That conversation took place in Sharma's room. Sharma invited the conversation in a way that Patel could not refuse. He invited him to a temple gathering in front of all the elders. Patel.
Except for the two of them, no one knew about the subtle changes in their relationship, so Patel had no reason to refuse, and he did not want to put the matter on the table completely and announce the extent of his relationship with Sharma. This is not good for him. Jaya can restrain Sharma and Sharma's family, but she may not be able to restrain the power of religion. They are also a group of guys who strictly believe in the caste system.
In Sharma's room, Patel and Sharma finally had another conversation after five years.
Compared to his aggressive and arrogant attitude five years ago, this time Patel was much more restrained. Sitting in Sharma's room, he just said calmly: "Why do you want to talk to me again?" Talk? Do you think it makes sense?"
"I just think it's meaningless, so in the past five years, I have no intention of talking to you. But in this tug-of-war, there must always be a result, and I don't want to wait endlessly. Why don't you Just tell you what you want, Patel?" Sharma felt tired, and this fatigue made him speak his mind straight to the point without making any detours when facing Patel.
"What do I want? It's very simple. I want to be able to surpass your status one day, and I want you to marry Ya Ya gracefully. Of course, this must be your parents' willingness! In addition, I want my father to become a real Noble, your family will become my affiliated family. These are the only things I can think of for the moment." When Patel said this, he was very calm and matter-of-fact.
But Sharma smiled. He didn't even have the strength to be angry. He just looked at Patel and said with a smile: "Do you think this is possible?"
"I don't think there's anything impossible." When Patel said this, it was as if he was saying something like dawn would come up every day. It was normal and certain.
Sharma was silent. He had many reasons to refute Patel, but he did not talk to Patel just to get into an endless argument with him, so he could only remain silent in the face of such Patel.
"You asked me to talk just to ask me this?" Patel raised his eyebrows, obviously he was a little impatient.
Sharma took a deep breath, then looked at Patel and said: "Obviously not, your ambition has nothing to do with me. I just want to say that no matter what position you want to climb to, I will not be yours." Constraint, you know what I mean! I just want you to let go of Ya Ya and my family. Even if you don’t miss other friendships, please see that my parents raised you and provided you with so many superior things. For the sake of your growth, please agree to my request."
Please, when Sharma said this word, he felt a kind of bitterness in his heart. He never thought that one day, he would talk to Patel like this. If others knew about it, they would definitely be angry. Why would the noble Brahmin To talk to a Dalit like this? This is an insult to everyone!
But Sharma didn't care. He saw clearly that his family was more valuable than his dignity!
"Hahaha..." Faced with Sharma's request, Patel smiled very wantonly and openly. Sharma looked at Patel like this, and in his memory, Patel Apart from my childhood, I have never laughed like this before, so comfortable and free.
"Tsk tsk...I never thought that one day the noble Master Sharma would beg me like this. No, beg me! This makes me very happy, and it makes me feel the value of my existence... .It's a pity that if you don't mention the ridiculous friendship your family gave me, maybe I will consider your words. After all, you are annoying. If I don't have you on the way forward, I will feel a lot more comfortable. But When you mention that ridiculous friendship, then I can only say sorry to you. I refuse your request, because everything I want, I can get it myself. It is the same whether you exist or not. Although your presence will cause me a little trouble." Patel coldly rejected Sharma.
"Why did you say that?" Although Sharma expected that Patel would be dissatisfied with his family, he never dreamed that what he heard from Sharma's words was unforgettable hatred.
"Why? Don't you know better than me? Dear Sharma?! The treatment I received was obtained by my father with his life, and your noble father did not forget to use me while giving charity to him. , just after discovering that I am a talent that can be used, right? Your family has never treated me as an equal. You only trained me to be your right shoulder and your divine guard. This is ruining me. Life! Do you think any genius would be willing to follow a mediocre person who is inferior to himself? Not only your family, but also this ridiculous religious force! I thought you would be different. After all, we grew up together, so I Gave you a chance... Do you still remember that time you came back for me to become your guardian? That was the last chance I gave you, but you disappointed me so much. When your father proposed, You didn't argue for me! You didn't raise any objection! In the next few days, you even took things for granted and didn't mention it at all... Even so, Sharma, I am not completely disappointed with you." At this point, Patel stopped talking and looked at Sharma deeply.
