but I haven't thought about the love-hate relationship between Jaya and Patel, but Ruyue has thought about it.
When this question was raised, Chengyuan, Chengzhen and Ruyue leaned together. Judging from the expressions on their faces, it was obvious that they were also concerned about this issue.
I think this question is stupid. What kind of man would use his love to create a 'safe' environment for himself? Unless he doesn't love her at all, I thought Uncle Johnny would give a negative answer, but I didn't expect that Uncle Johnny's answer would be so positive: "Patel belongs to Aiya."
As if he saw the doubts in my heart, Uncle Johnny's eyes looked a little vicissitudes, and he put a hand on my shoulder: "Chengyi, the forms of love in this world are all strange. You are Li's disciple, so you are destined to be." Before your heart is truly tempered, it will be full of weaknesses, because you will be much like a child. Your joys, anger, sorrows, and expressions of emotions will lack the hiding of an adult, and you will lack the seemingly wise attitude towards life. Don’t be surprised, Li himself is like this, too true to the point of being very naive, but so deep that the world can’t see through it. Now you only have truth, but not that depth. You can’t understand Patel’s love either, because in your case It seems that love is love, pure and without impurities, but how can you understand that some people in this world, even if they love to the core, still have what they think is the reason to let some things override love, since in love Even if this kind of use will hurt himself, he thinks it is worth it, because he has judged with his 'reason' that what he gained is greater than the love he lost. This is the case with Patel people."
I'm speechless. Yes, Uncle Johnny's positioning of me is very accurate. Just like what Master has told me since I was a child, sad relationships will cause weaknesses in my character. It's reasonable that I can't understand. Because I think that the value of what Patel pursues will not be greater than a pure love. Things in the world are like clouds, including power, money, and status. Only the sincerity of feelings at that time cannot be changed. Looking back, Already hard to find.
Such a view may be judged by Master as a fool who is obsessed with feelings and cannot let go. It is no different from Patel who is obsessed with his own ambition.
But after seeing through it all, they are all gods, so where can all the worldly things come from? The endless heart-burning flame tempers all kinds of strange things in this world? Master is also immersed in it, and only then will he devote himself to Kunlun Road.
Regardless of what is going on in my mind, the story of Sharma and Patel continues.
They are in a delicate balance, and it is no different from the previous warm relationship without breaking up, because it is Yaya who maintains this delicate balance.
As for the sincere relationship between the two of them in the past, it has been so long ago that people can hardly remember it. Sharma knew in his heart that on that night when the moonlight was blown by the wind and Jaya said that they would never be separated, The sincerity between him and Patel has been lost forever.
They have restored the calm between each other, which is a way of getting along with each other in a calm way, because no one dares to act rashly.
The only difference is that they are all working hard and practicing like crazy. Sharma can't see clearly what Patel does for, but Sharma knows very well what he does for. It's for the one in his heart. Feeling of crisis, he couldn't let the out-of-control Patel get too far ahead of him. Although he understood that Patel's talent meant that he couldn't run ahead of him, he couldn't lag too far behind, right
This is the goal Sharma has set for himself! Because the advantage of soul suppression has been eliminated by Patel, if he still surpasses himself too much... Sharma can't imagine this result. He always feels that there is an unspeakable danger behind it that may explode at any time.
Time is like running water, and five years have passed in the blink of an eye. Both he and Patel have bid farewell to their youthful days and have entered their 30s, which symbolizes the age when men should mature.
Thya still hasn't appeared, and there is no news at all. It's like this angel has never existed in this world.
But Sharma knows that Jaya is still alive in a corner, because Patel is so calm and calm, which is enough to explain everything! Sadly, Sharma could not get any news from Patel, because Patel said that he would refuse any request from him.
Therefore, Sharma's life was more uncomfortable than that of Patel. He had to weave beautiful lies in front of his parents to give them some comfort in their sad and tormented hearts.
"Father, Thaya is living a good life in the UK. You don't know how much those British guys like her. Of course, it is natural that our Thaya gets such love."
"Father, Thya is planning to travel around the world. She wrote to me and told me that this will make her life more fulfilling."
Sharma kept weaving such lies, and his father and mother, who looked older, would listen with smiles, but Sharma was also sensitive to the fact that this meant that his smarter father would be completely deceived, and he would Ask, when will Naya come back? Where's Thya's letter? Can I take a look
At times like this, it was extremely difficult for Sharma to cope. Sometimes he had to suspect that his father did not believe what he said at all, but just forced himself to believe it. If he indulged in lies, he would feel better.
Sharma knows very well how much his parents love Thaya. What mood can be more sad and anxious than that of a father who has lost his daughter? Whenever this happens, Sharma will even feel a little hatred towards Zaya. Why is he so cruel? Have you seen the white hair on your father’s head and the wrinkles at the corners of your mother’s eyes? Have you ever seriously experienced the tears they shed? In India, the status of women has always been low. Do we still need to imagine how much parents who can pamper their daughters like this love their daughters
And this is not the only torture for Sharma. The greater torture comes from Patel. He will still return to that manor as if nothing had happened. Even when his parents miss Jaya and cannot suppress it, he will still return to that manor. Seeing the sadness of their family, every time like this, Sharma felt that he wanted to kill this 'venomous snake' who was watching the show with cold eyes immediately! Didn't he care about the many years of upbringing
Sharma spent five years like this, practicing diligently and suffering painfully, but five years later he was even more desperate.
"The temple has its own set of standards for judging ability. After five years of diligent practice, my achievements in practice amazed all the elders in the temple. But compared with Patel, all this pales in comparison because of caste. The elders were reluctant to express their appreciation, but they had to admit the fact that Patel's achievements were as dazzling as any genius in history, and even surpassed the elders of the temple in ability. Except for that He is beyond the reach of a genius that even the title of Mahatma cannot match, and Patel's light can cover up anyone." Uncle Johnny's voice was full of bitterness.
As for the genius he mentioned, judging from the religion they believe in, I can only think of one person: Gautama Siddhartha. Who is that? That is the supreme person of Buddhism—Sakyamuni!
Uncle Johnny has such a high opinion of Patel? I couldn't believe what a dazzling person he was.
This story is so depressing that one cannot see the sunshine of hope at all. I am not looking at Patel's success with a biased eye, but I know from the conversation between Patel and Sharma. Tyre's character is not directly proportional to his ability. His character is extreme to a certain extent. If such a person advances infinitely and reaches a supreme position, it will cause a disaster.
"Do you smell disaster?" Uncle Johnny didn't know how many times he had gained insight into my thoughts. Or maybe it wasn't that he had insight into my thoughts. It was just a question that people would consider when the story has developed to this extent.
Uncle Johnny asked, and everyone here nodded. Uncle Johnny smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, it is indeed a disaster. The one who prevented it from continuing to develop and spread was your master-Li. But before all this chaos happened, I had a conversation with Patel, a very important conversation."
After the temple's strength evaluation, Sharma fell into a despairing mood, because Patel had gone further and further away, and his pace was so fast that he could hardly keep up. He was worried about his family and himself. Worried, and worried about the danger of Patel... But Jaya is his weakness, restricting Sharma from doing anything.
In this desperation, Sharma felt that he had to talk to Patel. Although this method was the weakest method, it was also the only method he could use now.