And Sharma felt at a loss when he looked at Patel like this. He knew that what Patel said was true, but there was something wrong in the middle. What was wrong? For a moment, he Can't tell yet.
But Patel waved his hand a little irritably, not giving Sharma a chance to refute at all, and continued: "Do you think those ridiculous clowns would find out about me and Jaya if I wanted to hide it? I revealed it on purpose. Just so that you could discover this first one day, I had the scene where you saw me and Jaya together. But my dear Sharma, you let me down again. The first thing you did was to look down on me. I am strongly opposed to me and Ya Ya being together. What illusions can I have about you? You and your father are the same thing...the feelings we grew up with together, and the true feelings you occasionally reveal. , now it seems disgusting and ridiculous to me! Your family should be punished, and letting you become my subordinates in the future is already a kindness and a comfort to Naya, otherwise you can die ten thousand times."
After saying that, Patel looked at Sharma deeply again. What jumped in his eyes was deep-seated hatred. Faced with this look, Sharma suddenly fell down on the chair and rubbed his forehead. He murmured: "No, Patel, it was never like this from the beginning to the end, no!"
"What's wrong? It's a pity that I have been more talented than you since I was a child. Although your friendship has been valued and you have gained the status of the son of God, you can't rely on your family for such a natural thing. I got your ridiculous name! And Ya Ya’s love, she just wants to give it to me, what can you do? Can you ask God to stop it? You are pitifully begging me now, isn’t it too late? Of course , I am still in danger, you can use the power you picked to kill me at any time, but you have to bet on your sister's life, which will make you suffer for a lifetime, it will make you suffer for a lifetime, and I am worth it, because Over the past few decades, your shadow has been shrouding me and darkening my life. I am very happy to get revenge on you like this." At this time, Patel looked at Sharma with a condescending look, and that kind of certainty Of course.
But Sharma finally grasped what was wrong. He stood up and said: "Patel, yes, I must admit the grievances you have suffered, but in this matter, you cannot blame my father's kind thoughts. , after all, when he decided to raise you, you were still a baby and had no abilities worthy of his use. Should kindness be punished? You have to know that in this society, no matter what the social status, one person sacrifices for another. After giving up your life, there is no restriction on what kind of reward the person who gets it should pay, except for morality. You can't retaliate against my father's morality! Even if he wanted you to be my helper, he never thought of abusing you. Isn't it? On the contrary, it gives you a chance to have a different life, isn't it? What's more, my mother has sincere feelings for you! And Naya, you said you wanted to marry her, but you used her, Is the innocent love that Naya has for you wrong? Should she be used by you to deal with me like this? As for me, the shadow in your mouth, I admit that I don’t have the courage to fight against the entire system, but I have done harm to Patel. You? You just accept everything passively. You said that I am against you and Yaya. Are you born in this society? Don’t you understand the consequences of your union with Yaya? My hope as a brother Naya is happy, is there anything wrong? Patel, you can say this is unfair, but you can't be so extreme. Revenge starts from the person who gave you the favor. You can fight, but I won't support you if you don't. But how can you hurt us? How?"
At the end of the sentence, Sharma excitedly grabbed Patel's collar and was already questioning him.
But Patel's expression remained indifferent. He pulled off Sharma's hand, straightened his collar, and said coldly: "I will not change any of my decisions, and don't say any favors." , even if I hate this society, you are the first to be operated on, because the harm starts from you. Whether you call me cold-blooded or extreme, all I can remember is hatred. For it, I am willing Sacrifice myself, and the beginning of this hatred is not the beginning of my life, but the hatred that has been burning since my fathers and ancestors, but they are unwilling to wake up."